The Flowing Love: Volume 1

By Zhenyinfang

love like interdigital sand

• Language: English
• Publisher: Funstory
• Release date: Feb 5, 2020
• ISBN: 9781648145315

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CONTENTS

CHAPTER 1 - SHADOW-NARCISSISM

CHAPTER 2 - THE SHADOWS ARE LOVED

CHAPTER 3 - SAND SHADOW INTERSECTION

CHAPTER 4 - SAND WINTER

CHAPTER 5 - A SAND DREAM

CHAPTER 6 - SAND AGGLOMERATION

CHAPTER 7 - AT THAT TIME IN THE DESERT

CHAPTER 8 - DESERT MOTHER

CHAPTER 9 - DESERT MEETING

CHAPTER 10 - SHAKING OF LIGHT AND SHADOW

CHAPTER 11 - LIGHT PURSUIT

CHAPTER 12 - A MEETING OF LIGHT AND SHADOW

CHAPTER 13 - LIGHT GOODBYE

CHAPTER 14 - GLOW YOUR LOVE

CHAPTER 15 - THE ACCEPTANCE OF RADIANCE AND HAPPINESS

CHAPTER 16 - POLYGONAL PLAY OF TIME AND TIME

CHAPTER 17 - TIME DESPAIR

CHAPTER 18 - TIME AND TIME GOODBYE

CHAPTER 19 - DUST SEARCH

CHAPTER 20 - WIND DUST FOLLOWING

CHAPTER 21 - AEOLIAN DESIRE

CHAPTER 22 - MULBERRY LEAF VERA

CHAPTER 23 - YELLOW MULBERRY LEAF

CHAPTER 24 - SANG YE BOW MOURNING

CHAPTER 25 - DISCARDS OF RESIDUAL LOTUS

CHAPTER 26 - RUIN HEARTLESS

CHAPTER 27 - RESIDUAL ATTRACTION

CHAPTER 28 - DARK CURRENT DEAD ASH

CHAPTER 29 - UNDERCURRENT RESENTMENT

CHAPTER 30 - UNDERCURRENT BUY

CHAPTER 31 - ZHANG XINGTIAN WENT HOME

CHAPTER 32 - STAR RETURN

CHAPTER 33 - STELLAR REPATRIATION

CHAPTER 34 - OLD STELLAR LOVE

CHAPTER 35 - CONSTELLATIONS AND OLD THOUGHTS

CHAPTER 36 - OLD LOVE

CHAPTER 37 - STARRY SKY PROMISE

CHAPTER 38 - SPACE YEARNING

CHAPTER 39 - THE UNIVERSAL CHOP CONTINUED TO PASS BY UNABATED

CHAPTER 40 - MOON SHADOW REQUEST

CHAPTER 41 - MOON SHADOW REFUSED

CHAPTER 42 - MOON SHADOW'S TRUTH

CHAPTER 43 - MOONLIGHT TRICK

CHAPTER 44 - MOONLIGHT DESPERATE

CHAPTER 45 - MOONLIGHT PRISON

CHAPTER 46 - MONTH-OLD MOON

CHAPTER 47 - DEATHLY MOON

CHAPTER 48 - LUNAR WEDDING

CHAPTER 1 - SHADOW-NARCISSISM

In writing, in writing, in writing.

and you write about yourself

Laughing and laughing

you cry like a man in tears

The sky turned white, something was about to rise, everything seemed to have awoken, but there was nothing, because autumn had come, the sky had become higher, the sun had become higher, the clouds had become higher. Everything was so far away.

Ying Xiaoxiao was woken up by the sound of the milkman's car bell ringing in the alley early in the morning. It sounded as if she were still in her dreams; it was the sound of the primary school bell ringing out, the bell ringing out after junior high school, the bell ringing at the end of the high school exam, or the bell ringing after college graduation. Within these ringing bells, life was always slowly or quickly entering the next stage, and life saw a new scene.

Ying Xiaoxiao would always wake up at the sound of the bell chiming. Then, she would rub her drowsy eyes and look around the house. She felt that everything was inconceivable, but also very clear. He got up from the bed and washed up for a simple breakfast. Warm milk wakes up every organ in the body.

The flowing white liquid always has a kind of soft feeling, will bring a day of wonderful journey. After putting on the work clothes that she had washed and changed every day, she had put on some light makeup that she wasn't very proficient in. She had worked for a long time, but she still couldn't adapt to makeup.

Of course, Ying Xiaoxiao had also used that unknown lipstick. It was written in English, and it must have cost quite a bit. She had secretly smeared it on her lips, but it didn't look as good as she had expected. Mom finally saw it and thought it would be said, but she didn't expect her mother to laugh so hard.

But when you grow up, you can start to buy your favorite cosmetics openly. He tried to apply it on his face, but he realized that he no longer had the same passion as before, or rather, he had lost all his skills after so many years, so he was now unable to draw the sausage mouth.

It was the same this morning. Ying Xiaoxiao had to struggle with the cosmetics for a long time before she was able to complete the simple task. He prepared to leave, but fortunately, he woke up very early every day.

After all, Ying Xiaoxiao's father was the boss of a famous corporation in the city, which meant that Ying Xiaoxiao was the daughter of a famous corporation. Originally, she should have gone to her father's company to exercise and succeed her father as the chairman of a young corporation, but Ying Xiaoxiao did not like this kind of life, and this daughter seemed to be very special and persistent. As long as there was something she liked, she would insist on it.

But so what? He could still support himself. Persistence was Ying Xiaoxiao's greatest love, and Zhao Muheng was also Ying Xiaoxiao's greatest love.

That man gave Ying Xiaoxiao endless fantasies and endless hopes. However, everything seemed to have turned into a high and distant sky, and Zhao Muheng also gradually became high and distant. After finishing his job, he lost contact with her and no longer had any connection with her. Some things just stopped that summer.

The weather gradually grew colder. There would be fallen leaves, morning frost, and birds flying towards the south. The pedestrians on the road seemed to have quickened their pace as well. There was a autumn breeze blowing.

He would always remember himself from four years ago, wearing a white T-shirt and ugly long jeans. His parents had repeatedly requested for him to be sent to university by the steward. The university was originally in his city. Every day, he would go through it several times. When he was very young, he would even go inside to play on the swing. However, it seemed that he had become unfamiliar with it all of a sudden.

Just like many students from other places, they were filled with curiosity towards this academy, which had a glorious history. They felt that four years was still a long time, and that many unforgettable things would happen. But four years is not a long time, and there are unforgettable things, such as going to barbecues with classmates, or social practices for summer vacations, such as street dancing where you learn half of it but your parents are extremely correct, such as.

Zhao Muheng and Pitiful Appearance were two of the most popular couple among them. They were a couple that everyone believed to be the best couple at the time. Ying Xiaoxiao knew that they would be married once they graduated, so she hid her feelings for Zhao Muheng in her heart. Even without Pitiful Appearance, Ying Xiaoxiao would not confess because she was an ugly duckling that had always been hidden under her parents' aura.

Yes, the university's Ying Xiaoxiao had withdrawn this halo and did not tell anyone who her parents were. Everyone thought that she was the housekeeper who had just started school and sent her here.

Even now, no one in the company knew Ying Xiaoxiao's true identity. This was because Ying Xiaoxiao was enjoying herself very much. She felt as if she had never been herself. Everything was like a rebirth. However, without Zhao Muheng, Ying Xiaoxiao wished him well and hoped that he would be able to succeed with Pitiful Appearance.

Ying Xiaoxiao had imagined her own future as well as Zhao Musheng's future. However, the two of them did not meet in any way. Ying Xiaoxiao was not affected by Zhao Musheng's urgency, and Zhao Musheng did not have Ying Xiaoxiao's new year. There was no love, no friendship, everything was just two parallel lines at a distance, no intersection.

In Ying Xiaoxiao's fantasy, Zhao Muzheng would find a very good job, marry Pitiful Appearance, then have a baby, or even have two children. Then middle age, then twilight. Holding Pitiful Appearance's hand. Envy the bystanders.

There was no big news in the company today. It was about who had spread the rumor, who had quarreled with whom, who had fought in the dark, and whether the boss's hair was real or not. Was the boss old enough to wear false teeth? These things have been going on in the office for a long time and have become a pastime.

Ying Xiaoxiao rarely participated in discussions, but she would become a watchman. The so-called watchman meant that when everyone was discussing their boss, he would stand guard by the side and observe if their boss showed up or not. Ying Xiaoxiao really liked this job, and it gave him a feeling of being needed.

He would always sneak around and observe from the back, just like how he had sneaked around to observe Zhao Muheng. Always sneaking in to watch him play basketball on the basketball court and going back to see him in the debate, always liking the way he, as class monitor, called on his classmates to do something.

Whenever a hero passed by, someone would throw flowers for him on both sides of the road. Ying Xiaoxiao was willing to be the flower catcher when Zhao Muheng passed by on his white horse with Princess Pitiful Appearance in his arms.

Now that Ying Xiaoxiao seemed to have lost her male deity, Zhao Muheng, she seemed to be living more freely. She would not be subservient, like freedom, and would have her own way of doing things. Having found her own job, the boss was most afraid that Ying Xiaoxiao would resign.

In short, in this small company, Ying Xiaoxiao felt as if she had temporarily shed the shell of the ugly duckling and had transformed into a species that wasn't very noble, but was nevertheless a white swan. In the silent dream, the ugly duckling was screeching. The process of him turning into a white swan was heartbreaking. Why did you give up on me? Something was asking Ying Xiaoxiao in the distant river. The coldness and misery in its voice made Ying Xiaoxiao feel cold.

After that, there was an endless river. In the distance, there was an ugly duckling that was plucking its own feathers, but the exposed parts didn't have the holy white feathers that she had imagined. There was only the ugly skin and the bare, flesh-colored surface.

He would always have nightmares like this. He would remember that when he was young, his father's company wasn't very big, and he would remember his father's big client bringing his seductive wife to his house, and his mother's docile appearance. He would also remember that big client's son saying that he was too ugly and didn't like the sound of playing with him, and then pushing him into a quagmire.

But these mothers will not tell their father, will silently cry that they are the most beautiful, and then to put on new clothes for themselves. Later on, before he had grown up, his father had become very rich, then moved into a big house, and then there would be rich wives coming to curry favor with his mother. Then there would be many children who would be forced by their parents to play with them.

However, Ying Xiaoxiao did not like all of this. He felt that it was unreal and that he would be wrapped under those gorgeous clothes. Just like what Zhang Ailing said, life was a gorgeous robe covered in lice. Ying Xiaoxiao was disgusted by the flattery and the stinking merchants. She felt that her father had also gotten infected with these things, but there was nothing she could do about it. Everything was not something that she could change.

Therefore, Ying Xiaoxiao chose to evade and hide. She chose to rent a small house outside and live her own life, choosing to leave this bustling place far behind her. Even though this caused her father a great deal of embarrassment, even though the upper class of society loved to talk about her, the truth still surrounded Ying Xiaoxiao. What he touched existed.

This happy day was lacking a male lead, but her beloved male lead was currently playing the role of someone else's groom. Ying Xiaoxiao felt that this was nothing. Perfection should always have some imperfection, only to appear that this is life, if all is happiness, then where does hope come from.

Ying Xiaoxiao tried to yearn for love, but she would feel guilty. It was as if missing Zhao Muheng every day was a mandatory lesson. Without him, she would feel a sense of guilt just like when she skipped classes. Fortunately, Xiaoxiao had never felt this sense of guilt before. What do you call this life now, waiting? Will there be a new era around the next corner? Even without love, Xiaoxiao was still full of anticipation for the future.

However, Ying Xiaoxiao didn't have any hope at all. Who would give Ying Xiaoxiao any hope? Since Zhao Musheng wasn't able to give this man a chance, he had already disappeared from her world. Ying Xiaoxiao really didn't know why she had so much confidence in herself.

Thinking always lived within the span of a breath, always existed in every cell of the body. It was hard to get rid of, just hard to get rid of. Ying Xiaoxiao simply didn't want to live a new life, or fall in love with a new person. He drew a prison for himself and locked himself in it. He didn't want to come out, even with the key to the door in his hand.

CHAPTER 2 - THE SHADOWS ARE LOVED

pass by

return to the origin

So you were here too

There are some things that you are very familiar with him because the same scene, at most, only has the changes of spring, summer, autumn, and winter. Because the same people, just yourself, because the same mood, peaceful apathy. Because of the same beginning and end. However, it was different from what happened before. Every day, it might not happen. Even if it did happen, it would still feel different.

Morning running was a mission given to Ying Xiaoxiao over the weekend. Ying Xiaoxiao didn't like to run, but previously, Zhao Muheng liked to run in the morning. In order to see Zhao Muheng, Ying Xiaoxiao pretended that she also liked to run, and often went to run in the morning.

She didn't like to get up early, right? Zhao Muheng would buy breakfast for Chu Lian and deliver it to her downstairs, while Chu Lian would receive her beloved breakfast with a hazy look in her eyes. Then, Zhao Muheng would go upstairs to take a nap, and Zhao Muheng would shout, Eat it while it's hot! The next building was filled with the envious words of the girls.

Ying Xiaoxiao knew all of this. She had clearly seen it from behind the big tree in front of the dormitory building. He didn't feel anything, because he was still immersed in the moment when Zhao Mu was alone. Even though they were separated by half a field and there were still many people running in the morning, Ying Xiaoxiao had completely ignored them.

The person you love puts him in a lot of people, and you can tell at a glance, even if he puts makeup on, even if he changes his face.

There were very few people running in the morning today. It could be because the weather had turned cold, or it could be because they were not used to running in the morning anyways. With earphones in his ears and wearing a comfortable sports coat, he arrived at a familiar scene and began his morning jog.

The weather had really turned cold. Normally, she would be sweating after running just a few steps, but today, Ying Xiaoxiao had run many laps but still wasn't sweating. Moreover, when the autumn wind blew, Ying Xiaoxiao would occasionally tighten the collar of her clothes. The Tiger had lost his arrogance. It seemed like winter was not far away. The people around him had already started wearing winter clothes. Their bodies were in a bad condition. He never expected his body to become so good. It was all because he loved running in the morning.

Ouch. Ying Xiaoxiao fell to the ground. Just as she said that her body was fine, she fell over; she didn't expect that her skill level would continue to drop. Indeed, it was useless to only run this many times a week.

Miss, are you alright? A big hand came over to help Ying Xiaoxiao up. Thank you. Ying Xiaoxiao was helped to her feet. Raising his head, he saw a handsome man. He had very neatly combed his hair, wore an expensive sports uniform, and had beautiful sneakers. He had sports eyes, and wore a wristband.

Ying Xiaoxiao, who had stood up, couldn't even use her left foot. She could only stand on one leg. Miss, do you need me to take you to the hospital? The meticulous man asked caringly, No need, no need. I am fine with it myself. Thank you. With that, Ying Xiaoxiao released the boy's hand and turned to leave.

She didn't like being cared for by others, liked being independent, liked being alone. This was Ying Xiaoxiao. Actually, she wasn't that strong, or perhaps she just wanted to be cared for, but she felt that the ugly duckling's self wasn't worth it. Care, like to comfort yourself, like to amuse yourself.

He jumped back into the house. His feet were already swollen to the point where he could stand the pain. Then, he borrowed some ointment from his neighbor's aunt and applied it on his feet. He prayed that the swelling would subside the next day. However, he didn't expect to wake up with a faint pain. He asked the boss for a leave of absence, and the boss repeatedly told him to take good care of him.

After a long period of rest, Ying Xiaoxiao still hadn't recovered, so she had no choice but to go to the hospital. The doctor said that her bones had been dislocated, so she didn't know why Ying Xiaoxiao was able to resist. Yeah, it hurts, it hurts, but it's nothing compared to some psychological pain.

He thought of the night when Zhao Muheng and Pitiful Appearance announced to the whole class that they were going to be together. He thought of Zhao Muheng holding on to Pitiful Appearance's hand and being bumped into by him. He thought of the time when Zhao Muheng and Pitiful Appearance had been eating at the ice cream store.

Everything that happened would only cause Ying Xiaoxiao to cry in the middle of the night. In reality, it wasn't tears at all, it was a silent fear of being heard by the people in the dorm. This love was as if she couldn't see the light of day. Droplets of tears dripped down onto the pillow, also wetting Ying Xiaoxiao's heart.

The doctor told Ying Xiaoxiao to rest for half a month. Ying Xiaoxiao tried to please him, but in her heart, she had already made up her mind. Ying Xiaoxiao, who hadn't rested for a few days, began preparing for the job. After returning to the company, Ying Xiaoxiao received an explosive piece of news: the vice president of the company was a newbie. Currently, every female employee of the company was having a heart attack.

Of course the boy was jealous, but it was good that his goddess, Ying Xiaoxiao, hadn't fallen. As for Xiaoxiao, she was no longer that ugly duckling. He had already transformed into a gorgeous and magnificent young man. He had become the dream lover of many male employees in the company. Even though he had an inferiority complex, everyone would still regard him as bashful.

There would be people who would start to pay attention to themselves, people who would begin to pursue them, people who would begin to have a crush on them, people who would put snacks in their desks, people who would give them small flowers, people who would ask them what they were doing in the dead of night, people who would send care for them when they were sick, even those who loved Zhao Muheng, all of this made Ying Xiaoxiao very grateful.

Ying Xiaoxiao was called to the office by the boss. She didn't expect to see someone she knew. Wasn't the boy with gold-rimmed glasses introduced to her by the boss the person who had helped her that day? So it's you. The two of them spoke at the same time, So you two know each other. That's easy to say. Ying Xiaoxiao, help the Vice General Manager familiarize himself with our company's business. The Vice General Manager is a top student from the United States."

This made Ying Xiaoxiao feel a bit of a headache. This was because if she stayed at home for a few days and then came out to see someone, she would always feel social phobia. It was always like this; if she was alone for a few days, she would mind meeting others again. Always get used to it for a few days before you get used to it.

He was a graduate of a prestigious American university, his parents were university professors, and he had a good family background. Lin Mobei introduced him to Ying Xiaoxiao in a continuous stream, as if he was on a blind date. Ying Xiaoxiao was amused by this introduction, and the atmosphere eased.

Ying Xiaoxiao brought Lin Mo Bei around the company and got to know the executives of the various departments. They were truly top students, and they were able to tell everything that happened.

In order to thank Ying Xiaoxiao for accompanying him, Lin Mobei invited her to lunch. Everyone in the company looked at the two of them with angry eyes. The girl shouted that the man was mine, and the boy's heart had already cut Lin Mobei into pieces.

Lunch was spent in a relaxed and pleasant atmosphere. Ying Xiaoxiao described the situation to her colleagues and explained to the female employees that she did not covet Lin Mobei's beauty. Ying Xiaoxiao felt that it was a bit inconceivable that she would need to explain all of this. The days continued as usual.

It had been a long time since there was any news from Zhao Mu. Ying Xiaoxiao had all the contacts Zhao Mu could get, but she had always been silently opening his space. She silently opened his chat box and silently looked at the messages that were sent to her. Previously, there was a group chat in class. As the class monitor, Zhao Muliang was very active in it. However, now that he had graduated, there was no movement in this group for a long time.

He remembered that after graduation, when the whole class had their dinner, the students in the class jeered and made Zhao Muheng kneel down on one knee and put the can's ring on his finger like a ring. Then they asked Chu Lian, blushing like a big apple, if she was willing to marry him. At that time, Chu Lian was also a big apple.

At that time, Ying Xiaoxiao might have remembered the scene more clearly than when she had been proposed to him. She might have imagined countless times that she was Pitiful Appearance, but in this love scene, she was clearly an outsider.

Winter still came. No matter if it was fast or slow, he would never forget his promise with Autumn. When the first snow covered the entire city, winter used this method to majestically announce to the world that he would wreak havoc for a period of time. During this period of time, he had been the master of this place. Wrap yourselves up, and don't be attacked by me.

Ying Xiaoxiao's company had also entered the final moment of the year. The boss had given out some words of encouragement, saying that it was the start of the third month of the year and the next year would be spring. It felt like sleeping time was a luxury.

This made Ying Xiaoxiao happy from the bottom of her heart, as if only this kind of busyness could fill her empty heart and lonely life. Ying Xiaoxiao was needed for her endless overtime work in the company to take over the tasks that her colleagues were unable to complete. It is loved.

Ying Xiaoxiao was not an extraordinary person. Although she had a rich father, she had become independent a long time ago, so she didn't ask for money from her father. She still needed to pay for all the expenses of her life. With this reward, he would more or less have more money to spare.

This kind of petty life made Ying Xiaoxiao feel the joy of life. She even fantasized that in the future, she would lead a life of haggling Madame Zhao. Whenever she thought of this, Ying Xiaoxiao would feel embarrassed.

CHAPTER 3 - SAND SHADOW INTERSECTION

The city is large

The world is small

You and I have an unnecessary connection

It's really cold in the winter, why would it be New Year so soon? Zhao Muliang looked at the grayish white sky, wondering if it was going to snow again. Hello, I'm here to pick up the express delivery. Zhao Muheng interrupted his train of thought. Oh, yes, please sign for it. " Zhao Muheng, who had yet to find a job, had to work as a courier in order to support himself.

That person seemed to be Zhao Muheng. On the way home, Ying Xiaoxiao saw someone whose back figure resembled Zhao Muheng. That person was a courier. Ying Xiaoxiao had followed him two streets away, but she still couldn't catch up with him. How could it be Zhao Mu? He was the class monitor, so how could he deliver couriers at such a high speed?

Ying Xiaoxiao immediately rejected this idea. He remembered that in college, because he had a date with his roommates, he had once gone shopping by himself, but he was still lost in this familiar city. Before, he always sat in his dad's car, but the city was very big.

That was one of the few times that Ying Xiaoxiao had come into contact with Zhao Muheng. Ying Xiaoxiao cherished this memory; at that time, Zhao Muheng was studying outside and working as a porter for a small supermarket. He wore a supermarket uniform with a certain brand printed on it.

In fact, Ying Xiaoxiao had long since seen Zhao Musheng. However, the scene that she had been planning to meet for a long time had suddenly appeared in front of her, leaving her at a loss of what to do. In the end, she wanted to turn around and run away, but before she could turn around, Zhao Musheng had already discovered her and called out to her.

The expression on Ying Xiaoxiao's face must have been as weird as that of the caricature person. Her entire body stiffened. She had never felt that the voice of Zhao Muheng, who called out to her alone, was so pleasant to hear. In the past, whenever Zhao Musheng called out to him, his name would be called out by name. In the past, whenever Zhao Musheng called out to him, his name would be called out by name.

In the end, Zhao Muheng saw Ying Xiaoxiao's predicament and guessed that she was lost. He told her the direction of the road. In fact, Ying Xiaoxiao didn't understand at all, but she still nervously said that she understood and ran away. After that, Ying Xiaoxiao had to ask a lot of questions before finding her way back. She felt that she was too depressed, and she didn't expect that the first time she communicated with Zhao Mu was because she had lost her way. Zhao Mu was definitely thinking that she was a big idiot, and Ying Xiaoxiao couldn't sleep that night because of what happened during the day.

Lost again, already used to walking with his feet, you will still get lost, a city you will never

He always held back when he discovered all of his secrets. When you felt tired of staying here, he would slowly reveal it to you. However, Ying Xiaoxiao was not annoyed with the city. The city allowed him to discover the new world.

She decided that since she had lost her way, she would walk around in this unfamiliar city for a bit, just like a person you were very familiar with. You might think that you understand him very well, but in reality, he also had a side that you didn't know about, and that side would make you very surprised.

The tall trees on both sides of