God's Anonymous

By Ronald Evans

This is a book about the truth of my life from my point of view. Many
times in my life people have told their side of the story to make themselves
look good and me the bad guy but, I will tell you the raw truth as the Lord
has instructed me to do. At this time in my life I will not hold back and I am
going to be as transparent as I can no matter how much it hurts me. This is
the true meaning of the word testify. I feel compelled to write this book under
inspiration from my father God which is in heaven and I hope that someone
gets touched, saved and healed even delivered from reading my life story.
Pastor Ronnie Evans began his relationship with the Lord in 1976 at King of Kings Full Gospel Tabernacle under the leadership of Bishop Isaiah McKinnon. He graduated from Hackensack High School and attended Fairleigh Dickerson University Teaneck, NJ and Morris County College in Morristown NJ. After being called to preach at age 18, he attended East Texas Bible College founded by R.W. Schambach for 2 years. After attending Bible College, Pastor Ronnie started doing the work of an evangelist by conducting numerous street meetings in towns such as Hackensack, Paterson and East Orange. In these street meetings the hand of God moved mightily with countless healings, deliverances and salvation. He held his first tent meeting in Paterson, NJ during 1999. In the early 2000s, Pastor Ronnie attended Bethel Total Man Ministries located at 202 James St. Hackensack, NJ where they ordained him as a Pastor.

Pastor Ronnie has one sister, Patricia Evans & two brothers, Peter (died years ago) and Gregory Evans. His mother who recently went home to be with the Lord (November, 2012) was a strong influence in his life. Pastor Ronnie was blessed with two fathers, Rodney Marshal and step-father, Reedy Evans (both deceased).

After a period of separation from the Lord, his heavenly father (turning his back on God twice); the God of the first, second and third chances has resurrected Pastor Ronnie and empowered him with a new anointing, power through the Holy Ghost and revelation in the Word for this generation.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Jul 23, 2013
• ISBN: 9781483649771

Ronald Evans

Pastor Ronald W. Evans born June 19, 1956 in Hackensack, NJ is founder and pastor of a newly established church, Unity Fellowship, located at 184 Berdan Pl. Hackensack, NJ. Prior to starting Unity Fellowship Pastor Ronnie as he is called pastored Praise Revival Center where many lives were helped through the preaching of the Word, hospital visitations and distribution of food & clothes. Pastor Ronnie Evans began his relationship with the Lord in 1976 at King of Kings Full Gospel Tabernacle under the leadership of Bishop Isaiah McKinnon. He graduated from Hackensack High School and attended Fairleigh Dickerson University Teaneck, NJ and Morris County College in Morristown NJ. After being called to preach at age 18, he attended East Texas Bible College founded by R.W. Schambach for 2 years. After attending Bible College, Pastor Ronnie started doing the work of an evangelist by conducting numerous street meetings in towns such as Hackensack, Paterson and East Orange. In these street meetings the hand of God moved mightily with countless healings, deliverances and salvation. He held his first tent meeting in Paterson, NJ during 1999. In the early 2000s, Pastor Ronnie attended Bethel Total Man Ministries located at 202 James St. Hackensack, NJ where they ordained him as a Pastor. Pastor Ronnie has one sister, Patricia Evans & two brothers, Peter (died years ago) and Gregory Evans. His mother who recently went home to be with the Lord (November, 2012) was a strong influence in his life. Pastor Ronnie was blessed with two fathers, Rodney Marshal and step-father, Reedy Evans (both deceased). After a period of separation from the Lord, his heavenly father (turning his back on God twice); the God of the first, second and third chances has resurrected Pastor Ronnie and empowered him with a new anointing, power through the Holy Ghost and revelation in the Word for this generation.

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God’s Anonymous

Ronald Evans

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Rev. date: 07/24/2013

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Contents

Author’s Note

or

Preface

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Biography

Special Thanks to

Marian Jackson for editing

Author’s Note

or

Preface

This is a book about the truth of my life from my point of view. Many times in my life people have told their side of the story to make themselves look good and me the bad guy but, I will tell you the raw truth as the Lord has instructed me to do. At this time in my life I will not hold back and I am going to be as transparent as I can no matter how much it hurts me. This is the true meaning of the word testify. I feel compelled to write this book under inspiration from my father God which is in heaven and I hope that someone gets touched, saved and healed even delivered from reading my life story.

Ronald W. Evans

New Jersey, 2013

Chapter 1

How Jesus found me and delivered

my soul and wrote my name

in the Book of Life

I remember I was 17 years old and fresh out of high school. I had a little job and moved out of my mother’s house because I did not want to live there any longer. I never had a room to myself always with my brother who was and still is very abusive saying my this and my that, don’t take this and keep your hands off of that. He was a very strong man able to hit very hard and could fight well. He got angry over any little thing and every chance he got he would hit me and always made me feel like he hated my guts. He never wanted me around and my heart became very hard concerning him. When I was little in my house I was no more than Cinderella and got slapped, pushed, cussed at, even sexually abused by my own sister. The sexual abuse put a great valley between she and I. It’s the reason I really don’t like dating darker skin ladies and why I hated her for many years; yet I still had to interact with her. Until the last three years I didn’t want to know her. In my mind I know she is my sister, thought she would help and even fight with me. I believe its that issue of the sexual contact that I never dealt with her. My heart was incased with hate for her and it’s only in the last three years of my life that God, only God began to change me. Though I buck very often I’m really working at it with God; my love for God makes me want to love them.

The Bible says you shall know the truth and it shall make you free. God is operating on my heart and I can feel it. The walls of hate are tumbling down. I have another brother who I hated the most. Please don’t let your love ones die/leave this world without confronting them with your fears and dislikes. This is a hard thing to say, but when my brother died it hurt my mother so bad but I didn’t feel nothing. If he wasn’t my brother I would not have gone to the funeral and now that I can see the hardness of my heart its too late to mend that fence. I want you to know that these walls of hate and disassociation is what I built over the years and as a result of this I do not have ties with any of my family except one cousin.

Now to make matters worse my mother told me at the age of fifteen that I had a different father. Come to find out that he had five daughters and one son. Wow! I thought I would have a chance to have a family who would love me now. This is so sad, the only words that I could use is cold as the south pole. His wife was very mean to me and the girls: three of them hated me, one tolerated me and one was fine with it. I will tell her story down the road. I would like to say that relationships take time to come together yet hate moved in from the mother and effected all but one. It’s very sad because much of my life I didn’t know love and even though God saved me I still didn’t know love for a long time. Now many years later in my life I’m understanding love. I can say this love is unselfish.

Now I’m getting a little ahead of myself so let’s go to the day that the lord delivered me and saved my soul. As I stated before I was 17 years old and living in a room on Central Avenue. My job had a swing shift so I didn’t hang out as much as I did in high school. Most of my free time I would go to a friend’s house where other people I knew would be there. Girls would hang out there as well. At that time I only smoked grass, pop and took some pills. One day when I had the night off it was suggested that a few of us go to this night club in a neighboring city and I agreed to go. The plan was one of us go to New York and get acid, a very powerful hallucinogenic drug. So I went home and got myself ready and came back at the time agreed and the other’s had already taken the drug and was telling me to catch up. Now being honest I had never taken this type of drug, but I wanted to fit in so I almost did what they said they did. I was supposed to have put one in each eye and one on the tongue but I only put one on my tongue because one guy said it would be too much for me and man he was right. Let me tell you for about fifteen minutes everything was fine but then things started to get a little strange; ooooh I didn’t see anything at this time but I was feeling very afraid of what I had no idea. All I knew was as everyone began to get in the car I wouldn’t get in. They kept saying come on Ron everything is ok it’s just the drug you’ll be find in a little time. Yet in my mine I was thinking that we were going to get in an accident and die or something very bad was going to happen at the club. Someone was going to get shoot even though at this time I wasn’t carrying a gun. So after numerous time’s they gave up and I said look I’m going home and that’s that.

As I began to walk home it started to rain lightly. It was only a ten or fifteen minute walk home yet it seemed like hours and the rain became so heavy that you couldn’t see your hand in front of your face. There were shadows and people following me. There were angry dogs growling and barking at me but, I could not see them. By this time it was lighting and thundering and I heard voices. I was soaked from head to inside my shoes and the more I walked the further away my house got and I also heard crashing of cymbals. Let me tell you the level of fear was so great I was a nervous wreck and I was beginning to think there was no hope. I just didn’t know what to do. As I got half way or what I thought was half way I remember looking up and seeing my house off in a distance through pouring rain, thunder, lightning crashing and braking and all of that growling. On top of the house was a big huge white cross shining very bright so bright it made it seem like daytime. I said to myself if only I could get to my house I will be safe. Well I finally got there and went up into my room and everything I was experiencing outside intensified inside and the room was moving and I began to see colors all around me.

I remember when I moved I didn’t have much but, I took one of my mother’s Bibles which I had to look for and found it in a box next to the bed. I took that Bible which I had never even looked in once in my life and picked it up with hands and opened it. There was lightning and thunder and crashing and bright lights. Please don’t ask me what book and verse I was reading but, now I really had fear. On the one side of that book I read good things that I did one by one and as I finished reading there was crashing and a great searing sound, colors and lights. Then on