Bar Scenes and Bad Dreams: Lost and Found Loves
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Scott T. Bowers
Scott Bowers is the author of the Authurian novel Save Your Son: A Tale of Arthur. He was born in New Castle, PA and currently resides in Denver, CO. This is his first collection of poetry.
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Bar Scenes and Bad Dreams - Scott T. Bowers
The Fool
I.
She’s staring out the window
Wondering if she’s pretty
I shout it at the top of my lungs
Knowing she’ll not hear me anyway
She hasn’t heard it in a while.
Jubilant as the babe is young
She brightens up my world
Knowing hearts will lead us
Some enchanted eve, full moon aglow
To the culmination of our affinity.
To see her in her beauty
Moon upon her breast
Her lips in quivering kisses
Feathers upon my chest
Lost in careless bliss.
To touch her fair white skin
Like no mortal has done before
Feeling her natural instinct
To arch and ask for more
The touch that is the cure.
Thunder peals in heaven
The skies begin to part
Lightning reaches earthward
And brushes both our hearts
Destiny plays out its part.
Spent, we find compassion
In each other’s arms
The feelings of a lifetime
Keeping one another warm
The Mother Goddess keeping us safe from harm.
The gods themselves would marvel
At the passion struck that night
When the two became one
As is fitting and truly right
For this I dream with all my might.
Yes, she is still pretty
And my feelings are the same
I keep them locked inside now
To keep her from the pain
She hasn’t heard it in a while.
II.
The little things you do
A fleeting touch of my hand
A sparkling gleam in your eye
A secret smile
These are the moments that I treasure.
The effort to be sincere
And not to play me false
Swells my affection.
The human touch
Of confusion towards my advances
Of appreciation at untold cost
Of a different love that binds
These are the traits that bring me near.
The days of separation
Pass like winter months
Grey, but filled with dreams of Spring.
The life that you rebuff
By your sense of commitment
By your definition of love
By your fear of adventure
These will arrest your growth.
The effort you put forth
To understand me
Confirms your deep compassion.
III.
Tonight I celebrated
Smoking the stash I hid for months
I hide it from myself
To remember it on better days.
I spent the day among friends
But chiefly with her
Does she use me when he’s gone?
I hope so, its the best I can do.
I dance with her at weddings
Even though we never touch
Someone might see us
They suspect so much.
She invades my work
I see her everywhere
Of course, I live the fantasy
And its really just my dreams.
I never really dreamed of her
Until she said goodbye
Now I spend restless nights
Awakened by reality
She’s influenced my life
The changes brought me back
To realizing that my vision
Is real and attainable.
IV.
I long to see her wake in the morning
To watch her brush her teeth
To wash her face
The natural beauty of her life.
These things are denied to me,
A relationship born too late
And granted another.
To see her slip out of her clothes
Or slide her arms through her sweater
To tie her shoes.
The simple things of her life.
This would mean more to me
Than any other gain
But granted another.
To watch her help with homework
And push them off to bed
To kiss them goodnight.
The gentle things of her life.
This would be reward to me
Beyond my worldly success
Still granted to another.
Does she need me as I do her?
I wonder to myself
Does she long to be in my life
Or does she find it base with stealth?
Do I fill the void that comes with age
A plaything to toss when done
A fool to bring on laughter
That cries when found alone.
Nonetheless,
She moves me to distraction
All else pales in her light
I’d play the fool and relish it
To gain the end I crave
Melancholy is the illness
That drives this man to rave.
V.
Reality is generous
It treats me like a friend
Life may be strange
But I seem to come out in the end
Constant controversy
Should play out