Everything I Love Restored: and Other Poems
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Matthew Freeman's newest poetry collection presents a romantic vision wherein the environment can range from ecstatic to sinister. Steeped in urban shamanism, the poems reflect a desperate search for the American Sublime, the author’s search for the clarity of salvation, his love of language, and his hope that the poor and destitute will not be forgotten.
Matthew Freeman
Matthew freeman discovered he was a poet when he was ruined with love as a teenager. So began a cross-country journey that would leave him expelled from school and committed to an asylum, diagnosed with schizophrenia. After several years he was able to begin his recovery and finish his degree at Saint Louis University, where he was awarded the Montesi Prize. He is now an MFA candidate at the University of Missouri and was recently honored with their graduate prize in poetry. He continues to be poet in residence at Adapt, Missouri.
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Everything I Love Restored - Matthew Freeman
Everything I Love Restored
and Other Poems
Matthew Freeman
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Everything I Love Restored
Copyright © 2016 by Matthew Freeman
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The following poems were first published online at UCity Review:
Platonic Squad
My Project
State-Sponsored Poet
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For my friends and family
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And they were all amazed,
and were in doubt,
saying to one another,
What meaneth this?
Acts 2:12
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Finally a Consistent Poetics
We are in the world
but we are not of the world.
Let’s say there’s a little light in here tonight,
that it isn’t just wine-dark,
that it isn’t just a dream.
Let’s say you took Apollo
and hit him on the side of the head
with a hammer.
Let’s say you took Jezebel
to your page-white bed
and she marked you
with a stammer.
Earning the SSI
In the preternaturally bright café
where all you could hear
was the overly cheerful and peaceful
hunchback playing the flute
I felt the foundation begin to tremble
and then the loudest bell ever
went off in my head
as I turned toward the beautiful barista
and I really felt sorry
for this circle of guys who
had to fight the body, who
had to be so willful,
because I did not create myself as
the star of my own illness,
here at the heights, bound, outside,
here at the crazily bright café
where one more cup of coffee
would break you from reality
and
What do you do
and
No I mean what do you do
and if I could pout my way to sex
yes I wonder if I could pout my
way to sex, would that work,
would that constitute work,
because I did not make this all alone—
called psycho on the bus, payphone ringing
madly as I leapt by, messages from the sky,
the brightest guy in the emergency room—
and as if all my life I’ve been waiting for it
the door blows open and a breeze comes in and
I’m keeping it cool in the café, I can hear
the flute again, it’s like being in the middle
of this dream but there’s no one to read,
it’s like leaning my shoulder on this foundation,
it’s like being subject only
to all the things I haven’t exactly seen.
You Call it Bondage
I’m just a bunch of mud
that God’s breathing through—
I was having a cigarette
outside of triage
with the calm hippy nurse
when she suddenly asked me,
eyes ablaze,
how long it had been raining.
Reason leads only to death and delusion,
I said.
I got out of there as the wind
picked up, marking a gradual diminution
of power and the weakening I-Will,
I did or did not put out my cigarette,
I was either