I Am the Living Proof-Jacqueline's Life, Purpose and Parables

By Jacqueline R. Mendoza

I AM THE LIVING PROOF Jacquelines Life, Purpose and Parables
Portrays the method of being 97% dead awakened, proved
She will rise through obstacles in her journey to share
How despite of her physical difficulties she struggled

Wisdom, Courage
Perseverance, Patience and Tolerance
Added with her enormous amount of determination
Hope and Faith

Amazing how God showed His love
In finding out who really is Jesus Christ
As He chose her to spread about the truth
Of His Gospel

She wants to assist people in knowing the facts
Treated it as her job for Jesus Christ
To be a resource for the reality of God
She wants to plant a seed in your minds

Her way of communicating to people
As Christ placed her in mission
Souls in Hell of fire, furnace of fire and unquenchable fire
Thought Jesus did not do anything

He gave you a freedom to choose
People chooses the path of hell
Must choose the right decision
Once youre there, you cannot go back

Its forever
Do not just accept
Think wisely, Research, Study and comprehend
Which is the path to Jesus Christ that leads to Heaven and face the Father?

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Mar 30, 2012
• ISBN: 9781477233627

Jacqueline R. Mendoza

Peace on Earth will start when we are all under Jesus Christ’s one & only religious office . . . I am a Filipino Catholic Christian, migrated US on May 24, 1993, 32-33 years of age, married to Mr. Cris Kepley with our a son Javior Cris Greg Kepley and I am a disable, a Writer, an Apostle, Case worker, Disciple, Catechist or a Teacher like Jesus Christ. I have Special gifts of Knowledge, Wisdom, Obedient, Honesty, Respect, Strength, Courage, Love, Fidelity, Determination or Perseverance, Patience and Tolerance. I got into a tragic car accident on Oct. 11, 1999. My left arm is paralyze because it had been crushed to 51 pieces and was put together using a plate, a rod and a number of screws by my first hospital, Stanford Medical. I was in three hospitals where the second was Seton Hospital, Daly City and the third was St. Mary’s Rehabilitation Hospital, SF. I was on coma with 3% out of 10 percent chances to live; luckily I’m here with you today reporting about how I got better and was considered a miracle patient as well. This book is my project and part of my mission to Jesus Christ. On the year 2007 was when I received the Sacred Heart Statue and started to sense God or Christ. My Master, Christ is talking to me the way I can understand and understood the importance of everything in life and I understood how other people are not aware to be taking advantage of everything around us. I was known to be “Jackie” but when I knew how terrible she EVIL DISLIKE PEOPLE WITH LOVE, WISDOM, PERSEVERANCE, PATIENCE AND TOLERANCE 528 THE ETERNAL FATHER WANTS EVERYONE TO LISTEN TO JESUS CHRIST AND BE IN HIS CHURCH: was, she passed away too on Oct. 11, 1999. I guess people that are calling me that name do not see my transformation yet. I am now Jacqueline or Jac is acceptable for girls and for boys has an additional letter “k” at the end like “Jack”. As I read on Catechism of the Catholic Church, Jesus Christ made the name of each person to be sacred because that is how God calls us. Since my beloved father who passed away used to call me Jac-Jack, some people got used to calling me Jack and to give you a little story from Friar Jack’s name . . .

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I AM THE LIVING PROOF-  

 Jacqueline’s Life, Purpose and Parables

Jacqueline R. Mendoza

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Table of Contents

Overall Editor, 1st Half Especially Edited By…,

2nd Half Was Edited By Online Editors 7

+ Dedication +

+ Acknowledgements +

+ I*N*T*R*O*D*U*C*T*I*O*N +

CH1   TWO BEST FRIENDS +

CH2   WHAT HAPPENED +

CH3   THREE PERCENT CHANCES +

CH4   SLEEPING BEAUTY +

CH5   ST. MARY’S REHABILITATION HOSPITAL IN-PATIENT +

CH6   SUPER MOM+

CH7   ST. MARY’S BEN BERMAN +  

 (OUTPATIENT REHAB)

CH8   LITTLE INSTRUCTIONS AND MEANINGS+

CH9   METAMORPHOSIS+ (TRANSFORMATION)

CH10   OPTIMISTIC WISDOM +  

 (POSITIVE UNDERSTANDING)

CH11   JACQUELINE’S PARABLES +

CH12   SOULMATE ON INTERNET +

CH13   REPHRASED WORDS  

 OF GOD+

CH14    RITE OF CHRISTIAN INITIATION FOR ADULTS  

(R.C.I.A.) +

CH15   DIVINE MERCY +

Final thought…

Epilogue

List of References

CH16   About the Author

Thank You  . . .

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I call Him Father Christ to give Him respect because He is the Highest Priest of the Catholic or Roman Catholic Church. His bride is the Catholic Church which is the people,

He’s married to us.

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+ My Master (Father Christ) sent me a wrong email from my publisher, authorHOUSE, I introduced myself and asked if should I continue to publish a book, to have them as my publisher and requested to give me more publishing information. My marketing Consultant 10 years ago was, Mr. Ron Bowles responded and started helping me in publishing this book but as time goes by My Marketing Consultant became Ms. Hilary Kanyi, Design Consultant is Ms. Richelle Causing, and publishing Consultant is Ms. Danielle Ledbetter. Ms. Crystal Tura, my project coordinator. I thank God for giving them to help me process this book and for all His people who bought this as a resource because this is something that will live forever. +

+ Almost the end, Christ sent Fr. Joe Richard who became my 1st Spiritual Director and that served a huge help in processing this book. Fr. Jesus G. Labor accepted directing who became my Spiritual Director and informed me he cannot direct me anymore. He moved and became a Pastor of Good Shepherd Catholic Church, Pacifica California, postponed directing me but the Power of God is very strong when I prayed as a result he continued directing me while I’m with my mother in Daly City and then married Mr. Cris Kepley. I stayed with my family in Pacifica, California by Good Shepherd Catholic Church with Fr. Labor as my Spiritual Director. Fr. Jonathan Paala directed me for a short amount of time but he looks like my beloved father who passed away. He told me to put my thoughts into writing and I thought that, it is the purpose of this book because it is very true to be happy with God in Heaven is within our own choices or decision. +

+ How do you know you will be in heaven? How do you know you truly believe in Fr. Christ? How do you know if you are under the Church that the Eternal Father wants you to be? It is very important for you to make the right decision for yourself now that you still can than being on your judgment because you cannot go back to change what you chose so do it now while you still can and construct to receive the Sacraments needed to be in heaven.+

+ Continue reading this book to know and comprehend about the Divine Truth to have salvation or life after our death here on earth and born to eternal life. It is very true that most of us believe in Fr. Christ as the second person in the Blessed Trinity however, our ultimate goal of faith is eternal union with God in Heaven. Those people in other churches are misleading themselves by thinking that they believe in Jesus Christ. I did the job of finding out who founded some Churches for you to have an idea, see and understand what I mean. God gave us brains, minds and sense of thinking to decide on what is right for you. Make sure you made the right choice because you cannot go back to change your decision and remember, it will be forever. For those people who are thinking they would be happy and their suffering would end when they die be sure to finish this book. +

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+ it is not my intension to insult or annoy anyone for what I will say because of what I found out and all will be stating are facts so worried not. +

+ overall editor of this book is god the holy spirit, sacred heart of Jesus or divine mercy +

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+ Scripture is taken from Catholic American Answer Bible &

+ The Jerusalem Bible Word of God +

+I hated reading but as I mature, I learned that reading books and magazines knows more about life because chances are we become the books that we read and that is how God teaches or helping us, through the things we read. +

My Master, Father Christ has a message for everybody, make sure you read all the way to Ch. 15 Divine Mercy onwards thanks

+ Dedication +

+ I dedicate this book to my Loving Grandmother, Mama Nancy Ramirez, my wonderful Mother, Ms. Dorothy Ann D. Ramirez, My Kind and Sweetest Husband-Mr. Cris Kepley, Mr. Aniceto P. Acosta III, my beloved best friend, Ms. Adiel Rallos, Ms. Susan Contreras, Mr. Serge Merit, Ms. Jocelyn Picazo-Santos, Ms. Cecilia Bautista, Ms. Liza Reyes, Ms. Ma. Celia N. Pan, Ms. Debbie Clifton, my Design Consultant Ms. Richelle Causing and my son, Javior Cris Greg M. Kepley. +

+ I also dedicate this to all children, especially Good Shepherd’s Elementary School, my goddaughter Jahlaine Rheianne T. Pautin, Walter Patrick Kelly, Giselle Ramos, to those people who are less educated, have English as their second language and challenged or disable people especially Aberaham. +

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+ Acknowledgements +

+ My warmest thanks to my mortal angels who are doctors, Dr. Mark Wakasa, Dr. Brenda Austin, Dr. Corrine Young as my Neuro-Psychologist doctor, my orthodontics-Dr. Gary Nazareno, Dr. Jeanni Hann and their associates-Ms. Amor Mercy, Ms. Norrine, Ms. Gina, Ms. Stella and the rest, My primary doctor Dr. Julia Mynt and her associates Ms. Corrine and Ms. Mae, my Gynecologist, Dr. Sonia Karate-Navarro and her previous associate-Ms. Ruth and at present Ms. Barbara, my dentists Dr. Rowena Baltazar and her associate-Ms. Lina, my choir mate and dentist, Dr. Elizabeth Ungson with her associate, choir and guitarist Ms. Gigi and her receptionist Ms. Rowena and the nurses working from Stanford Medical Hospital-Palo Alto, Seton Medical Hospital-Daly City, especially Ms. Beauty. My In-Patient Therapies are Occupational Therapy [OT]-Ms. Darryl, Speech Therapy [ST]-Ms. Yvonne, Physical Therapy—Ms. Wendi B. St. Mary’s Medical Hospital with Ben Berman Out Patient Therapies are Occupational Therapy [OOT]—Ms. Jean Ihle, Mr. Kyle, (O.S.T.) Out Patient Speech Therapist—Ms. Barbara Trimborne and Ms. Trinka, and (O.P.T.) Out Patient Physical Therapist.—Ms. Wendi Baum, Ms. Sue, Ms. Margit, the late Mr. Dan (past away), Mr. Mark and others, I apologize for the rest that I forgot but thanks to all. +

+To the St. Andrew Pastor Father Alex L. Legaspi, I thank you for doing what I requested on 2006 and thank you for your concern. To the new Parochial Vicar 2012… , Fr. Boy, I thanks.

+To my extended family and original choir, Anima Christi. Ate Charo Aguirre, Sr. Joyce Halili, Ate Aileen Garcia-Liggayu, Sr. Marisol Sturtevant, Ate Olivia Laurel, Sr. Girlie Rosario, Sr. Cecil, Sr. Lara De Guzman, Br. Eric Solomon, Br. Jose Sarmiento, To Kuya Bam Quimson for attending my 23rd birthday celebration at Skyline College representing the whole Anima Christi and his wife, Ate Rowie for being with me at Seton Hospital, giving birth to baby Joseph Thank you. To Ms. Dina Reyes, for being the St. Andrew music and choir director, for giving me the angel figurine, her mother, father, children and for being my voice teacher. For the St. Andrew choir thank you for letting me sing with you; The assistant pianist Mr. Chris Redada, and the guitarist Br. Blas. Thanks to all. +

+R.C.I.A. at St. Andrew Catholic Church, Fr. Joe Richard, Sr. Maria Moscardini, Sr. Antoinette Bernardo, Br. Carlo, Sr. Rose and Brother Tito, sorry I forgot others but thank you all. +

The weekday secretary and the previous Anima Christ choir of St. Andrew is Mr. Leo Redondo, the Saturday and Sunday secretary Ms. Carmela Roxas. +

+The Lord’s of the Flock or Charismatic, Br. Pete, his wife, Br. George, Sr. Marivic, Tito Willie for previously recording my songs Sr. Divine, Sr. Milan and others that I forgot, I’m sorry. +

+To my Saturday choir Joyful Spirit, the leader Mr. Martin Cruz, our Pianist, Sr. Yeadmin, her husband, Br. Stephen as guitarist with Br. Gerry. The choir my very good friend, Br. Jerry, the biological sisters, Sr. Rosalind and Sr. Maureen, Sr. Emilina, Sr. Susan and others that I forgot, I’m sorry but thanks to all.+

+ My special thanks to the transportations such as Previously Ambu Trans changed to Sean Trans especially their driver Mr. Froy Dulos who drove me to my Therapies in Ben Berman Out-patient at St. Mary’s-SF, my doctor’s appointment and my orthodontics appointment in South San Francisco. Most of all I give my special thanks to Rediwheels Samtrans for taking me all the way South of Daly City, Stanford hospital in Palo Alto and to the north of Daly City, San Francisco. The reservationists, Ms. Marian, Ms. Eve, Ms. Lowella, Ms. Yvette, Mr. Ed, Ms Lea, Ms. Kelly, Ms. Tiffany, Ms. Marta and Mr. Christian. The dispatchers are Ms. Christina Rodriguez, Ms. Elizabeth, Ms. Marta, Ms. Yvette Mr. Ponali, Mr. Bob, Mr. Eugene, Mr. Oliver, Ms. Amy, Ms. Lynn, Ms. Lea, Mr. Troy, Ms. Jennifer and at my first 2 years was Ms. Patricia thank you guys. The Customer Relations Specialit, Mr. Ashish John and Mr. Jim Rusconi,The drivers I can remember because there are lots Daddy Allan when I was Jackie because he has a daughter with same name as I was using, Gary, Br. Eric, the 3 Mr. Jose’s, Mr. Javier, Ms. Marta, Ms. Sylvia, Mr. Esmeraldo, Mr. Joselito aka. Kuya Bong, Mr. Jerimiah, Tito Danilo, Mr. Camillo, Mr. Isiah, Mr. Amad, Mr. Charlie, Mr. Robert, Ms. Sue, Tita Angel, Uncle Sam, Mr. Mel, Mr. Rj, Mr. Woodrow and Mr. Fermin Zarco. For the Serra cab taxi drivers are Br. Sunny, Br. SaId, Br. Cowboy Man the 2 Br’s. Georges, Br. Zamari, Br. Mike, Br. Sadik, Br. Karim and others that I forgot to mention, I’m sorry but thank you for driving me and being my good friends. +

+The Our Lady of Perpetual Help, Pastor Fr. Anthony Petilla, Parochial Vicar, Fr. Dennis Baltran, the OLPH Legion of Mary, Sr. Mila and Sr. Domi, Sr. Ellen, Sr. Amy, Sr. Margie, Sr. Rose and Br. Tito and others that I forgot, I’m sorry, thanks for treating me as the baby. Special thanks to Ate Cynthia as Our Lady of Perpetual Help’s main pianist and the OLPH choir. I also would like to thank the Good News Choir [GNC] especially Ate Eterna Reyes, Mr. Lawrence Villegas as our choir Lead, Mr. Don and Mr. Chester, who can both be our pianist who gave me a ride home during Rediwheels cannot pick me up when I was suspended and the choir members, thank you. +

+ Special thanks to my Personal Saint, Mr. Anicito P. Acosta III who helped me get out of the wheelchair for only 6 months or half a year. His beloved father who passed away, Daddy Boy, His sister Pearl and brother Arnold. I thank his close friend, Mr. Paul Concepcion and his wife-Ms. Angie for using his husband’s name being the bridge for seeing Paul Concepcion from yahoo messenger so I get to email Mr. Acosta because I believed seeing Mr. Concepcion was a sign. +

+ I thank my previous teachers, instructors or professors Ms. Dorothy and Ms. Joyce Foreman in my Acquired Brain Injury (ABI) in City College of San Francisco.+

+Special, thanks to Professor Moynihan for Passing me in my Sociology class, Dr. Stephen Herne of Psychology class, Professor Chavez and Professor Garcia in Math Department, my previous Professor in Journalism Ms. Nancy Kaplan-Biegel. To Ms. Judy Lariviere in Disable Student Programs and Services [DSP S], Ms. Sheila Claxton—administrator of DSPS, other associates who also worked there and Mr. Pablo of Extended Opportunity Programs and Services [EOPS] for always informing me about Ms. Ruth and Ms. Sylvia-Aguirre-Alberto from CSM, thank you. I express my deepest gratitude to Professor Betty Lingren-Young for acting as my mother at Skyline, special thanks to Professor Chip Chandler of Adapted PE [APE]—I greatly apologize and I’m sorry for everything I’ve said, it must be really difficult for you to forgive me but thank you so much for suspending me in Skyline College for about 50 years or so with the Vice president Ms. Jennifer Hughes, thank you-I appreciate it and I forgive both of you as part of my biggest family. I just want us to set aside our past and be friends. To my counselors, Ms. Linda Van Sciver for crying with me one afternoon, most especially to the counselor on training, Mr. Kevin Sinarle. My big thank you to Mr. Phil of Starbucks café in build 1 and for giving me a ride home before—thank he’s are great with his associates. All these are from my previous college, Skyline in San Bruno, California. +

+ I greatly appreciate the help of my previous counselor Ms. Sylvia Aguirre-Alberto at the College of San Mateo [CSM] for visiting me at home after I got out of St. Mary’s hospital. Thank you for entertaining me with Ms. Ruth of Extended Opportunity Programs and Services (EOPS) and for bringing Professor Fong who just received his PHD in Ethnic Studies, Professor Joe Fong. To the instructor and her administrator in assisted technology—Ms. Fiori and Ms. Susan. Special thanks to Ms. Rosemary Nurre of Financial Accounting class. To my favorite Reading instructor, Ms. Carole Wills who taught the class to read out loud because we’re using our 2 senses, seeing and hearing because they helps us better. To my Teachers in Math Ms. Olga Zemskova, one of the best Math teacher, Professor Melvin Hom and Mr. Harution Nishanian—thank you so much for having so much patience with me, my Humanities and Ethnic Studies professor, Dr. Joe Fong. For Reading administrators Ms. Ana and Ms. Kathleen thanks for your help and the Writing administrator, Mr. John Saenz with the CSM’s English teachers who are inside Writing lab and to the Drip Coffee shop, Mr. Bobby and his associates. Special thanks to the administrators of DSP & S Ms. Laura, my friend from before the tragic accident, Ms. Audra Fernandez, and for my counselor, Mr. Kevin Sinarle. +

+God answered what I requested for another, made me meet the replacements to my previous soul mate and best friend, Mr. Matthew Medrano and Ms. Cecilia Bautista for helping me type Fr. Alex Legaspi’s rephrased words of God in our recent language. +

+A very respectfully gratitude for Executive Director of Heart and Soul when my major was Human Services—Mr. Greg Wild, to the supervisor of Heart and Soul’s True Hope in Daly City, Ms. Jackie Leeper and the True Hope’s Peer Counselor Ms. Aireen Dela Cruz and Mr. Matthew Medrano. +

+To my wonderful mother, Ms. Dorothy Ann D. Ramirez, I know we argued a lot while I am maturing and learning how I can start my own family. I thank you very much for being my angel on earth, taking care of me ever since I was a baby until now that you can be a grandmother. I am very sorry for telling our family’s story or our story in our place. Please understand, I am doing this to help my Brother’s And Sister’s In Christ (BASIC-Fr. Christ) and as to all children of Eternal Father that will be teenagers and adults to choose their right decisions. I am being a proof of all the hardships I felt in life from Oct. 11th, 1999 till present, I’m sorry for earlier happiness of not being a virgin Mary, I confessed the sins that I am familiar of doing as I received the unfortunate outcome of losing my soul mate; most importantly, I want you to know, I love you mom.+

+Our property owner Ms. Sally Muhat Rodriguez, her daughters Ms. Rosalie Rodriguez and my very good friend, Ms. Rachel R. Ramos who is married to my good friend Mr. Gilbert Ramos, the parents of baby, Giselle Ramos. The co-tenants upstairs, Nanay Lydia and Tita Vangie Pulido.The cousin of Mr. Gilbert, Mr. Nolan who lives at the back room at our place or beside my room.+

+ To Immaculate Heart of Mary Catholic Church, Belmont Pastor Fr. Stephen Howell and Parochial Vicar is Fr. Arsenio Cirrera, thank you for welcoming me. I thank Mrs. Marie Felix who is now with my Good Shepherd’s choir and Deacon Steven for being there for me when I’m looking for a Spiritual Director, for mentoring and listening to my heart songs. +

+Lastly I am very thankful to Ms. Nancy Becerra the Director of Religious Education & Youth ministry and Ms. Briana for entertaining me as the new Secretary of St. Luke Catholic Church in Foster City. Thank you to Fr. Kieran McCormick as our Special Associate, William Quinn, another Special Associate, Deacon Paul Lucia as our Parish Manager, Deacon Mar Tano and my Spiritual Director Fr. Jonathan Paala, Pastor of St. Luke Catholic Church for accepting to direct me and he looks like my biological father. +

+ A very special thanks to the Eternal Father, Yahweh and Jesus Christ, the Son with the Holy Spirit or God for all my hardships or challenges because I will not have happiness if not for those, for editing this book, for sending my immortal and mortal angels and most importantly for giving me my dream angel, the very Kind, the Sweetest, Innocent husband, Mr. Cris Kepley with our instant son, Javior Cris Greg M. Kepley with his nanny, Ms. Debbie Clifton to assist and help me fulfill all my dreams. +

+ Finally, I thank God that I had a person who I can speak with from my authorHOUSE Publisher with my Project coordinator Miss Crystal Tura, project ID#262251. Because for 10 years that I wrote this, I think my publisher changed the Consultants so my new Design Consultant, Ms. Richelle Causing for informing me this book is for you too, thank you so much for showing me your love and care, my Marketing Consultant is Ms. Hilary Kanyi for understanding my poverty and my new publishing Consultant is Ms. Danille Ledbetter. Thank you to all for having Patience and Tolerating me. I thank God for sending all of you to assist me. +

+At the very end I thank Christ for sending me angels that assisted me in cutting the edges of my book cover, for putting a Blue White out on our picture with my NOT preferred name to call me, Ms. Cora Mandapat, for letting me meet the Fed Ex assistant Manager, Mr. Donald who helped me scan the pictures and my book cover, Thank you guys for being God’s mortal angels.

A very special Thanks to my gift and wonderful Spiritual Director, Fr. Jesus G. Labor. God chose you to take care of me and to promote my book. Congratulations for being a Pastor of Good Shepherd Church, Pacifica, California. People in our parish do not realize how lucky we are to have you."

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+ I*N*T*R*O*D*U*C*T*I*O*N +

+ I am speaking to all of you; I tried to make the words as simple as possible for the people who are educated, uneducated or less educated to easily comprehend. For people who have brain injury like me and for those who have English as a Second Language like me as well. If you see typos, wrong spelling or I made an error on forming a sentence, just understand and pray that I learn how to spell it the right way or learn how to form a sentence the correct technique because that’s showing Fr. Jesus Christ love to your neighbor.

I was supposed to be a vegetable in bed if I ever wake up from coma. My doctor told my mother that I will not be able to see talk and walk. My chances of living was 3% and as you read my story you will know how I survived; I want to give you hope and be inspired from the obstacles I’ve tackled. I accepted the pain if I fall so it won’t hurt too much and for 10 years of doing this with only my right hand/arm typing, I’m thankful I finished but editing is hard.

I’m hoping from the early (2000) millennium and on the following, teen agers, that will become adults, currently babies or children that will become teenagers, young-adults who can start to make a change, with the way all of us unite in what we think about Eternal Father and our Lord and Saviour, Fr. Jesus Christ. Not to boast, brag or show off about our own religion claiming to be the true Christian, I apologize to say but there is only one, the Eternal Father wants all of us to be under it and that is what Fr. Jesus Christ established, started or created with our first pope, Simon or St. Peter, the Catholic or Roman Catholic Church. +

+ Christ does not want a division among all of us. He wants us to be one, in His Roman Catholic Church and not separation from our beliefs of who started your church. Yes, you might protest with Catholics or Roman Catholic but no one, I repeat no one can make their own religion because it was already set and what came after Roman Catholic is not authorized by the Eternal Father. +

+ Fr. Jesus Christ know you did not form it and it was the founder of your religion who started it who idolized Judas Iscariot, the traitor and betrayer. His charisma is very strong for most people to not be under Jesus Christ’s Catholic or Roman Catholic Church.

To all its ministers, I am or we are not fighting with you and of course we love you; I am saying that God, the Eternal Father wants all of us to be under His Son, the Messiah, the Great Prophet, the Highest Priest, the King and the One He sent, Father Jesus Christ because that was the deal He made from before the beginning of the New Testament. +

+The Eternal Father made our first parents and was depressed seeing all people’s sins, in the Old Testament. He wanted to destroy the world but Father Jesus Christ stopped Him because He saw what great joy it brought our lives when we all unite under Him in His Catholic or Roman Church and made a deal to Eternal Father because He believe that each of us can and will make the right decision… He gave us the will or decisions to save ourselves. +

+I’m asking each of you to please stop thinking negative thoughts to me about this; instead let us choose the right decision. I am just delivering God’s message and speaking to all about the ideas He wants me to voice out. I don’t know any other way to say or tell you the truth because it cannot be changed so please don’t be angry with me for being sincere or very honest.

+I wanted to know the Divine Truth so I can share it with all of you through my constructive criticism but I can see how the devils within people are whispering or telling them what to do for them to sin and away from God, please don’t listen to them and accept the truth, its hard but you will be thankful after you realize that honesty is so good. But not all the time because we won’t have Fr. Christ if His surrogate father did not listen to the angel in his dream,+

+ As I read Acts of the Apostles, when Simon or St. Peter and St. John, were making Christ choose who will lead His apostolic ministry previously taught by Judas Iscariot who left to make his own ministry. To choose from the two Justus and Matthias; and the chosen one was St. Matthias; as I recall after reading the Gospel of St. Matthew, the sky opened up and the Father’s voice spoke to people not to listen from other men, only to Jesus Christ, the Messiah and the one He sent. +

+ There have always been people who believed in the existence of God and also there have always been those who denied in His existence they’re called atheists or Deism. To think about it, there are those who will never believe no matter how much proof or evidence we produce. It’s like the air, we don’t see it but we feel it and electricity, we cannot see what or how it affects the light when we turn the switch on to have power. That is how God or Father Christ is and the Holy Spirit works when He’s giving us graces or blessings when we pray to Him and praying is by thinking or talking to ourselves in our conscience or minds; of course we are not crazy but people will say you are so just let them. +

+ They would NOT like to consider that one day; they will have to pay for their sins to purify their actions here on earth for their refusal to acknowledge what our creator wanted for all of us, to be under His Son, Jesus Christ as He made a deal to Eternal Father just so He won’t destroy the world.

+We owe our very existence to Father Jesus Christ so don’t you think we should be under His Church for us to have a life in heaven with Him and the Divines? This is His mission and I am one of the many who is helping Him for all of us to be universal under His Roman Catholic Church? +

+ This is really a matter of guidance from Above. If people refuse even with evident proofs are in front of you, this is not between me and yourself; it is between you and our Creator. Again, it’s up to you and it is your choice to believe, I just don’t want you not to be overwhelmed when your judgment day comes after our final purification or cleaning our sins in the Purgatory for Catholics or Roman Catholics and other churches will go straight to hell for not finding out the truth or not truly believing Jesus Christ because if you believe, don’t you think you should be under His Church to have the Sacraments needed to be in Heaven? Try and go to a different Catholic Church or in different Cities. You want to hear the truth right? There are different Pastors that say the homily so that you have choices of which Catholic Churches to go to+

+ The word Purgatory is only for Catholics because they truly believe and will be transferred to Heaven after paying or purifying our sins, for others I’m very sorry but you will go straight to hell, I can say this because I’ve been there. I can’t do anything but to put it in writing as what my Spiritual director said, sort of like planting a seed in your minds for you to take care of to be in heaven. I saw the poor souls were angry at Sacred Heart of and Jesus and Father Christ responding to them with I gave you free-will as I volunteered to let the forthcoming souls or people on earth know the truth then I’ll leave them to make their right decisions of believing or not. +

+I lived because it is my job to demonstrate myself as a living proof of almost everything. I am also, sharing the miracles of God the Holy Spirit or Father Christ, showing and giving you examples of how to respond to it. I’m informing everyone that each action we do on earth are listed for later and some they are called our daily sins or Venial sins, shallower kinds like 7 Deadly sins, a yearly confession is a requirement and non-Catholics need this but they don’t believe which means they don’t truly believe in Jesus Christ because this is what He wants for people and you will see it as you read forward, I mentioned it somewhere so you help me look for it by helping yourselves find it. How did I know? As I said I mentioned, it is in my book somewhere, it is a fact so help yourself look for it. +

+We can know by reading the summary of the complete set of 72 books in the Bible, the Catechism of the Catholic Church, other Catholic books or the books I said in here. At the end it is included in my job to supply you the facts of the Divine Truth to allow you to make the right decision, and He chose me because I’m the only one who can say the way I did in this book. +

+ I love you all, Peace & God Bless! +

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What are the plus signs and why did I put it?

The plus sign represents the Cross of Jesus Christ and I put it to sway away the devils because our world is over powered with evil and it needs it.

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Adiel’s 20th Birthday—December 20, 1998

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+ TWO BEST FRIENDS +

Ch. One (1)

± About Miss Adiel Rallos+

± About Jacqueline R. Mendoza+

± Little story before the incident+

± Adiel’s Condo in Foster City, California+

~About Ms. Adiel Rallos, (Adely del-del)

Adiel stayed in San Lorenzo village, Lipper Rapnaga, Davao City, Philippines. Her beloved Father is the late Alfonso Zamora who passed away in the Philippines and her mother is Adrianne Rallos Freidman. She was born on Dec. 20, 1978. They migrated in the United States on June, 1996. Her first and last home was in Foster City CA.

On September 1997 was when I met her in front of College of San Mateo library with a bunch of friends. We are all students of College of the San Mateo (CSM). We had planned to live together to attend the same University, have the same major and we were supposed to work together at Fisher Investment. We treated ourselves as siblings since we’re both an only child and we love each other very much like sisters to where we decided to have similar things.

~About Jacqueline (was Jackie R. Mendoza)

I am the youngest daughter of beloved father, Leonardo G. Mendoza, was a former mayor of San Pascual, Batangas Philippines. When he passed away, we lived in Sucat Paranaque with the Manahan’s and moved at Saint Louie Compound, Pasay City. I was born on May 17, 1979 in Paranaque Medical Hospital, Philippines until my mother and I migrated to the United States and lived with my grandma and Aunt with the Contreras family in Pacifica, California—a year later, we moved to Daly City. English is my second language and learned through my education history in the Philippines and United States. I achieved all normal development milestones with no history of learning disability or mental disability. After graduating at Westmoor High, Daly City on 1997, I attended 1 ½ years at the College of San Mateo, before the car accident took place.

College of San Mateo [C.S.M.] California

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Class ‘98-99

A LITTLE STORY BEFORE THE INCIDENT

Sweet Sour Angel on 1st week of October’99

"Babe, can you drive me and Adiel for our interview? Actually it’s only Adiel’s’ but I want to go with her and see the office".

"When?"

"On the 11th, in the afternoon"

"Sure"

Unfortunately, Anicito P. Acosta (My ex-fiancee) changed his mind at the last minute and decided to attend his job at Westlake Walgreens to finish his final day which is the right decision although he broke his agreement with me, that’s called breach contract.

I didn’t like what he did so instead of getting mad at him I’ve decided to sleep over at Adiel’s home. That way I don’t have to take the early bus and meet her at Hillsdale mall that Monday.

I knew it was no one’s fault but sometimes unpleasant things can happen even if it is the right thing to do. It can serve as a learning tool that can be an inspiration to people, I have decided to share this to all of you.

Sometimes if we start doing the right things and you still get a bad outcome, we should look beyond (the past) when you started changing and try to compare them. You will see where you should’ve had more on strength, Courage, Patience understanding and all other virtues that God the Holy Spirit provided us and just talk to God in your conscience and keep on doing it so you will feel good about yourself. Once you did, will be amazed how you transformed for the better and you will hear God’s answer or His Voice. A way is by talking to a Catholic Priest.

Adiel’s condominium at Sea Spray Lane  

 Foster City, California

It was October 10, 1999 when Adiel Rallos, her mother, Adrianne R. Friedman and me spent the day driving around and visiting different places. Martha Davis (Mrs. Friedman and Adiel’s room tenant) said that we left around 1:00 pm. We drove around in different stores including Pacifica and went home at Adiel’s place after having a dinner at Harbor Chinese Restaurant, in Foster City we’re to take Adiel’s mom home. After fixing ourselves, we left again at around 9 PM or 10. We went around Foster City to watch Basketball game at a local school and both of us returned to Adiel’s place at midnight. I believed we went to sleep at quarter to 4am. +

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+ WHAT HAPPENED +

Ch. Two (2)

Highway 92

~Alameda de las Pulgas/Foster City~

● Released home: October 18, 2000+

● Factual Diagram+

● Dynamics Diagram+

We both woke up on October 11 at 8:30 A.M. and began to get ready for school, the College of San Mateo (C.S.M.). Prior to 9 A.M. Marie Estudillo, from Fisher Investment called Adiel’s place, left a message, and set up a place of the interview. Mrs. Friedman told Adiel about the message then left for work. Consequently, Adiel and I left for the college with our first class at 9:10 in the morning,. Accounting 120 taught by Ms. Rosemary Nurre. Since Accounting was our first class with our close friend, Dino Martin, we decided to go on the interview during our Accounting class and Dino can just inform us what happened in there (we’re bad girls). We were excited as we left CSM, we got to Fisher Investment at approximately 3:30 pm and Christina Gazzano met with us. I was first interviewed with my ex-fiancee a few weeks before.

During Adiel’s interview and was asked to discuss a little about my plan with her for a short while. For us, the office was unique, not only it is located on top of Woodside’s mountain but it is in the owner’s house as well. Christina had a very brief interview with Adiel discussing her dreams, what she and I wanted in the future. Of course, we were both happy and talkative during the interview and we had left Fisher Investment a little after 3:30 PM.

By around or close to 4:00 p.m., we were on our way back to Adiel’s place somewhere in Alameda de las Pulgas and during the drive she was nice enough to listen to my problems. I was telling her the story that I am a little mad at my boyfriend, Ani, for not coming, to drive us to the interview. My tears were falling when I told Adiel

"Dude, what do u think if we start pretending that we were in an accident? So by the time we’re at your home, we can call Ani and make him feel bad that we almost ran into an accident"

In her playful way, she very slightly swerved the stirring wheel while the radio was on and we were listening in a very low volume, meanwhile, Adiel were looking for a station that play the songs we both know. Luckily, Adiel found Never Ever by All Saints and I started to chant

"A few-questions-that-I-need-to-know, . . ."

We were even talking about having a real accident happening and there was a car full of boys or men, unfortunately, it really happened (scary). According to the police, report our left tire blew that caused Adiel to panic because she just learned for almost a year and she lost control of the wheel for the car to tip over. The car turned sharply and swerved going from left to right and then we fell off a little cliff where a tree badly hit Adiel’s side.

Suddenly at around 4:03 PM when a sales lady from some business stores called for a solo vehicle accident with an ambulance responding at approximately 4:03pm. Officer Curtis was the assigned officer of the day. The scene of the collision was east/west aligned state route within the city limits of San Mateo. The roadway consists of two lanes in each direction. Jersey wall separates eastbound and west slopping dirt embankment. Composed of primarily asphalt where the roadway is straight, with a slight downgrade, the weather was dry and clear at the time.

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Adiel was located and seated in the tipped over driver’s seat of the automobile (Light blue Toyota). She was not known at the scene until they looked at her driver’s license. According to the police report, there was an off duty un-named Pediatric ICU Nurse had stopped to render or provide medical attention to help us especially Adiel who was still breathing in a very slow motion.

Both of us were breathing and Adiel’s pulse was checked and gasping or wheezing for breath. Officer Curtis then arrived with air-bag-valve mask wax use to give Adiel breaths. 2-3 minutes passed of Adiel’s assistance and efforts were discontinued when Adiel being in her full cardiac arrest and blood were dripping on the ground as the front shield broke into tiny pieces that some went into my right knee and my left arm were badly crushed from Adiel’s car seat. My right head hit the stirring wheel. The reason, all my left side is affected.

At approximately 4:07 PM, Adiel stopped breathing. They then quickly assisted me who was gasping and posturing and used the air-bag-valve mask inside Adiel’s car and it took four and a half hours before taking me to ride Stanford’s Helicopter and brought to Stanford’s Intensive Care Unit (I.C.U.).

I was at the mercy of paramedics at the scene as I began breathing what was called to be the fight for my life. I was immediately rushed to Stanford Hospital, known only as Jane Doe.

Aniceto was anxious that he did not receive any phone call from me while he was working at Westlake Walgreens. He called his house to check if I arrived with his brother Arnold who was supposed to pick me up at Adiel’s place. My mother (Dorothy Ann D. Ramirez) was still asleep after her long hours of work from Fresh Choice in Colma, she received a phone call from Martha Davis telling her that we were in a car accident and that Adiel passed away.

My mother was shocked then she threw away our phone and did not want to believe something happened to us. Michael Dema Feliz, (our former roommate that lived on the other room) in the in-law place we are renting from a family’s friend, Sally Muhat-Rodriguez. He heard the phone hit the wall when my mother threw it away and was crying. Michael picked it up and spoke to Martha.

Aniceto came with his brother and sister, Pearl to let my mother know what happened to Adiel and me but they were shocked to see my mother crying.

My mother’s heart was aching in sorrow from the horrible accident, when they opened the ICU room, my feet were showing, dangling, and my mother quickly identified me.

"There, that’s my daughter" as she continued crying.

Time passed by and I learned