In this episode of The Creative Genius Podcast, our guest Dr. Meredith Estevez, a renowned oboist, podcaster, coach, writer, and educator, shares her profound journey of creative recovery and the vital lessons she's learned about finding joy in the act of creation. Through her personal experiences, Merideth explores the effects of creative burnout, the harmful generational cycle of teaching through shame, and the pressure to balance creative impulse with marketability and success. She discusses how she rediscovered her true self using "The Artist's Way," navigated feelings of unworthiness despite achievements, and unveiled the power of surrendering to the creative process. Dr. Estevez also provides practical advice for reducing the stress of needing to know everything and embracing a sense of inner worthiness. Tune in to discover how to align with your calling, overcome self-doubt, and cultivate creativity from a place of joy.HIGHLIGHTSMerideth's journey of creative recoveryExploring the impact of creative burnout and the generational cycle of teaching through shame.Balancing creative impulse with marketability and success in the artistic world.Acknowledging feelings of unworthiness even amidst achievements and accolades.The transformative power of surrender in the creative process.Devotion vs discipline in creative workPractical steps to shift from shame-driven creation to joyful expression.