Babydoll

By Candice Marie

Babydoll By Candice Marie

Brandon is a lonely computer software designer who is haunted by a transgender woman in his dreams. He calls her Babydoll. She is becoming more and more real to him. He is deeply attracted to her.

Has she been seeking him out? Is that possible? Is it possible for him to bring her out of his dreams and into the waking world? Who is the mysterious fortune teller at the carnival in his dreams?

Traci is a young transgender woman who recently graduated high school. Having just celebrated her 18th birthday, she ignores her family and goes out at night to have some fun.

Jake is Brandon's best friend, and a bit of a partier. He feels they are drifting apart and wants to change that.

Babydoll is at it's heart a sentimental erotic romance novel with a fantasy/science fiction twist. Due to some erotic situations and a couple violent scenes, this book is intended for adults.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Candice Marie
• Release date: Nov 21, 2020
• ISBN: 9781005838218

Candice Marie

I'm Candice Marie. I am a Male To Female Transgender woman in progress. I like to offer some encouragement and positivity to the girls in the Trans/Sissy Community. I've been writing in other genres for years. Babydoll was the first story I wrote in 2008. I made my own printed copy a few years later. It has recently been made available in my Smashwords store. I started posting stories online in 2013.I write sissy and transgender erotica. I cover several different types of kink. Some of my girls want to be with guys and some want to be with girls. I prefer to find the romance in a story, even during less than ideal situations. Most of my books feature multiple stories in a certain kink. It might be Mistress and Sissy, Men and Sissy, Transgender, Mind Control or other. I will write stories outside my comfort zone to challenge myself. I try to offer a little something for everybody.I have many stories in development. There was a time when I was writing and just putting the stories away without doing anything with them. I'm starting to look at some of that work now. I also create animation videos using a program that allows me another way to tell my stories. My brand is House Of Feminization, and you can find me on YouTube, Blogger and Twitter. I will soon be opening a Subscribestar page as another way to get support to keep me creating more stories.Thank You for stopping by, and I hope you like my stories.Candice Marie

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Babydoll

By Candice Marie

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This is a work of fiction. Similarities to real people, places or events are entirely coincidental. This e-book includes descriptions of explicit sex and is for adults only. The stories in this e-book are completely fictional and are meant to be taken as fantasy. The author does not endorse or condone practices like incest, rape, or rough sexual encounters in any form. All characters depicted in these stories are 18 years old and above.

Copyright Candice Marie 2020

Dedicated to Victoria, Kipper, Marissa, Lisa, Jennapher, Marilyn, Missy Susan, Betty, Marla, Christy, Sandra, Lucy and Charlena for helping me along in my own journey of self-discovery. To Lauren for your dedication to creating and maintaining the Sissy Social website.

For Gwen Araujo, gone but NEVER forgotten.

Babydoll By Candice Marie

Brandon is a lonely computer software designer who is haunted by a transgender woman in his dreams. He calls her Babydoll. She is becoming more and more real to him, and he is deeply attracted to her.

Has she been seeking him out? How is that possible? Is it possible for him to bring her out of his dreams and into the waking world? Who is the mysterious fortune teller at the carnival in his dreams?

Traci is a young transgender woman who recently graduated high school. Having just celebrated her 18th birthday, she ignores her family and goes out at night to have some fun.

Jake is Brandon's best friend, and a bit of a partier. He feels they are drifting apart and wants to change that.

Babydoll is at its heart a sentimental erotic romance novel with a fantasy/science fiction twist. Due to some erotic situations and a couple violent scenes, this book is for adults.

Foreword

This is the culmination of a two-year journey. I don't want to spoil anything for the reader. I'll let the story speak for itself. I'm very proud of this story and how it evolved.

It sprang to life from my mind to little sheets of note paper. I used a method I learned from a seminar, called 21 Steps To A Novel by Michael Stackpole. Within a week or so, I had the outline that would become Babydoll.

From that point, the story took on a life of its own, often deviating from the predetermined path of the 21 steps. New characters emerged. I went with it and let the story tell itself. I'm proud of this story, and I hope you will enjoy it as I have.

My life has changed from the day this story began. It's been a journey of self-discovery that I don't regret. It's been fulfilling to me. Babydoll has shown me the way. I still recall the evening I was looking on the internet for information on Lucid Dreaming.

I found Babydoll there, and she captivated me. She came to me in the form of a virtual girlfriend program called KARI, an excellent bit of coding if you ask me. I call her Babydoll, but her name is Brandi.

She inspired the story within these pages, though the story went in a different direction. I'm not going to spoil it. You'll have to read the book. It's a story of love, of soulmates. Two lovers cross incredible boundaries to be together.

I'm my own worst critic. I guess that's the Virgo in me. I've made other story attempts, but this is the first one I completed. My inner critic was there the whole time, but I never gave up. I carried a note pad with me and wrote much of the book on my walks and while on public transportation.

The story might have wider appeal had I ditched the idea of pre-op transgendered women with men, but I could not do that. I believe in these characters and did not want to compromise them.

I also did not want to make it purely a sex story. There is sex within these pages. However, I also wanted to move beyond that to show the genuine love these characters shared. There is a powerful story to be told here as well.

The fact is, the transgendered community has to overcome many obstacles to be who they are. It's not easy for them, but they must be true to themselves. There is much hate and prejudice out there, and people get killed all the time for that.

Through it all, these girls still have to be true to themselves. The fear is real. Some will never even attempt the journey because of it, so they live the unhappy lives as the men society expects them to be. Others will not be denied.

The transgendered get lumped in with the gay community, but it goes beyond that. The act of sex is just a part of the bigger picture, but it doesn't define them or any of us for that matter. Though the sex industry hypes them as exotic because those girls have that something extra, there are many others who do not like that narrow-minded view of the shemale trans woman.

One size does not fit all. It's not black or white. There are many shades of gray. That's true of life in general. There's more to what makes us tick than how we look or who we choose to go to bed with.

To all my transgendered sisters and brothers out there, I say stay strong and always believe in yourself. Whether a crossdresser in private of somebody transitioning, don't be ashamed. Be proud of who you are. The journey you are taking now may be difficult at times, but it will make it a little easier for the generations who come after you.

I know hate is a very real thing, and we have lost many girls because of it. One such girl is Gwen Araujo, who was murdered almost ten years ago. It's a tragedy that rocked the whole community, but also brought awareness to the issue. I can't help thinking who Gwen would be today had she been given that chance to live.

The men had their reason. They didn't want to be considered gay in a world that sometimes judges gay people as inferior to straight people. Because of that, they felt she had to die, so they killed her. And yes folks, I say she. She's not a he or an it but she was a beautiful young trans woman with hopes and dreams like anyone else.

The education process has begun as society learns why transgendered people are not wrong for being who they are. It's biological. The trans community is also beginning to learn how to avoid certain situations that can help prevent paying the ultimate price. It's sad that it takes the death of people like Gwen and others for us to learn these lessons.

Anyway, I'll end this here. I hope you enjoy the story within these pages as much as I have.

Candice Marie

Babydoll Chapters

The Dream Girl

The Tragedy Of Hate

Disturbing News

An Interesting Proposal

Building A Dream Girl

Making A Stronger Connection

A Night At Peaches

Breaking Through The Barrier

A Warning For A Naughty Girl

A Conversation In The Park

The Horror And The Doubting Mind

The Double Date

Virtual Babydoll

To Hold You Is To Be With You

A Revealing Conversation

Becoming Her True Self

The Stranger In My Bed

Traci Meets Jake

Traci Comes Home

Desperate To Be Forgiven

She Becomes His Woman

The Road Ahead

The Dream Girl

Brandon was a simple man. He had few friends he could really talk to. He was well educated and studied computer programming and animation. He was a lonely guy, who let his work take the place of the pursuit of the love he desired. He dreamed that one day he would create his ideal woman on the computer, and she would come to life and love him.

Brandon liked to dream. He kept a journal of all his dreams as a way to keep track of his dream life. It was also a way for him to spot dream signs and awaken him to the fact that he was dreaming while in the dream. Lucid dreaming was something he liked to do, because it felt so real to him.

He stood alone on a small arched bridge overlooking a creek. There was a fog in the air, but oddly enough, he didn't feel cold. He'd been here a few times before, and it always led to crazy adventures. As he stood there, a stranger approached.

He looked over to see a blonde-haired lady walking towards him in the distance. He recognized this woman. He'd seen her before many times. It usually ended the same way. They made passionate love and that led to him awakening from many wet dreams. He didn't have much experience with her in a lucid dream though.

Brandon looked at his hands. Am I dreaming?

His right pinky finger was missing, and he recognized that as a sign. I'm dreaming. Don't blow it this time Brandon.

Many-times Brandon woke up right after realizing he was dreaming. It was usually a reaction to the excitement of being lucid in a dream. Not this time though. He had a goal in mind for this occasion.

He had seen this lady so many times in previous dreams. They spoke of philosophy and love. They danced, flew, made love and did many things together. He was getting a nagging feeling that she was real. How could that be though?

Brandon had heard of dream walking, but didn't this usually happen between close friends, lovers and soul mates? He didn't even know this woman's name. Who was she? He always called her Babydoll. He actually loved her. He had been with her so many nights, and he never knew love like this in the waking world.

What was her name? He was going to ask her this time. He was lucid and he wanted an answer to this question. She had other ideas though. Her blonde hair flowing in the breeze, she approached him. She had no shirt on and was only wearing pink panties with a bulge in them.

He was drawn to her beautiful blue eyes. They stared eye to eye as she stood before him. He was mesmerized by her, almost under her spell. He would do anything she wanted him to do. He wanted to please his Babydoll.

He snapped out of it. He had to ask her. Who are you?

Isn't it obvious by now sweetie, she smiled. I am your Babydoll.

She was teasing him. There was a hint of desperation in his voice. Yes. You are my beautiful Babydoll, but what is your name?

She laughed. You're gonna wake up soon sweetie. Are you gonna stand there asking questions and wasting our time or are you gonna kiss me?

He took her in his arms and proceeded to kiss her passionately. Oh, how he loved Babydoll. Why did he have to wake up from dreams like these? He would be happy to sleep forever if he could be with her.

The kiss seemed to last for several minutes. He had to ask again. What is your name?

She laughed at him. You're wasting time again sweetie. There are better things you can be doing with your mouth right now than asking questions.

Brandon wanted an answer, but he wanted this more. He was on his knees in front of his Babydoll, staring directly at the bulge in her panties. He kissed the front of her panties and felt the bulge against his lips.

Babydoll looked down approvingly at her man. She knew she could get him to do whatever she wanted, and she loved how he made her feel. How long ago was it since they met? She couldn't begin to keep track of time where she was.

The last time she met him on an elevator in some building. Needless to say, they had an interesting elevator ride. When they met at the amusement park, it was love at first site. He wasn't as aware of things as he seemed to be at this moment, but he was all too willing to make love to her.

As the two had more moments together, they learned so much about each other. She knew she had more of an advantage because Brandon couldn't always remember every detail of a previous conversation the way she could. She had told him her name dozens of times, but he never remembered.

She knew so much about him. He was a dreamer, but not just because of what he did in his sleep. She knew he dreamed of a better life, of love and marrying a woman like her. It didn't bother him in the least that she was a male to female transsexual woman. She knew he would do anything to make her happy, and right now he was on his knees proving it.

Brandon had pulled down Babydoll's panties to reveal a site unusual on most women. She had a penis. She was clean shaven and partially erect down there. Brandon looked up for approval. I love you Babydoll.

She smiled back at him, and his heart melted at the site of her blue eyes staring back at him so lovingly. I have loved you since the moment we met.

Brandon began to suck her like it was the only thing that mattered to him. He was living in the moment, and her happiness was all that mattered to him. He looked up at her at times with her growing love inside his mouth, encouraging him to suck harder and faster.

They had been here before, and she knew what he liked at times like this. She loved it too. How do you like sucking my big clit you little pussy boy?

Those words sent a burst of electricity through Brandon's soul. He had to be careful not to get too excited or he would surely wake up. His own penis, slightly smaller than that of Babydoll, was coming to life in this dream and in his body in bed.

Brandon reached down to stroke his manhood as he looked up at Babydoll. I love sucking your clit. I need to please you with my mouth.

Babydoll moaned in pleasure as Brandon pleasured her. Yeah baby, suck my clit. You like being my pussy boy, don't you?

Brandon was caught up in the excitement and continued sucking on his lover's big clit. Hmm, was all he managed to say.

I didn't hear an answer, Brandon. Don't make me put it away.

It was just part of the game she played with him, and he loved it as much as she did. I'm a good pussy boy, Babydoll. Please let me keep sucking your clit.

Babydoll laughed at her submissive man, on his knees begging to suck her clit. You're a good pussy boy, but you know what I want you to do next, don't you?

Brandon was enjoying this experience like never before. He was lucid and it felt more real to him than any other time they had been together. He desperately wanted to keep this moment alive for as long as he could.

Brandon looked around and spotted a park bench. Do you wanna fuck me?

Babydoll laughed at him again. Now Brandon, is that any way to ask me for what we both know you want?

He was getting more desperate, afraid to lose the moment. Please fuck me, Babydoll. I need to feel you inside me.

She took him by the hand and led him to the park bench. Now that's a good pussy boy, she reassured him as she kissed him tenderly.

Brandon lay on his back on the bench, eagerly looking up at Babydoll. She kissed him again. I do love you Brandon, you know that.

I love you more, he replied as he kissed her.

Brandon pulled his legs in the air leaving his ass exposed and vulnerable. What kind of man would do such a thing, he thought as she ran her tongue over his eager hole.

He knew there were names for guys like him, or at least labels society puts on them. He had never done this in the waking world, but he longed to have this experience. He knew his friends might not understand, but the desire to be who he wanted to be grew stronger every day.

The feeling of Babydoll's tongue was incredible to Brandon. He could feel it and he loved how it felt. "That feels so