Crushing It

By Jennifer Bernard

Love is about to throw a serious curveball…

For new Hall-of-Famer Crush Taylor, even owning the championship Kilby Catfish baseball team has lost its edge. In fact, the only thing that fires him up these days is ice queen Wendy Trent, mayor of Kilby, Texas and official thorn in his side. She thinks he’s a player—and she’s right. But the stunning, smart, and unattainable Wendy gets under his skin like no other woman.

Wendy hasn’t risen to her position of mayor by chance—she’s worked incredibly hard to succeed, and knows the pain of being burned. So when the brash, irrepressible, heart-meltingly gorgeous Crush turns his attention her way, she’s definitely not interested. Okay, maybe a little…but he’ll never know.

Then a brilliant, young female pitching phenom—and Wendy’s long-lost daughter--shows up in Kilby. Finally Crush and Wendy want the same thing -- to give Teri a chance at a pro baseball career. Making baseball history would be a home run. Temporarily giving in to their wild attraction in the process? Grand slam.

There’s only one problem: falling in love could be the biggest game changer of all.

 

• Language: English
• Publisher: Jennifer Bernard
• Release date: Oct 14, 2019
• ISBN: 9781945944031

Jennifer Bernard

Jennifer Bernard is a graduate of Harvard and a former news promo producer. The child of academics, she confounded her family by preferring romance novels to . . . well, any other books. She left big city life for true love in Alaska, where she now lives with her husband and stepdaughters. She's no stranger to book success, as she also writes erotic novels under a naughty secret name not to be mentioned at family gatherings.

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Chapter One

In Crush Taylor’s opinion, January was the hangover of months. By January, the World Series was long gone, as was the parade of holiday gatherings that kept him busy through December. Spring Training wouldn’t get underway until February. January was just a long slog through a baseball-free wasteland. The only baseball to be had was in the form of winter trades and free agent pickups. You might as well donate the entire month to football.

Except for one little—make that major—thing.

The phone call every player who ever picked up a bat dreamed of receiving.

Hello?

I’d like to speak with Crush Taylor, please.

Yeah, this is him.

This is Dallas Bueller with the Baseball Writers Association in New York. I’m calling to tell you that the writers have elected you to the National Baseball Hall of Fame. Congratulations.

He’d known it was likely, he’d wanted it, but it felt surreal. And not like what he’d expected. Realizing that he hadn’t responded yet, he shook himself back to attention. Yeah…uh, thanks, Dallas.

A short pause. Okay then.

Crush didn’t say anything more. He knew he should. But a heavy weight had descended on him at the word Hall. It still sat on his chest like a Sumo wrestler declaring victory. After all the speculation in the sports columns, after his agent’s insistence that this was his year, the actual moment was just…empty. Strange. Maybe even…disturbing.

You were a shoo-in, Crush, but I’m sure that’s no surprise to you.

Hell, he’d better muster up the proper reaction. No, uh…I’m extremely honored.

Yeah, I can tell you’re just jumping up and down. The Bronx accent on the other end of the line added to Bueller’s dry delivery. Crush had known him and sparred with him for years. Then again, he’d known everyone for years. Maybe that was the problem.

Look, Dallas, I’m honored. What the fuck else do you want me to say?

And…now I see why you refused to have cameras recording this moment for broadcast.

You got that right. Crush had watched Ken Griffey Jr. get his Hall of Fame calls, and decided on the spot to skip that media ritual. It’s better for everyone this way.

Well, you have six months until Cooperstown. Think you can muster up a smile or a grin by then?

I’m sure I can come up with something. As he spoke, his middle finger rose up all on its own.

I recognize that tone of voice. You’re giving me the finger, aren’t you?

Dammit, Dallas knew him too well. The entire baseball world knew him too well. Maybe that was the problem. Crush snatched his middle finger back into position and formed a fist to keep it in line. I’m not giving you the finger, Dallas. I’m honored. Can we just stick with that? This is a once-in-a-lifetime moment that I will never forget.

Your sincerity is a beacon to us all. Honestly, I got more reaction when I refereed my first-grader’s spelling bee.

Well, I can spell too. F. U.

See you in Cooperstown, asshole.

Look forward to it.

Crush ended the call and flipped his phone onto the granite countertop in his state-of-the-art kitchen, which had been rendered spotless by his team of cleaning personnel. Next, his agent would call. The San Diego Friars would call. The local press would call. The national press would call. His three ex-wives would probably call, and those of his kids who were speaking to him.

If there were a Hall of Fame for fathers, he’d never stand a chance.

Crush peered at his reflection in the hood of his Viking eight-burner stove. Was that an alfalfa sprout on his shirt? What was he, a cow? His daughter Paige was trying to get him to eat healthy, and she was hard to resist. Having his oldest daughter around this past season had really opened his eyes to how much he’d missed. Truth was, he’d devoted his entire life to baseball, and now he was being honored for it and he felt as if he’d just gotten kicked in the jaw.

What was wrong with him?

No, he definitely couldn’t handle any calls today. He reached for the phone to switch it off, but instead managed to answer a call just coming in at that moment. The cool female voice on the other end sent his spine snapping straight. Mayor Wendy Trent always had that effect on him.

Except this time, her voice had an extra layer of southern sweetness to it. I’d just like to say, on behalf of the city of Kilby, how honored we are that our own native son and owner of our beloved local team the Catfish has been recognized by the baseball Hall of Fame. We couldn’t be more pleased or proud.

Practicing for the press?

Yes. How do you like it? Should I mention the weeklong Crush Taylor Festival my office is planning?

He blanched. You’re joking.

Of course I’m joking. Unless it’s a good idea. How big a deal is this? It sounds like a very big deal, but you know me and sports.

When he’d first met Wendy Trent, he’d seen her as a blow-dried Texas ice queen. Over the past two years, they’d gone from adversaries to sparring partners, with an occasional flirtation thrown in for kicks. He’d even made dinner for her once. The undercurrent of sexual chemistry between them was off the charts, but he’d never once gotten her to admit it.

Maybe this Hall of Fame thing would be good for something after all.

Put it this way. The Baseball Hall of Fame has existed since 1936 and I’ll be member number three hundred and twenty. It’s a pretty big deal.

Festival it is, then.

No! No festival. Seriously. I won’t show up.

Why, Crush Taylor! All of a sudden her voice got even more twangy than usual. Are you telling me your poor little old male ego can’t stand just a little more stroking?

Talk about stroking…that was exactly what her voice was doing to his cock. I never say no to stroking.

So I’ve heard. Good, then. I’ll pencil it in for August, after the induction ceremony.

His stomach gave a slow, queasy roll. What the hell was wrong with him? He’d been feted and honored and wined and dined his entire baseball career, even after retiring. If he had someone to celebrate with, maybe it would feel different.

Just thinking about all the speeches and dinners and flattery, he needed a drink, something he’d been working hard to avoid.

Pencil whatever you want. I’m not committing right now.

Why not? Surprise rippled across the phone line. He could just picture her bluebonnet eyes going wide in her Texas beauty queen face. What’s wrong with you, Crush? Shouldn’t you be sounding a lot happier about this?

He muttered something, or maybe growled. Gotta go, babe.

You can’t call your mayor ‘babe.’ Crush, I swear, your very existence sets back the women’s movement about fifty years.

How would I do that? I married three women and fathered three more. I’m pro-woman.

Name one thing you’ve done for women. Not counting members of your family.

He opened his mouth to respond, but she added quickly, Or women you’ve slept with.

Okay then. Apparently the ice queen mayor thought he was some kind of Neanderthal. I ain’t your enemy, darlin’, he drawled. You know what really set back the women’s movement? Bikini waxes. Not that I mind. Personally, I’m pro-bikini wax. Where do you stand on that issue?

He could swear he heard the sound of her teeth gnashing. Bye, Crush.

After hanging up the phone, he wiped the back of his hand across his forehead. That call had not gone well. Every time he talked to Wendy, he irritated her—and it was only intentional some of the time.

He checked the clock on his stove. Almost noon, on what should be one of the best days of his life. This day ought to be the cherry on top of his baseball career. He’d worked his ass off for this honor. At the same time, he knew that other people had worked just as hard, and weren’t being inducted into the Hall of Fame. He should feel grateful for his good fortune. Grateful for his natural born talent, grateful for the drive that brought him to this point, grateful for his relative lack of injuries, for some lucky trades, for…God, for everything. He was one lucky mother-effer.

But it felt wrong. Twenty years in baseball. Three ex-wives. A string of failed relationships that didn’t involve a ring. Four kids he barely knew. Hall of Fame, buddy. Hall of Fame.

Selfish. That’s what he was. Everyone told him so, and he had to agree. His selfishness had brought him to the peak of achievement for a ballplayer. He was supposed to be celebrating. But he couldn’t.

He needed a damn drink.

Around midnight, many shots of tequila later, Crush stumbled, dead-drunk, onto the baseball field at Los Alamos Park, where the Little League, the Senior League, and other various unofficial leagues played. His own stadium had been locked, and what the fuck was up with that?

Oughta be able to get into my own damn stadium, he muttered as he staggered across the green sweep of the outfield. What’s the point of buying your own team if you can’t get into your own stadium when you damn well want to? I oughta get my money back. He laughed uproariously, the sound suffocated by the emptiness of the field.

He brandished his fist at the mound rising in the center of the diamond.

Baseball, I got somethin’ to say to you. Has to be said in person. Man to man. Mano a mano. Mound to mound. That was too frickin’ funny, he couldn’t stand it. He doubled over, laughing so hard his stomach hurt, almost losing track of what he was saying. He dropped to his knees and crawled to the mound.

"Why’d you do it, baseball? Why me? You picked me out of the whole wide world. Me. I’m nothing special. Was nothing special. He touched the rubber embedded in the sandy dirt. I don’t know anything else but you. Never even finished high school. I lied and said I did. Took some college courses online so I wouldn’t look stupid. I know I have brains. I’m not stupid. Okay, right now I’m acting stupid but see…I know I’m acting stupid. I always know. The brain never stops. I try to kill it one brain cell at a time but it doesn’t stop. Just keeps on ticking."

He lay on his stomach, resting his chin on his hands, staring at the rubber.

Here’s the thing, baseball. You were always it for me. The one thing I was good at. I sucked ass at everything else in life. Marriage, friendship, parenthood. All a big fat strikeout failure. Three wives, you’re out. Right, baseball?

Nausea cruised up the back of his throat. Damn, he just

Reviews for Crushing It

[blsfan68 · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

This is another well written, page turner by Ms. Bernard. I loved the addition of a female ball player. She created a freshness in the baseball element. And, I thoroughly enjoyed the hero and heroine being older. Being over thirty myself, I would love to see authors use more older main characters. This is a must read for fans of Ms. Bernard.I voluntarily read and reviewed an advanced reader copy of this book.

[pam50627 · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

What happens when you pair up a no commitment playboy baseball manager with an uptight, icy mayor of the small town the team is headquartered in? A fiery relationship that breaks all the rules! Crush & Wendy have been circling each other for four books & striking sparks off each other. Crush is a retired baseball player turned manager for the Kilby Catfish, a triple a baseball team. Being informed that you are being inducted into the Baseball Hall of Fame is an honor for most men, but not Crush. He doesn't think he's old enough for the honor. When he's depressed & out drinking, he runs across a young lady pitching on a dark baseball field one night. He sees a lot of talent in Teri & he decides to mentor her. Then he finds out that Wendy is her birth mother. What has he gotten himself into? The characters & the plot in this book are really enjoyable. It's great to have a story about an older couple having the courage to fight for a relationship with each other & the woman's young daughter. I love the fact that Teri has the confidence & guts to go after her dream of pitching in the minor leagues!Instead of being just another baseball story, the addition of a young female pitcher adds a new element & the conflict with her birth parents adds an entirely different dimension! If you like a book with sizzling sex, internal conflict, engaging characters & great descriptive dialogue, you need to read this book!