“It’s interesting always having this void, knowing that you have something so wonderful that could love you so much and you could love so much that exists out there.”Producer: Whit MissildineEditor: Nigel CoutinhoYou can now find new and archival episodes of This Is Actually Happening completely ad-free, on Stitcher Premium. For a free month of Stitcher Premium, go to stitcherpremium.com/wondery and use promo code WONDERY.thisisactuallyhappening.comInstagram: @actuallyhappeningEpisode Sponsors: Ancestry. www.ancestry.com/happeningDaily Harvest. www.daily-harvest.com promo code: HAPPENINGIntro Music: "Illabye" - TipperAmbient themes by Nigel Coutinho Outro Music: "The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @eldiablosf @rojo-y-negro www.eldiablobass.com/