After the Loss of a Child: You Are Not Alone
By Monica Hofer
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“... Powerfully tender, heartfelt and gripping.”
A heartfelt collection of poems about a mother's journey towards acceptance, understanding, and hope. Bereaved parents will be comforted in knowing they are not alone in their sorrow and anguish.
On reading, bereaved parents will be reassured that they are not alone as they pass through this suffering, not alone in their intense yearnings to have their baby back and in their trepidation as they face each “first”: first birthday, first Thanksgiving, first Christmas.
Through nature and the author’s personal stories along her journey, the bereaved are encouraged to find meaning after loss.
Monica Hofer
I am married and enjoy a simple and productive life in the Canadian prairies with my husband, Isaac, and son, Matt.In 2008, I began my first narrative, Heal My Broken Heart, endorsed by award-winning and bestselling authors, Jerry L. Sittser (A Grace Disguised: How the Soul Grows Through Loss), and Mary-Ann Kirkby (I Am Hutterite). It has been described as both "...a gift to others" and as "Raw, anguished, extraordinary. If you have ever experienced loss or know someone who has, read this book!"My story speaks of my journey towards hope and healing after the death of our four-year-old son, Jordi. Gleaning from the hundreds of poems I had written after my son's passing, I have woven a story of hope for all who have suffered loss.I continue to offer encouragement to readers via my blog, and on social media (Facebook and Twitter). I hope to soon have a video on YouTube all about Jordi's life.My goal is to publish many more of my stories and poems, which have proven inspirational to both bereaved and non-bereaved parents, as well as to those who have not had children. We all experience loss in our lifetime, my poems help you to reflect on your own unique situation bringing new and uplifting insights into loss, sprinkled with healing, helpful reflection.I work tirelessly to increase awareness of the concerns of the bereaved parent, by sharing my own story of hope and providing direction and enlightenment to all people who suffer loss.
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After the Loss of a Child - Monica Hofer
After the Loss of a Child:
You Are Not Alone
(78 Poems of Healing After Loss)
MONICA HOFER
Copyright Monica Hofer, 2014
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To my comrades in affliction, bereaved parents,
and to our loving families, the Laberges and Hofers,
who helped us navigate through the dark days and years
as they best knew how.
* * *
Other books by Monica Hofer:
Heal My Broken Heart
After Loss: From Grief to Hope (Poems of Healing After Loss)
After Loss: My Baby, My Baby (Poems of Healing After Loss)
After Loss: There Was The Tree
(Poems of Healing After Loss)
After Loss: Where Dragons Are Slain (Poems of Healing After Loss)
CONTENTS
Introduction
Chapter 1 – You Are Not Alone
This Bloodless Pain
I Cry
Who
No One Told Me
I Wish I Could Tell You
Do You? Did You?
They Mock Me
For Other Mothers
On the Outside
I Don’t Know
The Angels
The Numbness
Chapter 2 – I Want My Baby Back
I Want Him Back
He Will Come
Beyond Understanding
Look At Me
Reality
I Live For the Moon
Nothing Less
Live Now
Chapter 3 – Face to Face With the Firsts and Other Special Occasions
Too Soon (First New Year’s Eve)
My First Spring
I Will Wait No More
Wish Me a Happy Birthday
First Mother’s Day
One Year
For the Others
I Had to Face It
Your Birth Month
Black Days In July
Another Birthday
Five Years
Mother’s Day (Six Years Later)
Mothers (Nine years to the day after your funeral and burial)
Some Do
Chapter 4 – Other Mothers and Fathers
To Other Mothers
Who is She?
Will Someone Give Us a Voice
Melaine
Touched by an Angel
Another Place
Groundhog Day
The Angel’s Presence
Ryan, Little Prince
My Baby, My Blake (For Tracy)
Silent Exchanges
Some Fathers
Rage
Cruel Sorrow
A Mother’s Day Memorial Service
The Stone Angel’s Lament
Betrayed by Life
Hear Them Whisper (For Rita)
Chapter 5 - What Good Could Possibly Come of This?
Angels
Signs
Pennies From Heaven
He Brought Me a Blue Jay
How True Love Spreads
He Can See!
Vivian
Don’t Worry, Mom
Chapter 6 – Choose Life
This Chance, This Time
After the Storm
Where Dragons Are Slain
In Places I’ve Yet to Walk
He Rests
Alone
The Cat and Her Mouse
One More Time
I Must
In Someone Else’s Jet Stream
This Is My Cross
My Bridge
The Cemetery
The Bench by the River
When I Give Thanks
This Little Boy
As For Me (Ten Years Later)
Conclusion
About the Author
Introduction
These poems were selected to give words to grieving parents, to reassure them that they are not alone in their struggle to grasp their new reality. Most of them were written in the early years of my grief journey.
My husband Ike and I, with our boys, Matt and Jordan, had just moved to a new city and