Stripped an Exotic Dancers Journey to God

By Toby Billie

Stripped an Exotic Dancers Journey to God speaks about a little five-year-old girl being molested by her sibling, which then hurls her into a life of abandonment and promiscuity, thus building an underworld enterprise. This intriguing real-life story tells how an innocent girl can be led into the life of violence, lewdness, and ultimately, imprisonment to having been brought out and guided by the hand of God.

Toby Billie is an evangelist in ministry and is currently a sidewalk counselor. As a former dancer, the author has spent countless hours ministering throughout the streets of Baltimore, ranging from saving the youth to preventing abortions in the city. She also does campaign work for the youth at various churches, teaching them how to maintain abstinence and other valuable life lessons. Through her tireless efforts in ministry, she has received numerous awards. She comes from a large family of fourteen. The hardships from her upbringing propelled her to pursue higher education. As a college graduate, she is now a certified addictions counselor. Evangelist Billie currently resides in Maryland. She is married and is a proud mother of two daughters and five grandsugars. She also enjoys working out and weight training.

She did an exclusive interview courtesy of the 700 Club for 460 million viewers and 138 countries around the world, internationally sharing her story.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Dec 5, 2018
• ISBN: 9781984559777

Toby Billie

Stripped, An Exotic Dancer’s Journey to God, speaks about a five year old little girl being molested by her sibling, which then hurls her into a life of abandonment and promiscuity, thus building an underworld enterprise. This intriguing real life story tells how an innocent girl can be led into the life of violence, lewdness and ultimately imprisonment, to having been brought out and guided by the hand of God. Verna Massdin is an Evangelist in ministry and is currently a side walk counselor for ProLife.org. As a former dancer the author has spent countless hours ministering throughout the streets of Baltimore, ranging from saving the youth to the preventing of abortions in the city. She also does campaign work for the youth at various churches, teaching them how to maintain abstinence and other valuable life lessons. Through her tireless effects in ministry she has received numerous awards. She comes from a large family of fourteen. The hardships from her upbringing propelled her to pursue a higher education. As a college graduate she is now a certified addictions counselor. Evangelist Massdin currently resides in Baltimore, Maryland. She married and is a proud mother of two daughters and five grand-sugars. She also enjoys working out and weight training. I did an Exclusive interview courtesy of The 700 Club viewers 460 million and 138 Countries around the world and Internationally sharing my story.

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Contents

Strippeed

The early years

Illusions of a child

The kitty kit club

Masculine/Butch to Feminine/Lipstick

The Big Cover Up

A Promotion to Bigger Things

Ducking the Alphabet Boyz

Giving You the Desires OF your Heart

Wanted dead or alive

The Role Men Play In adult entertainment

The Red Light District

Rear Entry

The Devil is a shirt with no back

When Things Fall Part

The Lure of Music

Unvarnished

Leather Underground

Gang Superstar

M.I.A to M.I.A

Fornication at its Finest

Be Ye Separated

God Shows Up

Putting Me Back Together Again

Forgiveness

Preaching is about the money, say what?

The Goodness of the Lord

An Angel Watching Over You

Acknowledgements

Father, I love you and I make known my adoration of love to you. God, you have done so much for me. Words could not explain how I feel about you. Each day, I want you to bring me closer to you. Help me to love what you love and to hate what you hate. I am the woman of God that I am only because of your love for me at the cross. Father, please take glory in everything that you anoint me to do. Thank you for making the book possible. If you, Almighty Father, had not brought me through every second, minute, and hour of my life, where would I be? Thank you for using my father and mother as vehicles to bring me into this world. You know the plans for my life. My acknowledgements Tom Wilson, for helping me as I worked feverishly on my book it’s was times I wanted to be left alone with no distractions from his mood swings. As I was tired of looking at this screen and my eye-bellies were heavy, I am thankful to God it is done. I would like to show my gratitude to the staff Golden Starr Community College when I was working on my degree. They pushed me in every way they could it was not always easy doing my college years. It was long nights and days burning the midnight oil with all of my books. I want to thank God for and acknowledge my wonderful daughters for their love and standing beside me I have the best daughters on earth. My daughters are wonderful and I’m thankful for both of them they are my two besties. I thank Connie for the love she gave me and the encouragement along the way. I would like to thank my sister, Bonnie Carter, for her words of support and her believing in my project being kind and loving. Bonnie, you are a loving sister and a friend forever you will be in my heart. You always have a big heart and always make me laugh. I would also like to thank Robert Young, teacher, television broadcaster, reporter, and friend. I thank Robert for sharing with me some of his knowledge about the style of writing and his inspiration as I worked on my book. He is a wonderful person and friend he works hard with children in the school system. I want to thank Robert for reading my book and acknowledging; that he could not put my book down and its powerful stuff that will change people lives. Thanks Robert, for speaking on my book having a sexy storyline as well as good details and life experiences. Thank you Betty Gilmore, for your love and support and believing in me as I was writing my book. Thank you, Apostle Smith, for your support and encouragement as I’m telling my real life story in my own words. I would like to thank all of the staff and acknowledge Cheryl Hill, the project director of Trio/Stairs program. I like to thank Fran Coleman, academic coordinator, Linda Gold-finger, administrative assistant, and Malinda Baker, transfer specialist. I would like to thank my sister, Kim Carter for her encouragement as I wrote my book through it all thick and then I love you two women from the bottom of my heart. I would like to thank all of my cousins, aunts, uncles, and nieces for your support and love. I would like to acknowledge everyone that stood by me as I shared with you my dream of writing my story in a book. In so many cases with tears rolling down my cheeks full with emotion in my heart I had to get my story out. This book will show Toby life as I have known it. This is a wonderful transformation for all to read. I knew Toby all of my life she’s my mother she was wild and full of life and excitement. My mother Toby had a vulgar mouth, cursed like a sailor, and was ready to fight at the drop of a dime. She didn’t seem to avoid confrontation, but appeared to embrace it. Toby got into the dance industry several years ago. She and her team would perform exotic dancing services to anyone who wanted to book a party day or night. The parties were uninhabited and often involved some level exchange for sex money. Furthermore, I also remember that would also involve with drug dealing and other drugs. I don’t really know the extent of all the drugs and how often they were used, but I am clear that she did use and sell drugs for years. Toby was all about getting money by any means necessary. Then one day, God spoke to her and she decided to leave all the craziness behind and seek Christ. Toby transformed and devoted her life to seeking God and saving souls. She has been living a life for Christ for over fifth teen years now. She is an ordained minister and she goes out and about preaching the word of God. Daughter Karen

Toby is my aunt as I grew up, a lot of the family’s children wanted to be around her in one way or another. Some of them wanted her lifestyle, money awar, the entrepreneur, stripper Madame, drug dealer and user, freak hustler, porn star, the Queen ** of the underworld. My sister in Christ shines bright now. I’m getting to know Toby, the anointed and powerful woman of God. Adam Bailey AKA Mr. Klymaxx

STRIPPEED

A t the party one night when the DJ started playing my song, Turn down the Lights, I started stripping. The Hennessy and Marijuana kicked in, laced with cocaine. It made me feel like I was the world’s sexiest dancer and no one could touch me. The room got completely silent and you could have heard a pin drop.

All eyes were focused in my direction as I glided across the floor, doing what we dancers call a set. How did I get here, doing a set? all the men under my control with each move I made? When I first began to strip, I would not take off my clothes, even though the men kept encouraging me to strip completely. I felt that is was worth more money for them to see me bare my soul to the world nude. Then the money started coming in so fast and in such large amounts I knew being an exotic dancer was the job I would do for the rest of my life. After a while, I did not think much about dancing nude. It was as natural as eating pizza with cheese and all the toppings. I did not care who was looking, just show me the money I would get for dancing. I had no idea that I was becoming addicted to the dance world and drugs. I was like a junkie chasing after my next fix. I felt high visualizing what I would wear and how sexy I would be. Booking parties was a better high than smoking bud. I remember the euphoria while waiting for Mark to come to the Kitty Kat Club to book, his party is booked for Friday night. He has to bring me a down payment to lock in the day and time for me to dance for his party. He brought me a $2500 deposit to make sure everyone is turned up and his home boy has the time of his life at his friend’s bachelor party. Mark wants his boy Charles hooked up before he gets married and that will cost him extra money. Sometimes, the person that’s booking the party wants their boys taken care of, but not every man that is getting married wants to sleep with one of my dancers. The person who is getting married always claims to be in love with their fiancée, but that’s a joke for the comic section in the funny paper. Some of these men go so hard at their bachelor’s party. I can’t believe they are in love with the women they are marrying in the morning. They go all out preparing for the bachelor’s party, plenty of caviar and other delicious foods and drinks. Read on for the juicy details on how many of the single and married men spend their final night. They have the best rooms booked at the hotels at the Harbor Courts, BWI Airport, Towson Bypass, or the Hyatt Regency at the Harbor, just to name of few.

I have often asked many of these men after being in the adult industry about twenty years, if you love your wife-to-be, why are you cheating with an exotic dancer? They often responded that their wife-to-be doesn’t know anything about having good, freaky sex like the women from the Kitty Kat Club. Some men felt that they must get married because the girlfriend expects him to marry her after dating for a three years. After hearing what my clients had to say I made sure they lived out their fantasy. Allowing them to get all of their needs met know holds bars get it in. They know that I’m going to hook them up well! Yes, I got the hook up for everyone. Holler at your girl, a party is not a party until I run all through it. Allowing each man and woman that walk through my doors to live his or her extravagant evening. They can go back-home capable of dealing with their husband, wife or boyfriend; knowing that coming to the club made their day or night pop. Therefore, many of them complain how their home life is so stressful. My clients coming to the Kitty Kat club are able to get a sense of peace having a lap dance with me. Captivating them, they want to give me a bigger tip that empowers me to travel around the world buying beautiful clothes and shoes. Booking parties is my specialty; after all, this is why I am hot. Since I am a very Stripped good entertainer and I put it down I am the hottest head lady in the business. They will come back for more, and they will tell their home boys about the club. Oh, yes! Sit back and enjoy this ride and be intrigued with titillating details. See how men and women like you live it up when they call on me to do their girlie-girlie shows and bachelor’s parties. Women love to see a sexy, handsome, well-built tall drink of water of a man walk into a strip party.

I love to see the male dancer put it down and rock his body in an entertaining way I’m tipping you. The male dancers do enjoy driving women’s cars and being taking care of by women. I have lots of male dancer friends we talk about how much money women; put into their pockets as much as the female dancers.

Sam comes to his first strip party. None of his friends that brought him to the strip party tells Sam what to expect from any of the girls. Sam starts drinking and he is plastered and out of control he is a mess. He can’t hold his liquor. Maybe he should have worn a bib he’s spitting-up and everyone wants him to go into another room until the party is over. The hotel manager asked Charles to pay for the carpet to get cleaned. It’s not unusual for the person that rented the hotel or motel to have extra charges added once they check out. Especially if the room was damaged from a fight after the men had been drinking and getting high. It was a few cases that some of my girls were getting to drunk or high on pills; were asked to pay extra money before checkout of the hotel room. Now I never wanted my good name or my business any bad image of me damaged at any hotel. So I made sure that every girl that was involved in any the hotel rooms being damaged. Whether we were in state or out of state was not going to follow me. To the point that the hotels owners would not want me or my business rent any of their rooms in the future. Switching gears now working so hard at making money often my brother, Shawn, would came by my house to see me on this day. Shawn and I are very close he said, Star, whenever I come by to visit you, you are so busy. Sis you’re always chasing dough or selling pills, we don’t get a chance to talk much. We really don’t have time to sit down and smoke weed or take a drink and laugh. I knew what he was saying was true, but all I cared about was my show that night. This party tonight is for one of the sport legends—a football player. I’m thinking to myself how fast I can get there. I tell my brother I’ll see him later. There were times that Shawn went with me to a party to make sure that I was alright he was one of my body guards at one point. The party will go on all night. In many cases visiting with family was mostly when I am not at a party or hustling. Then again I get to see some of the family when they want to ask me for money. Tonight party I intend to take with me tonight about twenty, thirty girls, to the football player’s party. The money will be so good at this sports legend event I can put some of the girls on salary, others girls on tips only. When I pulled up at the home town heroes door the house is breath taking lovely, in a gated community with all kinds of luxury cars parked outside. It was my first time seeing a Bugatti. I always enjoyed riding in style and looking good. Major, my friend, picked me up in his Lamborghini to paint the town. Many of the most expensive cars were parked outside of Baltimore Super Bowl winner’s house. These cars are higher priced cars, which include Rolls Royce’s, Audis, Jaguars, and Ferraris. These are big spenders indeed and their pockets will meet my every need yassss!. His team arrived dressed and looking awesome all kind of eye candy walked through the door. If you were there you would be licking your lips to trying to decide what flavor of man you wanted as well. Seeing many of them up close and personal was much better than looking at them on TV playing against another team. I do like their uniform colors, however. It was so much fun laughing, playing, and running all over his house. Running from room to room, doing whatever my girls and I wanted to do until morning. I can say we were all one big happy family. At least it felt that away. George made