I Love You Inadequately: Volume 1

By Sui Xing

"I've been waiting for you here for two days!" The sea breeze blew through the woman's short, yellowish hair."What if I don't come?""I don't know. Maybe I will completely forget about you. Maybe I will marry another man!"The man smiled and said, "But in the end, I still came."

• Language: English
• Publisher: Funstory
• Release date: Dec 6, 2019
• ISBN: 9781647679521

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LOVE

CHAPTER 1 - GIVE ME A CIGARETTE

It was late one evening, and I was sitting on the beach, smoking a cigarette and staring out at the setting sun.

At some point, there was a woman sitting next to me. She was wearing a white shirt, her hair was slightly yellow, and her skin was very fair.

She sat beside me and smoked cigarettes, but not ladies' cigarettes, the usual soft jasmine, and she smoked them one by one, and soon all the cigarettes were gone, and she rubbed the pack off and threw it into the sea, and it was clear that she was not in a good mood.

Hey, give me a cigarette. That was the first thing she said to me.

Actually, I really hate girls who smoke, but she and I want it. I still gave her the five yuan packet of yellow mountains: If you don't mind smoking trash.

She ignored me, took a cigarette, and started smoking.

My cigarette was trashy and sharp, and I could tell that she wasn't used to it, so she started coughing after taking two puffs.

Stop smoking, it's not good for women to smoke too much.

She looked at me, threw away the half of her cigarette, and took another to light it. I'm so flustered, she said, it's hard not to smoke.

Then I saw her hand, trembling slightly, lighting a cigarette, but I didn't know why she was panicking.

I took a cigarette from my pack and smoked with her, and we talked.

Her name was Li Keyi, a very pleasant name. When she spoke, she had two dimples, which made her seem very attractive …

I asked her twice, but she didn't tell me why she was panicking. Instead, she kept asking me why I ran all the way to Lianyungang by myself.

Very quickly, we finished smoking my box of cigarettes. When we finished smoking the last cigarette, I very politely gave it to her. She said that she was very energetic and would buy a few packs of these cigarettes next time, but I didn't know if she was joking with me or if she was serious …

So we sat from dusk until dark.

Apparently, she wasn't prepared enough. She was only wearing a white shirt, and her body was trembling as she was hugged by the sea breeze.

I gave her my coat, and she didn't refuse.

I'm leaving! I stood up and said to her, I don't like the sea in the dark, because the sea is like an invisible future, frightening.

I'll sit down for a while, but what about your clothes? she said to me.

You keep it. No, I said.

At this moment, the coat that Li Ke was wearing was the birthday present my ex-girlfriend gave me. I don't want it anymore, so I might as well just throw it to her.

How about this, I'll come back to the seaside tomorrow at dusk and then I'll return it to you. Is that okay with you?

Lee told me.

Whatever, but I don't think a girl like you should be alone at the beach for too long! No, I said.

It's fine. You can go back now. I'll be leaving soon.

En! I nodded and left and climbed onto the highway. I saw a red Range Rover parked by the side of the road, the latest sports model, and I didn't know if it was hers or not. If it was hers, this woman, Li Kayi, would be pretty rich.

CHAPTER 2 - LAND ROVER WOMAN

A month ago I was abandoned by my girlfriend because I didn't have a house or a car.

I heard that it would be more comfortable if I lost my love and went to see the sea, so I came to this small city by the sea in Northern Jiangsu.

Lianyungang is a cheap city. I rent a house on the beach, and when it rains, the roof leaks, but the rent is cheap. A hundred dollars a month.

My landlord was a middle-aged man of fifty, whom I called Uncle Da, a fisherman.

Uncle Da was in a good mood today. He got a table of seafood and was drinking with a few other fishermen. When he saw me return, he invited me to drink with them.

I really like these fishermen's boldness and simplicity. They won't play tricks on you to drink more wine, and they also won't intentionally avoid drinking wine. I think how great it would be if this world had more people like them …

I was drunk that night, and I dreamed of my ex-girlfriend, Yang Xin, getting married, but I was invisible in that picture. No one could see me, no one cared about me, and I couldn't stop her from getting married.

The dream told me that even though I pretended that I didn't want to have anything to do with her on the surface, I still wanted her to go back. Otherwise, why would I have such a dream?

The next evening I went to the seaside again, and I remember that the woman called Likoyi told me that she would come today, and that she owed me a coat, though I no longer wanted it.

The sky gradually darkened, but Li Ke didn't come either. I was a little disappointed, I felt that I was being cheated again, I was even more certain that women were the creatures that were best at cheating.

Once again, the darkness swallowed the sea. Except for the clear sound of the rising tide, everything in front of my eyes became unclear. I felt that it was time for me to leave.

A burst of strong light shot out and a car stopped by the side of the road. The car's engine died down very quickly, followed by the sound of the door opening and closing. It was obvious that the people inside the car were in a hurry to get out.

Could it be Li Kaiyi? I asked myself, but then I didn't think so. There was no reason for her to be here in the dark. She had said she would be there in the evening.

So I didn't stop, I kept going up, we didn't go down the same path, just passed by...

I had reached the side of the road and was about to hurry away when I saw the red Range Rover again, which surprised me a little. If my guess was right, it should be Likoyi's car, and if it was hers, then the person who had just got out of the car was definitely her. So I once again walked down the path to the beach.

Under the moonlight, I saw her standing on the sea breeze. She was wearing a white T-shirt, a pink flowered skirt, and a slim figure that made her look very attractive. I walked up to her.

What's the matter with you? I asked softly.

She exclaimed in surprise at my sudden appearance. Her tone was overjoyed. I thought you left. I didn't expect you to still be here.

Just when I was about to leave and felt that you were crying, I came back? I said in a joking tone.

However, she smiled. Did I cry? How come I didn't know? This was the first time I saw her smile. It was very beautiful, but there were tears clearly in the corners of her eyes. She was really crying just now!

She took out a cigarette from her tattered bag and pulled me to sit beside her. She offered me a cigarette and said, Come and smoke with me! And the cigarettes she was carrying were exactly the same five dollars a pack I'd had the day before.

I took the cigarette from her and lit it. She also lit up the cigarette skillfully. Perhaps she smoked too much or too fast, causing her to cough non-stop. I felt that it was necessary for me to remind her of this.

Stop smoking, if you continue, the consequences will be severe!

She obviously ignored my advice and took out another cigarette to light.

I snatched the cigarette from her hand and threw it into the sea. I told you not to smoke anymore. Didn't you hear me?

CHAPTER 3 - BE MY BOYFRIEND

She was a little surprised that I would use this tone to speak to her, but she still stubbornly took out a cigarette from her cigarette case and prepared to light it.

If you continue to smoke it, it will lead to an endocrine disorder and hasten your aging process. Soon, you will grow wrinkles!

I said.

Sure enough, she put down the cigarette in her hand. She stared at me with her beautiful eyes and asked, Are you sure?

I nodded with certainty.

She glanced at the cigarette in her hand and threw it into the sea. I wanted to laugh, but she was just a woman after all. Just a moment ago, she was so stubborn to smoke.

Do you have anything to eat? I'm very hungry! she said to me.

I smoke really hard. Sometimes, to prevent myself from smoking too much, I would use lollipops in place of cigarettes. I took out two lollipops from my pocket and gave one to her, saying, I don't have anything else to eat for now. Just eat this first.

She took my lollipop and giggled. You're a man, eating this?

My expression changed. I was kind enough to give her something to eat, but she laughed at my habit of eating lollipops. This made me feel really unhappy.

She quickly shook her hand and said, I didn't mean it that way. I just thought you were very funny. No, it's pretty cute! Screech ~ ~"

It's better if you don't explain yourself. Give it back to me if you don't! As I spoke, I prepared to take the lollipop back from her.

She used her hand to protect the lollipop and firmly refused to give it to me. She even quickly peeled off the outer shell of the lollipop and quickly stuck out her tongue to lick it a few times. She passed it to me and said, I'll return it to you. You still have it?

Sigh ~

I didn't know what to say to this woman. That was my thought back then. I was still crying, but now I have the mood to tease her. How many different faces does she have?

Tell me, why did you cry just now and why did you keep smoking? I finally asked, unable to suppress my curiosity.

She wanted to say something but hesitated. After a while, she said, Can I not say it now?

Then when do you want to say it?

She thought for a moment and said, It depends on your mood. Perhaps it's the next time we meet. Right, are you coming back tomorrow?

I'm here every day!

She nodded and said, Oh, it looks like this!

It's getting late, I have to go back. No, I said.

She still nodded, but did not speak.

I didn't mention the coat to her and walked away, because I really didn't want it anymore...

After I walked a distance, I looked back and saw that she was still sitting there by herself. I let the sea breeze whistle past her as I shouted, Quickly go back! There are a lot of bad people here tonight!

She shouted back, I think you're one of the bad guys!

I then shouted, Nonsense, I was treating you to lollipops just now!

Who knows if your lollipop was poisoned! she called to me, her hands pressed to her mouth in a trumpet gesture.

I also used my hands to make a horn and shouted at her, Then hurry up and vomit! Maybe you can even save her!

No matter how much you spit, I can't spit it out!

Pick with your hands! I shouted as I walked.

You're so disgusting! She shouted at me, but I couldn't hear her clearly because I was getting farther and farther away from her!

For the next few days, I continued to visit the seaside every day. Sometimes I even sat late because I really wanted to see Li Keyi. After all, it was a good thing to have someone to chat with.

But after that night, she never came to the beach again.

I was getting less and less money, and my family started calling me to come home, saying they were going to help me with my blind date, and I felt that someone like me was willing to marry me, without a job, and even owed me a debt.

Before I go back, I want to go to the beach again, but it rained that day, so what if it rains? I beg the rain that is continuously pouring down, to be able to wash away the pain and helplessness in my heart. When the pain and helplessness are far away, maybe I will become stronger …

There were some things I had to face, such as the debt of a hundred thousand dollars, or the scornful looks of others, or the day I saw her walking by with someone else's arm in my hand, all of which required me to have a strong heart. Listening to the ebb and flow of the tide, I realized that I had been weak for a long time.

The rain had wet my clothes and my hair, and the water was dripping down my cheeks and my nose was sour and the tears were falling with the rain, and that was the only time I dared to cry because I didn't want anyone to see my weakness.

I decided to cry to my heart's content. Apart from myself, no one would know whether it was tears or rain, but I would not cry out loud. To be able to shed tears at will was already a blessing for a man, I would not cry out loud, because crying was a sin for a man.

While I was enjoying the rain, an umbrella blocked my head. The pouring rain stopped abruptly at that moment, but my tears did not stop!

It was Li Kaiyi who came to my side to help me with the umbrella.

I didn't expect you to actually be here. There was surprise in her voice.

I didn't answer her because I was afraid my voice would be choked.

Hey, I held the umbrella for you and you ignored me! Her tone was slightly angry.

After calming my emotions, I replied, Long time no see!

Was it a long time? I don't think so.

Maybe you are busy, so I am free!

She chuckled, then took a tissue from her pocket and handed it to me. Wipe your face! You should have brought an umbrella with you in such a heavy rain.

I took her paper towel and found her shoulders wet from the rain. At that moment, I felt a little touched.

I'm leaving, tomorrow!

Oh! She didn't show any particular emotion, but I was disappointed.

Where are you from? she finally asked.

Yangzhou.

That's quite far!

Where are you from? I asked her again, because she had been talking to me in Mandarin.

Port Lianyun! He told me again in the language of Lianyungang.

The rain was still falling, but we remained silent.

Can you stay for a few days? she asked me suddenly.

Why? I was really surprised this time. I had only just met her, and I couldn't think of any reason why she would want me to stay. I watched quietly as she told me why she wanted me to stay.

Th-that! She was silent for a long time, but still couldn't say anything. Her face turned red, but she looked very pretty!

Hurry up and tell me. Twisting around isn't your style, right? After getting along with her for the past few times, I feel that she belongs to the type of girl who is rather generous and has a lot of temperament!

I want you to be my boyfriend! Her head drooped even lower.

CHAPTER 4 - MISUNDERSTOOD RELATIONSHIP

Are you going to write a novel or do you want to shoot a TV series? I felt that her request was too outrageous, and I did not believe that such a thing would happen to me.

No, no, you misunderstand. I want you to pretend to be my boyfriend.

After hearing what she said, I immediately felt bitter. I sighed in my heart, So it was to be a spare tire!

I suddenly felt as though I was hanging on a thread. I was just dumped a moment ago, and now I am someone else's spare tire. I couldn't help but ask myself.

I didn't say anything. I was trying to figure out what she was up to, and combined with her previous behavior, I felt like she was in a dispute with her boyfriend.

I can give you money for that, so help me!

For some reason, when I heard her words, I got angry. She touched my reverse scale, hurting my last bit of self-esteem: Scram, I'm not a person that f * * king sits on the stage! I almost roared.

She didn't think I'd react so much. She froze.

Her shoulders trembled slightly. She was crying and I realized that my reaction was too intense. The current her is probably as bitter as me, but I feel that the love is over so there's no need to pester her anymore. She is obviously still pestering me!

My phone rang. It was Uncle Da's, probably asking me to go back and drink. Uncle Da told me to go back and drink. He knew that I was going to leave, so he prepared a table for me and told me that a few people were waiting for me.

I'm going back. My friends are waiting for me to eat! I said to Lee.

She lowered her head, not knowing if she was angry with me for being rude to her.

Her expression softened my heart a little. I'm sorry. I haven't been in a good mood lately. That's why I treated you like that!

Have you also fallen out of love? she asked, wiping her eyes.

I nodded. This was the pain in my heart, and I didn't want to mention it to anyone.

I haven't eaten yet. Can you take me to eat? There was a hint of pleading in her voice.

This … I hesitated.

I promise I will be obedient and not speak, just eat! she assured me.

They're all old uncles, I'm afraid you're not used to them! I said to her, and we all like to drink, and no one will answer her, and I'm afraid she'll be bored.

She opened the car door, and I got in and sat in the passenger seat. There was a faint scent of perfume on the tip of her nose, and her anxiety lessened a little. She started the car, and I showed her the way, and together we headed for Uncle Da's house...

Uncle Da's house was on a small hill. Li Ke parked the car and climbed up the mountain with me. She was wearing high heels and was very slippery in the rain. She walked very carefully, but her feet kept slipping. I gave her my hand.

Before he even reached his uncle's house, he could smell the fragrant smell of burnt seafood.

I took a deep sniff, and the air smelled of chili, and I knew it must have been Uncle Da's handiwork. Uncle Da cooked spicy seafood, and by the way, Uncle Da was at the foot of the mountain, and he had a small seafood restaurant.

We had passed the steepest part of the hill, but somehow we didn't let go of each other's hands, really, like lovers, and maybe we were both used to holding hands with each other, except that when Lee and I took each other's hands, we weren't thinking about each other.

When we found out, we looked at each other awkwardly, and I quickly let go of her hand.

I'm sorry!

She smiled and shook her head. It's alright. I didn't notice it either!

Unexpectedly, the scene of me holding hands with Li Ke just now was witnessed by Uncle Da, to the point that no matter how I explained, he always assumed that Li Ke Yi was my girlfriend, but how could I have the luck to have a girlfriend like Li Ke Yi!

Uncle Da took three boxes of beer from the restaurant and fixed another table of seafood. I estimated that this table would cost at least a thousand yuan, and I felt a little embarrassed in my heart, even though I had only given Uncle Da a hundred yuan in rent, he still treated me to seafood every day. Although I would help him fish sometimes, but compared to these seafood, they really weren't much.

Just like that, Li Ke met up with the others. As per our agreement, she obediently sat beside me. She would answer whatever others asked her, and even if they didn't ask, she would just continue eating the seafood.

However, when the uncles saw Li Ke Yi, they kept praising him. They had no choice but to admit that this girl was really pretty!

An uncle jokingly asked me, What is your relationship with this little girl?

This time, Li Ke didn't keep his promise with me, so she quickly replied, He's my boyfriend!

All of the uncles gave me a thumbs up and said, You're great, kid. You just arrived at Lianyungang for a few days and you already found such a beautiful girlfriend.

I couldn't argue, I could only laugh along with them, and Lee could also laugh behind me, but I didn't know what she was laughing about.

Little Hao, you're leaving tomorrow. Uncle Da'e won't bear to part with you! Uncle Da suddenly said to me, his expression was very sincere.

I felt my nose sour. I was really glad that I met Uncle Da at Lianyungang. The days of accompanying him in fishing were really comfortable. My mood improved a lot. Uncle Da, when I have time, I will come to Lianyungang to see you!

Uncle Da suddenly laughed, You aren't here to see me, you're here to see this little girl, right? With that, he looked at Li Ke Yi …

At that moment, I really wanted to tell Uncle Da that I didn't know her that well, but would Uncle Da believe me?

Li Kangyi suddenly interrupted, He won't leave tomorrow. He promised to stay at Lianyun Port with me for a few more days!

I almost spat out the wine in my mouth. I felt that she had taken the wrong medicine and dared to spout nonsense. I didn't agree to her request. I had already been dumped for pretending to be her boyfriend. I really didn't want to be a spare tire anymore …

After Uncle Da heard what Li Keyi said, he showed an expression of understanding. He then laughed and said, I think it's good for you to stay in Lianyun Port and be our son-in-law!

The other uncles followed and jeered, so I could think about it, but I didn't know what it was, so I explained it to them. None of them believed me and thought I was trying to cover it up.

That night, maybe I drank too much. Anyway, I promised Lee that I would go with her to a guy's wedding, and I heard that her boyfriend was going to …

I think her boyfriend is a rich and handsome man! I wonder if it will be a shame for me to meet him when the time comes!

CHAPTER 5 - LI KEYI'S MYSTERIOUS BOYFRIEND

There was still one more day until the day I pretended to be her boyfriend. I went to the seaside again, the same sea breeze, the same blue sky, the same sea, but with a different mood. I was regretting agreeing to her!

I wouldn't mind if I really was her boyfriend, but I know it's impossible. From her words and actions, I saw that she still had a deep attachment to her boyfriend. I suddenly felt stupid and didn't know what I wanted. I can't believe it myself!

She came to the beach that afternoon, still carrying her cigarette, and handed me a cigarette. How many times have we sat here and blown the sea breeze? she asked, smiling at me.

I didn't answer her question. I decided to tell her the truth that I was a sling. I didn't even have a dress to go to her friend's wedding tomorrow.

She listens in silence. The whole process didn't disturb me.

Are you done? she asked me.

Hm! I think you can ask your friend for help or something like that. I'm not suited to doing this for you! "

I said what I thought.

She put out her half-smoked cigarette and threw it into the sea with the wind. She said to me, I know your condition. I'm looking for you like this!

Didn't you go to show off your strength to your boyfriend? For someone like me, I'm obviously not able to support you. Even I feel that I'm a bit unpresentable! No, I said.

She shook her head and said, I beg you, you must not run, or else I will feel very uncomfortable!

Seeing her dejected look, I couldn't reject her. I nodded once again, feeling as though I was going all out.

In any case, I'm already a drop in the bucket, how bad can I get? Could it be that in this world, there was a lower level than the Suspending Silk? If there is, I think it should be maggots!

When she saw me nod, she finally smiled and said, I knew you were a good person.

I'm not chasing you, don't give me a good person card! If a woman tells a man that you are a good person, then the man must be in for a tragedy. I'm a tragedy enough, and I don't want to repeat it.

She let me stand up, then looked at me. After looking at me for a while, she said, Wait for me, I'm going to get something! He walked back to his car.

After a while, she held a suit in her hands and handed it to me. Try it. Let's see if it fits!

I knew she was trying to wrap me up as a rich and handsome man.

Change it here? I was a little embarrassed. Although there weren't many people at the seaside right now, it didn't mean that there weren't that many. There was a couple taking wedding photos just ten meters away from us.

I changed my clothes behind a stone wall. She looked at me from afar. She was about 1.78 meters tall, which was average height, but she liked to play basketball since she was young. Her figure was still pretty good, about 71 kilograms.

Your shoulders are quite broad, it's quite suitable for you to wear a suit! She smiled at me.

I admit it feels good to be praised by a beautiful woman. It feels good to wear a suit that Li Ke bought. Although I don't know what brand it is, it's definitely worth a lot!

Let me treat you to dinner tonight! she said to me again.

I didn't refuse. To be honest, I also wanted to go out for a walk. Since coming to Lianyungang, I've been staying by the sea and didn't go to the city.

After dinner she suggested we go for a drink, and we found a coffee shop, which she said she often came to for a drink.

I took a look at the coffee shop. It wasn't big, just one storey, and it was decorated in the European style of a farmyard. There weren't many people there, but I was surprised to see that the same kind of coffee was more expensive than Starbucks.

After ordering, we sat down.

After a while, the waiter brought the coffee over. I took a sip. It was indeed a unique taste, but I didn't know where it was unique. I had never studied coffee before.

What happened between you and your boyfriend? I think I have to figure this out so I can figure out how to deal with her boyfriend tomorrow.

She took a sip of her coffee and said with a self-deprecating laugh, He said he was under pressure to be with me, and then he said he wanted to break up!

I'm a little surprised, so her boyfriend isn't a handsome rich person anymore! If it was a tall and handsome rich person, there wouldn't be any pressure when dealing with a woman.

I calmly analyzed the reason for the breakup between her and my boyfriend. I felt that Li Ke was not a particularly strong woman, and sometimes she was even a bit gentle, and the reason for the pressure shouldn't be true, unless Li Ke's money put pressure on him. Li Ke might be rich, but it wasn't enough to make people feel pressured to part with her.

I wanted to talk to Lee about her boyfriend, but Lee didn't want to talk to me. She always avoided talking to me.

Her manner gave me an inexplicable dread of what I was about to face tomorrow.

However, I didn't cower because I promised her. It's just that this uneasy feeling made me feel very uncomfortable.

After dinner, Li Kangyi sent me back to the fishing village, and arranged to pick me up at ten o'clock tomorrow.

Why do you want me to pretend to be your boyfriend? I don't believe you don't know anyone else besides me!

She turned around with a complicated look in her eyes. Don't ask so much. After tomorrow, I won't trouble you anymore!

Do you mean that tomorrow, after using me, we will become strangers? I asked her coldly.

CHAPTER 6 - ASTONISHING RELATIONSHIP

I saw the corners of her mouth tremble, and she wanted to say, That's not what I meant! But in the end, she actually nodded her head and agreed that we would be strangers in the future.

This woman is really strange. I really don't understand her.

I didn't sleep that night. My emotions were very complicated. I didn't know what Li Keyi thought of me. Maybe not even a friend.

I thought again of Yang Xin, who had gotten rid of me. Her face and Li Ke Yi's face alternated in my mind, as if something was going to happen between the three of us.

The next day, when Li Ke came to pick me up, I was still lying in bed. Her mood took another 180 degrees.

She also brought me a tie and helped me put it on. It was very considerate, but I always thought she was a bit out of sorts.

When Uncle Da saw that Li Ke and his gang came over to tease me while I was still wearing my tie, my expression turned extremely gloomy!

Li Ke took advantage of Uncle Da's teasing and said to me, You deserve it. I have already admitted to our relationship. Who told you to be so shy!

I admit that I don't understand this woman even more. Yesterday, she said that we are strangers today and now that she said that we are lovers, I feel that she is a good actress.

My relationship with Lee had become subtle, and I even had the feeling that I was being fooled by her. I decided to go back to being a stranger to her after today because I hated this kind of ambiguous game.

I followed her into the car. I had the feeling that I was being escorted to the execution ground. People were always afraid of the unknown, and I was no exception.

On the way, Lee didn't say a word to me. I wanted to find some trace of her boyfriend in her mouth, but she didn't say anything. All my efforts were useless.

I followed her to her destination, the five-star hotel, the champagne tower, the pianist on the spot, all sorts of extravagant decorations that told me this was a lavish wedding, only we were all there to accompany it.

Li Ke continuously greeted everyone, and also constantly told others that I was her boyfriend. I wasn't someone who knew how to be timid, so I always cooperated with her by nodding and greeting all kinds of people.

We were both a little involved, as if we really were a couple, until her boyfriend showed up.

A man walked up to us. He was looking straight ahead, and his manner was graceful. Li Ke's expression changed several times in an instant. Finally, his expression froze into a smile …

The man did the same, and I knew he must be Li Keyi's boyfriend.

I took the initiative to stand up and extended my hand to him. Hello, I'm Li Keyi's boyfriend, Wang Hao!

He didn't stretch out his hand at once. He glanced at me and then at Lee.

I wish you happiness! He took my hand and said something incomprehensible before he turned around and left. I felt that he and Li Ke were a good match for each other, at least for such a strange reason.

The man found a table and sat down. He was separated from us by a long distance. There was no one by his side, making him seem somewhat lonely.

From time to time, Li Ke would look at him, with faint tears flickering in his eyes. I believe that she deeply loves that man.

The wedding was very lively. But the three of us just sat there very quietly, not making a ruckus with the others. Li Keyi would occasionally give me some food to show his intimacy with me, and the man would also frequently look in my direction. I couldn't see his eyes clearly, but I knew he loved Li Keyi as well, so why did he break up with me when they were in love?

After the man finished drinking with the bride and groom, he left in a hurry. It was obvious that he was in a bad mood. I'm sure it had something to do with me. After all, I appeared as his rival in love.

After the man left, Li Ke seemed to have let out a breath of relief. Then, he became absent-minded! I don't want to put food on my plate anymore...

I laughed self-deprecatingly, feeling sad for myself, because this was just a show from the beginning to the end, and I was still so immersed in it just now!

The wedding ceremony passed peacefully, much simpler than I had expected. After the wedding, Li Ke brought me back to the fishing village.

Will we contact each other again? Lee asked me.

No way! I think she thinks so, too.

Li Ke nodded. Let's go and take a look at the sea. This time, it's exactly six times. What a lucky number!

I also liked the number six, so we went to see what we thought was the last time in our lives together.

After getting out of the car, she took out another cigarette, it was the same yellow mountain that she had bought for five yuan each.

You're still smoking this cigarette? I asked.

This cigarette is pretty strong. I like it. So there are a lot of things in life that you have to try before you know if you like it or not. For example, this cigarette! But I don't want to waste my brain cells trying to understand what she's saying, because it doesn't make sense.

Tomorrow I will go back, looking at the rough sea in front of me, but my heart is filled with melancholy, my subconscious does not want to go back, because Yangzhou has a pile of mess waiting for me.

At this moment, Li Ke suddenly leaned on my shoulder. She took the cigarette I was smoking from my mouth and put it into her own.

Her action surprised me. Isn't this the legendary indirect kiss?

Do you know what that man has to do with me? Lee asked me suddenly.

Isn't that your boyfriend?

She laughed and said something that shocked me. He's my boyfriend, but he's also my cousin!

CHAPTER 7 - FAREWELL LIANYUNGANG

If I had a cigarette in my mouth at this moment, I would definitely spit it out in shock. No wonder she was so secretive all this time.

Do you think we should be together? She exhaled heavily, but there was a look of reluctance and helplessness in her eyes.

I don't know how to answer her. They can never be together, because it's against the law, but from the point of view that people who love each other should be together, it's too cruel for them not to be together!

At this moment, I felt that this woman was even more tragic than I was.

They should be together! As soon as I said that, she grabbed onto a lifesaver and said, You really think so?

I nodded. Yes, but you can't be together!

Her eyes instantly became sad. I knew that I had shattered her dream, but she didn't cry anymore.

Aren't you going to give me my coat back? I asked her. I didn't really want the coat anymore, just to keep the atmosphere from getting too depressing.

She shook her head and said, I don't know where to put it.

I told her in all seriousness that my ex-girlfriend had bought it for me.

She was somewhat surprised, but she still shook her head and said, I really don't remember where to put it!

I wanted to believe that what she said was true, but my IQ told me that what she said was false, but I didn't want to argue with her, I didn't want to give it away, it was just that why didn't she want to give it back to me, I hadn't thought of a reasonable answer for a long time.

I'm going back to Yangzhou the next day. Li Ke said that he wouldn't send me off, and I certainly wouldn't report that I was expecting her to see me off at the train station.

Uncle Da carried my bag and walked with me for a long time, he said, you must come and see him when you have time, I said, you must.

He felt that I would soon come to Lianyun Port. After all, when Li Ke was here, he didn't know that Li Ke and I had become strangers since yesterday.

Separations always make one's heart ache. Looking at Uncle Da's old face, I thought about drinking with Uncle Da and going into the sea to fish. But this scene could only be buried in my memory, because I was sure that I wouldn't come back to Lianyungang.

After waving goodbye to Uncle Da, I took the bus to the train station. I am finally going to bid farewell to this city that has been living for over a month!

I am very grateful to Lianyun Port. Thank you to the sea, thank you Uncle Da, and... Li Keyi …

The train was about to leave. I dragged the box to the platform!

Wang Hao!

When I looked back, I saw a woman wearing a pink silk scarf and thin-rimmed glasses with white rims standing behind me. This is the first time I saw Li Keyi in this outfit, but it turns out that she can be so gentle and dignified!

She lunged at me, and I threw my arms around her.

I'll miss you! she said to me.

I nodded. I'll miss you too!

The train had already started moving. Li Ke waved at me. I thought that if she had followed the train at this time, I would have jumped off the train and loudly asked her to be my girlfriend. Unfortunately, she didn't! ~

Gradually, she disappeared from my sight...

My heart felt an inexplicable sense of loss!

Back in Yangzhou, I became a real sling. No job, sleeping until I woke up naturally, eating instant noodles, staying at home, not even bothering to charge my phone when it was out of battery, and so on. I was getting more and more depressed.

The neighbors called me a prodigal son and used me as a bad example, but I didn't care at all. My weight also rose to one hundred and fifty, my breasts became two chunks of fat, and I became fat.

I realized that I had to work. I couldn't let my parents cry all day!

My major in college is advertising planning, job hunting, of course, preferred advertising companies.

Three days later, I found a good advertising company's full-time paperwork.

The paperwork, as the name implies, is a text-playing game. The work is pretty challenging, and I like it a lot!

After work, I rented a house outside and didn't live with my parents for the simple reason that they always urged me to go on a blind date, and I didn't want to go on a blind date at all. I hated sitting together and talking about cars.

I still pursue pure love in my bones. The house and the car can only embellish love, but not control it. I always thought so.

I went to the supermarket to buy groceries one day after work, and I saw Yang Xin again. Although I already knew that she had a new boyfriend and that she would get married soon, but when I really saw her walking together with another man, I still broke down, after all, 6 years!

Yang Xin took her man's arm and walked in front of me. She acted very naturally. She waved at me and smiled, as if she was meeting an ordinary friend.

Combined with Yang Xin and Li Ke — she, I feel that women are born performers, you will never know what they are thinking through appearance.

Yang Xin greeted me. I forced out a smile and nodded towards her.

She didn't say much to me, said hello, and left.

I heard the man ask her, Who is that?

He's just a classmate, I'm not too familiar with him! Yang Xin replied.

I don't think there's anything in the world more shameless than that. I suspect she has a short circuit in her brain, or has amnesia, if she does. I forgive her, and if not, I have every reason to think she's shameless!

I had never felt human nature was so terrible. I wondered what her reaction would be if I had just gone over to expose her, and if she had not admitted it, I would have said that somewhere in her chest there was a mole, and I thought that the man must have known about it, too, so she could not let the relationship go.

However, I didn't do so in the end. Since they had broken up, letting each other go was the best choice.

After coming back from the supermarket, I tore open the can and poured the wine into my mouth one mouthful at a time. I really wanted to get drunk so that I wouldn't think about those annoying things.

When the phone rang, I didn't even look at the phone being switched off. I locked the door, closed all the windows, and drank the alcohol one mouthful at a time in the dark.