CEO’s 100 Proposals: Volume 2

By Feng ZhiXue

He had been in love for eight years, and yet he was told that he was going to be married. Wasn't it her? Nani! Qingcheng wedding, originally wanted to disturb the wedding scene, but was forced to give the bride Kopp 36, despair!

International Great Star: If I can't even get a single rookie to follow the rules, what's the point of me getting here? Ji Rufeng: God of Men, what nonsense are you saying in the middle of the day? Elegant lawyer: My property is yours, and yours is mine. Ji Rufeng: Talking to a lawyer about property ownership, I'm afraid there's nothing left of the divorce. Cold-Blooded Assassin: Either I kill you, or you love me alive.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Funstory
• Release date: Jun 8, 2020
• ISBN: 9781649483621

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JEALOUSY

CHAPTER 101 - I LIKE THE PARASOL TREE

On the way home, he saw Xue Fei busy in the yard, instructing the servants to clean up the previously defunct flowers and plants.

Ah, hubby, you're back! Xue Fei came bouncing over and raised his head to close his eyes.

Mo Chenyuan smiled embarrassedly at his friend. He lowered his head and lightly kissed Xue Fei's cheek.

I'm back, wife. What are you doing now?

I saw that many of the plants had begun to fail and were ready to be cleared out and replaced with new ones. Hubby, what do you want to plant?

Mo Chenyuan caressed Xue Fei's hair and gently helped her put her hair back on her ears.

A wutong tree, right? I like the wutong tree.

Alright, then we'll plant the wutong tree! Xue Fei's face was a little red as he looked at Mo Chenyuan with eyes full of admiration and excitement.

Your wife is very cute. After entering the study, he heard Shi Xi say so.

Mo Chenyuan only smiled. He didn't want to talk about this topic, so he casually moved on.

Shi Xi tactfully stopped talking, and the two of them started talking.

Listening to Shi Xi's report on the current situation of the companies and the recent huge storm surrounding Ji Rufeng and Zhao Li, Mo Chenyuan caught a glimpse of Xue Fei happily giving out commands to the servants through the study window. It was as warm as the daily lives of a loving couple.

Obviously not. But ever since he brought Xue Fei home, other than sharing a room, Mo Chenyuan had been trying his best to pretend to be a qualified husband. Whether intimate or caring, it wouldn't make a difference as long as he got used to it. Mo Chenyuan thought indifferently as he heard Shi Xi's voice in his ears, Ji Rufeng's name floating in his mind.

It was really enough. In Mo Chenyuan's heart, there seemed to be someone laughing at him. How long would this fake act of loving husband and wife last? He had been used to wearing a mask for a long time — —

How pathetic.

Deep Sword!

Following that familiar voice, Mo Chenyuan subconsciously hugged the figure that pounced over.

The person in her embrace raised her head and giggled. Her eyes were sparkling, just like the time when she had bad intentions.

Let's plant trees!

Ji Rufeng found a comfortable position in her arms and obediently laid down. He excitedly hugged Mo Chenyuan as his eyes widened with anticipation.

Really … How could he refuse such a gaze?

Mo Chenyuan smiled bitterly and continued to comb Ji Rufeng's smooth and long hair. His clear voice was soft, as if he was trying to seduce a child. He whispered into Ji Rufeng's ear, Not bad. As long as it's a wish like the wind, I can do it with all my strength. But why do you suddenly want to plant trees?

Because today I read in the book that things that are shared with lovers increase intimacy. Wanting to watch it grow up with Chen Yuan was like raising a child with Chen Yuan. Wasn't that great? You don't like to raise small animals, so if I were to raise plants, I would definitely raise it to death by accident. Then plant the trees." Ji Rufeng smiled and said something that unwittingly made Mo Chenyuan's heart beat wildly.

Wind-like … Mo Chenyuan's heart stirred. Looking at his lover's pretty and delicate appearance, he couldn't help but hug Ji Rufeng's waist tightly. He pressed his forehead close and deeply kissed her.

In the future, give birth to a child for me.

After a few minutes of deep kiss, Mo Chenyuan caressed his lover's face that had turned red due to lack of oxygen or shyness, and said seriously.

Chen Yuan, it's true!

Ji Rufeng buried his face into Mo Chenyuan's chest. His two hands tightly hugged Mo Chenyuan's slim but strong waist. His heart pounded because his lover's straightforward heart that should have planned him into the future.

Mo Chenyuan smiled as he tightly locked Ji Rufeng in his arms. He squinted his eyes and looked at the sky outside the window. His mood was just like that day's weather: bright and brilliant.

Memories floated like acid in his stomach. Mo Chenyuan's stomach felt like it was twisted, and a wave of pain came over him.

He had clearly already decided to bid his farewells, so why was he so weak again and again?

Mo Chenyuan tiredly closed his eyes, and Shi Xi's voice came to an abrupt halt.

Chen Yuan?

It was as if he was seeing an illusion. Shi Xi seemed to see a flash of pain on Mo Chenyuan's face.

Mo Chenyuan opened his eyes. His eyes regained their clarity and seriousness.

I'm fine, I just slept a little late last night. Go on.

Although loving and loving a wife is a good thing, you still have to worry about your health. She naturally believed that Mo Chenyuan and Xue Fei had spent too much time in the room last night doing the man building exercises, which was why Mo Chenyuan was so tired today. Shi Xi sincerely tried to persuade him, even though the smile in his eyes betrayed his thoughts.

The two had known each other for almost ten years, but Shi Rui didn't know much about the relationship between Mo Chenyuan and Ji Rufeng. This was because from four years ago, Mo Chenyuan no longer mentioned that name in front of him, but instead replaced it with a map of his work, career, and future.

Although it was a pity, Shi Xi still knew that Ji Rufeng's father had caused Mo Chenyuan to lose his father. Back then, they had been so intimate, but they could only end up with a strange breakup. For the sake of their ideals, they had chosen to enter the entertainment circle and become the newspaper editor of 'Entertainment Weekend 8', slowly paving the way for Mo Chenyuan to enter the entertainment circle. They had been working silently for Mo Chenyuan the entire time.

Thus, when he saw Mo Chenyuan throw away his past shadow and marry Xue Fei, Shi Xi was truly happy from the bottom of his heart. Even though he hadn't interacted much with Xue Fei, he could tell that she was a rather cute and suitable wife for Mo Chenyuan.

Mm, mm … Mo Chenyuan said half-heartedly, Continue. You mentioned that there were some problems within Golden Age due to the joint attack of Feng Ya and MG?

Yes. Using Ji Rufeng and Zhao Li's black matter as an opportunity, I delivered what I had to Huang Jing according to your arrangement. I also sent this information to the MG through the channel, and I think in about two to three days, they will find out about this through the clues and fight head on with Huang Jing. Speaking of proper business, Shi Xi put away his thoughts of teasing and returned to being serious.

Upon hearing Ji Rufeng's name, Mo Chenyuan used all his strength to show no change in front of Shi Xi, Well done. Then next, continue to work with Huang Jing. When the time is right, send out the second message."

Shi Xi nodded, I understand. However, the biggest winner this time, other than us, should be Ji Rufeng. "

CHAPTER 102 - THE FADED TRUTH

Ji Rufeng … She seemed to have heard her name more than ever before today. However, since he had chosen this path, it was normal for him to have contact with her, as was the case with the previous movies. As for the future, if she could really seize this opportunity to leave the country, then in the future, she might not have any chances to meet him.

Mo Chenyuan sighed in his heart and nodded his head, unwilling to talk too much with Shi Cheng.

Shi Xi was keenly aware of Mo Chenyuan's emotional fluctuations. He suddenly thought of the rumors he had heard before. His heart gradually sunk. After hesitating for a moment, he still opened his mouth.

I dare ask a question, Chen Yuan, why did you marry Xue Fei?

Mo Chenyuan pondered for a moment, "It was originally because of the family's relationship, but Xue Fei didn't say much and didn't disturb me intentionally. He was very sensible and took good care of my family in all aspects, he was very top-notch in all aspects, his appearance was also very sweet and his character was very docile.

Shi Xi frowned, In other words, it wasn't because you loved Xue Fei that you married her. It was because she was suitable to be your wife that you married her?

Is something wrong? Mo Chenyuan sighed and looked out the window at Xue Fei's figure, At least, Shi Xi, I've already given her everything I have. I can perfectly give her the good husband she needs, but … You know about this, Shi Xi. Do you think, after what happened to Ji Rufeng, that in such a short period of time, I would be able to shed my emotions, abandon those feelings, and pretend that nothing had happened? Although it was before the wedding, I also knew that all of this was indeed unfair to Xue Fei. All I can do is to do my best to compensate Xue Fei.

Do you think that a woman who loves you needs only these forms of compensation? Shi Xi was a little angry, Besides, Ji Rufeng and you have been together for four years! Can't you get out of your previous relationship?

Mo Chenyuan chuckled, Four years... Is it the time you think, or is it the real time?

What do you mean?

Shi Xi instinctively felt that something wasn't right.

Ji Rufeng and I … Mo Chenyuan's gaze fixed on a certain place in the study room. His eyes were long and obscure, She and I have only been separated for four months.

Shi Xi looked at Mo Chenyuan in disbelief. He couldn't believe that Mo Chenyuan had secretly spent four years with Ji Rufeng right under his nose!

Then why did you — — Why did you marry Xue Fei? Shi Xi's question stuck in his throat, but he didn't say anything. He saw the deep sadness in Mo Chenyuan's eyes, as well as hints of ridicule.

He instantly understood everything.

Mo Chenyuan was unable to restrain his feelings of being together with Ji Rufeng, and was unable to ignore his father's hatred. From beginning to end, he understood what he was doing, but in the midst of great contradiction and pain, he was still reviving his father's career while secretly indulging himself in Ji Rufeng's gentleness. Under this sort of tugging, he still relied on his rationality to choose the banner he received from his father and marry Xue Fei. However, Ji Rufeng, who was destined to be abandoned, still knew nothing.

The more he immersed himself in this relationship, the more Mo Chenyuan felt painful and resentful towards himself. Finally, on the eve of his marriage, he made the decision that made his heart ache to this day.

Even until now, Mo Chenyuan had never forgiven himself. The more he acted indifferent, the more excessive he acted, the more his inner self was affected. And when he returned home, Xue Fei's gentleness towards him was another injury.

Is it worth it? Shi Xi revealed a sad expression.

He had no right to say anything about it. It was because he understood Mo Chenyuan's personality so well that he knew how gentle this person was in his heart. He was so gentle that he hurt himself and tried so hard to make everyone live a good life. If the outside world had criticized his actions, his heart would have long since become ten times more vicious. He would have ruthlessly rebuked and detested himself.

Facing such a good friend, how could Shi Xi bear to leave another line in his heart that was riddled with holes?

There is no such thing as worth it or not. Mo Chenyuan turned around, his expression was already as calm as water, and for the first time, he revealed his true thoughts, We should just do it or not. There were many choices in life, but the one that should be done the most was only this one. As long as he decided on this goal, he could use reason to head towards that place. If there's one person who has to take all the blame for this, then let me do it. Because, in any case, I —"

Mo Chenyuan's eyes were calm. — — I have already shouldered a great sin. It is only luck that I have been able to be that gentle. How can I be qualified to receive their love? How can I be qualified to talk about love again?

Chen Yuan! Shi Xi grew anxious, This wasn't your fault in the first place!

No, this is all my fault. Mo Chenyuan sighed. His expression became pained and cold, Shi Xi, the person who was angry at my father for dying from a heart attack wasn't Ji Xiangnan or Ji Rufeng, it was me!

After Mo Chenyuan had suddenly revealed the truth of the matter, Shi Rui could only hear the roaring sound in his head.

What … How could it be … Shi Xi could finally make a sound, dry and hoarse.

After returning home, Ji Xiangnan went to find my father. He saw through my potential, but claimed that he was being used by Ji Rufeng to introduce Ji Shiya to me. The two families once again returned to their previous relationship. Father agreed. After that, after Ji Xiangnan left, my father used the strictest voice I've ever seen him use to order me to stay away from Ji Rufeng. He also wanted me to become friends with Ji Shiya, and then take back everything that belongs to us from Ji Xiangnan. Now, recalling it again, Mo Chenyuan no longer had the excitement and remorse he had back then. Perhaps it was because after suffering too much pain, his heart automatically numbed the feelings from back then. Or maybe it was because it had been too long. Of course I refused. I knelt down and begged my father. I explained to him that everything was not Ji Rufeng's fault. I begged until my voice became hoarse, and my father was as hard as steel. I was so scared. It was my wind, my lover, the only person I wanted to spend my life with. How could I, how could I be with her sister? My father and I argued, but we didn't discover anything amiss with him. In the end, just as I was about to leave the family in a fit of anger and was about to slam the door, I heard the sound of my father's body collapsing …

… He didn't know what to say. Mo Chenyuan had made the right choice, and so had his uncle, who had lost his family business. However, in the end, the result had been like that.

CHAPTER 103 - I WANT TO SEE THE SCENERY

He sighed helplessly. Thinking about what had happened afterwards, he raised his eyebrows.

You didn't tell Ji Rufeng, right?

Mo Chenyuan shook his head, Ru Feng and Ji Xiangnan's relationship wasn't good to begin with. If I were to comfort her, she wouldn't blame herself for all this. But if she knows, it's because I contradicted my father for her … Then she will definitely blame herself so much that she doesn't know what to do, and it may even lead to her mental state returning to the state she was in before I met her, closing off her inner self like that."

Listening to his good friend's explanation, Shi Xi's feelings became even more complicated. Mo Chenyuan understood Ji Rufeng quite well, but it was just like his love. He was hiding in an unknown corner, and only he knew about it. If it wasn't for the fact that he was being honest with himself today, even Shi Rui wouldn't have been able to see through it.

Everything he had heard today was too much and too heavy, so he didn't know what to say. He could only look back into Mo Chenyuan's deep eyes and face to face with him in silence.

The atmosphere in the study room started to become oppressive. Mo Chenyuan stared blankly for a moment, then suddenly turned to look at Shi Yu.

You can leave first, I want to be alone for a while.

Shi Ning let out a sigh of relief. Mo Chenyuan wasn't the only one who wanted to be alone for a while. Similarly, Shi Xi felt that he needed time to digest everything that Mo Chenyuan had just said. Without much hesitation, Shi Xi left Mo Chenyuan's study.

With his understanding of Mo Chenyuan's family, Shi Xi strolled around the villa. His dazed head from what Mo Chenyuan had just said started to clear up. He let out a long breath before realizing that he was already in the front yard.

While they were conversing, there were roughly twenty Wutong Tree Seedlings that could be transplanted directly onto the ground floor of the courtyard. Large and small pits had already been dug into the ground, and about a dozen of them had already been dug.

Xue Fei was directing a servant to place the Wutong Tree into one of the pits. After watching for a long time, Shi Xi finally couldn't hold back his voice.

It's not like that.

Ah! Xue Fei was obviously a little frightened. When he turned around, he discovered that it was Shi Ning who had relaxed. He remembered what he had just said and looked at Shi Xi with a puzzled expression.

He gently put it aside and took a shovel from the other side, trying to dig under the soil. He explained to Xue Fei, The pit is too shallow, don't fold the roots. This way, it'll prevent it from absorbing the water and nutrients. It won't be long before it dies.

Xue Fei curiously looked at Shi Xi's practiced movements. His face was filled with worship and an expression that said 'I don't know what it means'. So Mr. Xiao is actually so good at plants …

Not too bad, I helped out with the farm work at home when I was young. Looking at the depth and width of the seedlings, he tried to lower them down. He patted his hands in satisfaction and then handed the seedlings over to the servants, gesturing for them to plant them.

Ai? Xue Fei tilted his head. His innocent look made Shi Xi smile in his heart, Aren't you from Beijing?

I just settled down in the capital. Actually, I'm from the south. After receiving the kettle from the servant, he washed his hands that had just been dirty. While drying his hands with a handkerchief, he spoke to Xue Fei.

Southerners? Jiangsu? Xue Fei began to guess aimlessly.

Shi Ning shook his head with a smile.

Ugh … Then what about Zhejiang? Frowning and thinking about the map, Xue Fei tried to guess another answer.

A bit further south. Shi Xi gave a prompt.

A bit further south … Could it be Fujian?"

It's very close. Shi Ning smiled as he revealed the answer, I'm from Taiwan.

Unsurprisingly, Xue Fei's eyes widened. Taiwan people! Is it Taipei? "

Shi Ning smiled, No, even though I was born in Taipei, my hometown is Pingdong. I spent my childhood there, and only moved to the mainland's side during junior high school.

Taipei... PENDON... It's so complicated, I've never even heard of these names. Xue Fei's mood was obviously depressed.

Taipei is a metropolis made of reinforced concrete. Pingdong is equivalent to a countryside. It has a very beautiful seascape. He noticed Xue Fei's downcast mood and comforted him gently, This is very normal. You don't have to be particularly depressed about it. It's hard for people from the provinces who haven't been to Taiwan to know about this.

Seaview. I really want to go and take a look. Xue Fei's mood slightly recovered, but as he spoke he became depressed again, Since I was young, in the capital, other than studying at home or at a banquet prepared by father, I haven't had the chance to go out and play. The farthest place I've ever been is still the Hanshi Bridge in the capital.

No worries. After Mo Chenyuan's busy period has passed, you can ask him to bring you out to play. Seeing how cute Xue Fei looked, Shi Xi couldn't help but laugh.

Hubby he... I can't. He's always so busy. To him, the company's matters are more important. You don't know, he has suddenly run away from bed many times in the middle of the night because of something that happened in the company."

He had never seen such a cute girl in any of the upper-class families in the capital, It's fine, don't worry and ask him. If he doesn't agree, I'll help you beat him up.

Really! Xue Fei's eyes lit up. Suddenly, he bit his lower lip, a little embarrassed. I think it's better not to. Beating people up hurts.

Then I won't beat him up. Luckily, he had covered up his emotions in time. However, the unconcealable smile in his eyes revealed his emotions, If he doesn't bring you along, I'll teach him a good lesson for you. From young until now, he's always listened to me the most out of his friends.

Of course, other than friends, there was nothing else he could do. Shi Xi said in his heart.

It was as if fireworks were blossoming in Xue Fei's eyes. He locked gazes with Shi Xi who was full of smiles, Really! Thank you so much! Hmm … Shall we pull the hook? As he finished speaking, Xue Fei felt somewhat embarrassed.

Hahahahahaha! He waited until Xue Fei glared at him in annoyance, then tried his best to resist the urge to rub Xue Fei's head. He only smiled faintly and looked at his good friend's wife, Alright, let's pull the hook!

Just as his two pinky fingers were shaking, he finally realized that his heartbeat was starting to slow down and increase its frequency.

CHAPTER 104 - RESONANCE

Time to eat.

Mo Chenyuan quietly watched the interaction between Shi Xi and Xue Fei for a while. He let out a sigh in his heart for some reason, but he was still born to break that harmonious atmosphere.

Ah, husband. He threw himself to Mo Chenyuan's side and grabbed his hand, I just spoke to Shi Xi about you. I didn't think that my husband would have such an awkward side to him when he was in school.

It's all in the past. Mo Chenyuan's heart ached. He smiled as he caressed Xue Fei's face. He looked at her with eyes as gentle as water. Alright, let's go eat. Otherwise —

Mo Chenyuan looked at Shi Xi, I'm fine, Shi Xi's stomach should be growling soon.

Xue Fei burst out laughing as she imagined Shi Xi covering his rumbling stomach. She quickly covered her mouth, So, there's such a side to Shi Xi?

Chen Yuan, don't slander me in front of your wife. Shi Xi lowered his head helplessly and met Xue Fei's gaze, Sorry for not being careful when making friends. This guy keeps on talking about the type of things that you would do for more than ten years just by grasping a weakness. Xue Fei, you have to be careful. Don't look at the gentle and amiable look that Chenyuan had in front of all the familiar people. In fact, he is a person who holds a deep grudge. "

Oh? So did you have the guts to speak ill of me in front of my wife recently? Mo Chenyuan raised his eyebrows and shot a sharp gaze at Shi Xi. His expression was one of a threatening one.

I can't afford to offend him. I can't afford to offend him. Shi Xi cupped his hands in resignation, but the smile on his face didn't disappear. The boss begs for mercy. "

Xue Fei covered his mouth and laughed non-stop, but whether it was Mo Chenyuan or Shi Xi, they both looked at each other with empty eyes.

Mo Chenyuan put his arm around Xue Fei's shoulder and gently pushed her towards the direction of the dining hall, Alright, let's eat. The food should get cold soon.

Shi Xi just silently followed behind them, watching the intimate backs of the couple. The battle in his head had finally ended, and nothing was left.

Right, where's Uncle Mo? He walked to the dining table and sat down. Suddenly, he remembered someone he hadn't seen before today.

Mo Chenyuan pulled out the chair for Xue Fei, but didn't react much when he heard Shi Xi's question. It was only when he walked to his seat and sat down, did he finally speak up: Uncle Mo made some mistakes before, I asked him to help my mother.

Other than Ji Rufeng and Mo Chenyuan's father, Shi Ning could be considered as the person who understood Mo Chenyuan the best. Even if Mo Chenyuan appeared to be very casual, Shi Ning could tell that there was definitely something wrong. With a glance, he could see Xue Fei, who was smiling just now, eating in silence.

What a pity, I actually like the food that Uncle Mo cooks. Shi Xi remained calm and collected, but he still wore a decent smile on his face. With a regretful tone, he said, However, aunty should indeed have someone reliable helping her. I've been too busy these days. By the time this period has passed, it's time for me to visit my aunt.

Sure. From time to time, he would give Xue Fei some of her favorite dishes. Last weekend when I went to visit my mother, she even mentioned you to me.

Shi Xi frowned slightly. He didn't know whether to sigh or to be surprised, I can't help but be terrified. Auntie actually remembers me. I remember that I didn't visit her five times. "

It's already a lot. Mother needs some rest, and there aren't many people visiting her. Mo Chenyuan's expression did not change, Besides, Mother's memories are very good. Now she talks about a lot of things about my childhood that even I don't remember.

That's true. Shi Xi nodded. The two of them no longer spoke, and the dining table suddenly became silent.

Xue Fei ate in silence. She could not interrupt the conversation between Mo Chenyuan and Shi Xi.

Honestly speaking, after marrying Mo Chenyuan for so long, this was the first time she found out about the existence of Mo Chenyuan's mother. Originally, because Mo Chenyuan only mentioned his father, Xue Fei had always thought that Mo Chenyuan's mother died early, so he didn't ask about it.

Should he ask? Xue Fei poked the rice grains in the bowl and sank into deep thought. After a long while, Xue Fei raised his head and looked at Mo Chenyuan who was silently eating, and made up his mind.

That … Xue Fei was interrupted by Mo Chenyuan just as he was about to speak.

I've eaten. Mo Chenyuan put down the bowl with a bang, scaring Xue Fei into a jump and scattering the courage Xue Fei had just accumulated.

Mo Chenyuan smiled gently at Xue Fei as if he was trying hard to control his emotions. I still have some work to do, so I'll head to the study room first. As for Shi Xi, if you want to stay the night, remember to tell the servant in advance. Your original room hasn't been occupied for a long time, so it might take some time for you to clean it.

Shi Xi nodded his head calmly and watched Mo Chenyuan ascend the stairs. It wasn't until Mo Chenyuan had disappeared into the distance that Shi Ning sighed. He put down his chopsticks and looked helplessly at Xue Fei.

Just now, did you want to ask about Chen Yuan's mother?

Yes. Xue Fei bit his lips, a complicated look flashing across his eyes. Hubby he … As if they didn't want me to know. "

If it's possible, Shi Xi was a little hesitant, but still said it out loud, I hope you won't bring up this matter in front of Chenyuan again. If you want to know, I can tell you in private, but you mustn't discuss it with him or talk about it with anyone else. The most important thing is …

Shi Xi's expression was as serious as it had ever been, If it wasn't for Chen Yuan taking the initiative to ask, you definitely can't ask him to see Aunty.

Can you do it?

Xue Fei pondered for a moment before lightly shaking his head, If that's the case, then it's better if Shi Ning doesn't tell me in the beginning.

She looked in the direction of the stairs, Although I like Mo Chenyuan very much and want to treat him as my husband, I am not mentally prepared to bear the burden of his past, present, and future. Although it's very strange, I feel that if it was Shi Xi, he would definitely understand."

Shi Xi was a little dazed. Xue Fei's expression looked a little depressed, showing a side he didn't understand. However, he didn't hate this feeling. Instead, a strange resonance formed between them.

Really, Shi Xi smiled wryly from the bottom of his heart. The guilt in his heart swallowed up his entire heart. As it beat, a cold shadow covered his entire body, causing him to feel waves of coldness from the bottom of his heart.

He closed his eyes.

I... I don't understand."

Wake up, Shi Xi!

CHAPTER 105 - I WILL WAIT FOR YOU WHERE I AM

Mo Chenyuan felt exhausted.

He often felt tired these days, but he was still straining at the string and never gave himself a chance to breathe.

Perhaps, one day, when he was driven mad, it would be fine.

Mo Chenyuan heard the self-deprecating and malicious voice in his heart. Sometimes, he even wanted to stand up and smash everything, tear up all the useless documents, obey the call of the voice in his heart, and step into the abyss of madness.

He even faintly longed for the day when he was driven mad.

Even though Mo Chenyuan had once felt pity for his mother for using her insanity to escape reality, now … No, from four years ago, every weekend when he went to the mental hospital to accompany his mother, he could feel a trace of empathy and mutual understanding with her. It was only then that Mo Chenyuan could deeply feel that he really was his mother's child.

The blood vessels were connected.

Just as pathetic and cowardly.

Ji Rufeng … Mo Chenyuan muttered Ji Rufeng's name. Not only were the various reports and news in front of him, even his mind was filled with Ji Rufeng's shadow.

He did not like to reminisce about the past, but today, perhaps because he had heard Ji Rufeng's name too many times, or perhaps because he finally revealed the secret of his heart to someone else, Mo Chenyuan clearly did not drink wine, but he felt a little tipsy. The emotions he usually suppressed gushed out, and Mo Chenyuan gritted his teeth, clenching the information in his hands.

He had to work. Only work could revive his father's career and escape from Xue Fei's father's control!

He might not be able to catch up to Ji Rufeng anymore, but at least —

At the very least, he couldn't allow himself and Ailee's child to be born so easily. Even if he was no longer qualified to be the child's father, he still hoped to have the ability to protect Ji Rufeng and the child.

Of course, Mo Chenyuan had always known about Ji Rufeng's pregnancy.

That day, Ji Rufeng left from their home, which Mo Chenyuan had prepared for Ji Rufeng's home. After he left the mansion, Mo Chenyuan did not feel at ease letting Ji Rufeng leave alone. From the suburbs to the hospital, Mo Chenyuan had been silently driving his car and following behind Ji Rufeng.

Later on, when Ji Rufeng returned to her mother's villa, Mo Chenyuan left and drove to the hospital. Without much effort, he found out about Ji Rufeng's pregnancy.

The reason why Mo Chenyuan decided to replace Ji Rufeng was because he was used to protecting Ji Rufeng in the beginning. It was only when Ji Rufeng came to find him that Mo Chenyuan discovered that he had already completely lost his way of protecting Ji Rufeng.

The girl he had always loved … After he let go, he strode forward, leaving him where he was, holding on to his memories, gradually losing his dreams, his life, and his ego in this rotten life.

However, it was impossible to not move forward.

Mo Chenyuan looked at the Zir magazine that he snatched from assistant Little Zhou, and the completely different painting of Ji Rufeng that he had known. He recalled his unwillingness, smiled lightly, and began to immerse himself in his work.

Because you never want to stand still and wait for me.

Chen Yuan, I won't stand on the spot and wait for you. Ji Rufeng held his hands behind his back and walked forward while smiling, skipping to avoid Mo Chenyuan's contact.

If you're late, then come chase after me yourself ~

Mo Chenyuan was sweating profusely. He was always helpless towards Ji Rufeng's little tricks, but he was still willing to endure it. He could solve difficult issues and easily deal with all the relationships between them, but he could not do anything to Ji Rufeng.

Ji Rufeng was Mo Chenyuan's only problem.

As long as he thought of this, Mo Chenyuan couldn't help but laugh.

This was something that happened when they were in high school, and it was also the last time that Mo Chenyuan felt carefree.

After going to university, Mo Chenyuan started running to the library everyday, greedily absorbing all the knowledge related to business. Ji Rufeng was not in the same school as him. But when she was free, Mo Chenyuan would run to the entrance of Ji Rufeng's school to wait for her like a fool. He would wait for her for an entire afternoon to give her a surprise, and then under Ji Rufeng's happy eyes, he would ask for a kiss to reward her.

At that time, there was no Xue Fei among them. Despite the difficulty of re-establishing his father's career, a sliver of hope still remained in Mo Chenyuan's heart. Even though she herself felt that it was insubstantial, when she was with Ji Rufeng, Mo Chenyuan had always believed that she could spend the rest of her life with him.

Even though the future he wanted was different, and the profession he studied was not the one he liked, but even if he abandoned his dreams, at least Mo Chenyuan still had Ji Rufeng by his side. As long as he did that, Mo Chenyuan would not feel lonely.

In fact, the major Mo Chen Yuan wanted to study before that happened had always been computer science, and he had always preferred those exquisite languages. At that time, Mo Chenyuan had even thought of how he could tell his father about everything in the future, how he could ask Ji Xiangnan to marry Ji Rufeng, and he even prepared a way for him to use his income to buy the villa that he would later witness as Mo Chenyuan abandoning Ji Rufeng. He excitedly participated in the design, sketching out the life that he and Ji Rufeng would live here, waiting for the day Ji Rufeng agreed to marry him.

But before waiting for Ji Rufeng's answer, Mo Chenyuan told them that he was getting married.

Xue Fei falling in love with him at first sight, marriage couldn't be any easier. And as a traitor to love, he did not insist on the one he wanted the most in his career and love.

It was not something that could not be relieved of, but it still made her feel sad when she thought of it.

Things change.

Things change.

After he married Xue Fei, Mo Chenyuan really wanted to seriously walk all the way to the end with Xue Fei.

But no.

Honestly, the inertia he had with Ji Rufeng was frightening. No matter what, Mo Chenyuan could not change into the appearance that was suitable for Xue Fei. Before today, he had not even seen Xue Fei smile so happily because of some matter. After Xue Fei knew of his past with Ji Rufeng, their daily interactions became more deliberate and awkward.

Whether it was time or experience, Mo Chenyuan had already been polished to look like the most suitable person for Ji Rufeng. Ji Rufeng, of course, looked the same. But it was different from the persistent Mo Chenyuan. Ji Rufeng never clung on to the past, and other than him, Ji Rufeng always had a higher goal.

At least for now, let me give you a hand and watch you firmly walk away from your dreams.

Mo Chenyuan looked at the document in his hand and finally made his decision.

CHAPTER 106 - FOURTH DAY OF TRAINING

Still not sleeping?

Rarely, after Mo Chenyuan returned to his bedroom, Xue Fei did not fall asleep.

Yeah, I'm watching the movie that Shi Lu recommended to me. Xue Fei stretched out his hand and paused for a moment before turning his head to look at Mo Chenyuan. The camouflaged gentleness and gentleness he had with Mo Chenyuan was completely gone, leaving behind a faint awkwardness and stiffness.

You and Shi Xi seem to be pretty compatible. Mo Chenyuan said indifferently.

He is a very gentle person. Xue Fei had no intention of explaining as his expression remained calm.

Mo Chenyuan looked at Xue Fei in surprise. He thought for a moment and said, If you like him, I can make him come over often to accompany you. I'm usually busy. I have let you suffer.

Xue Fei stared fixedly at Mo Chenyuan, a complicated look in his eyes.

When I come back … You seem to have changed a lot. Did Daddy say something to you? "

Mo Chenyuan had just unbuttoned his shirt and was about to take his pajamas to the bathroom when he heard this and stopped. He looked at Xue Fei seriously, I just suddenly feel like I owe you a lot. Don't worry, it's not that fast, but I'll try my best to be a good husband. But if it's possible, I still hope you won't put too much emotion into me.

Xue Fei laughed with his eyes closed, a line of tears slowly flowing from the corner of his eyes. Xue Fei carelessly wiped it off. Chenyuan, you really don't know how to speak.

Mo Chenyuan had already walked to the bathroom door. Although he stopped, he didn't turn around to look at her, Sorry. I just... Since you know about the matter between me and Ji