Vertigo of Risk
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Margaret Randall's latest poetry collection is perhaps her finest work yet. Vertigo of Risk is, as Denise Chávez calls it, Randall's Master Opus-a "Testimonio to a life lived in the blessed search of Truth." The series of poems called "Dearest," which read as letters to friends and inspirations, leads into a sharpened assembly of pieces
Margaret Randall
Writer and social activist Margaret Randall is the author of more than eighty published books, including To Change the World: My Years in Cuba (2009) and, most recently, As If the Empty Chair / Como si la silla vaca (a bilingual book of poetry) and First Laugh (essays). She lives in Albuquerque.
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Vertigo of Risk - Margaret Randall
DEAREST
Dearest Ruth
Dearest Ruth, thank you for coming
if only in my dream.
Your visit surprised me
after the awkwardness between us
last time we spoke.
Of course, I knew you were raging,
confined as they had you,
longing for the Lakewood Avenue house
and your morning walks
around Fresh Pond.
You asked if I’d read your piece on Proust.
I said yes.
You asked what I thought
and I told you it’s not finished,
you need to end with a warning, I said,
about consumer capitalism, use Hillary
as an example.
And then wondered
why I ever thought
I should give you advice.
Your addiction to a great man
surely allowed you
to understand the writer
who needed seven books
to explore the psychology of memory.
In my dream you reminded me
our memory was born
in that country where we met,
that country like a broken body now,
struggling to breathe.
Loving you as I did, I’m glad
you didn’t live
to see it all come undone,
the questions we nurtured
disappearing on eroding shores.
But why Proust? Why not
some obscure
fourteenth-century woman alone in her lab,
reading another woman
in fading light?
Ruth Hubbard, 1924–2016
Dearest Mark
Dearest Mark, are we still on speaking terms
after that phone call echoing through time?
A stranger’s voice pronouncing words I tried to erase
before they could take up residence in my ears.
Your giant heart exploding like calcium and rain,
tales of childhood in the bush
where rhinos challenged a queer storyline
and the road to your future stumbled.
Years, and I’m still angry you left so abruptly.
Not angry at you but at a world
where death devours without warning
and we are abandoned to the silence of suspense.
Zeus-like body preened and groomed,
feet that ran double marathons
on the blood-soaked earth of your first home
and the convoluted byways of your second.
It isn’t your body, but your mind: unfinished novel
and arguments that hold me in close embrace,
fingers braiding and unbraiding memory
through narrow crevices of shame.
In pain you combed those rebellious strands
matted with their slime of lies,
nurtured each to a rebirth banished by many,
understood by those willing to risk fictitious comfort.
You showed me love of oneself leaves space
for the presence of friends if they can listen
to their own truth. I hesitated, then said yes
and never looked back except in this vastness
of wanting.
Mark Behr, 1963–2015
Dearest Raquel
Dearest Raquel, when they die
in our dreams those we love
do so differently.
Emotion and the order of things:
shock or surprise may grab us
in slow motion or explode,
leaving our heartbeat erratic
for days to come.
It felt like news when an echoing voice
told me you were dead.
I found myself mentally calculating
your age, wondering if you were
younger or older than me,
then remembered
you died a decade ago.
Born in 1927, you left us in 2011:
my age now. Known as
la mariposa tallada en fierro,
the butterfly wrought in iron
or forged as a weapon
although you would have rejected
such imagery of war.
In my dream you were dying again
leaving me to ask
if one can repeat the process
just as we know we are born again
each time we fall in love, give birth,
write a successful poem or
make something new.
Don’t worry. I will go to your words
for my answer, calm
my racing heart with the wisdom
you left in your time on earth.
You have done your living
and dying, have no more
mountains to climb.
Raquel Jodorowsky, 1927–2011
Dearest Claribel
Dearest Claribel, you of two homelands
and a lover from the ominous North,
the poems you wrote played in those spaces
you chiseled from pure grit.
Their words slept in your gracious smile
only to leap out and grab the traveler
by surprise. When your man died
he took his love and buried it
beneath a tree in your garden where a friend
caught sight of him sitting one day,
relaxed, at home, and as peaceful
as when he was alive.
You still yearned for him. All those
unfinished projects and the space
you made your own. Children remained
but went their own ways as you aged alone.
On our last visit I watched you accept
a hand-loomed tablecloth with a line
you’d written embroidered, white on white:
a gift from women you inspired far away.
You took the present with ladylike grace,
held it up for all to see, then gathered
the pure cotton and doubled it once more,
your secrets well-hidden between its folds.
Claribel Alegría, 1924–2018
Dearest Hilda
Dearest Hilda, you never said a word about
the cancer, even to family or friends,
your face growing thinner, pale
beneath that beehive of painted curls
and economist’s mind.
Better known for your husband,
he of Don Quixote fame,
after he left you were judged
by patriarchal protocol, a lens
that rendered you invisible.
I remember our meeting in Mexico,
those fierce days of rebellion
and repression
destined to do us in.
You predicted as much.
And when we coincided in Lima
another fateful October,
El Cristo Morado blocking our attempt
to cross that city
of stubborn tradition.
Rarely Hilda Gadea, always la primera esposa
del Che, until you told your story
and even then, few acknowledged
you brought him into the fold,
made him the hero he would become.
I want to believe you will have a second chance,
another time in which to speak and act
on your own behalf
and without so much as a