Tears of a Son

By Godwin H. Clarke

"Tears of a Son" is a compilation of poetry for anyone who has ever experienced love, joy, lost, hurt, and pain. This book shows that there are other ways to find inner self. It was written through the eyes and mind of the author after a series of emotionally draining events, which greatly impacted his life for the better. It is Godwin's unique outlook on life as he came to a crossroad after trying to do things on his own; he turned to God for answers and it was revealed to him that the pen is stronger than the sword. Once he acknowledged God, the Lord worked through his life, towards a brighter future, with the power of words to set him free. He wants the inspire others to find their outlet to express themselves in positive ways, seeking God for guidance in their lives.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Aug 7, 2012
• ISBN: 9781468545487

Godwin H. Clarke

Godwin Clarke grew up in the Caribbean islands of Trinidad and Tobago, before relocating to the United States of America in 2008; leaving behind his friends, family and loved ones in search of that great American dream to become an entrepreneur. He is the sixth child out of seven brothers and sisters. His birth was one of true prayers and triumph, surviving the misdiagnosis by doctors given to his mother during her pregnancy, which could have killed him. Godwin had a relatively normal life, while being raised in an environment similar to a farm. Although he was very much loved by his friends and family, he submerged himself in his overwhelming shyness, in order to mask the feelings of emptiness, hurt, and pain. Godwin was born into a spiritually grounded family and the timely introduction of Jesus Christ into his life, was life changing, while being plagued by his rebelliousness and temper. His journey throughout life has thus far brought an understanding of the inner self. Godwin encourages those he have met and those he have yet to meet, to charter and challenge their journey from the true starting point; which is deep within. "In order for one to truly experience one's life, one must explore his soul."

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© 2012 by Godwin. All rights reserved.

No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.

Published by AuthorHouse 08/01/2012

ISBN: 978-1-4685-4550-0 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-4685-4549-4 (hc)

ISBN: 978-1-4685-4548-7 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2012901178

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Contents

Tears of Pain

1. Tears of a Son

2. Violation

3. Precious Invisible Stone

4. Alone

5. Smiles

6. Dragon

7. Hit List

8. The Truth

9. The Pain

10. Black Widow

11. House of Lies

12. Sorry

13. Cupid’s Love Dart

Tears of Lost

1. Death of My Unborn

2. Lost Love

3. Crashing Down of My World

4. Chess Game of Life

5. Pigeons

6. Pepper’s Departure

7. The Undelivered Letter

8. Lost Friend

9. Estrange Friendship

10. My Apology

11. The Funeral

Tears of Why?

1. Court Date

2. Blind Justice

3. Man’s Law

4. Judge Dredd

5. Easy Target

6. Who Do You Want?

7. The Understanding

8. Darken Glasses

9. The Request

10. Carnival Ride

Tears of Hope

1. Tear Drops

2. Questions

3. Mental Maze

4. Flowers

5. Caring Friends

6. Merry Go Round

7. A True Friend

8. Sweet Lady

9. My Everything

10.The Vision

11. My Missing Family

12. My Wife Search

13. Dream Girl

14. Eternal Love and Friendship

15. Rebound

16. Commitment

17. The Friend Zone

18. Legacy

Tears of Faith

1. On My Knees

2. Crossroad

3. From the Darkness

4. The Journey

5. Prodigal Son

6. Forgiveness

7. Garden Of Weeds

8. The Thorn

9. Do We Listen

10. The Lord’s Word

11. Thank You Father

12. Things That You Do

13. Repentance

14. Rebirth

Tears of Joy

1. Tiny Butterflies

2. Goddess

3. Rainy Days

4. Dread Locks

5. St Patrick’s Day Birthday

6. Winter’s Storm

7. Beautiful Lady

8. The First Wife

9. Forbidden Fruit

10. Valentine Day

11. School Girl

12. Thoughts of You

13. The Clock

14. Her Beauty

15. Baby’s Birth

16. Springtime

17. The Twelfth Rose

Tears of Tributes

1. Family Love

2. A Mother’s Love

3. Mummy

4. Happy 70th Birthday

5. Happy Father’s Day

6. Yhe Farmer

7. Sisterly Love

8. Band of Brothers

9. Heaven’s Angel

10. Goodbye

11. The Great Storms

12. Lost of An Innocent

13. Her Inner Beauty

14. Friendship Hive

15. Time

16. The Agent

17. British Gas Energy Victory

18. Trini Christmas

19. Circle of Friendship and Love

20. DC Earthquake

21. You

22. Godwin (Good Friend)

Featured Poets

1. My Heart’s Desire

2. Meditation

3. Freedom

4. The Seasons Of Life

5. What’s next?

6. My Life

7. Mixed Up

8. I Think

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Dedicated to:

My Loving Parents

Trevor and Sylvia Clarke

Thank you for giving me life and allowing me the opportunity to walk this earth and experience the joy and sorrows that many didn’t even get the chance too. I know that I have caused you both much emotional pains growing up, and for that I truly sorry. I want to give you both thanks for doing the best job you could in raising and supporting me. Thank you for always being there for me whenever I needed you.

I know I was a handful…

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

Acknowledgement

I would like to thank the Lord, first and foremost, for His patience, love, guidance, and understanding for me, as I fought and rebelled against His word; which resulted in some of life’s painful experiences. God still guides me and protects me along my journey through life’s twists and turns and even if I go astray, He is there for me with open arms inviting me back home.

Next, I would like to thank my family for putting up with me all these years, for all my trials, tribulation and tears as I made my journey through life. Thank you for the shoulders to cry on, the ears to listen and the advice given. I do appreciate you all for pushing, supporting and all the encouragement in getting this book finished. Very special thanks to my dear friend Patrice, who led the way in producing her book. She showed me that despite whatever may be going on in our lives to be strong, and keeping pursuing our dreams. For all the calls, texts and the editing of my book, thanks and may God continue to bless you as you go along your journey.

Then there are my friends, both here and in Trinidad who took time to read my poetry and gave me their opinion. This meant a lot to me, giving your encouragement to complete my dream.

Finally, to all the people that inspired me to write and continue writing. To go to the next level, believing in