Christmas Dawn

By E.I Jennings

Its the time of year for Christmas cheer but why can't Jess feel it?
All she can think about are events from the past and what could have been. With the help of friends and maybe some 'not so much' friends she will discover what Christmas is all about.
Enter the Ghosts of Christmas Past, Present and Future for a night she will never forget.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Silver Rose Publishing
• Release date: Dec 13, 2013
• ISBN: 9781311174086

E.I Jennings

E.I Jennings lives in Derbyshire in the UK with her husband and two black cats. She has always had a keen interest in writing and a vivid imagination. At the age of 16 she wrote her first romance short story as a hobby and never thought about publishing. After a few jobs she re-evaluated her life and have become an author full time specialising in Paranormal Romance Erotica with the support of friends and family. Her first novel Rising Dawn was quickly followed by the novella Burning Desire; Juliet's Story. She is am currently working on the next instalment in the Jessica Dawn Series and am hoping to release more in the near future. They are testament that through hard work, imagination and a little help from friends anything is possible and dreams can happen.

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Christmas Dawn

By E.I Jennings

Published by E.I Jennings at Smashwords

Copyright 2013 E.I Jennings

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Chapter One

Christmas should be a happy time and I was miserable. The room was decorated like a Christmas bomb had gone off in the Library, thanks to Megan and there was the biggest Christmas tree I had ever seen in the corner. Everyone was singing and dancing to carols and cheesy Christmas songs. Even my father was having a ‘dad’ dance with Maria. Oh the horrors! I sat in the oversized chair looking into the roaring fire and wondered why the hell I wasn’t happy? I had more now than I ever had. I had friends, family, Reuban and more importantly I had our baby growing inside me. I worried what sort of life my baby would have and I finally understood why my mother had kept the truth from me. In a few more months I would officially be a mother and I didn’t feel ready. Was I doing the right thing bringing a baby into this world? Especially now? I still believed I was the reason the people I loved got hurt, no matter what my father said. I was always at the centre of the shit when it hit the fan and I really didn’t want to put my baby through that. What if I got my own child killed? I doubt that would happen. It was something that had been nagging me for the last two months since I discovered I was pregnant. This child deserved better than having me as its mother. Don’t get me wrong, I was over the moon that I was having Reuban’s baby and he was becoming so over protective it was ridiculous. It made him happier than I had ever seen him. He keeps nagging me to set a date for the wedding but I couldn’t think about that right now. I was still wondering what things would be like if I had never been born. I know everyone would have been safer without me around.

You should stop thinking like that you know… I looked up to see Maria furrowing her eyebrows at me,

Just because I decided I would lead, doesn’t mean I’ve accepted anything, I sighed. Maria sat in the chair next to me and smiled.

Look at everyone Jess…everyone’s happy and that’s because of you…