Free Fall
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Rogelio Guedea is a Mexican poet, essayist, and novelist currently residing in New Zealand. His book Driving a Trailer Truck (Random House Mondadori, 2008). was awarded the Silverio Cañada Prize 2009 granted to the best Spanish novel published in 2008. He is a columnist for the Mexican newspapers Ecos de la Costa and La Jornada Semanal and currently coordinates the Spanish and Portuguese Programme at the University of Otago.
Just on the border between the prose poem and poetic prose these short narrations by Rogelio Guedea never cease to surprise with their powerful emotions locked in everyday scenes so that they acquire a strange tinge of exoticism. – Sandra Cohen.
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Free Fall - Rogelio Guedea
ESSAYS AND ARTIFACTS
Isn’t he too a piece of the world
who is looking at another piece of the world?
—Italo Calvino
ENCOUNTERS AND MISENCOUNTERS
It happened to me while I was reading a book by Walter Benjamin at the Berlin airport. When I looked up from those deep, deep pages, I realized I had forgotten if I had just arrived or was about to leave. I tried for a moment to reflect on it, but it was useless. People entered and left, arrived and withdrew. A woman smiled at me just at the moment of my confusion. That woman looked like my mother, but perhaps she wasn’t my mother. She looked like my country, but perhaps she wasn’t my country. I was alone, with my bags leaning against my legs. I gave in to absent-mindedness, I slipped into its shadowy corridors. Could somebody provide now a calendar and its own room for that unique sensation? Encounters, misencounters, that was all that life began to mean for me.
THE CRAFT
He had barely begun to write when he realized he wasn’t really saying what he wanted to say. The original idea had been replaced by another, clearly unexpected one. The new idea imposed itself on him like an upstart or a traitor, and he couldn’t get it out of his thoughts. He believed firmly in the benefits that adultery provides to marriages of many years, but when he put that on the blank page he realized that what he had actually written was an apotheosis on fidelity and good conjugal manners. He didn’t know what to do. He struggled like a cat on its back trying to give some order to his convictions, but he realized how absurd it was to go against himself. He quickly understood that it wasn’t a matter of ideological weakness or servility, so common in these days of unemployment and precariousness. It was something less vulgar. He read again the books that were always with him and afterwards, almost defeated, he sat down at the table with his wife to go over the day’s activities. When he got up to go back to his work desk, his wife stroked his back tenderly and kissed him on the forehead, thus returning to him the freedom he needed to reclaim his dreams and exploits.
REBELLION
Suddenly, you realize that life — reading, trees, rainy afternoons, traffic lights, clocks — puts you in the place you belong and not in the one that you, daydreaming, thought you should be in. Life is like that, so beautiful. And there is no way to save yourself. If you stop, it pushes you roughly on. If you advance, it halts you, inopportunely. Life looks like a woman: it’s her mirror image. For hours and hours I have sat thinking about where I’m going or how I got where I am, but at every attempt I run into a wall or an abyss, because going up a staircase is not always going up to a second floor. That must be where the mistake lies: my life, dazzled by moonbeams, always comes in without opening the door.
HOMAGE TO AGUSTÍN YÁÑEZ
I am coming in from my customary walk in the garden, when, as I put the key in the lock, I feel the presence of my grandfather, his image reclined as if fallen but peaceful on the sofa in his library. That afternoon and this one come together in a single landscape, and it seems to me that to be going into the house is also to be going into my grandfather’s library. On the ageless day, hanging in the air of time, it is easy to remember that wordless teaching. My grandfather is reading Flower of Ancient Games, by Agustín Yáñez, a book that gives me the impression that he doesn’t want to ever finish it. On his desk there are always many books that, as soon as they arrive, they leave. Flower of Ancient Games, no. It is always on a corner of his work table, with a bookmark in the middle or with the pages open, held down by a small sheet of metal. My grandfather casts