The Curse Of My Blackness Unveiled (The COMBU)

By Letitia Richard

I was young, and in that moment, I didn’t consider that they may have framed me, and I wondered if I was cursed. I’ve certainly been through enough extraordinary experiences to believe it. As a Black girl raised in the 60’s - 80’s in L. A., I saw and experienced many near-deaths, molestation, Satanic Hollywood, an attempted kidnapping, Voodoo, depression, pedophiles, the perils of being an OG Crip’s little sister and being framed by racist cops for his murder. 30 plus years ago, same as today, when the cops are involved there’s usually more to the story than what meets the eye.
This, plus living through many ordeals and still being around to tell the tell I knew something was wrong - I was right, and now I know what. The truth is hidden in plain sight and the elite rulers of this world know the truth, which is whey they continue to rule. They've been using secret, hidden-knowledge against us since ancient times. Fallen angels and their descendants, various nations mentioned in the Bible, including the Lost Children of Israel, and the good and evil supernatural implications is playing out behind the veil, right in front of us.
Nothing in this world is as it seems, as spells are cast on the unsuspecting population daily. I never would’ve believed it, until Yah unveiled it for me! But for a simple prayer, I was led down rabbit holes to uncover the lies regarding religion, our falsified history, the world, the people who run the world and the spirits who lead them. The COMBU explains it all while retelling my life and some heartbreaking experiences as I piece it all together.
It’s an acronym for the journey I embarked on while soul-searching. I’m not religious but I am a Believer, so I asked God, “Father, what else do I need to know – what am I missing?” From there my life changed completely. I found our true Savior and His name, Yah! With study and research, He answered many of the questions I had always contemplated and others I never thought to ask. Yep, it’s spiritual, not religious. This is the reason for all of our troubles, bad predicaments, our oppression, and our constant cries, “Why?!” This is the “why,” Black people!
The enemy's been using people one class of people to deceive everyone else for generations. Black folk should read Deuteronomy 28 for themselves and then look in the mirror. Religion was invented by pagan worshippers and our ancestors were forced into it by way of whip and rifle for a specific reason. Think about that. This world is not what we think it is, nor are the people who run it. so I took matters into my own hands to discover what the church never taught by re-learning everything, including the non-feel-good subjects. I wanted the truth, and boy did I find it!
The powers that be, and the entire spirit world is up to something and it ain’t all good! I didn’t know what I’d find when I went searching, but the identities and the roles everyone is playing in this soul-stealing plot against us is all revealed in, The COMBU. It’s about the real world we live in; the people, places and things – the known and the unknown, the seen and the unseen, and me.
When you don’t know your past, because history says it doesn’t exist before slavery, we’re deceived into repeating the mistakes of our ancestors. If we don’t know of the demons they fought against, we can't effectively defend ourselves against them, and everything else thrown at us in life. So I’ve done the research for you, as you won't believe it until you unveil it for yourself.
Purchase a copy of The COMBU to learn how. Black lives do matter, but we weren’t supposed to figure-out the actual, biblical reasons why!

• Language: English
• Publisher: Letitia Richard
• Release date: Feb 22, 2021
• ISBN: 9780983017943

Letitia Richard

Letitia Richard may only have been a Bestselling author to her biggest fan, her mom, but she’s a publisher, a freelance writer, and a blogger to the world!Before her studies in Journalism at CSULB and UCLA, in her home town of Los Angeles, her interest in writing for a living peaked after being published while in high school. She has always had a creative mind and a natural talent for storytelling.•Ah Men, is an infectious and adventurous romance novel that took less than a year to write, but 15 years before its publication because life gets interrupted sometimes. Written in her youth, it still makes her blush today. Nowadays, researching topics for truth content has become a passion.Having a great affection for animals, the beauty of nature, traveling, singing, and the creative arts, she’s been entertaining people and pets with stories, plays, and poems, ever since she could grasp hold to a crayon. Being a student of study has heightened her understanding and appreciation for the Most High Yah’s position in these, and in all things.•The Bible, the Apocrypha, history, reality, and the truth, is intricately connected but not necessarily as we’ve been told. She’s discovered that its research is a fascinating and soul-saving road to travel, as it brings the unseen and seen worlds together – a reality worth looking into and penning to paper.Growing up in Los Angeles during the era when adversities were prevalent in within the Black community was a curse and a blessing: A curse because she was able to witness firsthand the atrocities that take place: A blessing because she became well-versed in living inside, as well as outside, of the community in which she is familiar and called home. She knows being able to walk, and talk, between the lines on either side of a community is the best road taken.To learn more about Letitia, and The Curse of My Blackness Unveiled, visit her website/blog at: www.thecombu.com.

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The Curse

of My Blackness

Unveiled

(The COMBU)

by

Letitia Richard

Copyright © 2021 Letitia Richard

ISBN E-book: 978-0-9830179-4-3

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

I acknowledge that I am a repented sinner whose purpose is obedience to the Laws, Statutes, and Commandments of our Creator, as this is the whole duty of man. Eternal gratitude and thanks to the loving memory of my parents who continue to encourage me, my resting brother, and the bloodlines of my ancestors. Love, peace, and blessings to all of my supportive loved ones.

CHAPTER TITLES

Long-Story short

Image that

Pedo-Cation

To Each Their Own

Generational Curses

Love and Warfare

Mercy

The Setup

Truth to Power

The Combu

Bible Resources

About the Author

LONG-STORY SHORT

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True story: Back in the day, I was sitting inside the cabin of a U-Haul truck with my homegirl while the men were loading the contents of the house onto the back of it. It was late, pitch black, and cold. They had been busy at it all day, but we were the ones who felt fatigued after sitting around for so long. So, feeling silly with delirium, we decided to amuse ourselves by play-acting, so we could warm up and stay awake. It was random acting at first, you know, make up a character and act it out. It was just fun and games, but then…it got real!

That’s how this book project got started. I ended up writing a skit about the topics we acted out that night because it turned out to be very thought-provoking. Who knew that all of these years later I would unintentionally end up researching those same topics because of a journey I embarked on for personal knowledge? I hadn’t planned on deep-diving into history or anything of the sort. Instead, as a middle-aged Black woman, I became curious about the larger meaning of life.

So, this is the introduction as to how my personal story unfolds. Since I can’t reveal what my research uncovered without telling you about myself, that’s where I’ll begin. But first I have to say that, my journey, my research, and my findings are not just about me, it’s about our people as a whole. It was a curious thing to discover that Black men are at the heart of it. The reason why our men have been subjected to most of the lashings of this country, and around the world as enslaved men, and as supposed free ones, is explained.

This was the beginning topic of our play-acting that night…slavery. As both of us were, and are intelligent individuals, we thought we were being historically accurate even as we joked around. We rooted for our imaginary ancestors as they tried to escape, even if that meant our people laid hands on them, to do so. Our imaginations considered what it must have been like for Black families living during that time, and how our oppressors have since continued to oppress us.

Every topic we acted out that night was from the standpoint of our own experience as young Black women, and from what we learned within the Los Angeles Unified School District, as well as college. But we weren’t acting out our misfortunes, only our triumphs, even if we were stacking them in our imaginary favor. But it was all fun and games so we could do that…and so we did. We win in the end: And the amazing thing about my research is, we actually do win in the end!

But the history books from which we were taught never spoke much about us, except where it picked up from African slaves to Harriet Tubman, and then to Martin Luther King, Jr. Other than that, the world portrayed us as a tainted people who were misunderstood by many, and to be feared by most. However, I’ve since done a 180-correction on most of what I thought I knew. Back then I didn’t know that school, or let’s just say the government, means mind control in Latin, for starters.

Modern-day researching is an amazing thing, but on that night, my friend and I used the knowledge we had been taught, cracking each other up with imaginary scenarios and accented dialogue. We didn’t intentionally pick our topics, they just naturally manifested because we were trippin’. And as our imaginations intensified, the play-acting turned into serious discussions. All of it was due to seemingly random-selected topics out of boredom, on a late, pitch black, and cold night:

But I know nothing is a coincidence. I had already started researching and studying biblical prophecy prior to the unfolding of the year 2020 and this book project. I know that it was meant to be that I should reveal my findings, especially to you, and especially now; ecause whatever the Most High says will happen, has to happen. So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it. Isaiah 55:11.

With that, the following are just a few of the topics from that night, and from the skit I wrote. My new opinions about these are summarized in great detail in chapters 8 and 9: Black Men in America; African prisoners of the Transatlantic slave trade; Jewish Slaves of Biblical Egypt; the Curse of Ham; the American (Indigenous) Indian; the Jewish Holocaust; Secret Meetings; and Miss Winfrey’s leadership as a Celebrity.

Not only has my opinion changed from the standpoint of what I knew back then but my reasons as to why they changed, changed too. It’s a really good skit, but it’s a different project altogether. However, I do discuss a lot more than this, and it’s all relevant for the times in which we are living. Had I not put in the work, I wouldn’t have been able to make sense of my life. Funny how that worked out, that a skit I wrote decades ago would help me to discover the secrets of the world from my view.

My story hasn’t been a fairytale, though some believed it was close; and it wasn’t a tragedy, though some believed that it was. Instead, my story is like a lot of people who grew up Black, and in the hood. I was just a chick trying to live the life I thought I was meant to live, but something kept blocking my path. It was as though I had an invisible shield in front of me. I wanted to know why, and so I took a long, hard look at my life. The COMBU, or the Curse of my Blackness Unveiled, is not all pretty and it can’t always be seen with your eyes, but it’s the truth.

~As the last entry before publication, as of February 2021, I have to say beforehand that something is happening in this world. I think Babylon is falling, and Black people, specifically, should remove themselves from her foolishness, and the obvious unfolding of end-time biblical prophecy happening to her: America. O daughter of Babylon, who art to be destroyed; happy shall he (us) be, that rewardeth thee (them) as thou hast served us. Happy shall he be, that taketh and dasheth thy little ones against the stones. Psalm 137:8-9.~

IMAGINE THAT

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It was 1991, I was 26 years old, and had just been kickin’ it with my girlfriend in the wood; Inglewood, California that is. Because she and I had such a good time acting a fool, while having a powerful exchange of thoughts, I was inspired to write a skit about it soon after. I decided to add it as an intro to this book due to its relevance toward my on-going research. And to my satisfaction, I have unveiled everything that is going on in the world, and how to prepare for what’s coming next.

I may have always had a creative imagination, but I certainly wasn’t concentrating on the more serious topics of the day. And perhaps like you, my opinions on serious topics were not truly formed as they are today. I may have had my suspicions and perceived logical conclusions on an array of subjects, but since then, my experiences, my maturity, and my knowledge have evolved. And although much of what I believed back then I now understand them to be lies, I’m surprised at how close to the truth I have actually always been.

I don’t believe in coincidences, so the journey my life took was obviously deliberate, being allowed by the Most High so that I could one day trace my steps and measure my progress. It has definitely been a bumpy ride because of the self-absorption I displayed as a youth towards the pleasures of life. And having such a bumpy ride stifled my growth for a while. But the good news for me is, I lived through it long enough to learn some valuable life-changing lessons.

Back then, I had not the time nor the inclination to verify much of anything. So for most of my life I believed what I learned from society and was taught in school. But as I traveled through the motions of my youth and well into my adulthood, I had been learning vital truths that had remained dormant in my mind. My life had been showing me, by example, what I would one day discover as missing links towards the answers I hadn’t yet thought to ask. But all those years ago, before any life-altering epiphanies, we were simply two young ladies having fun while role-playing and bumpin’ to that year’s most popular songs.

Brief intervals of musical distractions from 1580 K-Day favorites like, Around the Way Girl, a song we had to act out by snapping our necks and pointing our fingers with purpose, like a Sista is supposed to do. And it didn’t hurt that LL was fine, so acting out his hit song was a Black girl requirement. Summertime also interrupted the flow of our play-acting, and so we would rap to that beat as well. And then there was the upbeat, I Love Your Smile, followed by the mellow, Let’s Chill, that I just had to sing along to as if life depended on it.

I could never pass up on singing along to a beautiful song, just like I could never pass up on an enlightening conversation. But as it would go, distractions were always there to keep me from deciphering my deepest thoughts. Plus, there was way too much trouble for me to get into, too many future ex-fiancés to run away from, too many clubs to hit up, and entirely too many fun, worldly activities that I could be participating in…and did!

Looking back on that night I surprised myself with such an in-depth perspective on things, even though we were just fooling around. A singer, actress, storyteller? Yes. A creative mind? Yes. And a vivid imagination? Yes. But at that time in my life, I couldn’t have realized that the topics in that conversation would circle back decades later to become the center of my world view. Before that was the case, I was just a young, old-soul who had often wandered away from seeking out the answers of life, believing that getting through it as fast and as adventurous as possible might be a good idea.

It didn’t matter that my many near-death incidents, my inner issues, and my innumerable doubts would remain unanalyzed. But if I had paid better attention to anything other than my own pleasure, I might have seen the bigger picture for my life, and life in general. Still, believing in God was not one of my problems, because I have for as far back as I can remember, I just hadn’t found Him the way I had expected. I had initially thought I’d be a good church girl, but that turned out to be an epic failure. I always thought I would be singing praises to the Lord in the church choir while having a secular singing career on the side.

So, as I first sought out to find a church home as a teenager, it turned out to be a disaster. I was instinctively eager to get to know God, so it should have been an easy transition, but it wasn’t. Even though I was hungry, my soul wasn’t getting fed because the preacher wasn’t delivering what I thought would be the word. I thought church was going to be learning all about God and what being saved really meant. Looking back, it makes me wonder if God didn’t want me to become indoctrinated with half-truths at such an impressionable age.

Church services mostly felt like a Sunday show of hats, Hallelujahs, and happy dances, with not enough scripture being spoken. But just like a lot of other people, I figured if I attended church and believe Jesus died on the cross for my sins, and if I’m a good person and not a hateful, envious, trash-box, then I’m saved, which is what most pastors led me to believe. But that’s not the case at all, as there’s more to it which I later discovered.

Albeit, back then I wasn’t always active in seeking Him, so it was also very easy to sometimes forget that I was even looking. I think that’s called backsliding. Yeah, that was me, a chronic backslider. As a Believer, whether you’re in a church or not, if you’re living a life that you know is filled with sin, then you’re a backslider. I knew at least that much, but it didn’t stop me from being one. There were too many contradictions on how to effectively find God, how to get to know God, and how to please God; and I didn’t have the right tools for figuring any of that out on my own.

The right church and pastor should’ve been on every street corner telling people everything they needed to know for salvation, but they weren’t, and they didn’t. And so, for most of my life I lived on the edge through as many adventures this world had to offer me. I always thought that if I was just a normal, drinking, smoking, partying, fornicating, cursing, productive participant of society – a redeemable sinner, but not a despicable human being, then I should be okay if I died. I didn’t have to worry about hell because I’m a Believer and because Jesus loves me.

Believing this lie for a majority of my life would have ended in an eternal disaster if I had just left things there and died. But I’ve always been curious, and I would always end up seeking knowledge toward the things that interested me. This personality-trait is what led me to eventually uncover many of the lies that I wasn’t even looking for. The Most High was leading me to the truth, without me even realizing it at first.

I knew He was always there, even back then, but I couldn’t hear Him through all of the distractions. He was engraved into my brain from jump, but I wasn’t hanging around anyone who could help me find Him. But now, I can clearly see that He had always been active in my life, whether I knew it or not, and had been carrying me through a minefield of experiences. He literally had been showing me the truth in plain sight all along, if only I had had the eyes to see.

Today, I interchangeably refer to God as, Yahuah, Yah, the Most High, The Creator, or the Father. And I refer to Jesus Christ as the Messiah, or Yahushua, or Yahushua Hamashiach, (I’ll explain why later). But to briefly explain, I simply wanted to use Their actual Hebrew names as was used by those Believers all those years ago. I wanted to make sure that I would have a genuine answer, and not a simplified title or a translation if either of Them were to ask me, What’s my name?

Besides this, I just want to be perfectly clear as to which god I’m referring to, with so many out there. With so many of them seeking and deceiving people into worship, prayer, and praise, I chose to be specific. It’s not a religious thing for me, it’s a preferential thing.

Early on, I had never considered that my God was not the same God who everyone is referring to. It might be true for some of us, but it’s not for all of us, as Baal (Satan) is just one of many that people continue to call their god. For though there be that are called gods, whether in heaven or in earth, (as there be gods many, and lords many). 1 Corinthians 8:5.

Still, He has definitely been looking out for me. Having once believed that I was sometimes lucky, able to emerge unscathed by some of life’s pitfalls, I see now that Yah saved me over and over again. The problem as to why I didn’t see that back then begins with, I didn’t always know when I was in trouble – I wasn’t always able to see what I was going through when I was going through it. I couldn’t’ve seen the plain truth back then if I had five eyes. So, I thank Yah every day for awakening me with these brand-new ones.

When you know better you do better, and with age comes wisdom. Yeah well, the wisdom from age was slow-moving for me, and I have a lot of excuses as to why. Mostly because I lived life with no responsibility other than myself, and then I lost track of time while having fun. But when I finally caught up with myself, the reasoning of my life started to fit together piece by piece, like the amazingly complicated DNA puzzle that I am.

And because it finally all makes sense to me, I’m going to take you on a journey of my near-deaths, my molestation, my glimpse into Satanic Hollywood, my depression, my being trampled by a human stampede, my encounters with pedophiles, my attempted kidnapping and escape from my ex’s Voodoo ritual, my perils by being an OG Crip’s little sister, and being framed by racist cops for his murder.

My journey may have broken most people, but it only somehow strengthened my resolve. And because of it, I gradually transformed into a person able to fit all of the puzzle pieces together. I could have only accomplished this with the spirit of the Counselor and Comforter – the Holy Spirit, who guided me into understanding and truth, and to my actual salvation through Yahushua Hamashiach. And as Yah continues to guide me, onward and upwards, toward my full awakening to the absolute truth as I know it, I will share it with you.

To start, I’ve always been curious to learn more about the mysteries and history of our world. I found watching documentaries, old movies, lectures, and reading literature on everything from the mobsters of the early 1900s, to ancient civilizations such as Egypt and Rome, to Greek mythology, to dinosaurs and animals, to aliens and Hitler, and the historical events and characters of the Bible. Curiously, I’ve always found these, and topics like these, to be absolutely fascinating!

I don’t know why I was always drawn to figures like Meyer Lansky, Al Capone, Sam Giancana, John Dillinger, Bonnie and Clyde, etc., and their life choices. I’m not an advocate of crime, murder, or violence, but I was still interested in their stories. Growing up in L.A., there were plenty of gang-bangers in my hood, at my school, on my block, and in my house, but interestingly enough, I wasn’t interested in them.

As for ancient civilizations and Greek mythology and such, I used to love listening to scientists tell me what’s what about everything. But with new eyes and upon a closer look, I observed that most scientists don’t even believe in Yah or the Bible, so how could I continue to blindly believe their take on things, particularly when it contradicts Him? So, I decided that further investigation was required to get to the bottom of it all.

I believe that these early interests of mine were imprinted on me so that I would one day be interested in gathering more information about them. In doing so, these interests of mine led me to the questions, which led me in a particular direction and down a certain path until I found what I was meant to find. I discovered that we’re meant to search out our interests and curiosities for this very reason. If I hadn’t, I wouldn’t know anything; having since realized the information taught to me since birth is mostly fabricated.

And so, my love for the research of my favorite interests led me to study everything else too. And because knowledge is power, and it is addictive, I kept on digging even deeper as though I was being directed to find out what I would find out next. And now that I’m confident about what’s really going on in this world, and how it has affected my life, I’m able to make sound choices; because, as it turns out, I discovered that all truth emanates from above.

When finally I was able to piece it all together, my life and life period just made sense. And since these are such uncertain times, and there are so many things coming to light in the world, now seems like a good time to share. I guess you could think of this as my testimony, as I pray the full-circle of my life-altering journey encourages you. It took a while, but I’ve come to comprehend that it all started with Yah, and it will all end with Yah.

If you know anything about the accuracy of Bible prophecy, then you know that the world is showing us that time is short before His return. It’s not a religious thing either, it’s just facts whether you believe in Yah or the Bible, or not. If it were a religious thing I would be in a world of trouble because I couldn’t find him in religion. But I did find Him eventually, and not inside of a brick-and-mortar building, but inside of me...literally! Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: Matthew 7:7.

Today, I hold daily church services within my body/temple self. If you’re in a good church, Hallelujah, but if you don’t have a church to call home, worship Him at home. Just because you don’t attend a church doesn’t mean He is not waiting to get to know you wherever you may be. He is! And you really do want Him to know you, by going through His Son (package deal), before you go up yonder to meet Him. The worst thing ever would be for Him to say is, …I never knew you; depart from me… Matthew 7:23.

And as this invisible threat called, Corona Virus or Covid-19, having taken 2020 by storm, who knows if returning to a regular schedule of church participation is going to be possible. Either way, this is the perfect opportunity to pick up a Bible, because there are events that are prophesied in it that are on schedule to happen soon. Again, the truth as to what’s happening can be found by seeking the Most High, and by reading it for yourself in that book. More than ever, discernment is going to be key.

Some Believers and Christians believe things will go back to the way it was before this virus, and some others believe the end of the world is at hand. So my advice for Atheists and Agnostics would be to play it safe and ask Yah to reveal Himself to you before it’s too late, just to make sure…I’m just sayin’. A great awakening is happening to people all over the world and most people can sense that something strange is going on all around us, and it ain’t good.

During these uncertain times, we should all be aware of the tricks, distractions, and lies coming at us from all directions. Some people whose lives haven’t been affected by any of this have been lulled into believing that the world will go on forever. But the enemy, and his evil intentions to deceive us into unpreparedness and to take the Mark of the Beast, is busier than ever. And he’s working very hard at making sure people won’t even know what that means when the time comes.

Technology, and all that it has to offer, is a useful tool of his, and it has been for a very long time. He would rather you get your daily programming from the mainstream media and not from the main source, the Most High; because if you believe everything they say is going on, half of his work is done. So, to double-check everything, with discernment from the Most High, can’t do you any harm but certainly can only do good. Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Proverbs 3:5-6.

Dig deeper into what you’re being told and don’t believe everything just because. The fact that the Devil owns the minds of the people who run the media and the propaganda they promote, is real. The Beast System lies continually because he knows you will believe it. He wants you complacent and believing if you’re a good person you don’t have anything to worry about. How do I know? Because I used to believe everything they told me too, before I uncovered the lie.

What’s the lie? One of them happens to be that all of our sources of information and news comes from only four to six corporations of the mega-wealthy owners of everything in this world. Where there used to be diversity in the ownership of the media, that’s no longer a thing. When they can broadcast what they want the masses to believe, why would they ever tell us the truth when they can easily lie? Why would they ever want us to know what they know – to relinquish any of their authority over us?

Once I started thinking this way and began to ask myself these questions, I was driven to research everything the world has ever told me. Then I began to compare man’s explanations against Yah’s to find a correlation, only to find there is none. It became very empowering to realize that Yah, or God if you like, and the words within the Bible is the truth. The world is lying, and the drama-filled, Yah-saving, supernatural events of my life, leading to the COMBU, (the unveiling of curses that plagued my Blackness), will prove it.

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In the beginning, my life was filled with stereotypes. I was born Black, and out of wedlock, soon after segregation ended in Compton, California. Mom was a divorced mother with three children, and had me as a single mother with a baby daddy, within a family who had pre-existing dysfunctions, long before my arrival.

I accidentally came along 10 years after her