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Surviving Myself
Surviving Myself
Surviving Myself
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I thought it would be over when we got home. I was very wrong when we got inside Randy slammed me against the wall. “I have had it with your running around. I’m going to fix you once and for all” he said quietly. I didn't know what he meant but I knew that his quiet voice meant I wasn't going to like it. “Don't move I'll be right back” I stayed right there pressed against the wall. When he came back he was holding that huge knife. The fear swamped me and I tried to dart around him but he grabbed me by the throat and threw me back against the wall. “Don't be running away you need to meet your next lover. I’m going to shove this thing so far inside you that it's going to reach your stomach. I froze this was so much worse than I had anticipated. He began to run the edge over my body while I trembled at every touch. Lord help me please I thought. As he was reaching my waist there was a knock at the door.

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PublisherHanna McCloud
Release dateApr 17, 2014
ISBN9781311416964
Surviving Myself
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Hanna McCloud

I am amazed at the direction my life has taken me, amazed that I am still alive and reasonably healthy. I wrote this book to hopefully help other young people know that they are not alone out there. It took a long time and lots of therapy but I am finally content being who I am. I no longer wake up every day wondering if this is the day I finally end my life and escape. I have a job I love, friends that love me, and a savior that makes waking up worthwhile.

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