The Long Road Home

By H. D. Thomson

Two-Time Romance Writer's of America Golden Heart Finalist In Contemporary Romance

Travel across the country with her old lover, John McDonnell--and his girlfriend? Impossible. But Clarisse Madison is desperate. Terrified of flying and unable to drive long stretches because of a knee surgery, she sees no other way to get from New York to San Diego and her sister’s wedding.

Three years ago, a plane crash disfigured her leg and destroyed her career as a model. Self-esteem crushed and fearful of rejection, Clarisse severed her relationship with John. Now, forced to travel across the country with him and his girlfriend, Vivian, she is determined to hide her disfigurement. Driving through state after state and mile after mile, though, she begins to fall in love all over again.

But can anything come of it? Can she overcome her pride for the sake of love?

• Language: English
• Publisher: H. D. Thomson
• Release date: Aug 24, 2015
• ISBN: 9781516342303

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The Long Road Home

Copyright

DEDICATION

CHAPTER ONE

CHAPTER TWO

CHAPTER THREE

CHAPTER FOUR

CHAPTER FIVE

CHAPTER SIX

CHAPTER SEVEN

CHAPTER EIGHT

CHAPTER NINE

CHAPTER TEN

CHAPTER ELEVEN

CHAPTER TWELVE

CHAPTER THIRTEEN

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The Long Road Home

COPYRIGHT © 2012 by H. D. Thomson

Previously published under the name of Carol Webb

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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons living or dead, business establishments, events, or locales, is entirely coincidental.

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DEDICATION

I would like to thank Marion Ekholm, Sandy Lagesse, Shelley Mosley and Kim Watters. Without their dogged determination, I wouldn’t be where I am now.

Thanks, guys!

CHAPTER ONE

For all I know the man could be a rapist or-or…

Don’t you think you’re getting a little carried away?

At Jennifer’s raised brow, Clarisse Madison relented and gave a rueful laugh. I guess you might be right. But this guy’s a complete stranger. I don’t know anything about him, other than what you’ve told me.

A cool morning breeze drifted through the living room window of Jennifer’s house, bringing the scent of lilac. Clarisse peered through the lace curtains from her chair. In center of the lawn, a large, majestic maple tree, its leaves glistening from last night’s rain, shaded the empty driveway from the rising sun.

Her ride was late, and she didn’t know whether or not to be relieved. She glanced away from the window and eyed her friend with disgust. You know. You’ve been an absolute miser when it comes to information on this man.

Jennifer gave her a reassuring smile. Like I told you before, he’s a friend of a friend. He’s responsible, kind, and even loves animals. You can’t go wrong with that. Don’t worry, you’ll like him.

That’s easy for you to say. You’re not going to be stuck in a car with him from New York to San Diego. I haven’t a clue as to what to say to this guy.

You used to be able to talk to any stranger, Jennifer declared.

That was years ago, when I was young and didn’t have this. Clarisse pointed at her right leg stretched out in front of her, a self-deprecating smile curving the corners of her lips.

You could have flown to California and avoided all this.

Just the mention of flying made Clarisse’s stomach cramp. That’s impossible. No amount of pushing, shoving, kidnapping or coercion will get me on another plane. The last one nearly cost me my life.

Jennifer released a loud sigh, lifting her chestnut bangs from her brow. Well, that’s it then. Getting across the country by train is impossible, and a bus is too cramped and tiring with all the stops and transfers. And since you won’t fly, the only other way to get to your sister’s wedding is by having someone else drive.

Clarisse smiled fondly at her friend of six years. I’m sorry. I should be thanking you for finding me a ride to my sister’s place instead of acting the brat.

The sound of tires crunching across gravel filtered through the open window. Clasping the arm of the chair with one hand and her cane with the other, Clarisse rose unsteadily to her feet. A red, Ford Explorer rolled to a halt in Jennifer’s driveway.

The driver stepped out and slammed the door behind him. He was tall, with long legs and wide shoulders. Thick black hair flowed past his collar to brush his shoulders. He strode across the yard with an inherent grace and confidence that had Clarisse frowning. There was something...

Gripping the windowsill with one hand, Clarisse leaned forward and watched the man reach up and thrust his hair back from his brow. The gesture pulled at her heart, and a tiny bud of apprehension formed in the pit of her stomach. When he drew closer to the house, Clarisse’s alarm escalated. She recognized his blunt facial features and athletic build. The hand on her cane whitened at the knuckles. No. It couldn’t be. It wasn’t possible. She swung around and met Jennifer’s guilty expression. What’s John McDonnell doing here? Is this some type of a joke?

He’s your ride to California.

What! Clarisse stared back in horror. You can’t be serious!

When David told me that John was going to California, I naturally thought of you, Jennifer replied. Unlike you, I haven’t lost touch with my old friends.

Clarisse looked back out the window in stunned disbelief. He was halfway across the front yard. She took in a couple of ragged breaths, but nothing could steady the wild racing of her heart.

I can’t believe you had the nerve to try to get us together again. Cane tapping against the saltillo tile, Clarisse limped rapidly across the room and away from the window. There’s no way I’m going.

Jennifer rose from her chair and moved to the front door.

Don’t you dare open that until I’m in another room, Clarisse warned. I swear if you do, I—I’ll hit you with my cane!

Jennifer’s eyes widened in alarm.

I wasn’t serious, Clarisse said with a mixture of frustration and dismay. Nervous laughter threatened to bubble up past her throat. Please just tell him something came up. I’m not prepared to see him. She brushed her clammy palm across the side of her leg. You never told him about me, did you? Please tell me you didn’t mention my leg or the crash. I swear—

Calm down. I never told him anything.

Good. That’s good. Clarisse nodded. She took another deep breath. But now you’ve got to make him leave.

I can’t do that.

You have to, Clarisse replied in a determined voice, because there’s no way in hell I’m going to be stuck in the same car with him for over twenty-five hundred miles. She rubbed impatiently at her brow with the heel of her palm. An unpleasant thought came to mind. Does he have any clue who he’s picking up from your house?

No. I told him a friend of mine hated flying and needed a ride.

Do you have any idea how angry he’s going to be? He’ll think I planned this whole thing.

Flushing, Jennifer avoided her gaze. Ever since you broke up with him, you haven’t been the same. I know you still love him.

I never told you that!

Jennifer snorted. Well, it’s obvious you have feelings for the man, for God’s sake. You still have a picture of him in your bedroom. And don’t tell me you don’t!

I don’t want to hear this!

John isn’t as shallow as you think. He’ll look past your leg. If you’d just give him a—

Clarisse didn’t wait around to listen to any more of Jennifer’s ravings, but stumbled into her friend’s bedroom and closed the door. Leaning against the oak wood, Clarisse closed her eyes. She needed to calm down. Seeing John so unexpectedly had mangled her composure beyond recognition.

At the sound of the doorbell, Clarisse glanced at her reflection in the mirror then looked away. She disliked the dark turbulent emotions in her sea green eyes and the flush to her high cheekbones.

John didn’t have to find out, Clarisse told herself. Like the mirror, he would see the image she presented to the outside world—flawless skin, a model-thin figure and thick, blonde hair that fell in waves past her shoulders. Nothing more. He would fail, like the mirror, to uncover the imperfect body beneath the clothing.

Unconsciously, she brushed the material of her jeans across her right thigh. She looked down at the cane in her hand, the only visible sign of how her life had changed since last seeing John three years ago.

Laura, her only sister, expected Clarisse to show up in San Diego a week before her wedding. Clarisse’s responsibilities as maid of honor were to assist with the final preparations, and of course, play hostess to her parents, aunts and uncles, and other relatives arriving for the wedding. But most importantly, she needed to be there because Laura had asked for her help and support. And Clarisse wasn’t about to ignore such a request. Laura was family, her only sister. It was the least Clarisse could do after Laura stood by and helped her cope during those nightmarish weeks following the plane crash.

From the living room, a man’s voice penetrated the wooden door Clarisse leaned against. John. She couldn’t make out the words, but she’d know that husky baritone anywhere. Memories of that voice, urgent with need and longing, whispering in the dead of night across crisp cotton sheets, sent a shiver stampeding across the flesh at the nape of her neck.

His voice rose suddenly, indistinguishable but laden with anger. Jennifer, her tone equally angry, retorted something that made John swear. Clarisse cringed, catching herself pressing an ear to the door. Obviously, Jennifer just told him who he was taking to California. If Clarisse’s pulse rate weren’t so chaotic or her mind so dilapidated, she could almost find the situation funny. Maybe next time Jennifer would hesitate before meddling.

Suddenly, the door opened. Stumbling back, she just missed being hit by inches. Jennifer slipped into the room and closed the door behind her.

Did he leave? Clarisse asked.

No, he’s still out there—no doubt pacing the floor and wanting to wring my neck. I don’t think he likes me anymore.

I wonder why! It sounded like you were yelling at him from the top of your lungs.

Jennifer’s lips twisted into a wry grimace. Yes, well, I did manage to convince him to take you to California. Though, I think I should’ve let him walk out of here.

The frown puckering Jennifer’s brow rattled Clarisse’s nerves even further. Why?

I’m sorry, Clarisse. When I heard he was going to San Diego I thought it a perfect opportunity for the two of you to get together. I’d always thought you were meant for each other. We were all shocked when everyone heard you’d broken up—

Get to the point. What are you trying to tell me? Clarisse didn’t like the anxiety in her friend’s hazel eyes.

His girlfriend’s in the car. When Clarisse didn’t immediately answer, Jennifer frowned. Didn’t you hear? He’s got his girlfriend with him. He never mentioned someone else coming along—never mind a woman. You’ve got to believe me. I would never have set it up if I’d known.

I heard. Clarisse shoved down her panic and gave Jennifer a wobbly smile. She was beyond shock. I really have no option now, do I? I need to get to my sister’s wedding on the fourteenth.

She’d been a model once. The occupation had required some form of acting. Today and for the next several days, she would have to use that ability to prove she was over him. And maybe, if she pretended long enough, she would convince herself that he didn’t have the power to hurt her.

With shaking fingers, Clarisse feathered her hair back from her face. Then she tossed the cane on Jennifer’s bed. But I’ll be damned if he’ll see me as an invalid.

Are you crazy! Jennifer’s hand came up and rested against the wall between them, barring Clarisse’s path to the door. You can’t go out there without your cane.

Just watch me. She waited, meeting Jennifer’s determined gaze.

Jennifer backed down first. She pulled away from the wall and muttered, God, you can be so stubborn.

Don’t worry. I’m not that crazy. Believe it or not, I can live without the cane. It’s just that I’ve become so used to it that I’m having a hard time putting it aside. Clarisse gave her a cocky smile, though inside, she felt far from confident. Her knee still hadn’t completely healed from this last surgery, and acting as if nothing was wrong for the next couple of days might drastically delay her recovery.

Straightening her shoulders, Clarisse inhaled deeply and opened the bedroom door. She stepped across the threshold, then stopped. John stood in the center of room. He appeared taller than she remembered, dwarfing the small living area and furniture within it.

Clearing her throat, she murmured, Hi, John.

He turned. Suddenly, the air grew thicker, hotter, more humid. Her gaze swept over his long legs and slim hips encased in jeans, then skimmed over his plain, white t-shirt covering his flat belly and muscled chest, to the strong tanned column of his throat. His black hair layered back from high cheekbones and a prominent, sometimes stubborn jaw. She met his guarded expression with what she hoped looked like a genuine smile.

Struggling not to limp, Clarisse fought against the pain surging through her thigh and knee as she crossed the room. She drew abreast of him and squarely met his glare. His threatening gray eyes made her think of rolling clouds and storm-tossed waves before twilight. They held her hypnotized.

Gaining control, she thrust her hand forward, and for a second, feared he would ignore her offer of a handshake. Then his fingers engulfed hers in a firm, brief grasp before he dropped his arm back to his side. The warmth of his hand lingered against her skin.

You’re looking beautiful, John murmured, the storm abating in his eyes. His gaze swept over her in a detached, clinical appraisal. But then I’m not surprised. Everyone I knew wanted to photograph you. They fought to get you on their cover or ad. And I was one of them.

Clarisse ignored the biting tone in his last words. I’m glad to be out of such an unhealthy environment. She shrugged, pretending it didn’t hurt just a little that today no one would pay her a dollar for a photo shoot.

She remembered how some models would do anything to enhance their looks if it meant getting on a cover. She might have done the same, if people hadn’t liked her face or figure, but that was years ago and she needed to contend with today, this second. Please don’t blame Jennifer for manipulating you. She was trying to help me out. She knew how badly I needed a ride to California.

Well, you’re here and packed. It’d be petty of me to leave without you now. His expression shifted and changed. Anger—or was it hatred—flashed in his eyes before they turned to dark, impenetrable concrete.

Spine stiffening, Clarisse realized John hadn’t forgiven her. But could she really blame him? The way she severed their relationship had been cold, almost vicious. It was a wonder he was willing to talk to her, never mind drive in the same car. He could so easily get his revenge by making this trip a hellish experience for her.

You ready then? he asked.

She looked at the two carrying cases by the door. Horrified at the idea of trying to tote them to the car, she turned to Jennifer, but her friend was already ahead of her. Clarisse’s luggage is right over there. Jennifer pointed to the front entrance. Could you give us a hand? They’re pretty heavy.

Swinging around, John picked the two cases up with ease and backed outside. The screen door banged shut behind him. With his departure, the tension in the room lessened.

I think he’s carrying a couple of rain clouds around with him. Jennifer rolled her eyes. I hope you don’t get drenched.

Clarisse tried to smile at her weak attempt at humor.