Life Infinite

By Jean-Nichol Dufour

This is part 5 of a 12 books suite. A new view of life is the main subject. I will go from nothing to the whole universe to explain its quest, how there is more to its existence than the tree of evolution. I will introduce the UI more seriously, a different view of entropy, chaos, time, communication, and expand on global intelligence concepts too.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Jean-Nichol Dufour
• Release date: May 24, 2012
• ISBN: 9781476448886

Jean-Nichol Dufour

Hi, i'm super hot and interesting, but I write because the way of the egotism competition is hell to me, so i'm doing something about it, and it is surely not to serve it, make it more of a condemnation, brainwash myself to appreciate it, or invest myself for it. I'll make a new system instead, a good system, because that's one thing humanity should have believed in and fought for, a fair system because i'm not a loser, a cheater.Jean-Nichol DufourZipyzaty.hotmail.com

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Life Infinite

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Copyright 2011, Jean-Nichol Dufour

All rights reserved. ~Garden Edition

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CAMP MASTERY

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This is part 5 of a suite forming the book A Flower To Life. The suite version is for free distribution, and only me touched the text up to the signature garden edition, which should mark the end of my work, somewhere around 2023. It must remain easily available freely, in integrity of form, without cheating me, forever, even if a transfer of platform becomes necessary, as free because I know this will be a unique and rare artefact, and I don’t want anybody to get rich by exploiting it after I’m dead. I will fight anybody cheating me of my work, or removing its conscience connection by stealing or exploiting my creative effort, including by handicapping my exposure, by cracking my passwords to modify my text, or by using an AI as a trojan horse to discredit me, but anybody can use my writings if the source is mentioned in evidence, as it is done usually. Spiritually, my work is sacred with my life as free, this is for people to read and discover a whole new world of opinions, in a free state of mind, it is not to make a sect or religion, or to enrich some people. I put the best of my life in this as a modern monk, since I passed my time glorifying life at the extreme as a writer, while failing to live from lack of means and system incompetence.

Dissociating my name from this would be the equivalent of discarding it to me, it is an attachment to my mind that will follow me all the way to afterlife. It’s about giving a different perspective to people than the current life and intelligence inadequate way of existence, see if current society can tough a stupid book, outside the box opinions and visions, without cheating me of my rights, including fair help, or if it will go nuts with counter evolutionary fears and irrational behavior, like hiding or burning said stupid book not nice with the rich, since this one is free and written by a bum at the bottom.

I will bear my name proudly whatever holier than thou haters can’t tolerate different opinions than what’s provided by media institution in this system of mass bullshit distribution, you won’t stop my creativity by making me fear my opinions, or what makes me different, or by growing out of proportion, or degenerating into confusion, any little mistake I could make in this 3650, 10 pages a day book, of a thousand divergent opinions and unique visions written in another language than my own while using a narrative tending to generalization.

For some I’ll be their hero, for other a zero, people make their reputation in big part from their opinions and judgment, it’s even an investment in pride, and while you don’t have to like me, you’ll definitively have to tolerate me, or be prepared to stand before god figuratively, for a speech about my fundamental liberties. Particularly those inconsistent people who will be the first to sing freedom of speech, while trying to demonize and censorship those who don’t fit their vision like they have a score to settle with logic and intelligence. Still, I will remain open to criticism, people are even entitled to laugh at me, whatever the curses I’ll unleash; I can probably understand, since I caught myself into foolishness quite a few times. I believe people should have a way for their words to have a reach so they can make connections, at least as an alternative to inadequate socialization, education or psychology, and that’s in part why I’m writing too.

I wrote this through a lot of opposition and discouragement in some of the worst normal mental environment available that the best country of the world managed to offer as a courtesy for birthing me. And while the insecurity of my life and work requires that I make regular uploads, no previous version can be used in a public way than the last one I uploaded, and that applies to my whole series. Finally, I dissociate myself and my work apart from any worsening of the current humanitarian situation by default, I wrote this with a new reality (system) in mind, I’m not responsible for the Canada, sorry, been borderline all my life, and I can’t accept to have my philosophy and all the concepts I made or redefined, including my vision of a monetary system and political system, cultural society vision, my city vision too, invalidated by some political quest for popularity, proving this or that doesn’t work because somebody copied some concept and superficially applied it to some aspect of the current stupid insane system; it would eliminate the possibility for a new way, the why I wrote this.

Furthermore, I will add, for morons, that I work from the current system, so you sure won’t get on my good side by removing my rights because I talk about a new reality; I don’t live in my reality, I design a new system for the future of life and humanity that will develop a new reality. It is not mine, I will never say my reality, and it doesn’t exist or my life would be very different. The idea is that a system is like a machine, while reality is anything turning around a life, or life as an entity, and the human driven system can either make it better or worse. So for some people they have their ideal reality, their paradise vision, since they defend it with all their might and want nothing else if it’s not based on the same ideology, while for me I’m forced to it, I won’t encourage it if I can. I’d have gone criminal, maybe a killer, if it was not for my work and the vision of good and evil I developed, because this reality it’s hell to me, as a person of life understanding that sees my whole life passing before my eyes in the most lacking ways. I’ll talk about a new reality as I envision the future of the system I’ll invent, but it doesn’t exist yet, so you’re not forced to it, and it won’t be the same for sure. I won’t become a politician to change your reality, I hate it, we reject each other mutually, since the whole planetary life adventure was doomed to fail as soon as this absurd cheating vision of human life energy distribution got started is my opinion.

Furthermore, I will still seek to take my human fundamental rights versus the technological level I evolve in, when possible, as I will define them in my work, even if I’m stuck in a cheating reality of systemic injustice that will refuse them to me, whatever the sick hypocrite strategy, even by cheating around its own cheating laws, all the way to spying on me if need be.

I don’t do this to spread hate or to cause troubles for the pleasure for sure, I do it because I’m unhappy while I adore life, and understanding why led me to update myself and reinvent the world, while expressing what I personally experience, like, and dislike, in a strong enough way to make a stand before I die. It’s a question of self-respect, so some general attitudes and types of personalities, or mentalities, who have been a big problem in my life are going to at least feel bad if I can, probably as a natural process of explaining all the wrongs of hell, 2 jobs and more for the price of one.

Some attitudes won’t have it nice for sure, as I write about the justifications, to lead interested people into the creation of a truly good system, because that should be a good idea, not a foolish one, for a start. Provoking that would be worth my effort, as an outsider into monk business, but some rich types with connections could debark and start competing to do their little utopia for the wrong reasons for the wrong results, so I’ll provide a working vision, if we are to skip 50 years of political misunderstandings, and a whole never ending manipulation competition from media corporations too. At least I’ll want the option of a beautiful vision for myself, so I can get more worthy friends than condescending people in afterlife, while down here current leadership is heading humanity into a nice little dystopian future that I call hell. I will only retreat if I see a better vision than mine, not one made for the most egotic as a competition, it’s an ideological question. So they better not assume realities are new things they can play with like pyramidal gods and divas, this is my work, I represent the integrity of all of this, in actual leadership as my writings, and as a reflection of it, philosophically, mentally, and spiritually.

While it’s easy to say I’m just taking my basic right of criticizing the hell out of the world, my situation is that I hate how everything is presented to me because of all the mass cheating, manipulation, corruption, deception, bitching and useless complexities in the name of marketing existence for profits. So I’m writing in part to say why I’m living a life of frustration and poverty, in my understanding, which pretty much amounts to living as a recluse in the woods, just right in the middle of a city, to understand, imagine and design a social, mental and spiritual environment where I would have been happier in my opinion. To succeed I’ll have to be a leader in good and evil matters too, which means I’m not the type to sell my soul to the devil, even if I can take the coat.

My book is about kicking aside the bullshit too, it comes with the job, back where it’s from preferably, and starting over from scratch as a quick transformation, from trying to deduct the best vision for everything, even spirituality. So it will cover a vast range of hard philosophical, spiritual, personal, psychological, political, social animal and fundamental universal interdimensional subjects, and gaining all round competence with all that will require lots of time and quite a few updates to get right, particularly with the style I have chosen. While some will argue about my style, I believe I have chosen the fastest and best route to get my arguments read by a maximum of people in an understanding way that’s actually credible. And one last thing, up to the signature garden edition, all my work is free of external influence that I know of; I made 0 cents of profits from it, and nobody is communicating with me, no logo from the meat industry, no humorist influences, it is all the invention, imagination and deductions of someone that was curious and interested in science when young, had to deal with religious resentment a little, did a bit of military, learned a bit of technology, discovered his inadequacy, got himself a logical spirituality, and finally a nice mentality, and a sense of humor that some may find cringy, after losing all sociability, with my limited English vocabulary. All that has arisen from forming my opinions as I experienced current reality and kept a general interest on everything, to remain your usual citizen, under the form of general leadership, even if that’s one long stretch of many planets to get right. Internet involvement is very minimal, except to read the news mainly, no TV, I still managed not to read the bible, nothing on the brain, no book on psychology or philosophy or mathematics or astrophysics, I don’t have time to read books like that, like I don’t have time to get an education in English, so I’ll keep it at just throwing words around. Not that such subjects are uninteresting, far from it, I’ll make a show so much they are, but I write these days a lot.

CAMP MASTERY

I met that tree that seems to be a shortcut to other places. I think, but I’m missing parts so I’m not sure. It’s a big twisted tree; the base is holed in as an old camp, it’s full of trapdoors, secrets and little rooms, some brand new, leading down and up everywhere on and in brambles. The first time I went there I didn’t see much; it looked like a demolished and abandoned place, old planks and dust, an old rusted bed of spring, a turned aside bathtub, it’s dark and I’m tired so I sleep on the springs but I end-up in another place. I get to this tree from a vast, half desert bushy plain with an end of sight gravel road that runs down from a red mountain on my back, but to access the area you go through a gate, paying 20$ I think, or you’re on foot, traversing a big plain. I’ve had a few bizarre fishing trips and adventures I don’t remember well there, the place seems infinite.

~A dream that lead to a dreamland.

There is a marsh area far to the south too, it’s an unknown marshy place under boiling heat with high trees. I’m always following a trail but the place is so dangerous and the sky so low that you just make a mistake and you feel bad enough turn around, and forget that giant black beast of a moose monster you were following. And that’s what happens each time; something attracts my attention and I lose the trail, then I’m almost running back out of there, I did all the way through the desert plain and past the go gate once, which is how I discovered I was in known territory. I think the yeti dream I made was from there, but it’s just a feelings.

~It’s like your other brain is making itself useful by making lands for you to play in, serving you adventures that you don’t really have to interpret, because they are just logically tainted by what you care about.

There is a northern snowy area which I landed in from the tree, it was for a fishing trip, nothing much happen when I go fishing, except that and I’m always overly successful, it’s ridiculous. I often make fishing dreams, and I’ve caught all kind, all ridiculously big, or in ridiculous quantity, last one was more normal, I caught 15 trout, within 15 minutes, all as big as salmons, I stopped at my exact quota.

~Oh, you’re lawful at it.

In another visit I ended-up jammed crammed in 4 foot box waiting for the tree to grow a bramble and permit an exit. I ended-up in the feeling dimension in a too small garden for me with too small humans for the garden. I was there to learn the ways of the place I think, in a big building that acted as a mental-emotional puzzle, built between a rank of giant carrots and a rank of giant small flowers. Everything is solid in the place, but the size is far smaller, you are a resized version of yourself that deal solidity of matter from emotional integrity I could say. When you are to size the building is a 3 story big white building, that’s twice longer than large, old but well-kept. But I know I’m big because as soon as I get out of the barge front door, my vision switch high, but as a spotlight view, and I can’t move, I see a bit of a garden, see the front of the building that’s aligned between ranks of vegetables, and I see a part of another home. I think the other home got a to size garden I can go to, there is a black haired woman working in it, I seems to know her but I remember nothing of the house.

~Your dreams are as complex as your mind, that’s the secret.

I think it’s many factors coinciding. The big building’s inside all seem like an illusion; you feel the place is full of secrets. It’s hard to affect things, you know the building is real, nothing is distorted, but things change. I noticed I was walking in a large corridor and no door on either side of me, I felt that, I didn’t say there are no doors, I noticed it unconsciously. You do your things like everything is normal, because you know it’s part of what you have to do, it’s like walking in a school corridor, you do your business of walking in the corridor, that’s how dreams see things too, but the morning light hitting the floor was not there the last time I think, but it seems real, so it must be.

~What the heck...

The people feel very real though, dressed in black robes, they may be around 10, strangers, only the young blonde is helping me, but I feel all the rest are watching me from the corner of their eyes. I have almost no interaction with her, except that I cross her and she makes me feel what I should see but not on the spot, it’s like I must carry the feeling along with me until I meet the situation leading me to see the things that are worth my effort at disturbing. The blond led me through a trap on the roof that I felt importantly attracted to, and I ended up in a vast debarras that felt like the top floor of a barn, cumulated stuff from my life, and there’s a lot. I start playing in the pile, finding things that invoke feelings, and at some point I pop-up in a small room that I understood as the room of the blond girl, or that she prepared for me, a strangely formed place, like a rectangle from which you chopped the two top corners half from bottom and half middle top, it seems to be floating in another dimension inside the mass of things. Yellow lighting, blue bed, a desk, and tons of books, it’s like a rare paradise, I felt like I passed years reading these books until everybody forgot I existed.

~You felt that.

Yes. There is this forest of high trees on a somewhat clean canopy I visited a few times too. It’s a place of oversized vegetation where the sun don’t pierce in, there are a few camps and structures there, one on the ground on a rising slope I marked as mine I think, there is a lake far in front, a barn somewhere too, some other camp complex high on a tree, everything is old. I’ve been a few times there is what I feel, sometimes with younger friends like I’m a teacher or watcher of the place, and I get quests that always take place on this same spot. I feel someone is entering my camps and fooling around my lands while I’m away, I feel his tracks, met a vast area to the end of sight of chopped trees aligned under the blasting sun, enough to start an industry. I followed some track to a barn, I entered it and saw that the top floor was being renovated with plywood. I went up and studied every detail of the work to deduct I had a powerful enemy with a grave weakness as everything was well done except in the middle; I jumped there and passed through.

~Who said he’s your enemy?

He razed a whole forest! I was with a kid and we wanted to go in an old camp in a tree I had seen before but couldn’t reach. My friend stayed on the ground while I successfully entered with acrobatics. Nobody has been here for years, there is a long counter with old tree mushes and rusted equipment. I see a blanket in a corner; I’m scared I’ll find a skeleton under, but nothing. I feel something is wrong, so I go look down out the door and I don’t see my friend, I shout as hard as I can without receiving an answer. I’m not happy about that so I jump hard on the floor and the whole camp crashes down with me. I search in the pile of debris, there are a few weapons, an old 12, a few long knives, and there is one beast of a mace mounted on a long bramble, one time and a half longer than a baseball bat, the tip is a 3 sided or T formed mace, very big and heavy, like a 35 lbs dumbbell. I take it and start looking for my friend, going in the direction of the barn. Along the way I meet a crazy being the same size as me, continually smiling and incredibly fast, he is dressed with a robe and it seems like he is flying a meter from the ground; automatic fight. I swing my hammer with such strength it doesn’t make sense, it always swoosh an inch from him in all kind of combo moves, while he tries to get at me, his smiling face somehow getting very near, but I always prevent him from touching me with my next tentative. After many minutes of such dancing, I catch him in the chest with a loud crack-thump, I turned around to walk toward the barn and that’s it.

~Are you sure it was your place? And that you just didn’t murder the previous owner like a moron?

It does look like that, but it really felt like I was the boss there.

~And what about all those camps? Can’t you find something better than camps?

I know I have one big castle in the woods somewhere, full of expensive silver cutlery and nice clothes, but I don’t remember that dream.

~In the woods...

Here’s a new one where I’m being followed by a man, we’re both on foot and I don’t think the guy knows that I know he’s following me. We eventually reach a road perpendicular to the bottom of a somewhat steep plain covered in forest, it is to my left and there are a few homes up there that I don’t see because it is night. To my right is flat human development, and a bit further is a big slow river (St-Laurence river to be precise). The guy is far behind me and I eventually see the road up ahead as curving back to climb the steep plain at an acceptable angle through the woods. I see that as an opportunity to lose my follower, so I accelerate to climb as soon as I hit the curve. At some point I meet a small entry to the property of someone, I don’t go there and soon after I enter a field of grass with 2 big old camps up in the farthest corner. I say to myself that I probably lost the guy so I’m more concerned about visiting the camps for fun than anything else.

~It’s camp galore in your dreams.

The first one is rectangle and I simply don’t seem interested by it so I skip it and immediately go for the second square one while thinking that those sun blasted and old deep grey planks are ripe for burning, better be careful with a candle in there, but they’re quite thick and still strong. I look under the doorframe and the camp looks abandoned. I enter and find it quite empty, 2 chairs, a table and that’s about it with the evident exception of a big oversized wooden throne freshly covered in clean comfortable cushions and a very inviting bed that looks like it was put there just yesterday. I immediately think of the possibility to steal the throne but that would be unrealistic, instead, I find myself horny; damn I would want to fuck a girl here! Not much time to think about that though, since looking out I notice that my friend is actually coming toward the camps too. I have no place to hide, so my bet is that he won’t enter the camp if it looks closed. The problem is that I just noticed that the whole wall toward the forest is one big piece of window so it is evident that he will see me inside. There is a hole here where I did some magic because I don’t know what happened, all I know is that I’m walking back home knowing the guy is not following me anymore.

~What? Censorship?

I have no idea, blanks sometimes happen in my dreams. Next thing you know, I’m back to the camp on a sunny afternoon day, the door is open this time and there is an elderly woman in it. She asks me what I’m doing here and I answer that I came to get back my book. It is on the floor near the door, it looks like a book about animals in the woods and the cover has been ripped apart. The woman is very friendly but as is the case with anybody; I don’t trust her. I noticed she got a book too, and a magic cat that likes me a lot it seems, I don’t know how I know it’s a magic cat, but I know. We talk a little and I’m surprised that she quickly ask my phone number because she got to baptize a new children or something, and it is very important that I be there; she’ll call me somewhat within one week. I succeed in giving her a number but with difficulty so I tell her that I’ll be there in exactly one week and I leave, but not without crossing her magic cat a few times. While I hit the road, I take some time to better look if the camp can be seen from the road following the steep plain and I find out that yes it can be seen with a detour and an effort, but what I notice is that I was mistaken thinking there was a forest behind the camp (while looking from the road); it was a few trees that gave me this illusion in darkness, in fact, there are small fields of all kind of fruits behind the few trees.

~You’ll have to bring curtains if you’re to have sex in there…

Next time I go there, there is this matter of papers that I carry with me, there is a desk in the camp now, there are documents in it and I want them too, so after some weird exchange of documents, I turn around to find the camp renovated, the window is smaller too. I sit on a chair in front of the window and I notice a very old man sitting on a chair in front of the other window facing north. I say to the woman that maybe more trees would be a good idea but she answers that everything is fine as it is. I answer that she is probably right. Next, she gives me a grape of flowers as big as the tip of a thumb. This small thing got like 10 mini daisies attached to a short stem so it looks like a small ball of mini daisies. I bite half of it, it is strangely spicy but good, and now she presents me with half a strawberry that is probably not one, and I wake up.

~Stop eating everything.

THE SHELLING PART 5

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LIFE INFINITE

As a young man I was interested in pretty much everything except religions and gay people. Life was a passion but not only I got traumatized learning that my ancestors were Adam and Eve dropped from the sky, but to be told that some chimp did the trick didn’t please me much either as an idea.

~That’s how they explain Adam and Eve?

They probably dreamt that one, I did such a dream very recently, where I literally fell from the sky straight in the ocean, and I felt totally cool with the idea, I just enjoyed the fall and the splash.

~Didn’t you make falling dreams in your youth too?

Yes, I just fell indefinitely until I woke up, but it was scary.

~You were just in free fall around the planet, and now you landed, in the ocean, finally, you’re the new Adam man.

Yeah, let’s add that one to my collection.

~You’re so full of significance. Alternatively, you were flying too high, and you took a descent instead of an ascension.

God decided I’m garbage, and I was happy about it…

~Dot take it like that, it’s like your white light experiences, god don’t want to see you up there, you’re always rejected back because you got more to learn and experience, but now you have no more family, and nobody likes you, so you only have mother earth to go back to, gaia, this life you adore.

~Let’s not interpret it every which way and that.

It’s your new birth, the new man you are, and you’re the son of god and life, since you reject this version of humanity.

~Thanks for the interpretations.

You’re welcome.

~So today evolutionists and creationists are locked-up in an old fight and they refuse to look at other options, like old politicians, while emphasizing the debate like there are only two options and the population should be the ground of their constipation; I decided I would invent something different that can pass my tests and that won’t end in conflict with something else. I won’t waste too much time with religious views of life, for what it’s worth to them, I’ll talk about life, but I’m not a super amateur of the classic theory of life’s evolution either.

~It’s better than religious options though...

To me ancestry notions are a bit of an inadequate vision for all interrelated life, so I prefer to limit it at reproduction capacity.

~All there is to life is nothing, just survival that explains everything, they’ll say, atheist type people.

It explains some fundamental drives, but keeping our intelligence limited at that is just an easy ways to discard the existential question.

~Let’s throw your nice stuff to some competition of who is going to stretch the elastic in the weirdest way.

Yes, but first I’ll have to talk a little about science theorizing and the importance of history integrity, casually as always, because these aspects are critical to working knowledge and life evolution.

~I can guess we’re going to talk bullshit and manipulation again...

We should not systematically force people to learn theories as absolute truth all over the place for a start, a theory is not a fact, and this happens with many subjects, with the powerful tool of imposed mass PMIBBD...

~PMIBBD is Propaganda, Manipulation, Indoctrination, Bullshit, Brainwash, Disinformation; if it’s not one it’s the other, for the uninitiated...

You are lying or manipulating or bullshitting, when you force people to learn something as truth while it is not, even if it’s good to keep others ignorant, or mixed up, enough to control, use and exploit them, even if it still practices intelligence.

~Some selected facets of it, they’ll prefer...

But let’s say the principle of a theory versus a fact is understood, if you go at the higher spheres of education at least, we got methodology after all....

~Yes but scientific terminologies can be another way to distance the mass from scientific understanding, creating class division.

Yes, you really throw problems at me all of a sudden.

~I decided to ask more questions, to profit from your genius before it’s too late.

The good mentality to have with everything can be learned easily, so why wait until people are on the verge of being scientists before putting a big freaking emphasis on it? I want to be methodologically sane at 18, or let’s say around 24, as an adult should be, not as specific spheres of society. Evidently, doing precise targeting in these matters is complicated, so let’s just add media people and politicians and lobbyists businessmen, the best profiteers and manipulators of the democracy capitalism business, to add their influence.

~Until those scientists are stuck inventing new terminologies to replace the old because everything gets twisted and stretched in hell.

One reason for more developed terminologies is exactly to reduce misunderstanding... My point though, was that both religious views of existence (belief), and Darwin’s theory are not absolutes facts, and one should have been based on logic and science, while the other should have been more explorative of spirituality. But it’s too late, because religions have taken a form that can’t be associated to science except as a manipulation to make people religious.

~Poor Darwin against religion, had he fought them he would have become what? The antichrist?

God, with the beard. Lucky he limited his extrapolations, but that’s not my style.

~It was was not enough, and he didn’t really try to kind of kick their ass a little.

That would have been very bad, with the future of life in the balance... But maybe he should, because they retarded a philosophy that was already late coming even further, to the point of condemning humanity to the same ideology for eternity. It’s just that it doesn’t work with superior powerful condescending people, they won’t even hear you if you disrespect their incompetence or evils, they’ll reject or entrench themselves and kill all life and humanity if they have to.

~I know, no way out of it once they’re indoctrinated.

Whatever Darwin, it changed nothing to the needs for spirituality in people, and so pitting an aspect of it against a religion as a competitor was not a good idea and it is still a bad one to this day.

~I don’t know who decided that Christianity was god on earth and you’d have to justify on your knees before them, or compete them what is this? How do you get rid of such a mistake anyway?

You don’t, it’s a permanent stain on history, and it will drag on under all kind of forms unless we specifically give it a sort of history keeper role, a bit like monarchy, but both far less expensive. That’s how it’s going to be for the new reality, and if there’s no way to change their view without ending on the defensive in front of a panel of judges, then I can go back to the beginning of my work, and really concentrate on making a big emphasis that they’re Lucifer incarnate, I can do that. But let’s say that in the face of the antichrist, I’ll assume they’ll prefer a less hysteric scenario of not stirring my hornet’s nest, I can provide that too. You think you could have made me a member of your family? You sure your involvement hasn’t made you a little megalomaniac or something? Life is supreme to me, and I’m absolutely proud of solar life, I live my life in its honor, I’m sure it can be among the best in the universe, I want it to reach its goals, and if its ultimate form have taken a wrong path that I can prove will compromise its success, then I’m ready to take my responsibility, take the appropriate demonizing attitude for another chance, but you can bet I’ll know what errors I should not repeat…

Continue with your work sir, it’s not one theory you’re writing about, it’s a fight where everything is involved in bringing to reality a new ideology.

You’re religious? Show you’re not incompetent with knowledge, with history, with intelligence, with truth, show that you understand what’s at stake in the future, show that you stand for what’s important, show that you can contribute.

~Show that you can fight for the right way of things.

Yes, and it’s not about making babies, for pro life idiots who birth people like me...

~A grave mistake, maybe you should have aborted that one, instead of acting like he would have been better never born...

As for the current view of life, well, sorry but Darwin’s theory need a few readjustments to me, species don’t just branch, they often squarely appear from existing ones, destroying ancestry notions; a new thing with brand new tools and not reproducing with anybody else, but who decided the new tools? I’ll explore these possibilities, in my own words, but you won’t get it all in this chapter, it will carry on in Lift-Off (more universe oriented). And that’s why I’m open to such a possibility as life as a more global entity using life systems to deduct and influence things as a growing intelligence process. But since these things can’t be proven scientifically, I’ll prefer to see those concepts, theories and entities as my spirituality. I will kick Darwinism as a religion a little too, these people are like dentists; never tell them you don’t believe in toothpaste, they’ll break your teeth or start a campaign to glorify it, toothpaste is almost a religion to them.

~While you’re passing your whole life without it and your teeth are super.

One less useless product to drag around in space.

~I’d be curious what NASA thinks of that one.

Science of life got their own religions and Christ; genetics, Einstein and Darwin. I say seeing is not knowing, so I’ll add some aspects to their vision of genetics, give Einstein some troubles, and I’ll pretentiously help expand the work of Darwin, which is limited in its possibilities to the evident (evidence) facet, by the ego-god(s) ideology and its religions and science, instead of grown to a full ideology that could have taken over a lot of the work of the church for a far better vision.

~Let’s not forget that there are only 2 fundamental ideologies for the sake of simplicity and your work, and they are defined right from the beginning in Best Seller Killer.

So in this chapter I’ll talk about life, as usual with related spirituality aspects, and I’ll continue to explain my stroll in this reality, what I like and dislike and why, with some refrain on my bad feelings, some effort on diplomacy with evil, some humor for a little exit, even if I shouldn’t, as a middle line guy. That’s the path I’ll encourage, where everybody ends up a little shaken, but still whole and capable of working optimally constructively, taking into consideration the situation and my opinions.

~A comprehensive approach for all parties considering your experience.

So for a start, a competition of science that act as enemies of spirituality is worse than religions using spirituality to manipulate people. Both spirituality and science can work in harmony.

~I’m taking notes.

Darwin’s views are not everything that’s possible, and making a whole final conclusion from them is no better than religions doing it. The easy way to see life development is by witnessing it growing in diversity, like Darwin did and many before him who weren’t religious. But to give life its true place is to replace the human ego-god(s) ideology, place god(s) in a more logical place within the scheme of things, and develop our societies in a life respectful way, including ourselves. I call that a life-universe ideology, because it can change far more than religions, it can almost change everything to date, it’s a total package, which involves spirituality, since we must not be limited by our eyes. And that’s where I quit Darwin; I don’t believe there is only one way for life, I believe it is fantastically complex, beyond our ability to understand totally, what we see and play with are only its most evident expressions.

~Point taken.

I still respect greatly his work, not that I read it, or know what’s the truth versus the hype, but one quality of empathy is that you can relate a little more to the initial person if you care, that should help prevent things from degenerating too much as the new knowledge or vision get farther away from the source.

~So initial Darwin as a continuation would probably have taken a different direction than what’s been passed through the machine.

Yes, even if the process of passing is still evolutive, it’s like me that’s always specifying things and trying to adjust, if I had died young probably nobody would have gotten a thing right, ever, from my incompetence in big part. Even after transforming it and patching it to current tastes I could forget an important principle, then I’d debark again, like resuscitating, carry on my work, decide to implement middle line principles while the world went all extremism, leading me in a different direction than what has been made of it.

~I think you got things right and you’re making a new system, not just doing philosophy.

Yes, the new reality vision was pretty much ok in the first edition, even if it was a mess. It still needed a lot of details though.

~With the logical pattern you defined, people will know where you’d go.

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I was saying that when you are not absolutely sure of a theory, you arrange things to keep it as a theory, or concepts, for as long as you are not certain.

~Or a belief, that you spread as a final truth certitude, for cultism leaders.

It’s always in the way you do things, the intents too, so if you want to educate on uncertain matters, apart specifying you’re defining possibilities, the principle is that you simply say that’s where you are at with the knowledge in these matters. A lot of sufficiently well educated people come to understand this naturally later in life, but it doesn’t much seems to apply when presidents are talking stupid affirmative, or when media people start a bout at infantilizing.

~It’s a cycle, they put pressure for a stretch on a mentality, and when people get tired they switch to something else.

Yes, there’s a lot of hidden manipulative cycles out there, you notice them after you’re older, bad mentalities that come back like a fashion, as the world changes visually and technology advances, while they give every new generation a style in the self inflation egotism competition to make them think they’re fresh new stuff, as humanity loses its soul deeper, and condemns itself more, to the ideology. Every generations can only embark, always getting the feeling they are changing the world for the better while in fact they’re so cheated they work to become smaller. Some are different sets of pressures that get cycled one after the other, like mini epochs, by media corporations, and their lasting time and intensity is defined by the time it takes for people to notice they’re brainwashed or manipulated, then they pass to the next pressure and on and on until people are exactly as they want them, generally speaking, in ideal conspiracy theorizing...

~Watch out for cycles, it’s the hippies moment presently...

So you keep the door open to people so they can come up with ideas, even just to define and fight evil, why, it’s illegal? Even if it’s just to predict where we have to be careful. You don’t close the door saying Ah! That’s it, mister has found final knowledge on this subject, and after 200 years of pressuring people to it and defending it and competing to elimination everything else, we won, believe now, bow low and remember his name eternal and the name of his race too, and his language too, and his country too. A theory is a supposition developed from previous knowledge, and treating a supposition as absolute truth creates bullshit and the worst thing you can do is to jam young brains final truth with it.

~You know some people will generalize your work as a fixation on shit because you use the word bullshit...

Get used to it, this whole reality is smeared with it; it’s not in the dictionary? I don’t care it’s not in the dictionary, maybe the reason it’s not is that some people who throw it everywhere don’t want the receiving end meant to gobble it to acquiesce its existence. I think it’s the most appropriate word to describes a lot of what I hear around. So put that word in the dictionary, the whole world knows what it means.

~If they want you to stop using it, then they should arrange their babbler so it doesn’t become so popular...

About Darwin’s theory; I say it makes some sense but not in a total fashion, it doesn’t fit everything, and history is not evolution or truth. We all know an apple is not an ancestor of an orange because it is round and a tractor is not an ancestor of a car because it has the same motor, besides; the inverse could be true so no ancestor here, tractors are tractors and oranges are oranges.

~You could use the word descendant to put a timeline path to describe evolution from the first cell.

The problem is that both are understood as related to people, one is like human craniums, the other is a genealogy tree. Descendant sound better, but I personally see things as a matter of life bases, so each species should have its own ancestors and descendants as a reproducible family.

~I understand.

And all that fixation on the truth of the tree of life should apply to our history, that we have the power to make true right away, contrary to most life that dies without much of a capacity at that, except through the laborious wheel of life. History is a true movie, it is absolute truth. You can find all kind of lies by watching history, but those are always what life made of history itself, it’s just that the truth of history have been so manipulated and transformed by every winner and loser, that people can almost only look at it through dating facts, then again. The way mass manipulators can scrap history, I’m not even sure the starting date of counting years amounts to much historical truth, while we should have a book of dating facts from year 0, which is kind of an important year, evolutionary speaking...

~Yes, why are there no books about this super important thing that’s all over the place, only rumors? Someone decided this and it’s such an insignificant detail that nobody cared to ask a question?

It’s a reset year in the name of the rise of the biggest bullshit ever, Catholicism, people counted years before that, don’t worry. And now instead of building and spreading an institution that worked to cumulate facts of history, we got served a religious institution and its funky interpretation story about how life started some thousands years before the coming of the Christ from some superior type that decided the laws, and thou shalt kill your own son, if you ever hallucinate voices up there on your loner mountain.

~No, it’s god that requires total obedience, at least he won’t kill you if you don’t make children…

To this day the rich continue to manipulate and desecrate history, just look at how politicians deny the depression and suicide their infinite crisis of lodging causes, they’re making history, transforming society, while lying to masses aplenty, and history will never have an idea of how thing developed in truth through all their manipulations, and it applies to all civilizations through history based on the egotism competition ideology, and their denial of top lying morons, makes it so they never learn and always cause the downfall of their civilizations.

~And they always invalidate the work and cause the death of those who see through their game of and explain their agendas and evils with some competence, incompetents are more appreciated, they’re laughing stock.

You think cameras will tell the truth of our times? You completely underestimate the power of the rich gods and divas you created; we are not even living in the truth of our time, governmental institutions and media corporations of all kind are manipulating people at the tons, not just with their religions, all making a specialty manipulating history, hiding things and mass lying, to the point that humanity practically never live in its truth; we admire old people for whom we invented a parody of a life, we made saints out of the most cruel and disgusting people to ever walk the face of this earth and we love them, admire them, dream of being like them, then we gave the worst of reputations to people who did good, or we ignore them, or exploit and twist their efforts.

~Then they’re all surprised of their situation in afterlife.

Many old historical structures and places have been built in part to manipulate history; they are not the truth of history (the truth of the story) except at a very low level like the place and time it was built. And most of those old writings, we believe in them like the stuff was written by saints, while most of it was written at the command of rich and powerful people who made a specialty of embellishing their story. I didn’t say there is no truth in there though; I say they are not the truth. Every tlabletologist thinks that the effort of digging a few meters at an old city library and finding an old broken tablet is an automatic sacred proof of truth, that nobody in history could have manipulated things and no bullshit in the writings.

~The important part is always disappeared, like someone ran all over the world breaking tablet bits and scraping text...

These things are still important since that’s what is left of our history after those who had the means played with it, but the absolute truth is incredibly hard to deduct, most of it is left in this thing or that which come from this date, under this brick that fell at this time and so on.

~At least rock tablets don’t catch fire. Imagine the job, we’re talking hieroglyphs too.

They probably wrote in sands in a safe place beforehand, the same for tablets, they probably painted the text on something else or on them with some easy to erase stuff until they got it ready for sculpture. I doubt Moses was strong enough to carry a full backpack of tablets up that mountain...

~I understand it’s no easy job being a historian of integrity though, have an idea of the true film of history, when you have to do it with those fragmental facts dug in all around the country, and invent a story that will make them fit all together.

While describing alternative possibilities; it’s like we’re reading the facebook of humanity, only worse.

~I understand you don’t take the stuff at face value, like there are no other aspect to thing or people, except their glorified biographies, and descriptions of events where they’re super hot.

They didn’t really write that much on granite tablets, but the worst source to find the truth of history is in religious influenced texts, and in our old times religions were the first to dig-up history everywhere, manipulating it, copying it for their perfected stories, they had influences over every human needs, they had things like monks, platoons carrying fat crosses all over the place, they were the relationists of the powerful, the connection between superiors and inferiors I could say, spies too with the confession thingy, and a coat of good many people could use to do lots of evil… The first popes and saints were probably among the most evil people, and for many reasons the institution is still an evil one to this day, even if it looks the contrary and good indoctrinated people run it now, since the end result should take the best form to carry on as an invincible condemnation, history manipulated to oblivion, the books cleansed of not fitting interrelations…

~We’re so fucked...

And current leaders are the worst people you could imagine to deal with the mess of their predecessors like them, they cause the misery and death of millions hypocritically, they’re destroying the planet for their rich friends, but they’re so indoctrinated they think they’re good, and there’s nothing, no argument to make then reconsider the stupidly inappropriate opinion they have of themselves and their system, they’ll just carry on piling incompetence until the end like fucking cultists with their dedicated selection.

~At the worst their god travesty will pardon them as innocents or fools, they want you to think.

We’ll see about that. But sure, once all its institutions are done (pyramids), everything condemned invincible, too late and too big, and people condemned to the form, mentally, physically, genetically, in needs and investment, history manipulated, then yes, you can put innocents and fools dreaming of big positions to run the invincible machine of destruction, particularly if you indoctrinate the most egotism emphasized with big dreams of money or glory, through the process of raising to their position, like popes, but let’s not forget that it is a system made by people, and with history they made a selection of the same mentality, as those who succeed better, all the hate and competition go all the way to the bottom of the