The Press of All That Light
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Holly Painter’s third collection charts a course through the tender friendships and lonely queer crushes of childhood and adolescence in Midwestern America and on to the dizzying freedoms of California and the disorientation of love and heartache in New Zealand. Energetic and intimate, these poems blend the personal and the pastoral in their exploration of how we arrive at ourselves.
Holly Painter is the author of Excerpts from a Natural History (Titus, 2015) and My Pet Sounds Off: Translating the Beach Boys (Finishing Line, 2020). Her poetry, fiction, and essays have been published in the U.S., Canada, New Zealand, Australia, the U.K., Singapore, and China. Born in Michigan, she lives with her wife and two children in Vermont, where she teaches literature and writing at the University of Vermont.
Holly Painter
Holly Painter is the author of Excerpts from a Natural History (Titus, 2015) and My Pet Sounds Off: Translating the Beach Boys (Finishing Line, 2020). Her poetry, fiction, and essays have been published in the U.S., Canada, New Zealand, Australia, the U.K., Singapore, and China. Born in Michigan, she lives with her wife and two children in Vermont, where she teaches literature and writing at the University of Vermont.
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The Press of All That Light - Holly Painter
The pressure of all that light
Holly Painter
Rebel Satori Press
New Orleans
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Paperback ISBN: 978-1-60864-210-6
ebook ISBN: 978-1-60864-223-6
Library of Congress Control Number: 2022942249
For Emily Beam, my throughline and my love
Contents
Auto Pilot
Peaches
The Strait
Shedd Aquarium
Assembly
Eight
Lone Pine Cemetery
Please don’t hurt me
Field Trip
Feed Me
Padiddle
They tell me I am wicked and I believe them
To San Francisco with Paul
Apologetics of a College Freshman
Sonoran Song
Venice Beach
The only shame
The New Neighborhood
The Man She Wants
Alternate Timeline
The San Francisco Self-Examiner
Save Our Souls
When you tire of your homeland
Shipwrecked, I Arrive
Dandelion
Her Blue Moons
We Get On
Otago
The day will be beautiful
Comfortable Grunge
Telephones
The way it felt to be so warm
Her Teeth
Canterbury Plains
Toilet Stop #4
Boys on the Beach
When You Transition Without Me
Winter Sun
Save Radio New Zealand
Picton’s Morning Crust
Another list of sorrows projected onto the landscape
Uretiti
Acknowledgments
Michigan
Auto Pilot
Instrument panel / Lite Brite code
Wild blue yonder / dead end road
Biplane wings / ear fuzz flaps
Ejection seat / my mama’s lap
Peaches
Mom? What’s a sex change?
The wooden spoon slows in the pot.
Hissing flecks of tomato soup
fling themselves at my mother’s hand.
Where did you hear that?
I’m returning from the pantry with peaches,
sunshine slices floating in a sea of syrup
inside the aluminum can.
At camp. Some kids said I should get a sex change.
My mother twists a knob beside the burner.
The glowing spiral fades quickly to gray
and appears cool.
A sex change is when a man becomes a woman. Or vice-versa.
I pick at the peach can label
with a close-bitten