Reencounter with the Gods

By Daisy Varela

A book about Paranormal Phenomena and a Near Death Experience. Some UFO sightings, UFO contact, and abductions since childhood to mature age.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: May 21, 2021
• ISBN: 9781982266899

Daisy Varela

She is an Indigo humanist, UFO believer, and astronomy fan. An animal lover, nature conservancy advocate, and environmentalist. She likes and support science , and is interested in quantum physics, archeology, and ancient history. She is apolitical, a human rights, and equal rights supporter.

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CHAPTER 1

The Mysterious Red Light

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DURING MY CHILDHOOD, I used to be a very curious and restless girl, who enjoyed being investigating almost on everything that could call my attention. I tried to find a reliable explanation, or a logic answer about nature, mostly about animals and plants. But of course, always under the supervision of my parents, siblings, or other close relatives who use to live in the vicinity, nearby our home.

It was in that step of my life, when I realized that I could avoid getting in troubles if I just paid attention to that kind of intuition, because it really prevented me from any danger or harm, at that specific moment, or in the near future.

That weird kind of feeling was in some way spontaneous, but very helpful. And at the same time, it caused in me some confusion and made me feel afraid, because I didn’t know the real meaning of it.

For that same reason, as any other child would do, I always looked for my mom’s arms and protection.

But, even though she was being very polite and tender with all of us her children (she had five), she didn’t put any real attention about some of my late evening troubles. In some way, it was like if she avoided me every time that I tried to explain to her my fears (I guess she thought it was just bad dreams, or child sporadic nightmares).

My concern was about some weird experiences that I used to had before, mostly in the evening time. It wasn’t very often, but I got scared and afraid, because I used to see some kind of dark silhouettes moving at both sides of my bed! It was a feeling like if I was observed for some kind of nocturnal intruders, who used to move at a very fast speed, as if they could just float in the air, about one foot from the floor of the bedroom!

Anyhow, time passed by, and my nocturnal fears were almost gone. I was like 12 years old, and I had many friends. They were mostly boys, with whom I used to play football soccer almost every day after school, or during the weekends, in that old street in front of my home.

Certainly, it was the only game entertaining that could make me feel real happy and joyful, because I felt protected around all my friends!

One day, everything was going to change for the rest of my life. In the afternoon of that particular same date, we received a visit in our home. It was my mother’s younger sister, my aunt Sonia. After they greeted each other with joy, she asked to my mom if I could accompany her to a place she had to go that same evening. While she was explaining at my mom the real motives of her urgency to go there, I got worried because I heard she mentioned something about her ex mother in law’s wake, and I didn’t like to assist to any of those creepy reunions, and worst of all, in any stranger’s house!

I turned to them and pleaded for me, but my aunt was so sad and disappointed, that at the end, she convinced me to go with her!

So, I went to put on another of my cloth in a hurry, and we left home as soon as we could toward that place mentioned before, who was pretty far from our neighborhood. At that time, 7:00 pm, any buses were running nearby in that same area of the city, so we had to walk all the way up to reach that specific site, who was more than half an hour away from there!

It was getting dark when we arrived to that house of the lady’s wake, and because I didn’t like to see the people sad, or crying, I decided not to get into that house. I told my aunt that I was going to stay out there in the front yard, were some people were playing card decks on tables, and having some coffee with cookies. She knew me well, so she warned me not to go any far from there. She asked me to look at her eyes, and I agreed sadly. Then she went into that house, and I was hoping that she couldn’t be able to stay too long there!

Meanwhile, I sat down in a big rock that was in that front yard, away from the front door, and next to me was a standing young woman with a little baby in her arms. Suddenly, the baby started to cry, and I supposed it was tired of being there, or maybe hungry. Then, the young mother asked me if there were any room for her to seat so she could feed the baby. I answered not, but I offered my place instead. I stood up, and she agreed very satisfied!

Next, I went out of that front yard’s property, and I stood up there in a kind of a side yard to take a look at that unpaved road, kind of a rural one. I was feeling sad, and I didn’t know if it was for that creepy situation, or because I was repented just for being there. The time seemed to run too slow for me. Besides, I was getting hungry, sleepy, and thinking about the painful long way to get back home!

An old man passed by in front of me, and I asked him about the time. In a very kind manner, he answered it was 10:00 pm, and then he left. I kept repeating to myself, 10:00 o’clock, 10:00 o’clock, dmn! At that time, all my friends and neighbors could be just preparing to get in bed, and I won’t be able to see or play with them until the next day, ahhhhh!

At that same moment, I remembered that when we got there earlier, I had seen a kind of a precipice at the other side of that road. I don’t know why, but I felt an urgency to get closer to that particular place, so I went ahead.

When I finally stood there at the very edge, I took a view around, and even though it was a kind of a dark night, I still could see a bunch of trees, like a small forest not too far from there.

Then, I turned my eyes to the sky, and it looked so beautiful! The stars were shining so bright, that it totally captivated me! I guess I was spellbound by that pretty view, that I stayed there for a while, enjoying that wonderful starry night! But suddenly, something really weird happened there. One of those sparkling stars started to look bigger and brighter for me than the other ones! And it seemed like if it was falling down from the sky too fast, that I was afraid it just could fall on the top of me!

My first thought was running away, but I couldn’t do it! I was totally panicked and paralyzed, that my whole body couldn’t move or respond to my brain commands! Meanwhile, that thing was falling down and getting closer to me at an incredible and unthinkable speed! Then, the unexpected happened! It started to change its color, and instead of being bright and clear, it was turning to a bright red! Then, it made a sharp angle turn, and changed its way toward those trees at the small forest that I had seen before, down the precipice! At that very moment, I was thinking that it could crash against the trees and cause a fire, or a big mess!

But before it could reach those trees, it stopped abruptly, and started to dim its light, going toward the top of the trees in a slow motion, with not sound at all! Then, it went very slowly through those tree tops, and it stayed there like if it was hanging from the branches of the trees! Next, it kept floating in the air, about some meters away from the ground!

And while that thing was there hanging in the trees, I was wondering what could it be. I thought it couldn’t be any star, because its size was too small to be a star, and any star could make that kind of movements, either! So, what was it? My mind was confused, and I didn’t know for what reason I felt a sensation in my inner self, like a premonition, or a déjà vu. I felt a kind of urgency to go ahead and check by myself what was going on there!

I started to walk downhill toward those trees, walking through the tall grass and small bushes. Once in a while, I took a look over that place to peek if that thing was still there.

And yes, it was still there! While I kept walking through, I could see a kind of a glowing mysterious red light, like if it was hanging, or somehow resting at the top of those tree branches. It was getting bigger and bigger as I was getting closer.

I was really anxious, and my heart started to pump faster than ever before! I was pretty scared, but my curiosity was way bigger than my fears! When I finally got there, I saw the whole thing, and it was amazing! I realized that it wasn’t any star like I supposed at the beginning. It was something totally incredible, the weirdest thing that I have never seen before! That object was like five meters above my head, floating or hovering very slowly in the air between those tree tops!

Its size was like the one of a medium canopy, but round. And it looked like two inverted bowls (one at the top of the other one), who had the resemblance of the stainless steel or silver.

It had something in the middle of both parts, like a division, who looked like a chainsaw, hinge, or a ring moving slow, going around of it. That same thing (the hinge) was carrying some round and large red glowing lights on it, looking like a fog or halo surrounding the whole object. At the bottom side, I could notice something like small closed square windows, and it made a soft humming sound like zzzzzzzzzz!

I was standing there, observing that unusual thing, wondering what could it be? And as I was being bathed by its warm halo of red lights, I had a kind of a soft tingling in my whole body, as if I was like in a trance!

At some moment, I sensed a kind of a strange feeling of joyful, pleasure, and happiness, all together! And it was like if I had seen that thing before, or if I knew what it was! I’m not sure how long I stayed there in that bewildered position, and I don’t know why I wasn’t afraid of it, either!

Suddenly, the string of lights in that object started to hovering faster and faster, the red lights became brighter, the sound of the humming increased, and it made me feel dizzy! I just remember that I covered my eyes, and I kneeled to the ground in a way to protect myself from that strange object!

But as weird as it may sound, I didn’t want to lose any chance to keep seeing that thing, and I opened my eyes! I looked at that object again, and I saw when it started to go up slowly, through the top of those trees toward the heaven! When it was away from all those top branches, it increased its speed in an incredible motion, and it went up toward the starry sky! Then, it made a sharp angle turn, and it went to the other side of the sky, where I lost eye contact of it!

Later, I was sad and confused. Where did it go? Will I be able to see it again? Then, I was disappointed, because my head was kind of too heavy, and my eyes were hurting a lot! I was nauseated and trembling from head to toe, that I just wanted to cry, because I felt like an abandoned child!

I didn’t know what to do, if I should stay there, or going to look for my aunt and tell her what really happened to me. At the same time, I was sensing and having some kind of flash back memories, remembering the ring or hinge that was around in the middle of that object. When it moved slower, the humming sound was soft and the red lights were dim. But when it moved faster, the humming was louder, and the lights were intense and brighter!

Suddenly, I heard the voice of my aunt calling my name loudly, in extreme despair! I barely could see her standing there, in the distance, awaiting for me at the road side! Immediately, I answered and yelled that I was there. I started to walk, going back up to the road, to meet her. Somewhat, I was happy to see her, because I wanted to go back home! When I got there at her side, she was furious! She reprimanded me really hard, because she said she was looking for me everywhere, and she couldn’t find me until that last minute!

I tried to explain her that I had been down there, nearby to the trees all that time, just watching and looking for a falling star in that same area.

But by the intense way that she looked at me (she was infuriated), I realized that she wasn’t too convinced about my explanation, or anything that I could tell her about it! Then, she turned around and signaled me to keep walking ahead the road back home!

In complete silence, we started to walk, and she started talking again about what had happened just minutes ago, that same night. She was complaining, arguing, cursing, and saying she was going to tell my mom about my disappearance, bad behavior, etc. And she kept talking all that way long, that I started to feel miserable! I was so tired, that I didn’t know how I kept walking up there!

And I was feeling kind of drowsy, and light headed, like if I was just floating in the air, or if I didn’t feel the rest of my body at all! I felt sorry for her, because I didn’t want to talk back, the only thing I wanted at that moment was to get back home. So, I just ignored her completely, and kept walking like a zombie, dragging my feet for the rest of that unpaved streets!

When we finally got at my home’s door, my mom was already waiting for us, worried because it was late, almost 1:00 am of the next day. Then, my aunt thanked my mother, and said goodbye. At that same moment, I was wondering and surprised, because she didn’t mention anything about what I had done that night to my mom. I thought that she might be afraid how to explain my disappearance, and tried to avoid any confrontation with her older sister, my mom!

Finally, after that long night, I was able to go to the bed. Even though I felt tired, and weak, it took time for me to fall sleep, because I was feeling sad and guilty for my mischievous behavior! Besides, I was thinking in that awesome object that I had seen before, and I was wondering what could it be? Why I wasn’t afraid to get there if I was alone? It was a dark place, and I was always afraid of the darkness! I kept repeating to myself, what did I do? I thought, well, it did worth, I really enjoyed watching that object, whatever it was! I felt excited, and an urgency for the next day, to tell my friends about that experience that I had that night!

But, there was a trouble, and it was a mission impossible for me! I couldn’t tell anybody, because my mom was going to be mad with me, and I didn’t want to get punished for it! So, I decided not to mention it to anybody!

As the time passed by, some weird things happened to me. My life changed abruptly, because I started to develop some kind of a health condition. A heavy nasal bleeding that I never had before. When the weather was too hot during the day, I couldn’t be able to play outside with my friends, like I was usually doing before, every day after school without any inconvenience. All of a sudden, I was there, feeling fainting and exhausted at any time that I got any kind of agitation, out of the shade of my home! Every time I bled, my t-shirts got stained with that blood, my friends were afraid, and they started to avoid me for that reason! That situation made me feel so sad and miserable, because I didn’t know what was really happening to me!

One day, my mom got concerned about my health situation, and took me to a community clinic nearby home, for a complete checkup. After some painful blood tests, the doctor said that I was suffering a kind of a microcytic anemia, due to iron deficiency, and malnutrition. Then he prescribed me a supplement of B-complex vitamins, and a well-balanced diet. My mom and I followed the doctor’s indications, I was recovering fast, and those bleedings ceased completely.

Apart of that health trouble that I had before, some of those days, my nocturnal fear came back! I was having something like strange dreams, nightmares, and kind of flashbacks! In those kind of vivid dreams, I could see myself observing that amazing object with its red dim lights, and me stepping under that thing. Then seeing myself inside of that object, being greeted for some short beings dressed in a kind of blue well fitted overalls. Their big black popping eyes, observing me all over, and feeling happy to meet me there!

Then, again, seeing me being irradiated by that object’s light, feeling a warm sensation and a kind of tickling in my whole body. And then, seeing at myself irradiating blue, purple, and white light, all over that place! Sometimes, after those episodes, I used to wake up crying or screaming, and my mom went at my bed side to check me up, and stayed with me. All those weird dreams and flashbacks worried and confused me, because I didn’t know what they really mean. It was a really hard situation for me, and for that same reason, I thought many times that I was born cursed! Worst of all, I couldn’t tell anybody about what I had seen in that starry night, because I was afraid to get in troubles with my parents!

As time passed by, I did everything that I could to avoid to get in troubles again, and mainly, I was trying to avoid my aunt Sonia. I wasn’t really convinced that she had forgotten the whole thing, and I didn’t want her to mention anything to my mom. Every time she was visiting our home, I had any excuse to get out of that place in a hurry! Lucky for me, she didn’t say anything. It was like if that complete episode never really happened to us! I was relaxed to see that finally my secret was somewhat secured. And I was happy too, because my mom didn’t notice my distress before, and never questioned about it, when my aunt was in our home!

CHAPTER 2

Beyond The Dark Tunnel

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AT THE BEGINNING of the seventies, it was one of those mild days of the month of April, day 14, during the year of 1973. A very special one for me, because I was going to travel to another country accompanying at my grandma (my mother’s mom), and other close relatives, at a bus excursion. I was feeling really excited and happy, because I had been in that place before, and I liked it! But the only perturbing matter that I had was that my mother couldn’t go with us. She was going to stay in home with my father and my other siblings!

And while my mom was packing at my luggage little by little, I could notice that she was sad and thoughtful. I kept talking to her as another way of distraction, to avoid seeing her sorrow. Eventually, she advised me how to behave, and be aware about the risk of those long trips. Besides, she reminded me to listen and show respect to my grandma, about what she was expecting me to do all the time. But meanwhile, I knew that she was concerned about that trip, because she knew how dangerous the roads were all the way up to the mountains.

She had traveled to that same place before with all of us, and despite all her concerns about it, she allowed me to go with her in a way to please my grandma.

Certainly, I was really happy to comply her, because I knew grandma loved to travel to that city called Esquipulas, which is located at the border, in the southern part of Guatemala, and in the northwest side of Honduras, our former country.

Every year, my grandma and other catholic ladies used to have meetings to plan and prepare in advance, how to deal with several people, and organizing a bus excursion to make that trip. Everything had to be ready before the Holy week or Passover, that way they could spend the whole week in that city, without any inconvenience.

In that particular city, there was an extremely belief and tradition of that religion. Those celebrations were much different than in other places, with a lot of catholic fervor and faith about the life, death, and resurrection of their Christ.

I really liked that place, and not because I was interested in that particular religion. No, as a regular child, what I really liked was just ride in the bus, and to have fun in that city fair! Besides, the people in that place were very polite and serviceable with all the visitors that used to arrive to their city, to enjoy and be part of the celebrations, in that particular time of the year.

Next, we were still packing our stuff at home, when suddenly we hear a loud claxon, and the loud cheering of my cousins out there, announcing that the excursion bus had just arrived to our neighborhood, waiting for all of us the travelers to aboard it!

I hurried up, hugged, and kissed my mom