Opening to the Realness of God

By Douglas H. Melloy

Humanness was created and brought to life 75,000 years ago. Every 25,000 years there is a harvesting of souls according to both positive and negative service polarization. At the end of the third cycle, those harvested as the positively polarized begin the process of working towards collective ascension. This is how humanity evolves from third density negative into fourth density positive that then ascends into fifth density, because that density is not physical.
What ascends collectively is the humanness of will, love, light, and consciousness as they pertain to and involve God—Creator or what brought us to life—and the universe. They are our mind, body, spirit, and soul. What they correspond to is the sun, earth, moon, and universe as a human ideal.
God’s will to be and know extends and expands by inversely reversing into a focus. It begins with a consciousness that is then shared with all else. This is true service polarity. There is only the oneness of God, the healing of life, the wholeness of the Christ as the human, and the ascension of that which ascends after service is performed.
We are only here to be kind and get along.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Austin Macauley Publishers
• Release date: May 31, 2022
• ISBN: 9781528980463

Douglas H. Melloy

Douglas H. Melloy was born in Los Angeles, California in 1956. He is 64 years old. His family dynamic was one of the physically absent father and emotionally unavailable mother. This was a catalyst for rage. At age five, he became consciously aware. At age ten, he made the decision to heal anger as a catalyst. This took him thirty-six years to accomplish. At age eighteen, he began meditating every day. He began studying martial arts in 1974. He also began learning how to play music. He earned his black belt with Ed Parker’s Kenpo in 1980. He has also studied Tai Chi, Choi Li Fut gung fu, and Tae Kwon Do. His first instrument was drums. He played traps. Five years later he switched to playing congas. He has learned from seven different teachers. He also plays bongos, djembae, ashiko, dumbek, timbales, steel drum, and hapi drum. He plays every genre of music. In 1980 he made the decision to become a writer. He attended City College in San Francisco for two years, 1981-82. He stopped and went to a writing tutor for three and a half years. He has also taken three other college writing courses. He self-published his first book in 2001 in Rome, GA. His second book was self-published in 2003. In all he has ten books in print. He writes about personal and social evolution. He is his own student. He lives a life of self-mastery. His contentment is his happiness. His completeness allows him to feel wonderful. His demeanor is positive 24/7. His life now is the evenness of ambrosia.

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About the Author

Douglas H. Melloy was born in Los Angeles, California in 1956. He is 64 years old. His family dynamic was one of the physically absent father and emotionally unavailable mother. This was a catalyst for rage. At age five, he became consciously aware. At age ten, he made the decision to heal anger as a catalyst. This took him thirty-six years to accomplish. At age eighteen, he began meditating every day.

He began studying martial arts in 1974. He also began learning how to play music. He earned his black belt with Ed Parker’s Kenpo in 1980. He has also studied Tai Chi, Choi Li Fut gung fu, and Tae Kwon Do. His first instrument was drums. He played traps. Five years later he switched to playing congas. He has learned from seven different teachers. He also plays bongos, djembae, ashiko, dumbek, timbales, steel drum, and hapi drum. He plays every genre of music. In 1980 he made the decision to become a writer.

He attended City College in San Francisco for two years, 1981-82. He stopped and went to a writing tutor for three and a half years. He has also taken three other college writing courses. He self-published his first book in 2001 in Rome, GA. His second book was self-published in 2003. In all he has ten books in print.

He writes about personal and social evolution. He is his own student. He lives a life of self-mastery. His contentment is his happiness. His completeness allows him to feel wonderful. His demeanor is positive 24/7. His life now is the evenness of ambrosia.

Dedication

To all I have met along my path.

Each has contributed exactly what was needed for my growth at that time.

It is also dedicated to assisting humanity in its eventual collective ascension.

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The measure of a man or woman is that contribution he or she makes to his, or her fellow man without expectation or want for self-interested gain.

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Acknowledgement

I would like to personally thank everyone who has contributed to my life positively, negatively, and humorously. I would also like to thank my family for being the catalyst it has been for my growth and path as purpose. Thank you Carol, Intz, and Jami for the countless hours you contributed to me and my writings. Thank you Professor Chu, Chen-Hua for being my Chinese dad. I would also like to thank everyone who played the role of teacher for me. Thank you God. Thank you planet. Thank you universe. Thank you Marj and Patti for being my friends. Thank you all for playing music with me.

Douglas H. Melloy

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Everyone enters life in the valley of the shadow of death.

Personal work and meditation assist us in climbing to the mountaintop. The path involving this is how well we rise above our circumstances and conditions. Ascension is our rising above, taking with, and integrating into the larger community of universe. Accomplishing this can be thought of as a peak experience. It is here we reconnect with God and universe as a planetary state of being as stillness, peace, and harmony. Accomplishing this offers us the opportunity to return to the valley to assist others. Anyone who does so knows, that, Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil: for thou art with me… (KJV. Psalms 23:4).

This opportunity is to help the family of humanity live kindly and get along peacefully, and also become like-minded in the hope they will all aspire to know the self as it is Designed, serve others, and collectively ascend. Getting to the mountaintop and ascending are the same. The mountaintop is a physical experience. Ascension is a spiritual experience.

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Sowing of the Seeds of Truth:

A Parable for Today

Jesus [came] out of the house…and he spoke of many thing unto [others] in parables, saying:

Behold, a sower went forth to sow; and when he sowed, some seeds fell by the way side, and the fowls came and devoured them up, some fell upon stony places, where they had not much earth: and forthwith they sprung up, because they had no deepness of earth: and when the sun was up, they were scorched; and because they had no root[s], they withered away.

Some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them, but other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an (sic) hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold. [Those] who hath ears to hear, let him hear!

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The disciples came, and said unto him, Why speakest thou unto them in parables? He answered and said unto them: Because it is given unto you to know the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it is not given. For whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance, but whosoever hath not: from him shall be taken away even that he hath.

Therefore, I speak to them in parables because they seeing, see not; and hearing, they hear not, neither do they understand and in them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah, which saith, by hearing ye shall hear, and shall not understand; and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive.

For this, people’s hearts [are] waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them.

But blessed are your eyes, for they see, and your ears, for they hear. For verily I say unto you that many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. Hear ye therefore the parable of the sower.

When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then cometh the wicked one, and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is [like] he which received seed by the way side. But he that received the seed into stony places, [is] the same as he that heareth the word, and with joy receiveth it. Yet hath he not roots in himself, but dureth for a while: for when tribulation or persecution ariseth because of the word, by and by he is offended.

He also that received seed among the thorns is he that heareth the word; and the care of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, chokes on the word, and he becometh unfruitful.

But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an(sic)hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty. (KJV. Matthew 1-23)

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Prologue

Over my years as a writer and editor, I thought I had encountered just about everything. I was wrong. When I was first introduced to this material, it was like whoa…who are you, where do you get your information, and what validation do you have? Skeptical though I can be, I do strive to maintain an open mind that anything is ‘literally possible.’ It is not my job to disprove anything that an author writes as wrong. My job is to present it in such a way that it opens a reader’s mind to the possibilities and empowers them to decide for themselves if it makes sense to them if there is an element of truth to it, and, above all, if the body of knowledge can be useful in benefiting them.

As an editor, I specialize in the spiritual aspects of the metaphysical, so it was no surprise that I was contacted by the author for assistance. Because of these experiences, I am always asking the spirit to send me those who have something to teach me or have something I need to know. True to form, for which I am grateful, this content appeared.

Although I have been involved in controversial material before, I was not expecting the heights to which this one would take me. Over the months that we have been working on the manuscript, I have come to understand the material much better and it is our hope that we can put the bulk of it in wording that the majority can understand and relate to. It was a real challenge for me to put it into simple terms, as the author has a brilliant mind that is way ahead of mainstream society and clearly sees the bigger picture. It is important here that you realize that every book ever written is someone’s perspective and that just because it is written, does not make it real or true. We are sure you will not agree with everything, nor do I for that matter. But I remain open to the possibility that it very well could be accurate. I respectfully request that you do so, as well, and perhaps if you feel the need to know more, apply your own research.

Sometimes a body of knowledge will require reading more than once for the human mind to comprehend the various concepts within. In the words of some master teachers, take what rings true for you, and leave the rest. This doesn’t necessarily mean you rule it out forever; our perspectives change continuously as new information comes in.

When I realized just how controversial this material was going to be, I knew that I needed to add credibility by interviewing the author as to character, qualifications, mission statement, goal, and his vision for it. I know there will always be those who say he is a bit eccentric, or doesn’t know what he is talking about, simply because he thinks and processes so far outside of the box. That, however, is his goal. If there is any eccentricity involved, it is of a positive nature. It has been my experience with others, who have been termed as such, that they know very well, more than they should at their respective ages, and are misunderstood because most of present day society does not know how to relate to them or sometimes, doesn’t even get their message on any level. In my quest to quell the stigma, I conducted a series of interviews with the author; this is what I discovered.

Douglas H. Melloy came into this life 64 years ago, born into a dysfunctional family. He did not have a connection with either of his parents or siblings and felt he was ‘on his own’ for as long as he can remember. At that time, his mother was emotionally absent from his life (they are now good friends.) This, he feels, was the perfect setup for what he came to learn, heal, do and be humanly. It has allowed him to be true to his path as purpose.

At the tender age of five, he began being in a state of continuous conscious awareness. He began studying the purpose of life, how a God fit into it, and how he could have a relationship with this God. At the age of seven, he realized that a loving God would never war against its own creation. By the age of ten, he chose to consciously do personal work; resolving anger was one of his first goals, and in his own words, It took 36 years, to feel he had accomplished it.

Douglas grew up in the Christian Science faith, which encouraged the daily reading of the Bible. By the age of 12, he knew, without a doubt, that his mission was to become so self-aware that he could share that process with mankind. At the age of 18, four separate experiences crossed his path on the same day, and that was when he began the practice of meditation. In his early 30s, he read the Bible cover to cover three times in six months. I would say that anyone who has read the Bible at least seventeen times, as he has, should qualify as an authority on it, if not a biblical scholar. Throughout the years, he has spent much of his time studying various faiths and cultures, attending a multitude of personal development and spiritual workshops by some of the world’s best-known master teachers. In addition, he has studied and mastered martial arts, and various music genres. It is my opinion that he is more than qualified, as he has sought verification from other sources, but mainly from his inner self/soul and has been clairvoyant all of his life.

It was obvious to me that this was a man with the intelligence to be highly successful at whatever profession he chose, yet he was working a dead-end job. I asked why. He said that although he had background in the building trades, his goal had always been to live simply so that he could have more time to devote to his mission, that of being a messenger in order to get a ‘crucial message’ out into the world; he knew all along that it was to be his purpose. He also knew that if he had gone the traditional route of home and family, he would not have been able to devote the time to his true purpose. In his own words, Not part of my soul’s blueprint.

Like others, he has experienced love, divorce, loss, and the inner struggles we all face. The difference is, he did so without losing sight of his purpose; he takes every opportunity to turn negatives into positives, and he is here to teach us just that.

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The Top 12 Controversies

Addressed in This Book

While you will find this book full of polar opposites to ponder, here are some of the top controversies you will find explored within these pages:

What is referred to as the ‘one true God’ is not God, is not our creator, and did not bring us to life.

The Hebrew letters, YHWH, meant as Yahweh, are also used by the false god, Jehovah of the Old Testament, who is a destroyer/warlord god. They are not one and the same.

Four and a half billion people currently worship this destroyer/warlord god called Shiva, Jehovah, Allah, and YHWH, depending on the faith practiced.

This false god is scheduled to return to destroy his faithful. This is the actual promise made by Jehovah to those who worshiped him.

The indigenous culture as Designed did not participate in any of the seven traditions of science, religion, education, business, politics, law, and medicine as their way of life. Humanity will return to living indigenously.

Every species that has lived on this planet has had its own creator.

Souls come to this planet by a UFO and will return home by the same method.

English was the original language spoken by all of humanity. Jehovah changed this by confounding English into all the languages spoken today. Nothing breeds war as much as not being able to communicate.

The Bible is not the Word of God. Language is specific to the ego of an individual as what is written and stated.

The Jews are not God’s chosen people. God does not play favorites.

Jesus was not the only son of God. We are all God’s children.

Jesus was not born of a virgin.

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Part 1

The Nature of Deity

The Idea of God

Who is God? Is there even a God? Does God really love that which was created? Does God condemn us for the bad choices we make? Why did God put us here and for what purpose? Were we really given freewill? Does life really go on forever? There are answers to these questions, some of which may surprise or even shock you. The possible and probable answers will be explored within these pages. The one bit of advice is to assume nothing and consider everything as a possibility. Maintaining an open mind has never been more important.

Existence begins and ends with God. God as God exists in three ways: The first is God as an all-encompassing state that surrounds the universe. The second is God within the context of the universe is the sun. The third is within any and all life forms. With a human being, there is the spark of God, centered within the heart.

A name expresses one’s essential identity and the meaning of one’s life. God has a name; it is not an anonymous force. To disclose one’s name is to make oneself known to others. In a way, it’s to hand oneself over by becoming accessible, capable of being known more intimately, and addressed personally (I am Wikipedia. n.d.).

Each one of us is given the challenging task of defining for ourselves what our ideas about God, life, and humanness are based on. Then we also have the opportunity to decide the value, meaning, function, and purpose of these ideas in our lives and our personal involvements. Unfortunately, we as a people fail to understand or act upon such ideas, although they may determine our entire existence and evolution.

The question is actually, What kind of God do we choose to worship? God as an image is a false god; God is beyond imaging. The universe is an idea existing as an ideal held within the mind of God. This is no different than anything anyone imagines to be their reality. People have remade God and life into their sense of being. Freewill allows for this kind of confusion.

In a sense, praying is a form of self-denial. It’s asking God to do something for the person who prays. True, we are advised to ask and what we ask for will be given, but people are in denial; they pray to God for protection and obtaining a reward for their ‘fear.’ God and the universe do not work in that way. They exist as states of being and knowing that come according to one’s idea of self through specific experience. They provide for the application of principles so that one will know something according to their intention. This is where the idea comes from that one creates his or her own reality. This ability is particular to the environment one is humanly a part of. The mind is creative by nature as God’s will.

Perfection is the existence of something as it is, like we are now. Our problem is understanding change within what remains constant. God is the constancy that remains unchanged outside of the universe. Within the universe, everything, even God, changes constantly. God is centered within the heart at a state of rest, waiting for the person to bring it to life as his or her life. This is the true meaning of the Immaculate Conception/conversion experience, from human being into ‘God being human.’

Oneness is the ability God has to be all that is, simultaneously, while remaining its true state of being, which is all encompassing-ness.

Every aspect of God will return to God eventually, after traversing all seven densities composing the universe (RA, 1984). (See Appendix B for an explanation of densities.) God incarnates into the universe through human beings for the experience, before ascending back into itself. This adds to God all the experiences evolved through the life of an individual. It can be thought of as from God, through God, to God, as God. There is an aspect of the self that is God; it is mind, and it makes God something personal. This is also true with life, the planet, and the universe. We humanize them as the spirit, body, and soul. Each of these aspects of the self-give identity and individuality to God, love, light, and the universe. We make them something human, which can also be thought of as making them something personal.

Human being is the name given to our species. It is based upon four aspects of existence. They are God as the mind and universe as the soul, coupled with the love of the Creator (Yahweh) as the body, and the light of the Father (Id) as the spirit. These make us the image and likeness of God as humans. The Bible and some other holy works do not mention any of these aspects or qualities of the self. We are left on our own to discover what they are and how they work personally, relationally, and socially. In fact, religion denies our existence as Yahweh designed us, and what we are involved with that is real and true. This phrase means that what is real has existence and substance, and what is true can be proven (Whittemore, n.d.). Reality is defined by truth making something what it is as an ideal that is created and brought to life.

Humanity now worships ten thousand versions of God. None of them are God as God is. The true God is known by going within the heart and entering into a deep state of awareness through meditation. This is not easy to do for some, and some do it without even realizing that they are. Even fewer are able to reach a level in which it becomes a way of life.

The truest form of Immaculate Conception is to bring God to life within the self, to heal, and then to teach others to do likewise. When accomplished, this converts the person into someone that is God-conscious; this allows the person to manifest instantly with a conscious mind. It will also allow them to heal the sick, assist others in discovering their personal truth, and ascend the body, just as Jesus did.

Each one of us is responsible for our own Immaculate Conception/ conversion experience. This is where our soul enters into the spark of God. The soul does exactly what the sperm does to an egg, converting it from a state of rest into an active life as your being-ness. God is the idea that allows for the ideal of social harmony and cooperation. When people live for each other, and not in opposition, cooperation and community are established. Ideally, this would involve and include all of humanity, with no one left behind. The Christ is lived when everything works in unison, both physically and spiritually. The existence of God precedes the universe, which is God’s idea as an ideal originating from its mind.

The Nature of God

God imparts its will to us through our mind. This allows us to enjoy our life exactly as we do. It also allows us to create what we imagine our life to be. Our creator gave us its love. That which brought us to life gave us its light. These create and manifest ideas into ideals that eventually ascend the body. Creating a life form requires the will of God, the love of that which creates, and the light of that which brings to life what is created. This allows the soul to incarnate into form. The soul is to the universe, as the body is to the planet; as humans, we are mind, body, spirit, and soul, making us a unified field composed of divergent states.

Observation informs us that God is real as a self-evident truth. God is the tree, bird, fish, insect, reptile, and all of the mammals we see on our planet. These are what life shows us about God. Infinity is God given identity and individuality according to what is observed. The idea is that anything observed is God as a manifested representation according to what created it and brought it to life. Everything in existence is the manifestation of God’s God-ness. God is all that is.

The nature of God and the nature of humans are one and the same. Humanly, we image God through our creators, the love of Yahweh and the light of Id. The actual nature of God is infinity. The universe is also God’s nature. Within the context of our lives, the role God plays for us is through the mind, which is the will of God to be and know. Therefore, God’s will for us is our mind. It is this that allows us to create our own reality, whatever that will be for us to enjoy and share. The common denominator for God and self is experience.

Each of us portrays God in our human form. We are God existing as human beings that know, share, and ascend. We are God-manifested beings creating our own reality and life experiences as we desire and intend them. Every experience is self-created. Experience informs us of what we are being and knowing as our state of existence. Ultimately, there is ‘being love’ and ‘knowing light’ that is shared with others and this planet; yet fear and arrogance compromise this when lived as selfishness. This way of life is always destructive. Living humanly is the opportunity to be the awareness of that which evolves beyond reincarnation, which is the direct result of our death experience. Death of the body requires that the soul reincarnate for as many times as is necessary to evolve into our higher self. What we do is ascend the body.

The body is also us as a living, breathing being. Everyone gets to decide what expression of God they wish to be. The ideals that are worshiped as various gods are versions of a person’s ego that is in need of attention. It is the ego that feels it needs to be worshiped by others. The process is acceptance, attention, and recognition from the sense of lack, need, want, and pain.

Everything that exists is an ideal originating from the mind of God. This is true of the universe, sun, earth, moon, and one’s own body. Every species is created by a source through will, love, light, and consciousness.

God became the universe, which becomes the self-consciousness that we are, working at polarizing energy into how one serves others. Unfortunately, many do not attempt to accomplish this as their way of life, because service polarity is not taught. In fact, many choose to ignore the lives of others, except as a means to an end. It is important to understand that everything is an aspect of God’s infinitude, making this something that is universal, unique, and individual. The last aspect composing the universe exists as a state that is both universal and specific and could be referred to as all-ness. It can also be thought of as God-hood. This state is the existence of all consciousness. Individuality does not exist there. In this state, collectives of beings that have finished their work will ascend back into God’s all encompassing-ness.

There is no such thing as God’s way. Most people who consider themselves to be religious, believe that God expects and demands that we act and behave in specific ways. The idea is that those who conform to the stipulations of faith are rewarded in heaven. The faithful are also taught to believe that those who don’t worship, as they do, are punished for eternity. This way of believing originates from the idea that God rewards and punishes. This does not take into account that we were given freewill governing the universe. People are free to live however they choose. Some live by fear; others live by love. Most live by whatever suits their fancy in the moment.

The church teaches that if we deny ourselves for an outer-based ideology, such as the Bible, we are closer to God and much more spiritual. This is a lie. What makes us human are love and light, because they are the true nature of God through Yahweh and Id. These are our physical and spiritual make-up and make us God’s humanness.

The roles each gender plays are women giving birth to the likeness of God and men giving birth to God itself. One is not greater or lesser than the other. Birth of the temple of God (the body) precedes the actual birth of God (the soul) within. This is the true ‘Immaculate Conception’ that takes place within the heart of each individual. Once this has occurred, one experiences his or her conversion experience. This is conversion of human being into God being. One must live his or her faith that flesh and blood are God being human. What makes this difficult to accomplish is the role religious guilt and denial plays in our