Thoughts from a Life Misled
By John Briggs
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John Briggs
John Briggs, Ph.D., is a professor of English and the journalism coordinator at Western Connecticut State University. He lives in Danbury, Connecticut. F. David Peat holds a Ph.D. in physics from the University of Liverpool and has written dozens of books on art, science, and spirituality. He lives in London and can be reached at www.fdavidpeat.com. They are the authors of Turbulent Mirror.
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Thoughts from a Life Misled - John Briggs
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Contents
HIM
CHAPTER 1
MY FEELINGS
NO PEACE
THE BOY
River of Hatred
THINKING ABOUT YOU
UNFORGIVEN
WORTHLESS
YOUR MOTHER’S MISTAKE
SEVEN DEADLY SINS
THE CHOICE
LITTLE BOY
ME
CHAPTER 2
ME
CONDEMNED
DAMIEN
URGES
JADED
NO FORGIVENESS
THE DREAM
WORDS
IMAGINE
BOXES
SHALLOW GRAVE
REFLECTIONS
GIVING UP
MY GRANDFATHER
BLESSED
NEVER
SINS OF THE FATHER
MISTAKEN
ABYSS
MESSED UP
LOOKING AT ME
REGRET
RAGE
A SIMPLE LIFE
CAPABLE
THE ROCK
LOSS
WINDOW TO THE SOUL
OUT OF LOVE
THE FLAME
WHAT’S RIGHT
SCARS
WINTER
NEVER HAD A CHANCE
PURPOSE
OCCASIONAL TOUCH
MORTALITY
ACCOUNTABLE
HAPPINESS
TRAPPED
SOMETHING YOU’RE NOT
MINE
CHAPTER 3
DREAMS
FATHER OR DAD?
HAUNTED
HERO’S
WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN
JUSTICE
MY LITTLE GIRL
PAIN
PAST LOVE
SOULMATE
THE PRICE
THE THRILL
LISTEN
MY CHILDREN
THEM
CHAPTER 4
THE CHALLENGE
A DIRTY SOUL
A STUPID MAN
FEAR
MY PATH
TOOLS
MARK OF A MAN
FREEDOM
LET THE PAIN GO
PRETENDING
MISTAKES
THE TRUTH
SADNESS
THE DARKSIDE
FALLEN
THE HAZE
WHAT’S RIGHT
TRADES
QUESTIONS
MUSE
ALONE
THE PAST
SPECIAL PLACES
THE TRIP
CAGED BIRD
OLD
SECRETS
CORRUPTED
PROGRESS
THE RIGHT TIME
Dedication
I would like to dedicate this book to my mom who believed in me, when everyone else gave up. My wife and kids who give me a reason to be a better man. My friend Zachary Neal Caywood who did the cover art. Finally Bonnie, who encouraged me to write this book and to all the people who have made me want to see how this game ends.
Thank you!
PREFACE
As you will come to see inside of these pages I have my own way of looking at things. For the most part I am easy going, I am not as dark on the outside in everyday life as I am in this book. On the inside I am pretty dark. I have done a lot of the things I have written about here. Others are just things that have crossed my mind.
It is my hope that getting everything out and down on paper would get it out of my head. I also like the idea of some day my kids will be able to look back at my words and see that their dad actually did have thoughts and feelings.
I once had an interesting life. It was not always so filled with anger and strife. I have taken advantage of many opportunities I have been granted over the years. I am an ordained minister. I have been parachuting, parasailing, bungee jumping, cave diving, and am open water dive certified. I have learned to protect myself with about every weapon out there including my hands and feet. I have lived, laughed, and most importantly loved. I have been places and done things most people only dream of.
I have also known sadness and tears, depression and fear. By writing this book I have laid my soul bare. It is my hope you will find something in these pages that will stay with you, maybe even echo through your soul as always true.
Thank you,
HIM
CHAPTER 1
MY FEELINGS
WHAT ELSE CAN I SAY?
I HOPE ALL YOUR CELLMATES HAVE PUNKED YOU OUT.
LEFT YOU TO BLEED, CRY AND POUT.
PAIN OTHERWORLDLY, I WANT FOR YOU.
ABOVE ALL ELSE, BELIEVE THIS IS TRUE.
I KNOW LONGER WISH FOR YOU, A SLOW,