When Children of Immigrants Are Left Behind: My Story Must Be Told
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As a child, author Barbara Deotisis Luna De Acostas parents left her and her siblings behind and in the care of others while they pursued their dreams in America. Her story is one of a multitude of emotions and experiences, and she shares it all here. Her experience serves as a warning and a lesson for parents everywhere. She poses several key questions for parents who are considering immigrating and leaving their children behind:
Who will care for your children? What kind of care will they receive? What if something happens to the caregivers? Who will care for your children then? How can you help your youngest children understand why you must leave them? What is the emotional cost of your decision? Is leaving your family behind worth it in the long run? For Barbara and her brothers, their new life was one of surprising fearand more than a few magical adventures and scary monsters of everyday life. Theirs is a tale of both quiet patience and abandonment, of both unconditional love and neglect. She shares her experience openly and honestly, hoping to help other parents make a more informed decision when it comes to their families.Barbara Deotisis Luna De Acosta
Barbara Deotisis Luna De Acosta was born in Dominican Republic in 1960 and grew up in the Inwood district of Manhattan. She holds a bachelor’s degree in psychology and is pursuing a master’s degree. She and her husband, Joseph Agustin Acosta, have two children.
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When Children of Immigrants Are Left Behind - Barbara Deotisis Luna De Acosta
Contents
Introduction
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Some Final Thoughts
Introducción
Capítulo1
Capítulo 2
Capítulo 3
Capítulo 4
Capítulo 5
Capítulo 6
Capítulo 7
Conclusión
When Children of Immigrants
Are Left Behind
To the following people, who have touched my life in such ways that no one can ever imagine:
My husband, Joseph Agustin Acosta; my daughter, Lunnarie Barlycis Acosta; my son, Tin Nathan Acosta; and my beloved Tim Newton Acosta;
My siblings, Mr. Saulio Martin Luna Jr., Mr. Jimmy Aristide Luna, and Mrs. Marisol Luna, my little sister;
My parents, Mr. Saulio Francisco Luna Sr. and Mrs. Francis Almonte De Luna, for making the ultimate sacrifice to better our future;
My grandparents whom I so deeply loved, Mr. Rodolfo Pichardo Luna and Mrs. Amantina Collado De Luna, and our dear nanny, Mama Rosa;
Mrs. Encarnacion Fernandez Gomez De Almonte (lovingly, Mama Casion) and Mr. Juan Maria Almonte, grandparents from my mother’s side.
Introduction
I am a native Dominican, and my story must be told in order to serve as a warning for parents—parents from all over the world (not just Dominican parents). Parents must know the real possibility of traumatic events waiting to take place in their children’s lives once they choose to leave their children behind! They must understand that leaving their children unprotected and simply hoping
that someone else will care for their children as well as they do is but a pleasant story they tell themselves to soothe their hearts, which are aching as a result of their troubling decision—a story to appease their consciences. No one can protect and care for a child as well as his or her own parents, and so when parents choose to remove the bond of love between parent and child by removing themselves physically from their children, they are handing a responsibility that can only rightfully be theirs and risking endangering their children. Parents can never truly know the honest intentions of the relative or stranger to whom they entrust their children’s lives and well-being. The anger and frustration at not being able to take a sick day
or vacation day
is great. As a parent, you are choosing to leave your children behind with an individual who will be subjected to this type of work environment and over whom you will have no supervision. Parents don’t ever stop to consider what would happen if this caretaker were to die or become sick. What if there was no one around for miles because the home where the caretaker lives was a remote place that cars couldn’t reach? What would happen to the child then, especially if the child was too young to express him or herself?
Those are just a few of the questions that I ask myself today. Our poor parents had no idea of the magnitude of the problem when they left us. They had no emergency plan, which is something you need to have in place in a child’s life. I dare make these comments with such liberty because I speak from personal experience. Not only was I left behind, but I’ve also had endless conversations with my parents after the fact and have gathered much insight from those conversations. One of the things that became obvious to me was that my parents always wanted the best. They were never truly at ease with our care or progress back home. During our conversations, my parents openly admitted that they never thought of what could happen in their absence.
That my parents’ intentions were noble is an indisputable fact, but that they left us and that, given the times (the 1960s), we were not even able to speak to them and that this alone constitutes a great stress in the life of a child is also an indisputable fact. For example, there was no phone at our home in those days. You would need to have a lot of money in order to obtain one; therefore, we were at the mercy of airmail or word of mouth.
In addition to the dreadful lack of communication, parents had no guarantee that they would find their children mentally, physically, or spiritually well when they were able to reunite with them. So our parents left, and they knew what they were leaving, but they had no idea of what they would find upon returning.
Is the need for financial advancement so important that it is worth leaving your children behind? Sometimes it’s not the people who are caring for your children that hurt them; sometimes, it’s the people who are around your children or their caretakers in other capacities. If you are considering whether or not to leave a child behind, reading this book is not optional.
After being left behind, a child must cope with issues around trust, abandonment, and loneliness; these issues are very real in the mind of a child who wakes up one morning and his or her parents have simply left.
I remember feeling lonely, abandoned, and bewildered very vividly, and it is, perhaps, here where my story should start.
Being left behind makes you feel like there is no one that you can hold on to. It’s the feeling of being an orphan. After days, months, and years pass, you develop a sense of low self-esteem that no one can help you shake off.
Your parents come to see you sometimes, and in a way, you can’t relate to them; neither can they relate to you. Someway, somehow there is no bond left, and when you regroup with them, they are as much strangers to you as you are to them. They are different and unable to relate due to their acculturation to the country in which they now live. They have been culturally desensitized to your ways of being. Because of the new culture of which they are now a part, you are getting parents from an exchange program
—they have now been reprogrammed with a new lifestyle. What can you do as a child to please parents who are now so different from you and the rest of the relatives who were left behind?
They now view the old country and its way of life as a much unwanted lifestyle. They can only think of rushing back to their precious running water, electricity, and all of the comforts that have somehow replaced
us children—at least we feel replaced.