Shadow Dancing: $elling $urvival in China
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Award winning author Dr Kathryn Waddell Takara provides a compelling and intimate traveling stage through her pictorial poems that witness her impressions of the waking of a sleeping dragon - the New China, including the startling successes and disquieting obstacles and corruption. She likewise illuminates the reader of Chinese spiritual qualiti
Kathryn Waddell Takara
Kathryn Waddell Takara, PhD, is the author of seven books of poetry, a biography, and a collection of oral histories. In 2010, she was honored with the American Book Award from the Before Columbus Foundation. The owner and publisher of Pacific Raven Press, LLC, which has published 18 titles, she is a recognized scholar, celebrated intellectual, and performance artist. Takara's global travels are reflected in her work as footprints, phantasms, and wings to self-development, consciousness, and a call to conscience. Born and raised in Tuskegee, Alabama, in the Jim Crow era, Takara is a long time resident of Hawai`i. She has organized major conferences on a variety of African American, Black Diaspora, and minority issues, with national and international scholars. Retired, she is an Associate Professor from the University of Hawai`i at Mānoa, where she developed and taught courses in African American and African history, politics, literature, and culture. Takara earned her PhD in Political Science and an MA in French. An instructor of college-level French for over ten years, she has given poetry readings in Bordeaux, France; Abidjan, Côte d'Ivoire; and Niamey, Niger. In May 2017, she traveled to China for the eighth time to lecture and perform her poetry at Qingdao University and Beijing University of Foreign Studies. She has appeared in television programs and documentary films, and has given frequent interviews to publications and the media. She was knighted into the Orthodox Order of St. John, Russian Grand Priory, in 2014. The Order, founded in 1036 is committed to community and international service and healing. Members, originally known as "hospitallers," have included dignitaries and philanthropists of all faiths. Takara seeks a balanced and aware life. She enjoys her family, friends, pets, travel, meditation, qigong, and taiji, and reading from her voluminous eclectic library. She also spends time gardening, raising orchids, cooking and writing. She delights in the aesthetics of interior design.
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Shadow Dancing - Kathryn Waddell Takara
Shadow Dancing
OTHER BOOKS BY THIS AUTHOR
Zimbabwe Spin: Politics and Poetics. Ka`a`awa, HI: Pacific Raven Press, 2015.
Love’s Seasons: Generations Genetics Myths. Ka`a`awa, HI: Pacific Raven Press, 2014.
Timmy Turtle Teaches. Children’s book. Ka`a`awa, HI: Pacific Raven Press, 2012.
Frank Marshall Davis: The Fire and the Phoenix (A Critical Biography). Ka`a`awa, HI: Pacific Raven Press, 2012.
Tourmalines: Beyond the Ebony Portal. Ka`a`awa, HI: Pacific Raven Press, 2010.
Pacific Raven: Hawai`i Poems. Ka` a`awa, HI: Pacific Raven Press, 2009. (Winner of 2010 American Book Award from the Before Columbus Foundation.)
New and Collected Poems. Berkeley, CA: Ishmael Reed Publishing, 2003.
Oral Histories of African Americans. Interviews by Kathryn Waddell Takara. Center for Oral History. Social Science Research Institute. Honolulu, HI: University of Hawai`i at Mānoa, 1990.
CREDITS
The Advancing Day Reveals.
[Under Beijing Skies
]. The Bamboo Muse: Art, Prose, Poetry, edited by Alonzo Davis. Amherst, VA: Virginia Center for the Creative Arts, 2010.
China Stones.
[Imperial Steps and Stones
]. Chaminade Literary Review (Spring 1998).
Fragrance in Moonlight.
Qingdao Daily (July 2011).
Qingdao.
[Blossoming Beauty
]. Qingdao Literature (1997).
The Public PA.
[Morning Public Announcement
]. Chaminade Literary Review (Spring 1998).
Shadow Dancing:
$elling $urvival in China
Kathryn Waddell Takara, PhD
Edited by Mera Moore
Pacific Raven Press
Ka` a`awa, Hawai`i
http://pacificravenpress.co
© 2017 by Kathryn Waddell Takara, Pacific Raven Press, LLC
All rights reserved. This book may not be reproduced, in whole or in part, including illustrations, in any form (beyond that copying permitted by Sections 107 and 108 of the U.S. Copyright Law and except by reviewers for the public press), without written permission from the publisher.
Pacific Raven Press, LLC
Ka`a` awa, Hawai` i 96730
ISBN: 978-0-9860755-5-1
ISBN: 978-0-9860755-4-4 (e-book)
Cover design and concept by Kathryn Waddell Takara and Nancy Jones Karp
Back cover photograph by Kathryn Waddell Takara
Photography by Kathryn Waddell Takara, and illustration design by Katherine Orr
Book layout by Jonathan Zane, Eien Design www.eiendesignstudio.com
Editing by Mera Moore
This work is licensed under Pacific Raven Press, LLC.
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Printed in the United States of America
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DEDICATION
To my family and to my friends in China
For global understanding, compassion, and hope
TABLE OF CONTENTS
Other Books and Credits
Dedication
Table of Contents
List of Illustrations
Acknowledgements
Introduction
I MAGENTA MOMENTS: Teas and Tasty Delights
Blue Moon in Rising China
Muted Lakeside
No Stranger
Qi Dong Lu
Sipping Beer
Father Chef Artist
Mother Leader Friend
The Video Man
Jostling Marketplace
Favorite Foods
Aesthetic of Tea
The Butcher
The Evening Street
Home (wo de jia)
Language Is We
Huadong Winery
Playtime
Good Friends and Peony Memories
Old Performers in the Morning
Phoenix in Flight
Riddles
Monsoon Dinner and Business
II TRAVEL GUANXI: Trans-cultural Explorations
Road to the Great Wall at Badaling
Hidden Gardens
Chengyang Park
City Walls and Quiet Remnants
Train Station
The Train
Leaving Beijing
Train Culture
Triptychs
The Hard Sleeper
Jinan Sprawl and Sparkle
Blossoming Beauty
51 Dong Hai Road
Badaguan Neighborhood
Skygate: Mount Lao
Shrouded in Silence
Apricot Picking
The New Daxue
Lancun
Golfing at Jimo on Saturday
Visiting Hangzhou
Hangzhou Lullaby
All Because of a Cigarette
III MAZE HAZE GAZE: A Rush to the Top
Standing Out While in China
Under Beijing Skies
The Double Glory Pavilion and the Communist Party
Morning Public Announcement
Strength in a Gray City
$elling $urvival
Hot Like a Wok!
Towering Beijing Cranes
Architecture Extravaganza
Masters of Allurement
Modernization Projects
The Art of Survival
Power and Prestige
Industrial Zones
Red Flags
China’s Food Supply
Executive Office
Jingcha: The Policeman
Beware the Flash
Where Were You Last Night?
Saturn with a Red Scarf
IV VEILED TIME: Visions, Spirits, Loss
Another Language
Dragonflies
Mystical Pagoda
Seasonal Resonance
A Day
Not Enough Time
Longtan Lake Park
Oracle Bones and the 1998 Taiwan Earthquake
Deleterious Time
Close Quarters
Yearning for Sally’s Gifts
Disappearances
Painful Separation
Heat Wave at Midnight
V OPAL MOON SHADOWS: Lotus Traditions and Generations
Bell Culture
Gates of China
At the Pearl Moon Pavilion
The Great Wall
Retreat at the Summer Palace
Imperial Steps and Stones
At Qufu, Home of Confucius
Revelation at Mount Tai
Beida (Peking University)
Stillness and Movement
Hidden Splendor
Fragrance in Moonlight
Stymied in Sunlight
Yu Garden
Festival of Lanterns
Tea, Taiji, and Tradition
Knowledge for Millennia
Glossary
About the Author
List of Illustrations
Illustration 1, Author Teaching in Beijing and Qingdao
Illustration 2, Author with African Students in Beijing and Tianjin
Illustration 3, Chinese Opera in a Red Motif
Illustration 4, Author on Qi Dong Lu and a Garden with Bottles
Illustration 5, Author and Friends
Illustration 6, Qingdao Marketplace
Illustration 7, Favorite Foods
Illustration 8, Tea Shop, Tea Bushes, Tea Master
Illustration 9, Chinese Opera Performers
Illustration 10, Sally’s House
Illustration 11, Celebrating with Friends at Restaurants
Illustration 12, Good Friends and the Beijing Subway
Illustration 13, Author on Shopping Trip by Pedicab
Illustration 14, Author Traveling on Trains
Illustration 15, Gardener and View of Mount Lao
Illustration 16, Picking and Selling Apricots
Illustration 17, Countryside Area of Laoshan District
Illustration 18, Author before Moongate; Entrance to a Hutong
Illustration 19, Beijing Street Scenes in 1995
Illustration 20, Official Buildings in Beijing
Illustration 21, Highrises in Qingdao and Beijing
Illustration 22, Traditional Chinese Architecture
Illustration 23, Old Beijing
Illustration 24, Pagoda and Rock Garden in Qingdao
Illustration 25, Author Wearing Qipao
Illustration 26, Mists at Imperial Summer Palace
Illustration 27, Sharing Welcome Teas with Officials
Illustration 28, Tea Ceremony at Chinese Opera
Illustration 29, Author with Students at University of Qingdao
Illustration 30, Markets in Qingdao and Beijing
Illustration 31, Author with Officials, a New City Ceremony, and the University
Illustration 32, Traditional Chinese Wedding in Laoshan
Illustration 33, Author Visiting Pavilions in Beijing
Illustration 34, Author at the Great Wall of China
Illustration 35, Author at the Summer Palace and the Ming Tombs
Illustration 36, Traditional Chinese Wood Carving
Illustration 37, Tea in Village in Laoshan District
Illustration 38, Dao Statues, Pagoda, and Temple of Confucius
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I am so grateful to the following:
The East-West Center for their Asian Studies Development Program (ASDP) to educate and provide travel to American University and Community College professors and administrators in order to responsibly infuse Asian Studies into their curricula;
Elizabeth Buck for encouraging me to apply to the ASDP summer study and travel program to China that was funded by the US Department of Education’s Fulbright Study Abroad Program and the Chinese Ministry of Education;
Cynthia Ning and Hao Ping for their skillful and educational leadership on my first trip;
Xue Rong Fang, Guo Cui, Zhang Ming, Philip Sue, Helen Wang, Gu Xiulin and her son Yuan Zhang, Yu Rong Tian and Amigo, and Ma Zi Liang, for their wonderful welcome and friendships including inviting, hosting, making important introductions, housing, and interpreting for me for several summers at Qingdao University, Beijing University of Science and Technology, other universities, and public places to share my research, writing, and knowledge. They invited or accompanied me to dine, lavishly and simply, shop, tour around, and experience daily life on different levels and in various communities in China;
Nancy Jones Karp for her inspiring, creative ideas for the cover and marketing and advertising concepts.
Mera Moore, Karla Brundage, Katherine Orr, Paul Lyons, Manfred Henningsen, Miles Jackson, Allison Francis Payton, Paul Lyons, Elizabeth Buck, and Wu Qing for reading the manuscript in its various stages and for their valuable editorial skills, suggestions, and comments.
Katherine Orr for also helping me with the pictures and their arrangements in Shadow Dancing;
Geriann Almonte and Master Qing Chuan Wang for continuing lessons in taiji and qigong;
Li Ming Tian, Li Xue Hua, Brenda Kwon, Marie Hara, Ishmael Reed, Al Young, Deane Neubauer and many unnamed friends for their music, laughter, company, prayers, visits, support, and encouragement through the years;
Last and first I acknowledge and am grateful for the ongoing loving support and patience of my treasured family who allowed me time to travel, experience, learn, and write.
INTRODUCTION
by Kathryn Waddell Takara, PhD
If your mind is not clouded by unnecessary things,
this is the best season of your life. Wumen Huikai (1183-1260)
In Shadow Dancing: $elling $urvival in China, I reflect on ideas about culture, race, identity, and transformation inspired by sojourns in the People’s Republic of China. For seven summers (1995, 1998, 2002, 2005, 2006, 2007, 2011), I worked and traveled primarily in Northeast China.
I focus on complex issues ranging across tradition, progress, self-determination, corruption, freedom, individuals, and the state. I explore balance, emulating Chinese culture’s traditional advocacy for harmony of yin and yang. My experiences and observations as a visitor in China challenged me to navigate my identity as a Black woman while simultaneously celebrating Chinese traditions, history, culture, and creativity. For me, personally and professionally, the time spent in China opened another level of self-knowing.
The title aims to capture the veils and shadows of progress, like a taiji dancer who watches his or her moving shadow on the ground or wall as the balance changes with each movement into a new space, as well as the relentless push and pull for economic survival, often at a very high cost to both individuals and the state.
My poems bear witness to a society that has been in the midst of tremendous change. I write about the rocketing transformation, from a consciousness of collective national state identity to an expansion of self and the global community, as the Chinese people rush toward individual freedom. I capture moments of drama, humor, and serenity at pavilions, temples, and pagodas, often in the midst of people in movement. I witness the contrasts: old, Soviet-style walk-up apartments and new, luxurious condos and homes; carless streets filled with bicycles and buses, then streets glutted with privately owned cars; stand-up toilets with rough rolls of hot-pink toilet paper, or newspaper, or nothing at all (= bring your own) and comfortable Western-style bathrooms with soft rolls of white toilet tissue and reliable hot water.
As an African American woman visitor, I also examine some history of official attitudes toward Black people in China from the early 20th and nationalist era; China’s expansion into Africa during the anti-colonial African independence movements of the 1960s; China’s support for the Civil Rights and Black Revolutionary movements including the Black Panther Party in the United States from the 1950s to 1970s; the implementation of and responses to China’s African student initiative during the 1980s; and more contemporary connections and opportunities.
I have a particular interest in the China-Africa Education Cooperation policy, which began in 1956 and continues today. Although since the 1949 Liberation, the official policy toward people of African heritage has been that China opposes racial discrimination, many among the Chinese ruling establishment have perpetuated a longstanding tradition of class and color consciousness (not unlike many other cultures) in which those of darker skin—peasants, farmers, and many urban workers—have been considered ignorant and inferior. The carryover of a sense of superiority and entitlement by lighter-complexioned, formally educated persons has introduced a paradox into the policy of encouraging African leaders to educate their brightest youth in China.
While in China, I received enthusiastic welcomes from both authorities and ordinary people, many of whom in the early years had never met or seen an African American. I also experienced sometimes unsettling feelings of acceptable uniqueness. Aside from smiling portraits of African leaders and diplomats with their Chinese counterparts on the walls of government buildings, I witnessed an almost total absence of Black presence in China.
Beginning with my first trip to China from Honolulu in 1995 with an East-West Center group visiting seven universities, I made an effort to connect with African students in China. As a political scientist, I found their presence an anomaly until I learned their history. They were usually participants studying under the China-Africa Education Cooperation Program. In the seven summers, other than students from Africa, I hardly ever saw any Blacks in China, until the last 2 visits when I encountered a few small groups of Black tourists. Most of the African students with whom I talked (the vast majority of whom were young men) complained of poor race relations and institutionalized patterns of discrimination. Many antagonisms they experienced appeared linked to miscommunication and concerns by the Chinese that African men would become romantically involved with Chinese women.
Personally, perhaps because I am a woman, I was not perceived by Chinese men as a competitor for the attentions of Chinese women nor a challenge to their authority. Furthermore, the rocky racial climate in the U.S. may account for the consistently warm reception that I received. Because Chinese schools educate their students about the evils