Living while Black: My Experience with "Everyday Racism"

By Beverly Harris-Schenz

"Living While Black: My Experience with 'Everyday Racism'" is a profoundly personal exploration of systemic racism and the myriad forms it takes in the daily lives of Black Americans. Each story in this unique collection is derived from the author's personal encounters and experiences, illustrating how racial bias, unfounded assumptions, and misunderstanding can pervade even the most ordinary situations.

Distinctive in its approach, this book presents each issue through the lens of a single, focused narrative, offering readers the chance to view familiar contexts from an entirely new perspective. Accompanying discussion questions challenge readers to question the motivations and consequences behind the stories, fostering a deeper understanding and empathy towards People of Color.

More than just a recounting of experiences, "Living While Black" calls on readers to ask themselves how they can make a difference. By bearing witness to these stories, it is hoped that readers will not only become aware of systemic racism's insidious presence but also feel empowered to act against it. This collection offers a vital first step towards recognizing and dismantling everyday racism.

• Language: English
• Publisher: BookBaby
• Release date: Nov 6, 2023
• ISBN: 9798350914856

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Copyright © 2023 by Beverly Harris-Schenz

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Beverly Harris-Schenz

3323 Shady Avenue Extension

Pittsburgh, PA 15217

Routine Traffic Stop in June 2017 first appeared in Voices in the Attic, vol xxvi, 2020, pp. 67-69. It is reprinted here with permission of Carlow University Press.

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Print ISBN: 979-8-35091-484-9

eBook ISBN: 979-8-35091-485-6

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First Edition

In memory of my father, Samuel, in honor of

my mother, Mary, and in loving appreciation of

my husband, Michael

Table Contents

Introduction

Mr. Harris

Buying Shoes

Miss Mary and High School English

Advising

Day One: Teaching German at Stanford

A Publisher’s Rep Comes to Call

A Mute Mother

Speaking German?

Elevator Revelations

Greeking

An Early-Morning Conversation

Roommate

Nearing Destination

Routine Traffic Stop in June 2017

Epilogue

Acknowledgements

About the Author

Introduction

At this point in my life, I am reflecting on the experiences and people that have shaped me and helped me successfully navigate the world that I inhabited as an African American woman. I attended premier universities for both my undergraduate and graduate education. I have been privileged and grateful to have had a 38-year career at both professorial and administrative levels at three major universities. In my field of German Studies, it was (and is) extremely rare to see a German professor with my skin tone. In addition, my personal life has also been somewhat atypical because I have shared it with my husband of 47 years, who is a German National and Caucasian.

As a person of color in this country, I have had to learn to function and thrive according to the norms and expectations established and upheld by people whose skin color I do not share. Out of necessity, I have developed a strong sense of self and a tough exterior to endure perennial examples of everyday racism. Often subtle but pervasive, the bias is constant. This reality for most Black Americans is independent of education, socioeconomic or professional status, place of residence, depth of intellect, or content of character. When I venture out into the world, I am seen first and foremost as the inhabitant of my skin color, which then determines how I am perceived and treated.

However, this cacophony of off-hand comments, unintentional oversights and slights, dismissive comments, and the inability to recognize or accept our intelligence or authority are frequently invisible to our White counterparts. Why? Because they have never had these experiences. They are oblivious to the tedious and often onerous burden of living while Black. A White person will often assume that either such situations do not exist or are hopelessly exaggerated by those who do experience them. These daily microaggressions can, over time, engender self-doubt, frustration, anger, stress, and sometimes significant health problems for those who are seen as less than. My life has not been the exception. For this reason, it is to these situations in my own experience, these microaggressions, these moments of living while Black, that I dedicate the autobiographical vignettes in this volume.

Considering recent public examples of blatant racism, violence, and disrespect toward African Americans, there is a tendency to focus understandably on the myriad examples of systemic or institutional racism and their dire consequences. However, due to the prevalence and frequent disavowal of the numerous micro-inequities that Black people confront daily, I feel strongly that we must identify, face, and address these situations, if we ever wish to eradicate them and their negative impact. If we want to create a society that lives up to its creed that "all people are created