My Savior Forever (Forever Series 1)

By Vicki Green

My Savior Forever (Forever Series #1)

‘With all my heart,
With every inch of my Soul,
With every breath I take,
I promise to love you forever’

Cassie can’t remember being loved, being wanted. At a young age she was placed in Foster care that moved her around from one place to the other. Finally being freed at 18, she was left with no money and nowhere to go until she finds a small town in Kansas where she can start over.

Little did she know her life was going to be uprooted again when she is kidnapped and brutally raped.

Jesse is considered HOT in most women’s eyes, but has little time for Romance. While searching for his Mother’s killers, he witnesses a young girl being kidnapped. He now faces decisions that he must make quickly.

Will Jesse rescue Cassie? Will Cassie ever find the happiness she longs for?

*Due to a graphic rape scene, strong language and sexual content, this book is not intended for readers under the age of 18.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Vicki Green
• Release date: Jun 28, 2013
• ISBN: 9781467577106

Vicki Green

Vicki Green grew up in Overland Park, Kansas and currently resides in Olathe, Kansas. Along with her husband and two teenage boys, she shares her home with her cocker spaniel’s Shadow and Mocha. She has been working full time at the same Company for 35 years. Her life has been filled with the most loving and caring parents, who are both gone now but are still in her heart and mind daily. Vicki enjoys reading Romance books which is what inspired her to begin writing this book. She has always admired Author’s dedication and hard work. She had a dream that played out for over a year, came home one day after work and decided to put it on a word document to see how it read and that became ‘My Savior Forever’, the beginning of her Forever Series. Website:  http://www.vickigreenauthor.com/ Facebook page:  https://www.facebook.com/VickiGreenAuthor Twitter:  @rileyks3

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My Savior Forever

Vicki Green

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My Savior Forever

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Vicki Green Copyright 2013© Revised 2014©

This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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*Due to strong language and sexual content, this book is not intended for readers under the age of 18.

My Savior Forever

(Forever Series #1)

‘With all my heart,

With every inch of my Soul,

With every breath I take,

I promise to love you forever’

Cassie can’t remember being loved, being wanted. At a young age she was placed in Foster care that moved her around from one place to the other. Finally being freed at 18, she was left with no money and nowhere to go until she finds a small town in Kansas where she can start over.

Little did she know her life was going to be uprooted again when she is kidnapped and brutally raped.

Jesse is considered HOT in most women’s eyes, but has little time for Romance. While searching for his Mother’s killers, he witnesses a young girl being kidnapped. He now faces decisions that he must make quickly.

Will Jesse rescue Cassie? Will Cassie ever find the happiness she longs for?

Prologue

I moved around a lot growing up. I ended up in a small town in Kansas. I needed a job in the worst way, but I didn’t know how to do anything really except cleaning up after slobs.

When I saw the ‘Need Help’ sign in the window of The Sweet Café, I literally ran in there to apply. I explained I didn’t know how to do much and they hired me anyway saying they would train me. How cool is that?

I had nowhere to live and no money. When they found that out, the owner Stella told me about the room over the Café. It’s not much but it’s clean, she told me. Unfortunately the only way to get there is the fire escape stairs in the alley.

After getting the key I went up to look at the room. It is very small but perfect for me and she told me I could live there for free as long as I work for her. Wow!

I was not comfortable learning how to waitress yet so I kept the kitchen, bathroom, tables and really the entire Café clean.

Stella quickly started calling me ‘pumpkin’. I’m not sure why, but she has become like a mother to me. I was also building relationships with the cook, Peter, and my favorite down-to-earth waitresses, Brenda and Lana.

This was the best thing that has ever happened to me since my parents were killed in a car accident when I was seven. After living in, way too many to count, foster homes I had never stayed anywhere long enough to become friends with anyone or wanted to really.

I am 20 years old, stand at 5’ 6" and am about 110 lbs. I know I am way too skinny. My friends at work are always trying to get me to eat more, to put at least a couple of pounds on. My eyes are a light green. They almost look blue, and I have light strawberry blonde hair that hangs down to my waist, which needs a trim desperately!

I don’t think I am beautiful or anything but my new friends keep telling me I am. Girl, if I had that figure, those C cup boobs, that long wavy hair and your great complexion, I would leave this Café in a heartbeat and become a model, Lana would laugh.

I spent most nights in my small apartment reading. I don’t have a TV or anything else to entertain me, and I certainly don’t have the extra money to go to the movie theatre, so reading it is. But I’m okay with that as I love to read. My favorite books are romance novels. Oh, I would love to meet a handsome man who sweeps me off my feet and who will take care of me and love me. I sigh. A girl has to have her dreams, right?

One

I awake shivering. Slowly opening my eyes, I try to look around me, but they are out of focus, so I close them again.  I am so cold, and my teeth are chattering. What the hell? I know its winter here in Kansas, but I don’t remember being this cold before now. Opening my eyes again, they seem to be slowly regaining their focus. Looking around the room I see faded, stripping wallpaper with some kind of flowers on a pale yellow background. There’s a small dresser and a window on my right, but the window is covered with curtains that are closed so no light is coming in. The curtains are dingy and a very pale yellow to match the wallpaper.

I look to my left and see a set of double sliding doors which I assume is a closet and to the right of that is another door. Maybe a bathroom? In front of me is yet another door. Could be the bedroom door? As I’m looking around the room, freezing to death, I look down at my body. Oh, my God, I am naked!!! No wonder I am so freaking cold! 

I try to move my legs but can’t move them and see that each foot is tied by a rope to the end of the bed, causing my legs to be spread open. Oh, this is not good at all. My sleepy state has me so confused. To clear my mind, I try to bring my hands from their uncomfortable position stretched above me to rub my eyes, but my hands don’t move. I look up and see they are tied by a rope to the headboard of the bed. What? What the fuck is going on?

A door nearby shuts with force and I hear footsteps from outside the bedroom, they are coming closer. Oh, my God, what am I going to do? My heart is beating so loudly I can feel it in my ears. The bedroom door opens, and a man stands in the doorway looking at me with a sly smile on his face. The lighting is dim in here, but I can see that he is well built, not bad looking, but then he smiles wide showing his teeth, which are yellowed and chipped.

So, you’re finally awake. I thought I was going to have to come in and pour a bucket of water over you to get you to come to, not that I wouldn’t mind seeing your body glistening, he says with a smirk. My mind is on high alert, and I can’t help but feel dirty as his eyes scan my naked body pausing at my hardened nipples that fear and the arctic temperature are causing. Oh, my God! I’m so scared!

Who are you? What do you want? I ask through my chattering teeth.

Oh, are you cold?  Sorry, my bad!  Here let me turn up the furnace for you, he says sarcastically. He turns around is gone for a second, when he comes back in he walks to stand at the end of the bed.

Please, let me go. I woo…. Woo….Won’t tell anyone. I pro…. Promise, I said shivering and near tears.

No can do, sweetie. You see, you are just what the doctored ordered. We’re going to have so much fun, he says laughing. Looking straight into my eyes, he begins to take off his shirt. It’s a torn, faded t-shirt that you can’t even see what the design is on it anymore.

Please, don’t! Please let me go.  I’m begging now knowing what he has in mind. I’m still a virgin, and this is not how I imagined my virginity would be taken from me.

Calm down. You will love this, I promise, he sneers.

Still looking into my eyes, he begins to undo his pants starting with his belt. I struggle against the ropes, but they are so tight that I can barely move. He slides his pants down towards the floor along with his underwear, the buckle making a jingly sound as he removes both legs from his pants. Once he is fully naked he begins to crawl up the bed towards me. I begin to scream loudly while struggling. No! I need to get out of here! Someone help me!

NO! NO! NO! Let me go! I scream over and over again. He starts laughing at me as he crawls over my body settling between my legs. Putting his hands on either side of my face, holding my head still, he begins to rub his thumbs across my cheeks. Shhh, shhhh, this will be fun. I promise, he whispers.

He licks the tears that are flowing down my cheek then continues to lick down to my jaw, my neck and down to my breasts. Nibbling and licking as he goes until he bites my nipple hard leaving marks on my unblemished flesh. As the tears continue to puddle at my temple, I cry out in pain with each nip he takes. God! I want to die! I’m going to mark your body with my teeth and fuck you so hard you will be begging me for more, he laughs deviously. He takes his right hand and moves it down to my left breast and fondles it. He then squeezes it hard, and I yell out in pain. Then he pinches my nipple again so hard that I scream as he plunges into me. I had heard that when you lose your virginity, there is a searing pain as your seal is broken but then it goes away fairly quickly, and then you feel pleasure. The pain has subsided, but what I feel is not pleasure.

Stop screaming.  I am sick of it, he yells at me as he pounds in and out of me. Taking his right hand he slaps me HARD. The left side of my face is throbbing with pain, and my left eye keeps blinking and watering. Please, God. Please take me now. I don’t want to live anymore.

He’s crushing me with his weight that I have a hard time breathing. I feel his sweat dripping on my body and can smell his horrible body odor. Looking right into my eyes, he lets out a loud moan and stops mid thrust. I can feel his sperm invading my core. He’s finally had enough of me. He pulls his now limp and blood covered penis from my sore and aching body. He gets up, finding his t-shirt on the floor and cleans himself. He looks at me, winks, and walks out the door, closing it behind him. I begin to shake uncontrollably from the cold and from the crying for what I’ve lost. What is going to happen to me now? When he gets his fill is he going to kill me?

As my head begins to clear, my groggy brain starts to remember what happened.

I was going to go to the grocery store to get some things and was walking out of the alley. As I got to the sidewalk, a man approached me. He had a smile on his face and was asking me directions to somewhere. I can’t remember now exactly where. As he was talking, I began looking around to see if there were other people close by, just in case I needed to scream, but its late evening and no one seemed to be around.

Then before I knew it, he grabs me around the waist swinging me around so I am in front of him, my back to his chest. He covered my mouth with some rag or something, and I started choking with some kind of horrid smell in my nose and taste in my mouth. I struggled, oh, I struggled but it was no use. He was way too strong for me. 

The man continued to hold the rag over my mouth, holding me tight while I tried to get away. My brain began to get groggy, and my eyes started blinking rapidly. He started to half drag me to a waiting car that I hadn’t noticed before, parked by the curb we were close to. I began to struggle harder knowing that if he gets me in the car, it will be over for me. When he opened the back seat passenger side door and tried to push me in there from behind, I started getting so sleepy that I am not sure I could get away from him, which I’m sure was his intent all along. I got one of my arms free and placed it on the side of the car pushing against it to try to stop him. He let go of my waist for a split second and grabbed my arm, pulling it behind me then quickly his arm moved back around my waist again. His other hand pushed the rag harder against my mouth. I couldn’t breathe so I had no choice but to inhale as deep as I could and that was it. That is the last thing I remember.

I must have fallen asleep or passed out, not sure which at this point. My body is aching and sore, the left side of my face hurts so badly. I try to open my eyes but only my right eye will open. Great, my left eye is swollen shut. I can’t hear any noises coming from outside of the bedroom door. I wonder if he left the house again or is just passed out from the bliss he had given himself. It feels like I’ve been lying here for hours when I hear a door from the outside slam shut. I can now hear voices, more than one male voice, yelling at each other, but I can’t make out what they are saying. The bedroom door opens so fast it slams against the wall. There is a very large man standing in the doorway. He has long, black hair that hangs down his chest almost to his waist.  He’s scowling at me and shaking his head.

Damn it, Mick, I told you I was to get her first. What the hell were you thinking? I could shoot you for this! He yells at this so called Mick. 

I told you, I was breaking her in for you, Willie. I was getting her ready for you, Mick says, a little fear in his voice. Willie looks at Mick with another scowl on his face, then he yells, I told you she was mine first you asshole! Seriously, sometimes I wonder why the fuck I haven’t killed you yet. Now, get out of my face and get the hell away!

Mick backs out of the room and slowly closes the door. Willie looks at me and I shudder when eyes look at my face and then follow down my body slowly, then making their way back up to my eyes. He shouldn’t have hit you. He shouldn’t have touched you except to bring you here. I wanted to be the first to have you, to hit you, to make you scream in pain, he growls. His eyes are black and cold. He undresses quickly and I notice how huge he is. Not only his arms and his chest, but his cock too. Oh my God! He begins to stroke his cock like he is priming himself, looking straight into my eyes the whole time. 

Why are you doing this? Please let me go. I won’t say anything to anyone, I swear!!! I beg. Please just let me go.

He just laughs at me, laughing so hard his head tilt’s back. Looking back down into my eyes, he yells, I know you won’t say anything, bitch! It’s hard to speak when you’re dead.  I gasp and then begin to cry. You can cry, you can scream all you want, as loud as you want. I don’t give a fuck. It won’t help you, he laughs. He starts to crawl over me and I scream so loud that I think my voice is starting to leave me.  He hits me, on the left side of my face, right where I’d been hit before. I groan and am now looking to my right. I decide just to stay there because this way I can’t see him anymore. In one quick move, he roughly pulls my bottom up with both hands, and rams his cock into me. I’m so sore from earlier, and his cock is so much bigger than Mick’s causing pain to sear inside me. He then hits me with his fist into my left rib cage and I scream out in pain. Bitch, you need to move with me. Give me a good fuck! I will bleed you if you don’t. Do it right! He screams at me.

I try to move my body a little, but I’m in so much pain that I can barely move. He hits me again in the same place and I flinch, screaming out again. Please, just kill me now. Just end this torment! Move damn you! He growls. Sharp pain is piercing my side, like a knife is being repeatedly pushed into it. I move up against him as he keeps ramming his cock into me. I still can’t move much. He hits me again. Damn it, bitch! Come on, you can do better than that! I suck up the pain and start moving with him, not as much as he is but more than I was. He gets faster and faster slamming his cock in and out of me. I hurt so bad that I feel dizzy.  Finally, he stops, grunts and pulls out of me. I can feel the liquid from him inside me and I shudder. And with that he leaves the bedroom, slamming the door behind him.

I doze on and off trying to figure out how I can get out of here. My wrists and ankles are sore from my tugging on them trying to get free. I can feel wetness running down my arms and am thinking it might be blood from the ropes biting into my wrists. I haven’t heard any noises from outside the room for a while, but I didn’t hear the front door either so they must still be here.

A little while later I hear the bedroom door open.  Both men stagger into the room.  Mick has a bottle of Jack Daniel’s and Willie has a bottle of tequila. 

Time to have some more fun, bitch. This time two on one, Willie says while walking to the left side of the bed. He begins to undress and I look to my right to see Mick is undressing too. Oh, no! No!  I start quickly trying to think of a way out of this.

Wait! I want a drink too, then we can really party. Untie me and let me show you what a great time we can have, I say hoping that maybe if I can get on their playing level, I can escape.

Hehehe. No way, sweetie. I know you think we may be dumb, but we aren’t, Mick says laughingly.

I don’t think you’re dumb at all. I just figured since I can’t get away why not join the fun instead of fighting it? I say, trying to sound convincing.

Mick looks over at Willie and shrugs. What do ya think? Could be more fun if she’s drunk like us and can actually make us get off better. Willie moves his head back and forth, looking at both of us then gives me that cold stare and scowls?

If we untie you and at any time you try to get away I will hurt you so bad you will wish you were dead. Do you understand me, bitch? I nod slowly. Untie her and let’s get this party started, he sneers at Mick.

Mick comes over to the bed and unties my feet. Oh, my ankles hurt so badly, I move them around trying to get the blood flowing. Mick moves down to the head of the bed and starts to untie my hands. For Christ’s sake, Mick! I seriously don’t think we are quite that stupid, you idiot! Leave her hands tied. She doesn’t need those loose in order to party with us anyway, Willie yells. He is completely undressed now swigging his bottle of tequila. He lifts my head and pours some in my mouth. I start coughing and gagging. Ha, that will put hair on your chest, he laughs.

Mick is undressed now and takes a huge swallow of his Jack Daniel’s. He lights a cigarette, blowing smoke out into the room. Willie pours more tequila in my mouth, and I gag more until I get it down. He stands there, naked, taking a huge swig from his bottle. Come on, Mick. Let’s get this show on the road. Mick puts his cigarette out in an ashtray on the dresser. Mick, Willie yells. "Come over