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M. Allen Cunningham
M. Allen Cunningham is the author of the novel The Green Age of Asher Witherow (a #1 IndieNext Pick), the novel Lost Son (about the life and work of the poet Rilke), the illustrated limited-edition story collection Date of Disappearance, and two volumes of nonfiction, The Honorable Obscurity Handbook and The Flickering Page: The Reading Experience in Digital Times. His stories and essays have appeared in many publications including The Kenyon Review, Tin House, Glimmer Train, Poets & Writers Magazine, The Oregonian, and the New York Times. His short fiction has twice been nominated for the Pushcart Prize, and three of his stories were featured in live performance by the New Short Fiction Series of Beverly Hills. Pulitzer Prize winner Robert Olen Butler calls Cunningham “a lushly talented young writer,” ForeWord Magazine has named him “one of America’s most promising voices,” and he was cited in the Dzanc Books list of 20 Writers to Watch. The recipient of fellowships from the Oregon Arts Commission, Literary Arts, and Yaddo, Cunningham lives in Portland, Oregon, where he writes occasional book reviews and cultural commentary, leads public discussions for the Oregon Humanities council, and is at work on two new books. Visit www.mallencunningham.com
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Q and A
Copyright © 2020 M. Allen Cunningham. All rights reserved.
Author’s Note
Quote
A VERY YOUNG MEDIUM
APPLAUSE
FIFTEEN MILLION
OTHER CONSIDERATIONS
THE NEW REAL
ROLL TAPE
TODAY
THE BLOW-UP
GLASS
ENTR’ACTE:
THE CAMERA EYE,
EPILOGUE
NOTES & ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Q and A
M. Allen Cunningham
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Author’s Note
Q and A is inspired by events of sixty years ago and today.
It’s a true story, but many details have been changed and each character is an act of the imagination.
Quote
The camera was a man-eating monster.
—Jack Benny
Q:
Mr. Winfeld, what is fame?
A:
I think the definition, sir, is well-knownness,
or something of that nature.
Q:
Is fame not the sum total of the misunderstandings
that accrue around a person?
A:
Yes, exactly, sir. I would agree with that
definition one hundred percent. In my own
experience, sir, that definition would
prove very true.
Q:
You’ve been misunderstood?
A:
I’ve been…Can I say it this way: I’ve been misrepresented.
You ask me about fame, sir. What is fame but a sort of
falseness, a performance? I’ve been doing a kind of performance,
you might say, a misrepresentation the likes of
a paid actor, as I believe I said before.
Q:
Performing, as you say you were—
may I ask, Mr. Winfeld, what was it
about you, then, that failed
to be put across?
A:
Oh, well, sir, far too many things. Far too
many things to name here, right now. I mean
we would need a very long time to go into
the matter, wouldn’t we? I might just make one
comment about that: for instance point out
that a person—on that little screen, a
person is necessarily a rather flat image.
Q:
Flat, as opposed to three-dimensional?
A:
Yes sir, and 3-D glasses would not
help with the kind of flatness I mean.
I’m not referring to the technology
of it, in other words.
Q:
You mean to say, then, that
the screen itself flattens—
A:
I mean to say, for the purposes—
and these would not be my purposes,
personally, but for purposes of the TV
screen, flatness is desirable.
It plays best.
Q:
And Mr. Winfeld, in your judgment of the
events with which these proceedings have
been concerned, why did things happen
in the way that they happened? In other
words, for what reason, in your judgment,
do we expect or demand not only
a winner, but a winner who will
take all,
as they say?
A:
Well, sir, you could look at it the other way. You
could say, at least in my opinion you could, that
as much as a winner what we need and
require is that somebody lose and lose badly.
Q:
And in your judgment, Mr. Winfeld, must
television become the lottery system it
appears to have become now?
A:
I wouldn’t say, sir, what television should or
shouldn’t be. I only have my own experience.
My experience, however, is that Americans
love the big win—but just as much, we
can’t help ourselves from wanting
to watch a big loss. Or can’t turn
our eyes away, I should say.
Q:
Mr. Winfeld, do we risk, more and more,
seeing the price of everything and the value
of nothing?
A:
I believe, if I’m remembering correctly here,
that those words were somebody’s
definition of cynicism, sir.
Do we risk cynicism?
Sure. I’d say yes.
No question.
Q:
Is the TV screen to blame?
Is the screen destined to make cynics of us all?
A:
Well, certainly television is training us to
lump together things that aren’t
related, naturally speaking—or to mistake
one thing for another.
Q:
What kinds of things?
A:
Knowledge and money, for one.
But answers are something we
like very much, aren’t they? That’s
what was happening on the screen
all the time, wasn’t it?—I mean winning
big thanks to having the answers. I mean, you’re
asking me for answers right now.
I’m no different. I love knowing
an answer to something,
I’ll admit it.¹*
1.
A VERY YOUNG MEDIUM
September/October 1956
SIDNEY
Mint & Greenmarch Productions, Inc.
667 Madison Ave.
New York, NY
Sept. 27, 1956
To whom it may concern,
I watched the broadcast of your new quiz program last week and I write to request a chance to try out for the show. I am an ex-GI and a student at CCNY. I happen to have thousands of odd and obscure facts and many facets of general information at my fingertips. People have always told me I must have a photographic memory. My uncle likes to call me a walking encyclopedia.
So, I believe I would do well on your program. I could try out anytime.
Sincerely,
Sidney Winfeld
Queens, NY
How would you like to make twenty-five thousand dollars?
The TV man leans back in Sidney’s sofa, his silky blue suitjacket parted to reveal pinstripe and glistening shirtbuttons. He’s not an ostentatious fellow this Mr. Greenmarch isn’t, but TV means money, and good taste is important as Sidney can appreciate.
On the coffee table Greenmarch’s fine leather attaché case lies open, the test question cards loosely stacked beside it. Already Sidney knew the answers to all but a few, and those he didn’t know he’s now got stored away, can all but read the cards already in his mind.
Q:
For nine points, who was Samuel Morse’s early partner in the development of the telegraph, and what were the words of their first telegraphic transmission?
A:
The partner was Alfred Vail, and contrary to popular belief their first telegram was not What hath God wrought,
which came later, their first telegram was the words A patient waiter is no loser.
That one Sidney knew, had stuck in his memory ever since he first heard it years ago, maybe cause Sidney himself is patient like that, not so lucky as some maybe but willing to patiently wait kind of on the sly and not miss an opportunity once it knocks. Leaning back, Greenmarch gave him a pleased little smile. Then without even clearing his throat the TV man said it, said, How would you like to make twenty-five thousand dollars?
He isn’t joking and Sidney knows it, but what a question, and how do you answer except to laugh in the face of luck itself because after all Mr. Greenmarch knows these aren’t the usual—how to put it—terms of discourse for Sidney or for that matter anybody in Sidney’s postal code.
So Sidney laughs. He laughs and watches the weird brightening of the TV man’s eyes, and laughing Sidney answers: Who wouldn’t!
Next thing, they’re in the back bedroom and the TV man is shuffling through the shirts in Sidney’s closet, shirts which none of them are in snappy shape. His back to Sidney he’s like a man in an assembly plant, hands moving in the hangers, head jerking left right left. He murmurs, grunts dissatisfaction. The closet’s odor seeps out as the shirts and jackets sway: musty, sweat-locked. A second-hand shop, this whole place.
Here,
says Mr. Greenmarch, and out comes the maroon jacket, Sidney’s late father-in-law’s double-breasted. How many ring-studded handshakes did that suit bring old Josef Winks? How many stockholder meetings did Josef show up in those flared lapels, sucking down smoke after smoke at the head of the table? Sidney tried it on exactly once, night of the man’s funeral, then into the closet. Bernice wouldn’t hear of selling it.
No, no. Much too large,
Sidney says. Isn’t even mine.
Doesn’t matter. It’s a costume. Let me see you in it.
The shoulders float beyond Sidney’s frame and give the effect, he knows, of shrinking his head.
Mr. Greenmarch eyes him like a tailor. No, it’s good. It’s good.
Sticks his nose in the closet again. And this.
He passes Sidney a pale blue shirt, shirt which the frayed collar means it’s only for weekends now.
But Mister Greenmarch—
It’s Ray, please. And I’d like to call you Sid. Can I call you Sid?
Sure. Fine.
Though even to Bernice he’s Sidney. But Ray, you know, I could get another suit.
For a chance like this they can afford it.
Don’t do that,
says the TV man. "It’s a costume, like I said. Trust me. This is my job, OK? I create people. We don’t want you, we want the television you, understand? College student, GI, scraping by in Queens until, gee whiz, here comes the opportunity of a lifetime—to show the whole country right through their televisions just what you’re made of! Now, is this your watch?"
Greenmarch swipes it from the dresser top and gives it a look and Sidney thinks but how he is a college student and a GI and how he does call this Forest Hills stoop his home…
Greenmarch holds the watch to one ear. Good golly but it’s loud!
Well, ain’t Army issue.
No, it’s perfect.
And taking Sidney’s wrist in hand the TV man pushes the watch on. Couldn’t be better. The mike’ll hear every tick, enhance the tension, you see.
And now Sidney feels it: the TV man coming here, the questions and answers, the clarity of Greenmarch’s directions—here, right here in the back bedroom of some lousy little duplex, a fella’s getting remade.
Now Sid, we’d like you to go on air in tomorrow night’s program. Can you manage that? Good. Can you report to my office at one-thirty? We’ll go over the show, you’ll have it all down pat. You’ll take nine points, then a second nine for eighteen and stop the game there while you’re in the lead. We’ll walk through it tomorrow. But listen, I want you to get your hair cut. Ask them for a whitewall, understand? Tell them you need to look like a marine. Oh, you’ll do fine, Sid. You’ll win right through. Just play ball with us, kid, and you’ll have that prize money.
He’s gathered up his things, Greenmarch has, and he’s making his way out and all the way behind him Sidney’s ears are aglow and he’s putting in, Sure, sure, you can count on me, Ray, will do
and such like, and just as they reach the door in comes Bernice.
Good evening,
says Greenmarch, smooth as his suit sleeves. I believe you’re Mrs. Winfeld.
Honey,
says Sidney, honey, this is Mister Raymond Greenmarch from NBC. The man I told you about.
Your husband has some good news,
says the TV man with a smile, sliding out. But he stops on the stoop. Oh Sid, one last question. You’re not claustrophobic, are you?
Me? Nope.
"Good. We put you in a booth, you know. Feels a little like a telephone booth. And it’s hot in there."
Fine, Ray, fine!
Very nice to meet you,
blurts Bernice, though Greenmarch is down the steps already. Gee, Sidney, now he’s a pretty sharp dresser! What’s all this about—a booth, did he say?
I’m on tomorrow,
says Sidney.
What? Tomorrow?
They’re giving me a chance, Bernice. Our chance.
The quiz show?
This is it, honey. This is our start.
All you have to do is answer the questions?
The real start for me and you.
What’s that jacket, Sidney?
Gimme a kiss, honey, come here. Then I’m going to the barbers.
Nine o’clock on Wednesday October seventeenth and Sidney is live in the box in Studio 6-B —‘isolation booth,’ it’s called, but it’s a box—Klieg lights turned up to blind and roast, the glass before him all glare, and the piped-in voice of Fred Mint coming through the headset tinny and histrionic like some phone operator jumped-up on Benzedrine, that or too much Geritol —America’s Number One Tonic!—and out in the black past Fred Mint’s podium the rows of the studio audience pitch upward to the control booth also black, and up there is Greenmarch, invisible, unheard, but working the levers—
Now Sid,
says Mint’s voice in his ears, you have nine points. I am going to turn your headset and microphone off, and I’ll be back to you in just a minute
—then click the voice becomes a series of muffled tones as the hunched shoulders in Mint’s serge jacket turn while he addresses Sidney’s opponent, and the fan is off and Sidney, alone, is panting in the box—isolation booth—with sweat cascading from his white-walled temples, down the back of his neck, down his sides underneath the dark red flanks of Josef Winks’s oversized suitjacket, and though he’s live and traveling right this minute to living rooms in (as Greenmarch says) every market across the country, the face out there is sweat-filmed and bloodless in black-and-white, the hair is all wrong, and it isn’t Sidney Winfeld at all, and meanwhile here in the flesh behind every one of those screens, right here in Studio 6-B behind the blinding glare in his glass box, Sidney’s on his own, unhearing and unheard, breathing heavily and pouring out sweat, alone in his own light, and in the void darkness where the audience should be there’s only the weak mirroring of the booth’s glass, an image of a man in earphones and a bulky red suit, a see-through man standing in a bright blank space, waiting, just waiting to say, Nine please, Mister Mint, I’ll try for nine,
the way he’s practiced.
Now friends,
says Fred Mint, his gray face smiling as the camera moves trustingly closer, "have you been slowing down, feeling tired and run down, especially after a cold, flu, or a sore throat or virus? Well, your trouble may be due to what the doctors call iron deficiency anemia, a very fancy term for what we call tired blood. Check with your doctor, and to feel stronger fast, take
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CONTROL
The studio audience applauds and a little fanfare of woodwinds and kettledrums is heard.
—Give me Camera One—
As Fred Mint spirits away his bottle of Geritol, cut to the full set in its silvery monochrome: Sid Winfeld in his soundproof booth at right, Maurice Pelubet in his booth at left, Fred Mint and podium at the center.
Before we go on
says the host,
—Camera Two—
I would like to say that all of the questions used on our program have been authenticated for their accuracy
—Ready Camera Three, real close now, Camera Three—
and the order of their difficulty by the editorial board of the Encyclopedia Britannica. All right now, Sid Winfeld, how are you holding up?
—Where’s Sid, fellas? I said Three—
Just fine, thank you, Mister Mint.
Sid, you have nine points.
—There he is, about time, gents, stay on him now, don’t let’m go—
Ding! goes a little bell as Mint plucks up the next blue card.
The category is the History of Communications. How many points do you want to try, from one to eleven?
Nine please, Mister Mint. I’ll try for nine.
For nine points: Who was Samuel Morse’s early partner in the development of the telegraph, and what were the words of their first telegraphic transmission?
—Hold him now, hold him—
COMMENTATORS
Some people have said our contestants are too good to be true. Well, the typical American has many facets, and those who doubt it show little faith in the American way.
Q:
Are all things isolated under glass?
A:
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Q:
orever now, will all things be mediated?
A:
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Q:
Can you see me? Am I there on your screen?
Am I there at all? Where are we now, and
was it the questions or the answers that led us here?
A:
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Q:
Am I there? Hello?
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It was the most impactful show we’ve ever had.
The sponsors probably quadrupled their sales in one year. You’re talking about $100 million.
It was a con game, that’s all—a scam from start to finish.
"I’m telling you, on the nights the show was on, you could shoot a cannon down the street, ’cause nobody was on the street."
As a matter of fact, there is no audience, not in reality.
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There are only some millions of groups in millions of living rooms.
The deception we best understand and most willingly give our attention to is that which a person works upon himself.
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Every two minutes of every hour of every day, an image from a camera in Jenni’s apartment was loaded onto the web.
We’re all secretly practicing for when we, too, will join the ranks of the celebrated.
The camera begins to attract its own subject matter.
Tell me the large technologies humans have stopped, diverted, or put a break on.
It’s no longer a passive recorder but actively attracts the people it records.
"I’ve often been tormented by the vision of a future in which we have invented, uh, we have really perfected mass communication to the degree that it will be possible to bind together in one great instantaneous network all the human beings of the earth, and that by a system of translation machines such as we have up at the United Nations, they’ll all be able to understand anything that’s being said…"
In her FAQ, Jenni said, ‘The cam has been there long enough that now I ignore it. So whatever you’re seeing isn’t staged or faked.
"… And they’re all tuned in at one moment to listen to a central message—and here are billions of people all listening—and the nightmare is very simple: What are they going to hear? Who’s going to say something worth…? "
While I don’t claim to be the most interesting person in the world, I do think there’s something compelling about real life that staging it wouldn’t bring to the medium.
Well, I’m all for the multiplication of mass impressions. Now don’t misunderstand me. I just think that at the same time we ought to be trying to work out better and better things to say, as well as better and better ways of saying them.
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KENYON
As he comes along the sidewalk toward the family house on Bleecker, Kenyon Saint Claire spots his own reflection in the front window, a passing figure sparkling on the glass. Valise in hand, he’s thirty years old and on his way. Even now he could turn through the gate up the steps inside, receive his mother’s kiss and stand before his father’s shelves while Dad stands at the mirror in the other room knotting his tie. They could ride the train together. But no, Kenyon will keep walking, thoughts to himself. He wants to get to Hamilton Hall in time for a cigarette before class.
He remembers the very early days with Dad in the front room by that window, so often standing there as a boy, head cocked to read the titles on the countless spines along the shelves—the books Dad had read but also those he’d written. Kenny would take them down and admire the title pages. Before he could read he’d understood how Dad’s name looked when made of letters. One cover bore a monogram in gold leaf: MSC. Maynard Saint Claire.
Or younger still: sitting on Dad’s lap at the window, watching people pass by on the street, and Dad’s wise tobacco breath: See them, Kenny? More going by than you could ever count. It’s like a play, isn’t it, how they all go by? Oh, it’s like a great drama. It was a silvery screen, the window, its projection grandly three-dimensional. And that drama beyond the glass—the bustle of bodies and cars—was in some way protecting, consoling. Kenyon would discover that all the great dramas shared these properties: however they might chill or frighten you, in the end they were a form of protection and solace—their effect and intent was just this. Dad did—as Kenyon eventually would—see himself in the scenes out there. But the window was never just a mirror. Something in his father’s deportment, his fascination as they peered through the glass, taught the boy this crucial thing: never just a mirror.
Probably the old fellow watched him go by just now.
Kenyon rounds the corner to the whoosh of traffic on Broadway, the awakening city before him like a stage whose curtain is rising. God, he loves the energy of these crisp golden mornings, the fall air so enlivening, the jaunty march amidst his fellow citizens, and the sense of purpose this town confers on its people.
Through Dad’s unspoken guidance Kenny and his brother were led to understand that they were living and growing up inside a culture. It was just one of a great many cultures but it possessed dignity, intelligence, and a legacy of philosophical, moral, and artistic achievement that it gave to the world for keeps: Shakespeare, Jefferson, Emerson, Whitman, Dickinson. Always Dad had given them books. Robinson Crusoe. Treasure Island. Sherlock Holmes. The tales of Kipling. Mark Twain. The Homeric epics. Tacitus, Plotinus, Plutarch, Epictetus and Aurelius. Darwin’s works, Newton’s works, Voltaire, Dostoevsky, Thomas Hardy, William and Henry James. He never pressed the boys to read them all, they were simply gifts. He wanted his sons to know the gift that the world of literature and ideas could be, to never fear the gift or be intimidated by it.
Andersen’s The Little Fir Tree was the first small volume Kenny read front to back, a nasty old tale as he recollects it now. What were the words? And how glad the little fir tree was when at last they came to cut it down! Where the child reading finds a story about fulfilled wishes, the adult sees a tale of misguided hope and betrayal. Mom, at his arm, must have read it that way, though she never let on.
Reading was luxurious in those first years, an engrossment warm and maternal. Perhaps it still is. How well he remembers, during his Army service, his comfort in keeping Palgrave’s Treasury on his person all the time. The little octavo, green with triangles of red leather at each corner, fit snugly under the flap of his field jacket pocket. That book was a constant gift, and more, a talisman: Kenyon never was shipped overseas.
Now it’s his privilege to foster this lifelong enrichment for his students. This fall marks the start of his second year on faculty. Columbia, imagine! Dad’s colleagues are now Kenyon’s as well: Trilling, Barzun, Miner—or if not yet actual colleagues, then soon to be. Already, surely, he’s no less than their peer. A matter of a few years and he’ll have his Ph.D.
For now, Kenyon earns eighty-six dollars a week. In his own Village apartment four blocks from the family home he eats, nearly every other night, grilled cheese and a fried egg—Croque Madame,
he calls it, to dignify the act. On the off nights he dines with his folks on Bleecker or eats out. Chop Suey. It is a decent life. Though one could wish the neighbors didn’t bang their cans or let their cats spray the stoop. And he’s happy. He’s happy. He is.
At Broadway he boards the crowded uptown train. Inside the car’s bottled light, hugging his valise and gripping a strap, his body is jostled like all the others. Here below, as the train hurries after its yellow beam, a person becomes anonymous, a body in motion, little else—identity in limbo amid the masses.
Dad had won the Pulitzer at forty-six. Kenny was fourteen and became conscious of friends and relations slapping his back. His back, Kenny’s. Suddenly they were slapping his back and smiling as if something had changed for him too, not just for Dad. And the telephone was jangling. And Dad’s name was in the papers. And one weekend a gaggle of reporters trailed the family clear from the city to the farm in Connecticut. All this woke Kenny up—somehow put an end to his boyhood. And newly awake, he understood that he needed to pay attention now, real attention to the years and to the world and to his place in it all. He began thinking he might have a place, began asking way down somewhere inside himself, what place?
The dank motor-oil smell seeps in through the train windows, the rhythmic clacking of wheels numbs the ears. Isolated lights blink past and disappear. There are tunnels off these tunnels—for the workers or in case of emergency. The darkness between stations is a kind of public sleep. But the city is awake. The city is everywhere above, in motion all the time. Kenyon rises to its streets again at Broadway and 116th and strolls the half-block to campus and to Hamilton Hall—and as he passes through the doors, lighting a smoke as he goes, he can actually feel the anonymity sliding off his shoulders.
Morning Kenyon,
says a colleague, shoes clapping past. You’re early today.
Am I?
Beat your father anyway.
Oh?
The first thing Kenny did in this house was fall down the stairs.
In Dad’s office Kenyon sluffs his overcoat. Installed at Dad’s desk he spends twenty minutes reviewing his notes. Finally he gets up to have another smoke, standing in his jacket at the window. Students are trotting here to there around the neat rectangle of the south lawn, bright and resolute on the paved ribbons of the paths. The morning light seems to frame them with special care here, in the school’s safe enclosures.
Probably the old fellow watched him walk past the house this morning. Why didn’t Kenyon stop? The old house is—always has been—narrow and deep. It pulls you in. Four stories, the fourth they always rented out, on the third a study for Dad, and on the second Kenny and George’s room, which the folks keep just as it was, twin beds neatly tucked in the quilts his grandmother stitched.
The first thing Kenny did in this house was fall down the stairs. The voice is Dad’s. Five or six Kenny must have been when he