Catholic Girl
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The mask has been removed and a virus has decimated the Catholic Church. Disclosures about the systemic child abuse and the criminal cover-ups have brought the institution to its knees. Will it ever recover?
This book of poems compiled in 2020, the time of the virus, documents one person’s journey through the various stages of Catholicism, from true believer to agnostic. Many of the poems are light-hearted glimpses at the absurdity of the dogma we were taught as children, others give voice to the hurt and suffering inflicted upon many helpless children at the hands of the people they trusted and admired.
Included are poems that touch on the sport and politics of our times. Religion, politics and professional sport are all based on the same premise - domination of the weak by the strong, supremacy of the institution over the individual, with a huge dose of self-interest thrown in.
My family sacrificed two men to the Catholic Church, one who went willingly and who did good work and was loved by the people he served. I am very proud of him.
The other had his future taken from him at the age of twelve years, by an evil man of the church who was protected by the institution. My brother lived on for forty angst-filled years and never resolved his pain.
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Catholic Girl - Elsie Johnstone
Introduction
We are a product of our times. In my lifetime, I have seen religion drift from being central to society to a place where it has almost faded from the national consciousness.
The poems in this book signpost my journey from a devoted Catholic daughter who attended Mass each Sunday for thirty years, had children baptised and attend Catholic schools, contributed to the planned giving program and helped organise and participate in fund-raising functions, to someone full of disappointment and disillusion. Trust has been broken.
When one of my three brothers became a priest, I had a chance to see the Church from the inside. I loved my brother but I had grown up with him and I knew his faults as well as his good points. He was one of us; no more or less special than me or my siblings, yet that is not what he was told. I came to realise that the Church is a misogynistic boys’ club that excludes half the population from the hierarchy.
While discussing theology and the Church’s teachings with my brother, he suggested I seek enlightenment by reading Saint Thomas Aquinas, a 13th century Dominican monk. I did and wasn’t impressed! Aquinas spent a considerable portion of his God-given life organizing angels into groups and pondering how many could stand on the head of a pin. I lapsed.
A lapsed Catholic is one who remains a cultural Catholic while tolerating the Church’s inconsistencies and idiosyncrasies.
Then my youngest brother revealed a horrible truth, that our family had been betrayed by the institution we had lived our lives by. He had been raped by a priest at the age of 12. My brother had tried to tell my father but he was rebuked, so kept his secret from the family until eighteen months before he committed suicide, forty trauma-filled years of strained relationships, counselling and drug and alcohol abuse later.
Our family sacrificed two brothers to the institution that is the Catholic Church. One went freely and did good things. He chose that life and I am proud of the way he lived. But the other brother’s life was brutally taken from him and then this act of bastardry was covered up while the perpetrators went onto ruin more lives.
The poems in this book document my journey from believer, to benevolent doubter, to lapsed Catholic and then to where I am now, full of disillusionment, disgust and mistrust.
In Australia, religion, football and politics are intertwined and basically operate on similar premises. That’s why you will also find a sprinkling of poems about football and politics in here as well. Enjoy!
Catholic girl
A Catholic girl learns when growing up
There are rules for everything
They are there to control you
Absolve you, send your soul to Heaven
Keep you away from occasions of sin
There are rules for when you are wed
As well as rules for when you are dead
Do good, avoid evil
Pray hard, reject the devil
This simple mantra is at the religion’s core
Just be careful what you wish for
One thing we know for an absolute fact
Is our conscience dictates the way that we act
However, if our neighbours’ goods we purloin
Remember, there are two sides