My Youniverse According to Dharma

By Beatriz Roche

When author Beatriz Roche Cisneros learned that Yelitza, one of her closest friends and guide throughout her life, was dying, she hopped on a plane to go and see her for the last time—or so she thought. Her friend passed away five days later—but then reappeared in a dream and later in Beatriz’s meditation. Yelitza told her about a name that was going to be very important in her life: Dharma.

A few days later, a conversation began while Beatriz channeled this highly evolved nonphysical consciousness. She encountered a series of questions and extraordinary answers, inviting us toward awakening to what really is—to universal truths and to self-discovery of limitless inner power. Now she shares what she learned as a receptor and translator for this energy. This text explores such topics as how the world was populated, how we perceive time, what dark and light forces exist in the universe, how we are absolute creators of our reality using our conscious and subconscious thoughts and emotions, and how loving ourselves is fundamental to everything.

This channeled guide to personal growth considers a wide range of existential questions intended to raise our consciousness, helping both ourselves and those around us.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: Jun 25, 2019
• ISBN: 9781982229665

Beatriz Roche

Beatriz Roche has always been a creative and curios person. She was born in Caracas, Venezuela, and has lived in Madrid, Spain, for two decades. She studied at several boarding schools in England and the United States, and she attended college in Boston, where she graduated with the dean’s award and literary honors. She is also the author of The Key’s Key.

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ISBN: 978-1-9822-2965-8 (sc)

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Library of Congress Control Number: 2019907792

Balboa Press rev. date: 06/24/2019

To Yel

itza…

My friend, cosmic family, and the best guide I could have asked for. All my gratitude aND love.

CONTENTS

Prologue

FEBRUARY 18TH

The First Mention of Dharma

FEBRUARY 19TH

Dharma for the First Time

FEBRUARY 20TH

Interaction with Light

FEBRUARY 21ST

The Flame Within

FEBRUARY 22ND

Distortion and Reconstruction

FEBRUARY 23RD

Light and Darkness

FEBRUARY 24TH

Pinwheels and Trust

FEBRUARY 25TH

Ice Cream, a Pair of Reading Glasses and the Number Five—the Universe Speaks.

FEBRUARY 26TH

The White Book

FEBRUARY 27TH

ZZZ …

FEBRUARY 28TH

A Panther, a Ghost, and a Gathering

FEBRUARY 29TH

A Key, Heart, White Book, Chalice, Lotus Flower, and a Fleur de Lis

MARCH 1ST

The Star

MARCH 2ND

A Guided Meditation Where I Saw Myself in the Future

MARCH 3RD

On a Train on My Way to a Course on Self-Awareness

MARCH 4TH

Floating to a Swirl of Orange and White Colors

MARCH 7TH

Music as Colors, the House Within, and Breaking Out of Toxic Cycles

MARCH 8TH

A Tree Trunk and a Basement Construction

MARCH 9TH

Red Beads

MARCH 10TH

School Time

MARCH 11TH

Slippers and a Window with Bars

MARCH 12TH

Illuminated Egg, Purity, and the Light Within

MARCH 13TH

Y in a Circle

MARCH 14TH

Self-Doubt and Other Symbols

MARCH 15TH

A Meditation to Decipher

MARCH 16TH

A Forest and a Female Hindu Sculpture

MARCH 17TH

A Seed with a Leaf and a Flower Arrangement

MARCH 18TH

Akashic Records

MARCH 19TH

Rugs

MARCH 21ST

The Number Eight and Self-Protection

MARCH 22ND

The Star

MARCH 23RD

The Wind

MARCH 24TH

LLafranc and Nature

MARCH 25TH

LLafranc 2

MARCH 26TH

Violets and Water Lilies

MARCH 29TH

Red Balloons and Wishes

APRIL 21ST

From the Future

APRIL 22ND

Butterfly

APRIL 25TH

Red Poppy Flower, a House among Buildings

APRIL 26TH

What Does God Want?

APRIL 27TH

Transcending

APRIL 28TH

Buddhist Boy

APRIL 29TH

The Buddhist Boy Part 2

APRIL 30TH

The Buddhist Boy Part 3 and the Temple of Light

MAY 2ND

Self-Doubts

MAY 3RD

Light Blue Dress and the Sea

MAY 4TH

Ready for Takeoff?

MAY 5TH

Three Kings

MAY 6TH

Meditation without Stimuli

MAY 7TH

Change of Topic

MAY 8TH

Peace of Mind

MAY 9TH

Ho’oponopono

MAY 10TH

Keep Cheering Me on, I’m on My Way

MAY 11TH

Flying into the Sun

MAY 15TH

Love Is in the Breeze

MAY 23RD

Morning: No Previous Meditation Needed Today

MAY 23RD

Afternoon: At Times I Experience Difficulty

MAY 24TH

I Wish upon a Star

MAY 25TH

Renny

MAY 27TH

Dark and Light Frequencies

MAY 28TH

A Watch and Oil Containers

MAY 29TH

Love and Astral Projection

JUNE 1ST

To New Beginnings

JUNE 2ND

A Key and a Heart

JUNE 8TH

Turquoise Stone

JUNE 9TH

The Purpose Here on Earth

JUNE 11TH

Definite Possibilities and Variables in the Now

JUNE 27TH

Opportunities

JUNE 29TH

The Past Keeps Repeating Itself until We Learn

JUNE 30TH

Sleeping through Guided Meditations

JULY 4TH

Horses and Roman Passages

JULY 6TH

Love Yourself

JULY 7TH

To Be

JULY 8TH

Water and Emotions

JULY 10TH

Third Eye

JULY 11TH

The Battle

JULY 12TH

An Eye and a Collective Cluster

JULY 21ST

Some News

SEPTEMBER 16TH

Reconnecting and Growing in Splendor and Love

SEPTEMBER 19TH

Yeli

SEPTEMBER 22ND

Spanish Fan … Abanico

SEPTEMBER 23RD

Angelic Encounter

SEPTEMBER 26TH

Self-Sabotage

SEPTEMBER 27TH

The First Frontier

SEPTEMBER 29TH

Versatility

SEPTEMBER 30TH

Destiny

OCTOBER 1ST

Benevolence

OCTOBER 3RD

Vindicate

OCTOBER 4TH

Relinquishing

OCTOBER 7TH

It is Hard to Say Goodbye

OCTOBER 8TH

A Door Can Always Be Opened

OCTOBER 12TH

11:11 and the Crystal Cross

OCTOBER 19TH

Video Games

OCTOBER 31TH

El Camino de Santiago

NOVEMBER 2ND

Doors

NOVEMBER 7TH

Low Batt

NOVEMBER 10TH

An Undercurrent

NOVEMBER 16TH

Kundalini

NOVEMBER 26TH

I Am Mad

NOVEMBER 28TH

The Seven Principles

NOVEMBER 29TH

Awakening

NOVEMBER 30TH

The Power of Thought

DECEMBER 1ST

Dimensions

DECEMBER 3RD

A Mix of All Things Creation

DECEMBER 4TH

Help from Earth and from the Other Side

DECEMBER 7TH

Creation from within or Messages from Our Guides

DECEMBER 8TH

Open the Door!

DECEMBER 9TH

To Clear Any Negative Subconscious Leftovers.

DECEMBER 12TH

Christmas Expectations

DECEMBER 13TH

Afterthought about the Door

DECEMBER 14TH

Conscious vs. Subconscious

DECEMBER 23TH

Christmas and Transformations

DECEMBER 24TH

The Birth of a Light Being

DECEMBER 28TH

Guides

JANUARY 3RD

Dimension Paradigm

JANUARY 4TH

Paradigm Shift and Paradigm Paralysis

DECEMBER 7TH

Responsibility and Energy

JANUARY 15TH

The Mandela Effect and Timelines

JANUARY 18TH

Probable Ending of This Journal?

JANUARY 31TH

Reunion

FEBRUARY 9TH

Numbers and Synchronicity

FEBRUARY 27TH

Confused Energy

FEBRUARY 28TH

The Palace

Conclusion

About the Author

Prologue

I knew that one of my closest friends, my soul sister, and my guide throughout most of my adult life was dying. I just did not expect it to be so soon.

I woke up one night with sudden palpitations. I felt like someone was trying to tell me something. I felt the urge to open the drawer where I kept my tarot cards, so I did. I grabbed the cards and cut the deck randomly. The death card appeared to be glowing, and I knew Yelitza was trying to reach me. I felt her imminent death, and I started trembling and subsequently throwing up. I didn’t know if she was ready, but I certainly was not.

The next morning, a text confirmed what I dreaded. My heart sank as I made my reservations from Madrid to Caracas. It was time; she was leaving us.

I hopped on the plane in a daze, with uncertainty about what I would find. Would she die before I arrived? Would she come out of that comatose state and surprise us all once again with her infinite strength? Would I have the precious time to tell her that I loved her and that her son could count on me? My head was in turmoil, and my emotions were more than erratic.

I went straight from the airport to the hospital, where I found her loving family waiting for her next step to the other side. After hugs and kisses, I dared to enter her room. Yelitza was pale and still. She had not opened her eyes for a few days, but she was still holding on tightly. I tried to hide my disconcertment. This was no longer my Yeli. She was a powerful light that was quickly dimming and fading.

To our amazement, she fought for five more days. I remember when she used to say that she no longer belonged here on earth and that she would leave right after something she had to attend to. I wish I had known then what that was; I think I could have eased the passage somehow. Maybe she was, as usual, thinking of us first as she took the time for us to get used to the idea. Yes, that was her throughout all her life.

All of us took turns holding her hand, caressing her hair, or whispering loving thoughts. The doctors could not believe day in and day out that she was still with us.

One day I perceived a little white, smoky spiral coming out of her head, and then I knew. I left so her son and close family could have their space. She finally died during that night.

I remember feeling numb and trying to convey strength, especially to her son and family. I swallowed my emotions and kept going. I would have time to deal with it once I arrived home, or so I thought at the time.

I remember Yeli asking time and time again when I was going to be intentional with meditation. I used to meditate for a while and just faded into doing it sporadically. On that same depressing day, I resolved to meditate regularly, and up to this day, I have been quite disciplined with my meditation routine. Why am I telling you this?

Because Yelitza found her way back to me through it, even though I did not know the total implications of this at the time.

When I was back in Madrid, days went by, and I had a hard time connecting to what I was supposed to feel. I knew it was there, but I guess I did not want to take that scary route.

One early afternoon, I lay down to meditate, and Yelitza popped in. It did not surprise me, as she was the most enlightened person I have personally known. For a few meditations, we found each other at a church we both knew well. That was our meeting point until one day she sounded clearer and more resolute.

Bea, she said. "There is a name that will become quite familiar in your life, and the name is Dharma."

Would you care to elaborate? And how are you? I asked as she evaporated—a dramatic exit for sure.

I did not know how to unravel the riddle; I guess I had to wait to find out. Unfortunately, patience was not one of my virtues.

The next day during meditation, I asked who or what Dharma was.

That is the day I connected with this wondrous entity and how I found out at the end of this particular journey that this was all an enormous gift from Yelitza. It was meant for me to heal and release my great desolation over what I perceived as a great loss.

I talked to Dharma almost daily for a year after meditation so I would be open to receive the messages. Please turn the page so you may begin our quest.

FEBRUARY 18TH

The First Mention of Dharma

After Yelitza’s passing, I promised myself I was going to meditate every day. I felt I owed it to her to keep going and growing. She was such a great teacher for the longest time. As her student, I had to carry on at least some of her legacy.

Today, true to my routine, I began to meditate after lunch. I know, I know, weird time to meditate, but nonetheless, that is my perfect time. It gives me peace, time, and quiet.

During meditations, questions or visions would arise. Those were my cues to engage in an ongoing conversation with Dharma. Right after I opened my eyes, I would go to my computer and relax into letting the information flow from Dharma, through me, and ultimately to my keyboard.

I connected to Dharma most days during the year. Sometimes I skipped days or even a summer. According to Dharma, that was not important. The message was the ultimate gift.

So here goes: my first mention of Dharma during my after-lunch special.

Meditation.

I felt myself drift away into freedom. I went down into my subconscious or somewhere else unknown. I found myself in a futuristic city, my senses overwhelmed by bright lights and thriving colors. There were some cars that were flying and others that were going through transparent tunnels. It kind of looked like an episode of The Jetsons, but I knew I could not make assumptions or judge, so I remained impassive.

I flew above the city to a crystal palace. Once I was there, I saw multiple rooms that seemed to repeat throughout eternity, with no end in sight. Then I lost concentration and hit a void, a gap