A Glimpse of Heaven: a John Billings Mystery, #1

By Olivier Bosman

The year is 1895.

A disgruntled detective is looking for meaning in his life.

A psychotic young man wants to make his darkest fantasies come true.

A secretive society searches for hidden wisdom in ancient manuscripts.

When these three meet, a series of events is set in motion which leads to a horrific crime.

A Glimpse of Heaven is a thrilling, page-turning mystery about spiritualism, the occult... and the quest for magic.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Olivier Bosman
• Release date: Jul 7, 2020
• ISBN: 9781393500957

Olivier Bosman

Born to Dutch parents and raised in Colombia and England, I am a rootless wanderer with itchy feet. I've spent the last few years living and working in The Netherlands, Czech Republic, Sudan and Bulgaria, but I have every confidence that I will now finally be able to settle down among the olive groves of Andalucia.

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Prelude

Extract from Alick Lourie’s diary, February 20th, 1895

Well, I’ve gone and done it now. I got kicked out of the house today. First Cambridge, now my own home. Although, in reality, Cambridge was not my fault. The trollop gave me syphilis, not the other way round. She’s the one who should’ve been kicked out of town.

But now I’m on the streets. Homeless. Destitute, with just an allowance of five thousand pounds a year to live on. How will I ever survive?

My mother called me the Beast. Not a beast, but the beast. The one from Revelations. I like that. When it comes to writing my memoir, I think I’ll call it Life of the Beast.

So, how did all this come about? How did I end up sitting in a hotel room in London, chewing on a dried peyote button, scribbling in this journal?

Well, I shall tell you. It all started with the aforementioned drug. The dried peyote which I brought back with me from Mexico. It opened my mind and allowed me to hear the voice of the spirits (I can’t remember exactly which one it was that spoke to me last night. Was it the angel Enoch? Or was it Baphomet? Or Beelzebub?) Anyway, it was the spirit which made me do it. It was the spirit which compelled me to commit this preposterous act, which was both shocking and beautifully poignant at the same time.

Perversion was its goal. To turn things upside down. To shock this dead, stale home back into life. To free myself and the rest of the household from the morals and conventions which have stifled us for so many years.

My mother had gone to church as usual, and Lucy was upstairs, sweeping the hallway. I was drawn by the spirit to go into my mother’s bedroom. This was the place in which I was conceived and born. The place where my pitiful life started. A suitable place, therefore, to witness my rebirth.

I opened the windows wide and let in the cold winter air. The draft seeped through my shirt and stiffened my nipples.

I could hear the ticking of the clock on the dresser. My mother would be back in thirty minutes, and Lucy would come in to tidy up in five. I remained by the window and took off all my clothes. The cool air caressed my body. Goosebumps rose on my skin. I caught my reflection in the mirror. Smooth white skin wrapped tightly over slim, rippling muscles.

The door handle turned. Lucy, punctual as ever, came in to make my mother’s bed. I turned around just as she opened the door. She gasped and put her hands to her mouth. But she didn’t run away. Nor did she stop staring. Lucy had been besotted with me for months. I’d noticed her blushes and coy glances every time I stepped into the kitchen or walked past her in the corridor.

I walked slowly towards her, grabbed her hand and pulled it away from her mouth.

Oh, Master Alick, was all that she could say.

I pressed her hand to my chest. Then I pushed it slowly towards my stomach, round my back and onto my arse. I squeezed her fingers around my buttock.

Her face blushed crimson. Her nostrils flared. Her heart pounded beneath her apron.

That’s it, girl, I thought. Let your will be free. Let your passions run loose. There is nothing more damaging to the body than restraint.

I glanced at the clock. Ten more minutes before my mother came home. I pushed her onto the bed.

Oh, no, Master Alick, she called. Not here.

But it had to be here. On my mother’s unmade bed. On top of the very sheets she slept on. This was a deathbed. This mattress had known no love, no intimacy, no life ever since my father died. I climbed on top of her and pulled up her skirts.

Oh no, no, no, Lucy protested, but she didn’t put up any resistance. Her eyes were closed, her breasts heaving.

She moaned as I thrust my cock inside her.

The headboard banged against the wall, shaking the crucifix on the wall above it. I looked up. Jesus’ woeful face stared back at me.

The front door opened. Lucy was too engrossed in her ecstasy to notice, but I listened carefully to my mother’s footsteps. Down the hallway, up the wooden steps and along the creaking floorboards.

I turned my face just as the door handle turned. She stepped into the room, and our eyes met.

She gasped but did not say anything.

I continued to stare at her while I pounded the moaning maid.

Lucy turned her head and saw my mother standing over us. She shrieked. She pushed and scratched and begged me to get off her. But I continued thrusting my pelvis against her, all the while staring into my mother’s eyes.

She remained rooted to the spot. Shocked into paralysis.

Only when I came inside Lucy did I stop. Only after the elixir of my new life had been released did I relent.

Alick Lourie was now officially dead, and in his place had risen the Beast.

1. Drunks, Crackpots and Whores

Packed boxes and crates littered the floor. Billings sat on the chaise-longue. Last night’s bedsheets and pillow lay crumpled beside him. His pyjamas were tossed on the floor at his feet. He leaned sideways to get a better look at his visitor in the doorway. The tabletop of the newly purchased desk leaned against the wall and blocked his view.

Good morning, he said. You are Mr Trotter, I assume. 

That’s right. The young man’s bespectacled eyes were drawn towards the pyjamas on the floor. Billings detected a slight blush on his cheeks.

Don’t mind the mess. Billings kicked the pyjamas under the chaise-longue. I’ll have it all tidied up before we open. Sit down, please.

The young man looked around for something to sit on, but the new chairs had not arrived yet.

Billings got up, picked up an empty crate and placed it on its side. Here you go.

Trotter looked at the crate, reluctant to soil his brand new suit by sitting on it. He was short and pudgy, with a chubby, hairless face. His blond hair was cropped on the back and sides and waxed immaculately in perfect symmetrical streaks over the top of his head. He perched himself carefully on the crate. There was something effeminate about him: the rosy cheeks, the way he sat with his knees touching each other and his feet turned in, the spotted bow tie around his throat and the posy of bluebells pinned on his lapel.

Nice flowers, Billings said.

The young man smiled. Aren’t they? I picked them on my way here. I love the smell of spring around me.

Billings smiled back politely. He picked up another empty crate and placed it before his guest. Now. Mr Bartholomew Trotter. He picked a paper up from the chaise-longue and sat on the crate. May I call you Bartholomew?

The young man hesitated. Well... my friends usually call me Bart, but I’d rather we stick to formal address, if you don’t mind. In my experience, familiarity in the workplace only leads to inefficiency.

Billings laughed. In my experience. The boy didn’t look old enough to have had much experience. He couldn’t have been much more than nineteen.

Well, you can call me John, if you like.

I’d rather not, Mr Billings. At least not in the first six months. After that, we shall see.

Very well, then. We shall be formal.

I appreciate that.

Where did you work before?

It says in my application. I worked as a bookshop assistant for eleven months.

And why did you leave?

It was too tedious. I am looking for something more adventurous.

So, you’ve decided to become a private detective?

That’s right.

Do you have any experience in detective work?

I am an avid reader of crime literature. I’ve read every crime book my former employer had in stock. And I follow all the crime stories in the papers.

Which papers?

"The Illustrated Police News, mainly."

Billings frowned. That is a very sensationalist paper, Mr Trotter. Detective work isn’t nearly as exciting as the papers would have you believe. It too can be very tedious.

"It can’t be more tedious than working in a bookshop, believe me. But may I also ask you a question?"

Me? Certainly.

"What experience do you have as a detective?"

Billings was taken aback by this question.

The reason I ask is because I thought I was applying for an established private detective firm, but it looks like you’re still setting up.

I was a detective sergeant at Scotland Yard for ten years.

Trotter’s eyes lit up. A detective sergeant! Oh, my goodness! What made you leave?

What made me leave? Damn it! He hadn’t expected that question. I just felt like starting something new.

You weren’t fired, then?

Fired?

Well, if I ever got to work at Scotland Yard, I’d stay on until I retired. I hear they pay a good pension.

I just wanted a change of life.

But why? What life could be better than being a Scotland Yard detective?

Ten years is a long time at the Metropolitan Police Service. It is not uncommon for police detectives to seek alternative employment after ten years.

Well, I’ve never heard of anyone leaving Scotland Yard of their own accord. The only former Scotland Yard detectives I’ve heard of were either sacked or forced to retire.

Billings shifted uncomfortably on his crate. "I assure you, Mr Trotter, I was not sacked."

Of course. The young man hung his head and blushed. I did not mean to imply you had done anything untoward.

So, when can you start?

What do you mean?

I mean when can you start?

Are you saying that I am hired?

Yes.

But you’ve hardly asked me any questions.

No need to.

Oh, but Mr Billings, I’d far rather you interviewed other candidates before you made such an important decision.

There are no other candidates, Mr Trotter. You’re the only one who applied.

Well, then you must place another advertisement.

I want you.

But why?

Because you seem like a sensible and well-organised young man, and that’s exactly what I need. I’m not very good at organising, as I’m sure you can tell by the state of my office.

The young man looked around the room. Well, I...

So, when can you start?

I can start on Monday morning at 8 am.

I’ll see you then.

BILLINGS SAW A HUGE smile appear on Mrs Appleby’s face as she opened the door and saw him standing on her doorstep.

Ah, Mr Billings! How nice to see you.

Billings nodded. Good evening. I’ve come to collect the dog.

He heard Tilly yapping excitedly in the back yard.

She recognises your voice, Mrs Appleby said.

Has she behaved herself?

She’s been miserable without you. Hasn’t eaten anything all day. Although I’m sure she’ll regain her appetite once she’s seen you. How’s the new home? Are you settling in?

I am. Thank you.

How do the new curtains look?

They’re lovely.

This was a lie. Billings hated those scarlet curtains. They were more suited to a boudoir or a whorehouse than a private detective’s office. They still lay in the corner where he had tossed them. Billings hadn’t done much of anything after employing Trotter. A strange lethargy had come over him since leaving Scotland Yard. Most days he couldn’t bring himself to get out of bed. It was a miracle he had managed to summon enough energy to rent his new premises and seek out some provisional furniture.

I made them from thick velvet, Mrs Appleby continued. They should keep the draft out. But do come in, Mr Billings. Have some tea and tell me all about your new venture. When will you be opening? Have you got any clients yet? I’ve been telling everyone about you. If you need a private detective, I said, then I know just the man for you.

Billings shook his head. I’m sorry, Mrs Appleby. I really am very busy. I just came to fetch the dog.

She looked disappointed. Well, I should come over to your place some day, then. See what you’ve made of your new lodgings.

Of course. Now, the dog. Shall I fetch her myself, or...?

Later, as he walked Tilly back to his new home in Spitalfields, he regretted his rudeness. But Mrs Appleby did have a terrible habit of prying and sticking her nose in. When will you be opening? Have you got any clients yet? So many questions!

He didn’t know when the devil he was going to open! As for clients... he barely had enough money to pay next month’s rent, let alone advertising. His heart pounded in his chest at the thought of what he’d let himself in for. Why did he have to get himself kicked out of Scotland Yard?

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