My Search for God Through the Akashic Records

By Lee Fisher

What is a soul? Does the soul have a personality?

The Akashic Records response was The soul is the personality. There is no determining factor as to how many times the soul re-incarnates. This is left up to the individual as to how many times they re-incarnate. There is no such thing as a failed incarnation. The soul is never discarded or destroyed. Once the soul reaches perfection, it rejoins the spirit of God for all eternity.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: May 29, 2014
• ISBN: 9781452594750

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My Awareness of God

As a child growing up in the city of Chicago, IL, I remember seeing a picture of God as a great white image of a man sitting among large, billowing, white clouds. I remember seeing a picture of this enormous man with a long, white beard, a deep frown on his face and a white loin cloth with one end thrown over his shoulder. As I studied this picture, I thought to myself how was this huge person sitting on these soft, almost transparent clouds in the sky and did not tumble out of the sky. As I continued to stare at this strange image, the idea of someone of this massive size showing anger made me wonder what kind of god is this. Why is he angry? Who is he angry with? What made him angry? Why is he sitting, alone in the sky? How is he sitting in the sky? Where did he come from? How did he get in the sky?

As we are aware, children have questions that come into their minds; but because of the old traditions we were taught that you must not ask certain questions concerning God, so we kept these questions to ourselves. We were taught that God would punish us for asking these questions. So, many of us would only think about these questions and never voiced them out loud. This fear that was ingrained in children, as well as adults, was the basis for this great white image that was presented to all church goers to look upon as a reminder to each and everyone that God is Watching You! Think about this – God is sitting on a cloud in the sky with nothing to do but watch the people on earth. First of all, how could this god see anything on earth sitting that far up in the sky? If you have ever flown in an airplane, you would know that it is not possible for anyone to be sitting in the sky. Why couldn’t we see this god through a telescope? How is it possible to watch millions of people at the same time 24/7, 365 days a year, year after year for all eternity? If you think about it, the astronauts who venture into the elements of the Universe are enclosed in a huge steel capsule and are wearing some kind of element-proof protective body gear. They know there is no way that they can survive the atmosphere in the Universe without protection from the elements. As we continue to rationalize this god sitting in the sky, one might wonder exactly where in the sky is this god located. This to me is an indication of how far removed we are from reality.

As we become adults, some of the questions we had as children are still in our thoughts, but because there was no way we could ask these questions and get a definitive answer we accepted this concept of God as being normal. But, if we truly thought about these questions without letting fear enter into our thoughts, we might not have accepted these irrational teachings. I say might, because there were many other conditions why we believed what was taught to us. As adults, we continued with our daily lives, worshipping this god in some form or fashion; yet, the unanswered question of "Who is God?" continues to linger in our thoughts. As we continue with our lives, we begin to seek out other forms of information on this idea of god.

Let’s take a look at the Christian religion. In this religion, we are taught that God sent His only begotten son to the people of earth. Now this person, is supposed to be the son of God (remember that we have been taught that God is not on earth and is not human). This son of God whose mother is a human being conceived this child of God. Now, let’s think about this. At what point did this massive sized, angry man sitting on a cloud in the sky have a sexual relationship with an average-sized human woman? I know I used the word sexual. Honestly, what other means is a child conceived? Let us not forget that we were to believe that through some kind of unrealistic miracle, this woman conceived this child without the aid of human touch. Now, so as not to introduce a shroud of dishonesty, a male guardian was appointed to protect this woman and this child. You may ask yourself, why did we so readily accept this story? I would venture to say that it was because this child was portrayed as the son of God and was sent to die for our sins. We were so fascinated by the idea that God sent his only begotten son to wipe away all of our sins so that when we die, we can go straight to heaven. All we have to do is live a good life on earth. Imagine that! This one person was to absorb all of the sins of billions and billions of people who have lived and died on this earth for the past 2,000 plus years. This brings to mind yet another question, what happened to the people who lived before this person was born? Did they all go to this so-called hell or did they just vanish into thin air. This is something else to think about.

Understanding Heaven and Hell

Remember, we each are individuals, yet we are all spiritually connected; and, we each are responsible for how we live our lives on this earth. We enter into this world by ourselves and when our lives have ended, we leave this world by ourselves. So, where do we go when we leave this physical earth? Well, according to what we have been taught in the churches, mosques and other places of worship, we either go to a place called heaven or a place called hell. As a child, I attended a Baptist church and a Catholic church. As an adult, I attended a Mosque. Each place of worship taught that when we die, we either go to heaven or hell, depending on the life we have lived.

In the Catholic religion, we were also taught that there is a third option when we die. If you did not live your life well enough to go to heaven and you did not live an evil life, then you would go to this place call purgatory. This is where you are to repent for the sins you have committed while here on earth. This is a place for those of us who have lived a life that’s in between good and bad. Now, this place is supposed to be located between heaven and hell. According to what we were told, some of us will go to purgatory for a certain amount of time, so that we can repent for our sins before we are allowed to enter heaven. But, I recalled