Change My Relationship: 365 Daily Devotions for Christians in Difficult Relationships
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Do you wish you could get difficult relationship advice for your Christian codependency from a therapist right when you need it without paying for a therapy session? That is exactly what you will have in this topically indexed daily devotional.
Karla understands what you are going through because she has been there. Raised in a
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Change My Relationship - Karla Downing
Dedication
This book is dedicated to all who have played a part in my ministry. First to God, who gave me the desire to write and teach in 1999, in front of that Lifeway bookstore, and then opened the doors so I could do it.
A special dedication to my husband, Monte, who has devoted his life to providing for our family, freeing up countless hours for me to write and teach. God used a brunch ticket and a Sunday School class, both Monte’s ideas, to launch this ministry over two decades ago. His willingness to allow me to share the details of our marriage struggles still amazes me. And to my daughters Kami, Rachel, and Lindsey for never complaining when I reveal our family problems. To my dad for getting sober in Alcoholics Anonymous in 1976 and introducing me to Al-Anon, where I learned many of the principles and tools I teach. To my mom for standing up for her faith in the Lord and imparting it to me by taking us to church every Sunday, even though she suffered for it.
I will be forever grateful to Bob Noonan, who allowed me to participate in his Steppin’ Out recovery ministry. To those who have helped me teach these principles in my classes: Wendy, Mark, Karen, Sandy, Laurie, Christina, Bridget, Kara, Michele, Leah, Desiree, Priscilla, Sofia, Lois, Jennifer, Linda, Ruth, Letitia, Heather, Darci, Nancy, Bob, Pat, Tracy, Brenda, Elena, and more. To Friends Church and Fullerton Free Church for generously giving me the opportunity and space to teach my classes. To Alex and Don Flecky for inviting me into their THRIVE! relationship ministry. To Kathy Vincent, the Scripture Lady, who showed me how to do an online ministry.
And to all those who have shared their lives and difficult relationships with me. Your experiences have helped me to grow in my understanding.
To all of you who have told me my voice is in your head and you would like a Karla bobblehead doll—here it is.
Introduction
This devotional is designed to give you practical ideas, based on biblical truths, to help you become healthy in your relationships. It is especially helpful for people in difficult dysfunctional relationships, because those are confusing to navigate.
You can use this book in two ways. First, you can read the daily devotional that corresponds with the date. Second, you can look in the index for the topic you need at that time in your life, and you can read all the devotionals on that topic.
I have included principles and tools from my books 10 Lifesaving Principles for Women in Difficult Marriages and When Love Hurts: 10 Principles to Transform Difficult Relationships, as well as some from The Truth in the Mirror: A Guide to a Healthy Self-Image.
I hope you will learn new concepts and ideas to help you on your journey to becoming healthy in your life and relationships. I also hope that reading little bits at a time will help you apply your new knowledge easily.
If you are already familiar with my 10 Relationship-changing Principles, these readings will reinforce, remind, and renew the ideas you’ve learned.
I pray you will become confident that God’s Word supports healthy relationships and gives you ample tools to use when dealing with the difficult ones. May you grow in knowledge and wisdom and learn to discern what to do in your complex relationship dynamics.
Blessings, Karla
Contents
January
January 1 - A New Beginning
January 2 - Changing Yourself
January 3 - Change Is Your Responsibility
January 4 - The Dignity to Choose
January 5 - The Dance
January 6 - A Prophet Without Honor
January 7 - Accepting Things You Cannot Change
January 8 - God of Compassion
January 9 - Responsible for Yourself
January 10 - Reaching Out
January 11 - Wanting to Be Well
January 12 - Actions Speak Louder Than Words
January 13 - Managing Expectations
January 14 - Grace for Yourself
January 15 - Check Your Motives
January 16 - Relationship Goodwill
January 17 - Scripture Balances Scripture
January 18 - The Justice of God
January 19 - Self-Care Is Essential
January 20 - Persevering Love
January 21 - Anger Isn’t a Sin
January 22 - Influence for Good
January 23 - Feelings Aren’t Right or Wrong
January 24 - Labeling the Problem
January 25 - Speaking Your Truth
January 26 - Owning Your Choices
January 27 - Magical Thinking
January 28 - Knowing Your Truth
January 29 - Knowing Your Boundaries
January 30 - Change Your Thoughts
January 31 - Healthy Family Rules
February
February 1 - Detaching with Love
February 2 - Knowing Your Needs and Wants
February 3 - Facing Your Fears
February 4 - Not Harming Me or You
February 5 - Numbing Your Emotions
February 6 - Relationship Cutoff
February 7 - Disappointment with God
February 8 - Letting Go of Denial
February 9 - Owning Your Power
February 10 - Codependent Caretaking
February 11 - Keeping a Record
February 12 - Mutual Submission
February 13 - Living at Peace
February 14 - Clueless People
February 15 - Stop Comparing
February 16 - Forgiving and Forgetting
February 17 - Manipulative People
February 18 - Resisting Backlash
February 19 - Unmanageability
February 20 - Don’t Take Personalities Personally
February 21 - Do Something Different
February 22 - Righteous Indignation
February 23 - Grieving Your Losses
February 24 - Boundary Busters
February 25 - Idle Threats
February 26 - Safe People
February 27 - Focusing on the Positive
February 28 - Detaching from Their Reactions
February 29 - Emotional Intelligence
March
March 1 - The Forgiveness Process
March 2 - Responding to Anger
March 3 - Restorative Refreshing
March 4 - Respecting Yourself
March 5 - Asking for Validation
March 6 - Healthy Trust
March 7 - New Behavior
March 8 - Mind Your Own Business
March 9 - Impossible-to-Please People
March 10 - A Time to Be Silent
March 11 - Getting Untangled
March 12 - Defensive People
March 13 - Balancing Your Day
March 14 - True Repentance
March 15 - Two Views
March 16 - Owning Your Part
March 17 - Stop Enabling
March 18 - Overlooking the Little Things
March 19 - Confronting the Big Things
March 20 - Don’t Back Down
March 21 - Surrendering Your Decisions
March 22 - Suffering for Good
March 23 - Emotional Blackmail
March 24 - Getting Clarity
March 25 - Projecting Our Own Standards
March 26 - Delaying Gratification
March 27 - Blaming Others
March 28 - Family Fantasy
March 29 - The Prosperous Wicked
March 30 - Get Out of the Middle
March 31 - The Holy Spirit’s Job
April
April 1 - Shame vs. Guilt
April 2 - Building Resilience
April 3 - Managing Consequences
April 4 - Know Who You Are Dealing With
April 5 - Is Jesus All You Need?
April 6 - Contempt
April 7 - Apologizing
April 8 - Overpowering People
April 9 - Forgiveness Misconceptions
April 10 - Underreacting vs. Overreacting
April 11 - Self-interest vs. Others’ Interests
April 12 - Self-Pity
April 13 - Active Acceptance
April 14 - The Next Indicated Thing
April 15 - Detach from Moods
April 16 - To Speak or Not to Speak
April 17 - Backing Up Your Words
April 18 - Letting Go of Anger
April 19 - Repeat Offenders
April 20 - Being Assertive
April 21 - An Attitude of Gratitude
April 22 - Blessing Your Enemies
April 23 - Judge Not
April 24 - Dark Night of the Soul
April 25 - Dealing with Crises
April 26 - Dealing with Difficult People
April 27 - The Need to Know
April 28 - Giving from Your Abundance
April 29 - Getting Feedback
April 30 - Laying Down Your Rights
May
May 1 - Before Boundaries
May 2 - Letting Go of Chaos
May 3 - One Day at a Time
May 4 - Keeping Your Faith
May 5 - Fueling the Fire
May 6 - Fight, Flight, or Freeze
May 7 - Dealing with Disappointment
May 8 - Accepting Your Lot
May 9 - The Narrow Road
May 10 - Complementary Roles
May 11 - Your Divine Purpose
May 12 - When Rescuing You Destroys Me
May 13 - Strive for Moderation
May 14 - Encouragement
May 15 - Drawing Out the Heart
May 16 - Is Peace a Sign?
May 17 - Showing Appreciation
May 18 - Using I
Statements
May 19 - Taking It All On
May 20 - Boundaries vs. Rules
May 21 - Intuition
May 22 - The Change Process
May 23 - Get Some Rest
May 24 - The Necessity of Boundaries
May 25 - Respecting Others’ Boundaries
May 26 - Letting Go of Obsession
May 27 - Act As If
May 28 - Avoiding Burnout
May 29 - Compromising Your Beliefs
May 30 - Genuine Caring
May 31 - Receiving from Others
June
June 1 - Forgiving Yourself
June 2 - Resisting Control
June 3 - Timing
June 4 - This Too Shall Pass
June 5 - The Message in the Choice
June 6 - Arguing with a Fool
June 7 - Resisting Emotional Manipulation
June 8 - Stop Explaining
June 9 - Procrastination
June 10 - Covert Contracts
June 11 - Cause and Effect
June 12 - Doing Your Part
June 13 - The Effects of Tolerance
June 14 - Willing to Be Willing
June 15 - What’s Your Fruit?
June 16 - Stepping Back
June 17 - An Undeserved Curse
June 18 - Manipulative Hurt
June 19 - Living with Injustice
June 20 - Grace vs. the Law
June 21 - Struggle for Intimacy
June 22 - Serenity
June 23 - Sarcasm
June 24 - Shaming to Get Change
June 25 - Relationship Spiritual Warfare
June 26 - First Things First
June 27 - Gaining Understanding
June 28 - A Reason Is Not an Excuse
June 29 - Respecting the Position
June 30 - Old Baggage
July
July 1 - Coping Styles
July 2 - Emotional Sobriety
July 3 - Communicating Incompetence
July 4 - Letting Go of People Pleasing
July 5 - Putting Up Security
July 6 - Guarding Your Heart
July 7 - Detachment Isn’t Denial
July 8 - Finding Happiness Today
July 9 - Wanting It More
July 10 - Counting the Cost
July 11 - Foolishness of Fools
July 12 - Giving from Choice
July 13 - Letting Go of Fixing
July 14 - Believe What You See
July 15 - The Third Option
July 16 - Perseverance
July 17 - The Justice of Your Cause
July 18 - Crazymakers
July 19 - Forcing Solutions
July 20 - Give It a Light Touch
July 21 - HALT
July 22 - Foolish Decisions
July 23 - Empathy
July 24 - Accepting Each Other’s Journey
July 25 - Being Vulnerable
July 26 - Keeping Family Secrets
July 27 - Family Drama
July 28 - Healthy Adult Relationships
July 29 - Standing Firm
July 30 - Twisting Your Words
July 31 - Enjoying the Good Times
August
August 1 - Enjoying the Moment
August 2 - Owning Your Feelings
August 3 - By the Grace of God
August 4 - Full Reconciliation
August 5 - Shame Talk
August 6 - Demanding an Apology
August 7 - Making Amends
August 8 - Changing Your Mind
August 9 - Triggered Shame
August 10 - Breathe
August 11 - Meeting Your Own Needs
August 12 - Recognizing Your Own Pain
August 13 - Dealing with Anxiety
August 14 - Turn the Other Cheek
August 15 - Letting Go of Perfection
August 16 - Turning It Over
August 17 - Affirmations
August 18 - Saying No
August 19 - Saying Yes
August 20 - Good or Bad?
August 21 - Financial Health
August 22 - Responding to Criticism
August 23 - Protecting Ourselves and Others
August 24 - Letting Go of Martyrdom
August 25 - Rejecting Projection
August 26 - Passive-Aggressive Anger
August 27 - Just Because Someone Says It
August 28 - Whose Problem Is It?
August 29 - Entitlement
August 30 - Accountability
August 31 - Choose Who You Let Into Your Life
September
September 1 - The Sting of Jealousy
September 2 - Stirring Up Resentment
September 3 - Live and Let Live
September 4 - Easy Does It
September 5 - Finding God’s Will
September 6 - Letting Go of False Guilt
September 7 - Respecting the Unrespectable
September 8 - Responsible Stewardship
September 9 - It’s Only Spilled Milk
September 10 - Magic Words
September 11 - What Ifs
September 12 - Short and Direct
September 13 - Escalation
September 14 - Finding Your Voice
September 15 - Benefits of Boundaries
September 16 - Baby Steps
September 17 - Letting Go of Victimhood
September 18 - Validating Others
September 19 - Walking on Eggshells
September 20 - Validating Yourself
September 21 - Choose Your Battles
September 22 - Legalism
September 23 - Doing the Best You Can
September 24 - Spiritual Abuse
September 25 - Dealing with Painful Feelings
September 26 - Believing You Are Worth It
September 27 - Relationship Payoffs
September 28 - WAIT
September 29 - Hanging On
September 30 - Discounting
October
October 1 - Strength Under Control
October 2 - Letting Go of Regrets
October 3 - Living Amends
October 4 - Trusting Yourself
October 5 - Recognizing Abuse
October 6 - Physical Detachment
October 7 - Getting Through the Hard Times
October 8 - Feeling Stuck
October 9 - Dealing with Narcissists
October 10 - Say It Once
October 11 - What Detachment Is Not
October 12 - Unspoken Expectations
October 13 - Healthy Relationship Components
October 14 - How Important Is It?
October 15 - Pleasant Words
October 16 - Disobeying Authority
October 17 - Pat Answers Don’t Help
October 18 - It Isn’t Your Fault
October 19 - Definition of Insanity
October 20 - Releasing with Love
October 21 - Making Commitments
October 22 - Listening with an Open Mind
October 23 - Reacting vs. Acting
October 24 - Accepting Change
October 25 - Keeping a Clear Conscience
October 26 - Individual Limits
October 27 - Dealing with Irritation
October 28 - Forgiveness with Consequences
October 29 - Detaching from Threats
October 30 - Biblical Boundary Principles
October 31 - Rejection and Disapproval
November
November 1 - Unreliable People
November 2 - Wounded Healers
November 3 - Not Right vs. Wrong
November 4 - Don’t Bite the Hook
November 5 - Comparing Insides to Outsides
November 6 - Rocking the Boat
November 7 - Accepting Blame
November 8 - Boundary Responses
November 9 - Warning Signs
November 10 - Enabling or Encouraging?
November 11 - The Three Cs
November 12 - Liking Yourself
November 13 - Forgiveness Is a Gift to Yourself
November 14 - Who’s Responsible?
November 15 - Taking Your Time
November 16 - Don’t Be a Doormat
November 17 - Seeking Out the Offended
November 18 - Emotional Healing
November 19 - Surrender
November 20 - Healthy Fear of God
November 21 - Fallback Feeling
November 22 - Does God Change People?
November 23 - Being True to Ourselves
November 24 - Gratitude Lists
November 25 - Making Adjustments
November 26 - Starting Over
November 27 - Being Open to the Truth
November 28 - Detaching from Anger
November 29 - Dealing with Stress
November 30 - Put It on the Table
December
December 1 - Doing What You Can
December 2 - Stating Your Boundaries
December 3 - Detaching from Blame
December 4 - Keep It Simple
December 5 - Unconditional Love
December 6 - Grace for Grief
December 7 - Offer a Blessing
December 8 - Progress, Not Perfection
December 9 - Calm It Down
December 10 - Chronic Victims
December 11 - Nothing Changes If Nothing Changes
December 12 - Loving Yourself
December 13 - Assumptions
December 14 - Let Go and Let God
December 15 - Honesty
December 16 - Slips
December 17 - Survivor Guilt
December 18 - For Fun and For Free
December 19 - Asking for Respect
December 20 - Detachment for the Holidays
December 21 - Self-Care for the Holidays
December 22 - Holiday Triggers
December 23 - Holiday Expectations
December 24 - Functional Dysfunctional Holidays
December 25 - The Gift of Hope
December 26 - Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired
December 27 - The Serenity Prayer
December 28 - Relationship Contracts
December 29 - Unanswered Prayers
December 30 - Holding Your Dreams Loosely
December 31 - Reflections
January
January 1
A New Beginning
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.
(Isaiah 43:18–19)
Today is the first day of a new year full of opportunities to change your life and relationships. It is a chance to put the past behind and focus on what’s ahead. Something about starting fresh feels good.
You have before you 365 days (366 in a leap year) with blank pages. One day at a time, you will write your story this year. What do you want your story to be?
You write your own story! Does that sound unspiritual to you? It’s not. God has made you the steward of your own life. You get to choose how you live. Be intentional. Don’t just go forward blindly. What do you want to be different this year? Visualize what that would look like. Write it down so you can look back on it. Then consider what it will take to make it happen and write that down too.
You aren’t deciding how other people will live, because you don’t get to choose for them. They have the right to make their own choices. And you then get to decide what you will do with their choices. You’re visualizing a new beginning for yourself.
Prayer
God, help me to visualize the things You want me to do differently in this new year—things that will give my life and relationships a new beginning, even though I don’t yet know how to do them.
January 2
Changing Yourself
So then, each of us will give an account of ourselves to God. (Romans 14:12)
How much time and energy do you spend trying to make other people change? Most likely, too much.
You want other people to change for good reasons. You see them hurting themselves, and you care. You see them hurting you, and you want it to stop. You see them hurting your relationship, and you want it to be better. But you are powerless to make people change, and when you direct your energies toward trying to force them, you prevent yourself from changing the only thing you have any power over: yourself.
Your efforts to force others to change will make your life unmanageable. And they lead you to act in ways that make you a part of the problem.
The solution is to take the focus off changing other people and put it onto changing yourself. When you stand before God and give an account of your life, you will not be able to talk about the difficult people in your life and what they did. You will answer to God about what you did, even if you merely responded to their actions. What better motivation could you possibly have to focus on changing yourself?
Prayer
God, help me recognize the futile things I do to force others to change. Help me to turn my focus onto changing myself. Then, when I stand before You, I will not be ashamed.
January 3
Change Is Your Responsibility
Set up road signs; put up guideposts. Take note of the highway, the road that you take.
(Jeremiah 31:21)
Christians often mistakenly believe it is God’s job to change them and that it should miraculously happen without their effort. That isn’t the way it works. We can tap into the power and wisdom of the Holy Spirit, but it is still our responsibility to do the work.
It’s easier to sit back and ask God to change us, because then it isn’t our fault when it doesn’t happen. We can use that as an excuse, but God doesn’t accept it. He created each of us with a mind and a will. We have the responsibility to examine our actions and to commit to changing what isn’t right.
It’s hard to replace old habits. It takes intention and commitment along with practice. Change is often two steps forward and one step back. Failure is part of the process. It isn’t a reason to stop trying.
Set yourself up for success by setting reasonable expectations so you won’t get discouraged when it doesn’t happen. It takes time to replace ingrained habits, especially in difficult relationships with dysfunctional patterns and high reactivity. Give yourself grace when you slip. Then pick yourself up and try again. Eventually, it will happen when you take responsibility for changing yourself.
Prayer
God, help me set reachable goals to change myself. Give me the self-discipline to do what it takes to reach them.
January 4
The Dignity to Choose
Jesus answered, If you want to be perfect, go, sell your possessions and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven. Then come, follow me.
When the young man heard this, he went away sad, because he had great wealth. (Matthew 19:21–22)
When our loved ones don’t fix their problems and the relationship problems the way we think they should, we do all kinds of things to convince them to do so. We lecture, we nag, we threaten, we explain, we fix, we get mad, we appease, we cover up, and we control. And when they don’t change, we keep trying.
I have a triple-type-A personality with endless energy. For twenty years, I used all my energy to change my husband. When I finally let go and allowed him to make his own choices, I directed my energy into my ministry and found it much more rewarding. It took me a long time to be able to do what Jesus did.
Jesus’s encounter with the rich young ruler is an example of someone who hears truth yet chooses to reject it. Jesus didn’t follow him. He didn’t threaten, beg, or compromise. He allowed him the dignity to choose his own path because God has given each of us the right to make choices for ourselves. Give the people in your life the same dignity to choose.
Prayer
God, help me to give people in my life the dignity to choose for themselves. When they make choices I don’t like, help me resist the urge to force them to choose differently.
January 5
The Dance
Drive out the mocker, and out goes strife; quarrels and insults are ended. (Proverbs 22:10)
Relationships are like a dance. With both, we engage in familiar interaction patterns. If you want to change your relationship, change the dance. Recognize the steps you both engage in and change yours.
How do you recognize the dance in your relationship? Here are some questions to answer:
• What keeps happening over and over?
• What do you do that makes you say, I should have known better?
• What issue do you fantasize about being able to explain and fix?
These questions direct your focus to the repetitive interactions in your relationships. Once you identify the dance, figure out something you can do differently. It doesn’t matter that you can’t force other people to change. Instead, change the dance by changing what you do. When you take different steps, they have no choice but to take different steps in response. Even one small step changes the dance. Start learning some new steps.
Prayer
God, help me to recognize the dances I engage in. Help me to change my steps so the relationship will change, even if the other person doesn’t want change.
January 6
A Prophet Without Honor
Truly I tell you,
he continued, no prophet is accepted in his hometown.
(Luke 4:24)
When Jesus spoke in His hometown, people were amazed, but they also distrusted and doubted Him. They knew His mother and brother and decided that Jesus couldn’t be who He said He was. Because of their lack of faith, Jesus didn’t do many miracles there.
We desperately want to convince the people we care about to do things differently. But it’s hard for them to hear us. We can talk about doing what is right, talk about our concerns, and talk about the ways they need to change. But because they know us so intimately, they easily point out our own faults
and issues from the past and use them against us. They even call us hypocrites. Our history with them interferes with our good intentions.
We must accept that we are usually not the ones to reach our loved ones with the truth they need to hear. God can use other people and outside circumstances to bring them awareness. This doesn’t mean we shouldn’t speak our truth. We simply need to remember that we may not be the one who convinces the person to change.
Let go and trust God to work in their lives in His way and time, just as He works in yours.
Prayer
God, help me remember that the closer I am to someone, the harder it is for them to hear my words. I ask You to work in ways that only You can.
January 7
Accepting Things You Cannot Change
Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will.
(Matthew 26:39)
Acceptance is the key to letting go. When you aren’t accepting, you are resisting. Resistance takes effort and energy. You think your refusal to accept a situation will keep it from being real, but it won’t.
Acceptance means you hold out your open hand to receive what is given to you. You can’t let go of something until it’s yours.
Acceptance doesn’t mean you passively tolerate whatever comes your way. It simply allows you to come to terms with the reality of life as it is at that moment. Once you accept it, you can then focus on choosing your response.
Accepting the things you cannot change brings peace because it brings an end to the fight. You raise the white flag of surrender and then negotiate the terms of living with the reality you have. You are not surrendering to circumstances or people; you are surrendering to God, asking Him to guide you and help you to deal with whatever He allows in your life. You can respond as Jesus did: If there is any way to take it away, please do. But if there is not, then Your will be done.
Prayer
God, help me open my hand willingly to receive what You have allowed in my life. Then help me change what I can as I deal with it.
January 8
God of Compassion
He said to them, If any of you has a sheep and it falls into a pit on the Sabbath, will you not take hold of it and lift it out? How much more valuable is a person than a sheep! Therefore it is lawful to do good on the Sabbath.
(Matthew 12:11–12)
The Pharisees asked Jesus whether it was okay for His disciples to pick grain and for Him to heal on the Sabbath. Jesus told them common sense and compassion are more important than keeping the rigid letter of the law.
Christians in difficult relationships think God is judging their imperfect responses harshly. They apply Scripture rigidly to their lives, putting themselves under the law.
People in my difficult-marriage class worry that God isn’t happy with them because they aren’t honest about the name of the class they are taking. I remind them that the fact that they cannot be honest proves they are in a difficult marriage. God understands this.
God is full of compassion, understanding your struggles and not judging you according to the letter of the law. He is drawn toward you, not away from you. The more brokenhearted and destitute you are, the more brokenhearted He is over you and the closer He draws to you. He feels the same about you as you feel about your hurting loved ones. The God of compassion cares deeply and passionately about your pain.
Prayer
God, thank You for being a God of compassion and for understanding the complexities of my difficult relationship struggles, rather than judging me according to rigid rules.
January 9
Responsible for Yourself
If any of them go outside your house into the street, their blood will be on their own heads; we will not be responsible.
(Joshua 2:19)
We often take on too much responsibility in our relationships. We somehow buy into the lie that we are responsible for other people’s choices, even when we didn’t make them do what they did. Irresponsible people are good at manipulating us, using blame and guilt to make us feel it’s our fault.
Here are the things you are responsible for in your relationships: your choices, your reactions, your actions, your inactions, your feelings, your attitudes, and your outcomes. Things you are not responsible for in your relationships: other people’s choices, reactions, actions, inactions, feelings, attitudes and outcomes—even though they tell you they did what they did because of you. If you had the power to make them do what you want, they would probably be doing very different things!