Little Wolf, Little Warrior

By Kelley Christine Phelan

With a gifted imagination and artistic soul, Kelley Christine Phelan was led down a path of intimate creative writing. A number of events led to a sudden shift in consciousness while she was at one of her lowest points, with a broken heart: self-realization, a Kundalini awakening. For a split second, she was brought into union with the creator and felt nothing but pure nirvana. During her dark night of the soul and transformative healing process, the only way out was in. Writing down her life experiences was a way to release the burdens of the ego and purge the darkness she had been carrying. Not only in this lifetime, but others as well. All poems in this book are her truth.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Gatekeeper Press
• Release date: Feb 19, 2022
• ISBN: 9781662920523

Book preview

My Heart

Shattered into a million fragments,

Floating aimlessly in outer space,

My heart cries and screams,

Shouting from the heavens of 5D, I’ve had enough!

Water infused with self-inflicted pain tumbles down my cheek.

My tank is running on empty;

I have no more to seek.

I hold onto the intimate feeling of being broken,

It is all I have, it has never abandoned me.

Past memories of a broken heart infuse each fragment inside of me.

Being called back home, they tremble and shiver in fear.

But the veil is lifted, the truth has been revealed.

I yell to the space in between, Forgive me!

Quietly I sit and love each broken piece unconditionally.

Shifting like a magnet pulling its fragments to the center,

One by one they interlock together,

Remembering who they are.

Forced to close the wounds, dissolving as the new me comes alive.

Expecting to be whole again,

Determined to put the puzzle back together with missing pieces.

Flying High

Rainbow dragon in my inner eye,

Showing up for clarity,

You give my life new meaning,

You bring me to a place of awe.

With colors all around,

Staying steadily in a vibrant mist,

You share our connection,

You tell me all is well.

Like a statue with symbolic meaning,

Flying inside my awareness,

You show me the impossible,

You give me strength to carry on.

Childhood fantasies indeed very real,

Other dimensions prove your existence,

You carry wisdom in esoterics,

You teach me the elements.

Expertise and knowledge exude from you,

Earth, air, fire, water,

You transmute scars of persecution,

You have returned to me.

Rainbow dragon in my inner eye,

Proving I am never alone,

You help me navigate my ascension,

You activate me in your presence.

I Am Stuck

The depths of my love for you hold me back,

My heart feels your pain,

I try so desperately to move on,

I am stuck.

Blessed and lucky to have met you,

The journey-- an arduous one,

My heart feels my own pain,

Like a bird in a cage,

I am stuck.

Emotions surface as does the sun,

Every day, to remember the path,

My mind listens to yours,

I want to escape this prison,

I am stuck.

Regretting old memories and words,

The past still haunts me,

My mind overthinks my own thoughts,

I wish to be moved back to sanity,

I am stuck.

Feelings come up as does the moon,

Every day, to reminisce decisions,

My throat closes up like yours,

Hopelessly trying to find the right words,

I am stuck.

The trenches of my soul scream,

I need my other half,

My throat wants to be expressed,

But, instead, incarcerated,

I am stuck.

The chains of confinement lock in my love,

For you will never understand,

My stomach aches with guilt,

Serving time for my mistakes,

I am stuck.

Locked away from the world,

Forced to surrender you,

My stomach feels your captivity,

You are the key to my lock,

I am stuck.

The wind carries my tears,

Yielding to the sobbing,

My womb weeps in dismay,

Longing for your touch,

I am stuck.

A destructive burning to my self,

The inferno of your loss,

Sets my womb sterile,

Blazing through despair,

I am stuck.

The root of all things peeks its head,

To show me love will conquer all,

My safety now in question,

The moment you walked away,

I am stuck.

Grounding into the inner Earth,

As deep as I can go,

I feel your energy shift to the stars,

I stay firm on the ground to root you,

I am stuck.

The crown of my head remains,

Open to new possibilities,

Telepathic frequencies tied to a cord,

We share a love like no other,

I am stuck.

You connect with the source of all,

Opening and expanding,

The crown, your top unlocked,

I feel your head, the pounding,

I am stuck.

Spring Is Here

Wispy cool air,

Radiating warmth to my face,

The sun shines from above,

Beaming love from outer space.

Fragrance of sweet blossoming,

The flowers sing a song,

Deciding it’s time to open,

Wanting to belong.

Tiny cells pervade the deadened trees,

A new creation born,

Animation growing down the trunk,

Colors to adorn.

Fresh energy seeps inside my soul,

My body glows with light,

Sparks of joy intensify,

The world is to be bright.

Here to welcome a new Earth,

To flourish and to rise,

Traveling the barren land,

Spirit floods the skies.

I Miss . . .

I miss the way you were,

Your presence and your essence,

The way you were too shy to make a move,

The way you touched me slightly,

Unsure if it was okay or not.

I miss the way you felt,

Your warm body pressed up against mine,

Hands moving around slowly,

Touching me with