Memoirs of a Foster Child
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In this touching memoir, Louise DeStefano explores how difficult it was to grow up without a stable home. She was shifted from one foster home to another while enduring abuse along the way. She always longed for the love of her mother. She wishes to share how the foster system failed her and her sister. Louise DeStefano also wants others who have been raised by loving parents to see how blessed they are by God.
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Louise DeStefano was born in 1946 in Bayshore, New York, and she currently resides in Aquebogue, New York. She wanted to be a secretary ever since the age of four, which she did accomplish. She is currently retired and enjoys making crafts and designing pictures, both of which are displayed on Etsy. Her family is the most important thing in her life. She has seven children, twenty-two grandchildren, and five great-grandchildren, all of which are her reason for living. She is involved in the Community Baptist Church not too far from her home that she attends twice a week.
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Memoirs of a Foster Child - Louise DeStefano
The Tiny House
In 1950 on Sunrise Highway, one of many highways on Long Island, you could see so many lots full of trees and shrubs all over the place. Today, it is mostly shopping centers, industrial buildings, and homes. Set back along this highway surrounded by a lot of land, at least so it seemed with me being only four at the time, was a tiny three-room house called home. I lived there with my twin sister and my older brother John, along with my mom. Much of what I remember of this tiny house is that it had only one bedroom, a tiny room attached, and a living room and dining room combined.
The bedroom had only a full-size bed in which we all slept, including my mom. The tiny room was the size of a bathroom, without any toilet or plumbing; it only had a full-length mirror in it where my mom spent a lot of time in front of. In the living room, we had a pot belly stove to heat the entire tiny house, and I guess it did because I do not remember being cold. My brother had to find firewood and sometimes we had coal for it. We also had an icebox to keep our food cold, and I remember the big block of ice always being delivered. We did not know what it was like to have hot water, because the water we did have came from a hand pump in the sink that had to be primed each time it was used.
We had no indoor bathroom so we used an outhouse in the back of the house. I hated it because it smelled so bad and had bugs and flies all over. Additionally, it was filled to the top, so I would find a spot in the woods, even though I was so scared of someone seeing me.
Some memories are vague of my short time in this tiny house, which was home at the time. I remember sitting with my twin and my mom hitting us to stay awake, and I never knew why. Another time, we were forced to eat mashed potatoes that tasted like the entire container of salt was poured into them, and I was really thirsty after that. Water was not something easily available to us. I remember one time I was so thirsty, I went into my mom’s tiny mirror room and saw a glass filled with water on the window sill. I picked it up and drank it down; what a mistake! It tasted awful. It turns out it was the water my mom dipped her hair comb in. I never did that again. I was only four at the time, though, what did I know? I was still thirsty all the time, so I discovered an old rusty chest in the back of the tiny house filled with water from the rain. I bent down and sipped as much water as I could without caring that it had rust particles; it was so good. At times, I would go outside for a drink, even when it was pitch black out. I was more thirsty than scared.
One day while I was in my mom’s mirror room dressing, my mom stood there watching me, with an evil look on her face and said to me that my body was different than other girls. What a thing to say to a four-year-old, at such an impressionable age. This stayed with me for a long time, until I was much older and was told I was not different, I was normal like other girls.
On the large property where we lived in the tiny house was a large broken-down vacant house my sister, brother, and I played in and huddled up together to stay warm. We had to play outside when it was cold for most of the day.
At four years old, I would sit on my front steps of the tiny house and gaze across sunrise highway to the street that was parallel to it. As I watched mothers push their baby carriages, which today are antiques, and they had hoods and a large area for the babies to sleep. I would look at the back of these carriages coming toward me and get this wonderful feeling. I would get that same feeling when I saw a gray limo driving away from me.
Not long ago, actually some years ago, I bought a carriage just like the one the mothers pushed when I was four, because of the feelings and memory that I had. I really do not know what those feelings meant, I can only presume the carriage was a symbol of me having a lot of babies someday and I did. The symbol of the limo might have meant that someday I would be rich, and I am rich with the love of the family I now have. As of today, I still experience the same feeling when I see that carriage and the gray limo.
One fond memory of living in the tiny house was when my sister and I at three years old were each given a beautiful pink and yellow lace dress. When we put them on, we looked like two living dolls that my