A Daymare of Violence
By Brenda Moore
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A Daymare of Violence - Brenda Moore
Dedication
My book is dedicated to all the men and women of Ballyfermot, Dublin, who experienced a tough time at our respective Catholic primary schools where corporal punishment was the norm throughout the 1960s. We are the survivors of continuous and systematic abuse by the religious orders and lay teachers who taught us back then and at primary school level.
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‘We cannot find peace until we find all the pieces’
All proceeds from the sale of this book will go towards two charities that support socially disadvantaged and underprivileged children.
Contents
Dedication
Acknowledgement
Introduction
My Story
My Poetry
My flight
An extension of me
My mother taught me happiness
Ms Breda Joy
The truth, the whole truth
Copyright
Acknowledgement
I would like to extend my gratitude to Ken Larkin, Secretary of the Ballyfermot Heritage Group who encouraged me, in the first instance, to write down my story in order to heal from my past. Thank you Ken for your kindness.
I would also like to acknowledge Barry Cullen from Rialto, Dublin. Barry your support throughout was invaluable. You helped me to tell my story in the way that I wanted it to be told. I am forever grateful to you. Thank you so much.
Introduction
I grew up in Ballyfermot, Dublin, Ireland, in the sixties, and in ‘A Daymare of Violence’, I outline my experience of physical abuse and torment at my primary school between 1960-67. I was regularly physically beaten by my class teacher, and each day I carried the dread and fear that it would be one of those days. Most of the violence centred around my inability as a child to grasp and complete basic arithmetic exercises. Knowing that I could not understand the arithmetic tasks meant that I simply waited for the next bout of violence arising from these failures. Here I describe the psychological and emotional impact of this violence; its effect on me at the time, and also the prolonged and continuous impact in later life.
In my fifties I addressed my fear of maths through study and examination. However, the scar of violence remained with me for decades and still has a disturbing effect on my emotions and well-being. I have worked through these issues but only insofar as I could on an individual basis. Ultimately, it will take others – particularly the institutions that were so central to my childhood school experience – to address the pain, hurt, and violence caused and its aftermath, and to address the culture of silence that surrounded the use of violence with young children… and the legacy it has left.
My Story
In 1960, at the age of six, I was happily walking along the street holding my mother’s hand when we turned into a huge yard where a group of mothers and their children were standing. Many of the children were crying, screaming, and kicking, as I looked on bewildered. I had no idea what was happening, what was wrong, or why these children were so upset. As the scene unfolded, I became even more frightened and I firmly gripped my mother’s hand.
Some women came forward