There Is Nothing Wrong with You: Going Beyond Self-Hate
By Cheri Huber and June Shiver
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5A Zen infomercial for the powers of meditation. Well, no it's a little more than that. The subtitle may be off-putting to people who don't take as broad a view of the term "self-hate" as the author, a Zen Monk, does. However, in true Zen fashion, Huber is talking about ... "suffering." On p. 209 she specifically states, "Suffering provides our identity. Identity is maintained in struggle, in dissatisfaction, in trying to fix what's wrong. Suffering, egocentricity, fear, self-hate, [the] illusion of separateness [are the] same thing." [italics mine] Substituting any of those terms in the title may well ring one person's bell and not another's. She says, "we are constantly looking for what is wrong, constantly creating new crises so we can rise to the occasion. To ego, that's survival. It is very important that something be wrong so we can continue to survive it." (p. 209) I think a lot of folks, if they're honest with themselves, can recognize that cycle within themselves. I certainly could, and I have dabbled in meditative practices just enough to know firsthand that what she advocates is true and correct. Therein lies the rub. On the one hand, she didn't say anything I didn't already know. On the other, that's often the nature of self-help: it's not stuff that you don't know, but maybe stuff you need to be reminded of, or stuff that can have a powerful impact on you merely by being presented in a different context that gives you a fresh perspective, or maybe hearing it all for the umpteenth time is just what you needed. It was loaned to me at a good time in my life for me hear it all yet again. It uses very simple language (and unfortunately a rather unappealing "handwritten" sort of typeface accompanied by childish little drawings) to get it's points across. I earmarked about 15 pages out it's short 234 page count. "There is nothing wrong with you" is a powerful message in and of itself. Like the title, the book as a whole is simple, but it's deep, and it did what it was supposed to do: it helped.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Wonderful read, as always. It's certainly not going to appeal to everyone, but it does me good to re-read it :)
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5I think the book had some good ideas, but I really disliked the font. It was very cutesy and child-like. I am not a child. I was looking for some real help. It's hard to take a book seriously when it looks like it's written in crayon.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5changed my life. a great book for certain people who need to know that it's ok to be you - just the way you are. i know it's cheesy, but it works.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Great book filled with humorous observations alongside hard-hitting truths. Designed to shake up the inner judge/critic that we all suffer from, with a healthy dose of self-compassion. Illustrated throughout with cartoons to help get the point across both quickly and with a smile. The text in this book is printed in a handwritten style that lends it that extra friendly feel.
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There Is Nothing Wrong with You - Cheri Huber
Surviving Childhood: Establishing a Strong, Early Foundation for Self-Hate
Unless you were raised by wolves, the chances are extremely good that as you were growing up, you heard at least a few of the following:
Don’t do that…Stop that…Put that down…I told you not to do that…Why don’t you ever listen…Wipe that look off your face…I’ll give you something to cry about…Don’t touch that…You shouldn’t feel that way…You should have known better…Will you ever learn…You should be ashamed of yourself…Shame on you…I can’t believe you did that…Don’t ever let me see you do that again…See, that serves you right…I told you so…Are you ever going to get it…What were the last words out of my mouth…What were you thinking of…You ruin everything…You have no sense…You’re nuts. The nurses must have dropped you on your head…Just once, do something right…I’ve sacrificed everything for you and what thanks do I get…I had great hopes for you…If I’ve told you once, I’ve told you a thousand times…Give you an inch, you take a mile…Anybody would know that…Don’t talk back to me…You’ll do as you are told…You’re not funny…Who do you think you are…Why did you do it that way…You were born bad…You drive me crazy…You do that just to hurt me…I could skin you alive…What will the neighbors say…You do that to torture me…You’re so mean…I could beat the daylights out of you…It’s all your fault…You make me sick…You’re trying to kill me…Now what’s the matter with you, cry baby…Go to your room…You deserve it…Eat it because children are starving…Don’t stick your lip out…If you cry, I’ll slap you…Don’t you ever think about anyone else…Get out of my sight…and on and on and on and on and on…
Somewhere along the line, you concluded that there was something wrong with you.
OF COURSE YOU DID!
WHAT ELSE COULD YOU CONCLUDE?
IF THERE WERE NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU,
PEOPLE WOULDN’T
TREAT YOU THAT WAY!
THEY WOULDN’T SAY THOSE THINGS TO YOU!
Drawing of a large gong being struck with a mallet held by a muscular arm and the word “Wrong!” written in large, capital lettersThen why did they do that to me?
Because it was done to them.
Because we do
what we’ve been taught.
Society calls this
child rearing
or
socialization.
We call it
sad.
The process of socialization teaches us:
-to assume there is something wrong with us
-to look for the flaws in ourselves
-to judge the flaws
when we find them
-to hate ourselves for being the way we are
-to punish ourselves until we change
We’ve been taught that this is what good people do.
Socialization does not teach us:
-to love ourselves for our goodness
-to appreciate ourselves for who we are
-to trust ourselves
-to have confidence in our abilities
-to look to our heart for guidance
We’ve been taught that this is self-centered.
By the time socialization
is complete, most of us hold an
that our only hope of being good is to
punish ourselves when we are bad.
We believe beyond doubt that without
Drawing of a paddle with the word punishment printed on itbad would win out over good.
This entire book
is based on the premise
that that is not true!
Here is what is possible…
A child is born.
Child learns to turn away from self
toward another to get needs met-
stops trusting intuitive knowing.
Need is not met. Child believes it is because s/he is bad. Child abandons self and decides to be perfect, i.e., be who others want.
I won’t need anything.
I won’t be afraid.
I’ll do everything right.
Child begins to develop survival behaviors that are
self-denying, self-preserving,
self-destructive: shuts down emotionally,
eats to stuff feelings, etc.
Person grows older and uses self-hating behaviors to try to be a good person:
values others over self, denies self,
uses ideals against self, etc.
Person experiences much suffering
and tries everything to make
childhood conditioning work.
But it doesn’t work.
Person encounters Awareness Practice and finds compassion and self-acceptance.
The child is reborn.
My Survival System Is Killing Me!
What happened to you, not who you are, makes you angry, fearful, greedy, mean, anxious, etc.
We learned behaviors when we were very young in order to survive. We were taught to hate those behaviors and to see them as signs of our badness. Yet we must keep doing them because they still mean survival to us.
And we hate ourselves for doing them.
THE TRAP:
I believe I must be this way to survive.
I hate myself for being this way.
RESULT:
self-hate = survival
survival = self-hate
Suffering provides our identity.
Identity is maintained in struggle and dissatisfaction, in trying to fix what’s wrong.
So we are constantly looking for what is wrong, constantly creating new crises so we can rise to the occasion. To ego, that’s survival.
It is very important
that something be wrong
so we can continue to survive it.
Self-Hate Is a Process.
Self-hate is a how
not a what.
Examples:
If I’m a worrier, worrying is the how,
the process. The things I worry about are the whats,
the content.
If I am judgmental, judging is the how,
the process. The things I judge are the whats,
the content.
If I am caught in self-hate, self-hating is the how,
the process. The aspects of me
that are being hated—body, personality, looks (the list is endless)—are the whats,
the content.
In other words, I am not hating myself, self-hate is hating me. Self-hate is an autonomous process with a life of its own, an endless recorded loop of conditioning, creating and shaping the world in which we live.
The simplest example is that if self-hate is hating my body,
Drawing of eight stick figures arranged haphazardly on the page, with phrases coming out of each one: too wide, too fat, too short, too long, too small, too big, too flat, too thinit doesn’t matter what I do or what I look like, I will never meet self-hate’s standard,
which is the point.
Self-hate is not hating me
to help me.
No. It is a process of hating,
and hating is just
what it does.
As long as it exists,
it will find something to hate.
That’s how it maintains itself.
The process of self-hate
is so much a part
of the average person
that we don’t even recognize it.
We think we’re just
doing the things that
will ensure we’ll be good.
It’s normal, we say.
Everybody does it,
or should.
If you want to know what you were conditioned to believe as a child, look at the self-criticism that goes through your head now…*
Drawing of a person’s profile and a thought bubble coming from their head with the phrases, “That was a dumb thing to do,” “Won’t I ever learn,” “You shouldn’t feel like this,,” and “I should know better.”Does that mean someone consciously, deliberately treated you that way?
Perhaps not.
But you got the message anyway,
didn’t you?
*Even if the voice says I,
the implication is you.
A Scam Self-Hate Loves to Run
It is confusing for someone to conclude that they aren’t loved because there is something wrong with them.
I want to be loved, but there’s something wrong with me. I need to fix that even though I’m not really sure I know what it is or how to fix it. But I must keep trying anyway because I really want to be loved.
This person who is trying to become lovable spends much time, attention, and energy trying to be good, earn approval, please others,
BE PERFECT.
And then, when they find that all that trying to be good doesn’t work, and doesn’t in fact get the love and approval they want, the only thing they know how to do is
TRY HARDER.
It’s like being