In the Dark
By PG Forte
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San Francisco, 1969. Vampire Conrad Quintano has been around for centuries—long enough to know that falling for a human is a terrible idea. Much less falling for adventure-seeking hippie Desert Rose. An even more terrible idea? Agreeing to raise her babies and protect them with his life.
Present day. Marc and Julie Fischer have always known they’re vampires. Raised in virtual isolation, they’ve never known their parentage or their unique status in the world. But once their uncle comes to take them home, the family reunion is nothing like they anticipated and they’re thrust into a world they’re completely unprepared for.
Each story in the Children of Night series is a standalone story and can be enjoyed in any order.
Series Order:
Book #1: In the Dark
Book #2: Old Sins, Long Shadows
Book #3: Now Comes the Night
Book #4: Ashes of the Day
Book #5: Fallen Embers
Book #6: To Curse the Darkness
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In the Dark - PG Forte
In the Dark
a Children of the Night novel
PG Forte
This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
Copyright © 2009 by PG Forte. All rights reserved, including the right to reproduce, distribute, or transmit in any form or by any means. For information regarding subsidiary rights, please contact the Publisher.
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ISBN 978-1-64063-086-4
Manufactured in the United States of America
First Edition December 2009
Re-released July 2017
Table of Contents
Dedication
Prologue
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Also by PG Forte
In the Dark (book 1)
Old Sins, Long Shadows (book 2)
Now Comes the Night (book 3)
Ashes of the Day (book 4)
Fallen Embers (book 5)
To Curse the Darkness (book 6)
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For Chelsea, who untiringly debated vampire theory with me into the wee, small hours of the night. Who allowed me to read the whole book aloud to her—scene by scene by scene. And who never complained, no matter how many revisions I made.
"Memory is the one paradise out of which
we cannot be driven."
—Sacha Guitry
"In the dark, it’s just you and I;
Not a sound, there’s not one sigh,
Just the beat of my poor heart in the dark."
—Lil Green ~ In the Dark
Prologue
San Francisco, California
Saturday, November 1st, 1969
When you live forever you’re bound to make a few mistakes. It goes with the territory, especially if you’re still partly human. To err is human—isn’t that how the saying goes? It doesn’t matter how old or how careful or how intelligent you are. Every now and again there’s going to be something you fail to take into account. It’s inevitable. There’s really very little in this world more prone to miscalculation than the human heart…or even the mostly human heart.
It wasn’t that Conrad Quintano thought himself immune to such failings, but after almost twelve hundred years he had grown a bit complacent. How many missteps could there be left for him to take? He thought he’d seen it all—everything new and old under the sun—life, death, comedy, tragedy, the rise and fall of civilizations; all the glory and depredation of which humankind is capable. But he hadn’t ever seen anything like Suzanne Marie Fischer. Lovely. Desperate. Dying.
Suzanne, or Desert Rose as she was calling herself at the time, had been living on the streets of San Francisco when he met her. A petite, free-spirited, dark-eyed waif, she was only one of countless teenage runaways drawn to the city by Scott McKenzie’s lyrics in the waning days of the 1960s.
She certainly wasn’t the first pretty face to ever cross Conrad’s path and even he knew she wasn’t likely to be the last. All the same, he fell for her the way old men have always fallen for young girls—hard. He was blinded by his feelings for her, by his lust, his love, his passion, his need. Call it what you will. He was rendered thoughtless, selfish, reckless, ruthless. And so he came to make what was, quite possibly, the biggest mistake of his very long life.
My babies?
Suzanne gasped the last time he saw her, her agony finally beginning to make itself apparent, determination blazing suddenly in her dark eyes. They’re… Are they…?
They’re fine,
Conrad responded automatically, gazing at her helplessly; the woman he’d loved. The woman he’d killed. He had no idea how it was she could still talk, or even breathe. Certainly her heart was no longer beating. If it was he’d have heard it. A boy and a girl. They’re both…fine.
No.
Her head rocked back and forth. "Not fine. They’re your kind, aren’t they? They’re like you?"
They’re Vampire, yes.
He’d known them for what they were the moment he’d laid eyes on them—even though the idea ran counter to everything he’d previously believed to be possible. Newly born vampire twins. That was something even a millennia’s worth of experience hadn’t prepared him for.
Vampires were made, not born. He knew that to be an indisputable fact. And, yet…
I could tell. I could feel them growing inside me and…and I knew.
But Conrad couldn’t face thinking about what she’d known, what she’d felt, all she must have gone through these past months in order to carry her babies to term. Who did this to you?
he demanded instead, gesturing at the bandages that covered her savaged throat, focusing his rage on a matter he could do something about—exacting his revenge on her attacker. Who hurt you like this? Tell me.
Suzanne shook her head. Perhaps she didn’t know the answer. Perhaps she no longer cared. Take them,
she murmured, her gaze holding tenaciously to his, her voice even fainter than before. Safer with you.
What?
S-s-save them. For me?
Them? It took a moment for her meaning to become clear to him. She was asking him to care for her children, the babies who should not have been born, whose very existence spelled disaster, both for them and for anyone foolish enough to try and shield them.
Conrad roused himself from his own feelings—from his grief, his confusion, his pain, his loss—long enough to consider hers. He met her gaze and nodded. "I will, mignonne. I promise. I’ll protect them with my very life. Forever."
Suzanne seemed satisfied, but then the fire went out in her eyes, leaving only the pain. Hurts,
she whimpered weakly. Kill…me. P-p-please…
Conrad stared back at her sadly. Even if he could have brought himself to honor this final request, it would have been too late. As her eyes closed and she slipped away from him for what would be the very last time, he stroked her hair and answered softly, I already have, little one.
Chapter One
Present Day
Can you believe we’re finally here?
Marc asked as the limousine pulled to a stop in front of the expansive Victorian mansion. He was out of the car and across the sidewalk in a flash. Given that he didn’t wait for her response, his sister assumed the question was rhetorical. Jules, come see this place,
he called as he stared through the fence. It’s huge!
Julie Fischer took her time joining her twin on the sidewalk. They’d been waiting years for this moment to arrive. She wasn’t going to rush now and spoil it. Happily breathing in the moist, fog-laden air of San Francisco, she glanced around curiously. They’d seen very little of the city on the drive in. The car that had been sent to pick them up from the train station in Emeryville, on the other side of the Oakland Bay Bridge, had been equipped with windows specially darkened to protect their sensitive eyes from exposure to the setting sun. But night had finally fallen—blessedly dark, blissfully cool.
Well?
Marc inquired impatiently as he turned to take their bags from the driver. What do you think?
Julie cast an appraising eye over the edifice before them, or as much of it as she could see through the wrought-iron bars and the engulfing vegetation. Conrad’s house. Home. At last! They’d been hearing about this place their entire lives, but this was the first time since they were babies they were actually seeing it. She sighed, vaguely disappointed when no memory surfaced. I guess I thought it would be more…I dunno, gothic, or something.
You and your damned clichés.
Marc shot her a disgusted look. So, what’re you saying? Red, black and overgrown isn’t broody enough for you now? You were hoping for a moldy old castle, maybe?
Julie sighed. No. You know that’s not what I’m saying either.
Okay, so she had to admit, the landscaping was a tad on the uber-mature side. What might once have been a conventional lawn was now no more than a patchy green blanket of moss spread between the tangled roots of a mixed stand of evergreens—redwood, hemlock, laurel—that combined to create a lot more shade than most people would find tolerable. The bulk of the house had been painted a deep, striking shade of red, a color commonly known as oxblood, but Julie had read enough about historical design trends to suspect that the trim and the gables, everything Marc was calling black, was actually a Van Dyke brown. A not uncommon color combination for structures of this period, not that it mattered. Marc’s point, such as it was, was valid. This house was home to vampires. It looked the part. It just wasn’t what she’d been expecting.
Before she could reply further, they were interrupted by a large, slightly menacing figure who emerged from the gatehouse, clipboard in hand, to inquire, Can I help you folks?
Julie’s hormones perked up as she looked the man over—all six and a half heavily muscled feet of him. Late twenties. Caucasian. Reasonably healthy. He had close-cropped dark hair and suspicious blue eyes she was fairly certain would prove a dead match, color-wise, for his nicely snug jeans. Yum. We’re here to see Conrad,
she said, nodding at the Quintano family crest embroidered on his black polo shirt—the same design that had been worked into the iron of the gate. She tested the air around him. Hunger burned in her veins. Definitely human. Recently fed upon. Still semi-enthralled. I could have him. Her fangs pulsed at the thought and it was all she could do to keep from licking her lips. I could have him right now.
Certainly, Miss. If you’ll give me your names I’ll check and see if you’re on the list.
She drifted closer, throwing all the power of her will at his mind—just for the fun of it. You don’t need our names,
she murmured in her most compelling voice.
For a moment, it seemed to work. He drew back slightly, blinking in surprise. His eyes heated as he looked her up and down. She smiled as she sensed his determination start to waver. Then he shook his head and frowned at her sternly. Yes, Miss, I’m afraid I do.
Marc and Julie Fischer,
her brother supplied, stepping in before Julie could make another attempt. He grabbed hold of her arm, just above the elbow, whispering, Down, girl,
in her ear as he forced her to back away from the man.
Thank you, sir.
The gatekeeper glanced at his clipboard, then punched a code into the gate’s control panel. Go right ahead.
Spoilsport,
Julie grumbled as she took back her arm.
They headed up the brick walkway to the house. Marc smiled mockingly at her. You don’t need our names,
he said, adding in his best Darth Vader voice, Oh, the force is strong in this one—not!
Julie elbowed her brother in the ribs. Shut up, Marc.
Really, though, she supposed she deserved his teasing this time around. She should have known better than to try and countermand orders the gatekeeper had probably received from Conrad himself. When had that ever worked before?
The Victorian’s double front doors were standing open. As the twins climbed the white marble stairs to the porch, they could hear music coming from inside the house; drums and horns and hot, Latin guitars.
Sounds like someone’s throwing a party,
Marc observed as they stepped inside the dark, paneled entrance.
You think maybe it’s for us?
Julie suggested hopefully. You know, like a surprise homecoming party or something? I mean, we still don’t know why we’re here so…it could be anything, right?
It had been a shock to be so suddenly summoned here, with no explanation offered, after years of being told that either the time or the circumstances weren’t right.
Marc shook his head. Little noisy for a surprise, don’t you think?
He put their bags on the floor next to the ornate brass coat tree and glanced distractedly around the empty foyer. I dunno. Something doesn’t feel right.
They hesitated for a moment longer but no one appeared to greet them. Curious, they followed the sounds—the laughter, the music, the chatter of voices—toward the rear of the house.
The closer they drew to the noise, the stronger the smells became. Wine and incense, arousal and sweat and most potent of all, layered beneath the rest, the sweet, rich, coppery scent of fresh blood. Julie’s mouth was watering by the time they reached their destination.
Holy shit,
her brother muttered, stopping dead in his tracks. Julie found herself nodding in agreement. The center of the large, dimly lit room had been cleared of furniture to serve as a dance floor. Most of those dancing were barely clothed and phenomenally well-toned and all of them, male and female, vampire and human alike, wore expressions of almost orgasmic bliss.
And then some.
Julie’s gaze traversed the room’s perimeter, which seemed to have been lined with a succession of chaises and sofas and piles of pillows, all occupied by small groups feeding from one another. Wow.
Suddenly, a loud commotion arose from the low dais at the far end of the room. "Ay, ay, ay, a familiar voice called out in greeting.
Mis queridos—you’re here!" Make that almost familiar. Julie stared in consternation as a tall, sculpted figure rose from the chaise upon which he’d been reclining and hurried forward to greet them. The voice was Damian’s, all right, but the tone—high-pitched and excited—was entirely more Chihuahua-like than she’d been expecting.
Marc gave a strangled gasp as their uncle strode toward them, his arms held wide, his long black hair streaming out behind him. He was wearing an open, floor-length, red- and black-patterned kimono over gauzy black pants—and a sly smile that suggested he knew exactly the kind of impression he was creating and was loving every scandalous second. Gold rings glittered on his fingers, his ears and both nipples. The crowd parted deferentially to let him pass.
Stop staring,
Julie whispered urgently to her brother. It’s not like we didn’t know.
Damian had never kept his sexual orientation a secret, but even so, they’d never seen him quite like this before. Tonight, he wasn’t just out of the closet, he’d brought the whole closet out with him.
Before Marc had a chance to resist, Damian swept him up in a big hug and kissed him loudly on both cheeks. "Ah, mi amor, he crooned, pinching his cheek as he let him go.
It’s been too long."
Next, Damian turned his attentions on Julie. As his arms closed tightly around her she found herself transported back to her childhood. This was the Damian she remembered. Big, warm, comforting. The uncle who’d read her bedtime stories and tucked her in at night. Who’d wiped away her tears when she fell and skinned her knees—never once pointing out that the scrapes had sometimes healed before the tears even started.
Julie returned his embrace. She went up on her tiptoes and kissed his cheek. Nice threads, Uncle Damian,
she whispered in his ear. I like this whole ‘Queen of the Damned’ look you’ve got going on.
Damian threw back his head and roared with laughter. That’s my baby girl.
Pressing an enthusiastic kiss on Julie’s forehead, he smiled at her approvingly. "I knew I could count on you, chica. Then he drew back and looked at them both.
Now, mis niños, let me look at you. How was the train? Did you have a good trip? You must be famished. He waved a hand at the surrounding crowd and suggested.
Why don’t you go find yourselves something to eat?"
Where’s Conrad?
Marc asked, ignoring the pleasantries, startling Julie with his abruptness. His gaze scanned the room. He’s not here. Where is he?
Oh, who knows where he’s gone!
Damian heaved a long-suffering sigh. "That man. Always running here, flitting there—who can keep track? Entre nous? Given all the places he tries to be in at one time, I’m almost afraid the big silly has begun to believe he can turn into a bat."
Has Conrad left town?
a male voice inquired. Julie stared at the new vampire with interest. He was slim with auburn hair; not quite as tall as Damian. He had a delicious cleft chin and an unsettling inquisitive gleam in his hazel eyes. I hadn’t heard.
A shadow passed through Damian’s eyes, something dark and dangerous, and then it was gone. He smiled at the newcomer. "My dear, dear Armand, I’m sure your guess is…oh, well, let’s see…probably almost as good as my own, n’est pas? But, wherever he’s gone, I’m sure he’ll be back to delight us all again very soon."
What do you mean you don’t know?
Marc demanded, the tone of his voice practically turning the words into an accusation. I thought you said Grandfather wanted to see us? Isn’t that why we’re here? Why would he leave town if he knew we were coming? And…what on earth are you wearing, anyway?
Julie stared at her brother, perplexed. What was wrong with him? It wasn’t like Marc to be so confrontational. It wasn’t like either of them, come to think of it. At almost forty years old, they both still found it nearly impossible to act counter to the expressed wishes of the two men who’d raised them. Especially Conrad. Her pondering was cut short when her attention was snared by a soft, amused chuckle.
Grandfather?
A disbelieving smile had curled Armand’s lips. His gaze flicked curiously over them all. Are you referring to Conrad? I’m sure he must love being called that! But, come, Damian, you must introduce me. Are these yours?
Once again, Julie caught sight of that dark gleam in Damian’s eyes. He flashed a look at both twins, warning them to silence, before turning back to Armand with another saccharine smile. "Why, yes, Armand, indeed they are. And now you know all my little secrets. But, aren’t they just too precious? This is Julie and her brother, Marc. Marc’s a little cranky at the moment. He gets that way when he isn’t fed."
Who doesn’t?
Armand sent a cursory, disinterested nod in Marc’s direction before bowing low over Julie’s hand. "Mademoiselle. Enchanté."
Julie shivered in delight as he pressed his lips to her hand and the warmth of his kiss traveled all the way up her arm. Likewise.
Armand’s eyes met hers and he smiled in gentle amusement. Then he turned his quizzical gaze on Damian. "I must admit, mon ami, you’ve caught me off guard. I didn’t think your tastes ran in quite this…direction?"
Oh, Armand.
Damian raised his eyes to the ceiling and sighed theatrically. "You disappoint me. Can you not see that they’re twins? How could I break up such a pretty set? It would have been…gauche."
Relieved laughter burst from Armand’s lips. Of course. My apologies. I should have guessed it was something like that.
He eyed Julie one more time, a little more intensely than before, then he gave her hand a final squeeze and let go. "Tres bon. I’ll leave you three to your reunion, he said as he bowed once again.
Au revoir."
Damian watched as Armand disappeared back into the dancing crowd, then he turned his attention back to the twins. Watch yourself around that one,
he advised Julie sternly. Don’t get too close.
He regarded them thoughtfully for a moment, then suggested, In fact, I think it might be best if you two were to wait for me in the kitchen until I’m done here. It’s down at the end of the hallway, toward the back of the house. Go eat. We’ll talk later.
Disappointed, Julie was turning to leave when Marc shook his head. No. We’ll talk now. I’m not going anywhere until you tell me what’s going on. Where’s Conrad?
Marcus,
Damian’s voice, though pitched low, held a note of warning. You will do as I tell you. Conrad always said you two couldn’t handle this environment yet. This is no time for you to be proving him right.
Julie held her breath as the two men stared at each other, each refusing to back down. Finally, Damian sighed. I have no time for this,
he grumbled as he shook his head. He looked to be about equal parts aggravated, worried and quietly proud. He turned away abruptly, so suddenly that his robe flared out around him. Clapping his hands to be heard above the music he called, "Out! Out! Vayamos! Party’s over! Everyone go home!"
A chorus of disappointed groans and half-hearted protests rose from the crowd but Damian stood firm. Smiling serenely, he repeated the order. Out! Everybody. Now.
The authority in his voice was such that even Julie found herself once again turning to leave. She saw Marc begin to do the same until Damian reached back and grabbed hold of their wrists. "Not you two."
The disgruntled guests filed slowly out through the doorways. Armand was among the last to leave. The parting glance he shot in Damian’s direction was filled with seething animosity. Julie stiffened in alarm, but Damian appeared not to notice.
Finally they were alone. Damian sighed as he let go of their wrists. Reaching for the tiny strings that fastened his kimono he drew the garment around himself and secured it in place. Now, then,
he said as he threw an arm around each of their shoulders and propelled them from the room. Let’s go down to the kitchen and have something to eat while we talk, shall we?
Drawing them both even closer, he pressed a kiss against the side of each of their heads. I baked cookies. Who wants chocolate chip?
This is so great.
Julie beamed at Damian as he slid a plate of freshly baked cookies onto the pristine surface of the antique kitchen table. She looked and sounded far more enthusiastic than Marc thought anything about the evening warranted. I can’t believe you made us cookies. It’s been years!
More like decades,
Marc grumbled, resisting the force of habit that almost had him reaching for one. What was the use, after all? When they were children, Damian had made it a point to bake some kind of treat whenever the twins had a play date. It was for the sake of the other children, mostly, but also so that Marc and Julie would feel more comfortable, would know what to expect and how to behave on those rare occasions they were allowed to accept an invitation to play at someone else’s house.
But what was meant to be a comfort had backfired in his case. It had only made him feel more different from the other children, rather than less. The fact that they could eat normal
food had finally convinced the then thirteen-year-old Marc to try and wean himself from his dependence on blood. After five days, he’d collapsed in the middle of a routine fencing lesson and a distraught Conrad had gone ballistic and had to be talked out of completely disassembling the kitchen. From that point on , there’d been a ban placed on any further attempts at cooking and any foodstuffs other than blood were strictly forbidden from even being brought into the house. It was a line drawn in the sand—very deep, very definite, very distinct. A line Damian had never once dared to cross. Until now. Which only made his actions tonight seem even more alarming.
Does Conrad know about this?
Damian’s mouth tightened. A faint frown creased his brow as he finished doling out snacks, taking clear PVC bags filled with blood from the refrigerator and tossing them down in the center of the table. No, Marc,
he said at last, after seating himself across from the twins. He doesn’t. Conrad is…well, he’s missing, actually.
His voice faltering, he paused, as though to regroup. That’s why you’re here. That’s the reason I sent for you. I need you two to help me find him.
So that’s why, Marc thought, feeling oddly vindicated, even as the cold thrill of adrenaline iced his veins. He’d known something was wrong, right from the start. The moment he’d stepped foot inside this house tonight he’d sensed the tension. The fear running beneath Damian’s seemingly carefree demeanor had set all his nerves on edge.
I don’t understand,
Julie said, sounding mystified. You said earlier that he was just out of town. How could he be missing, Damian? Where would he go?
Damian spread his hands in a helpless gesture. I don’t know, child. He wouldn’t say, exactly. All I know is that he had some…some minor business that he thought needed his personal attention. It shouldn’t have taken him more than a couple of hours to resolve things, at least that’s the impression he gave me. That was almost three weeks ago. I haven’t heard from him since.
Three weeks? For almost a minute, both twins just stared, shocked into silence by his admission. But—when you called—when I talked to you on the phone the other day, you told me he wanted to see us,
Marc protested. "You’re saying that was a lie?"
Damian shrugged. I didn’t want to alarm you. I thought it was better if you didn’t know too much ahead of time. Just in case.
But, Damian, that—
Julie’s words stumbled over each other on their way out of her mouth. I mean, what if he’s… He can’t be… He’s not…
Dead?
Damian smiled sadly. "No, chica. He’s not dead. Not yet. Eyes burning with conviction, he leaned into the table, his closed fist pressed to the center of his chest.
I would know if that were the case. If he were dead, I’d feel it—here. He shrugged and then added,
As would you, I’m sure. We’d all feel it, if that were to happen. The entire nest would erupt into chaos such as you cannot imagine. But, that’s not even the worst that could happen, might still happen, if my suspicions are correct."
Marc started in surprise. What could be worse than losing Conrad? What suspicions are those?
Damian sighed. From what little he would tell me, I have reason to suspect Conrad was lured away by someone who had knowledge of a very personal nature, someone who knew about a particular weakness that could be exploited. Since he hasn’t been killed, I believe it’s likely he’s being held somewhere, most probably without food, until he’s weak enough to be overcome by someone who wouldn’t be able to do so otherwise.
No food? Just the memory of his own hunger—raw, unreasoning, screaming for sustenance—brought Marc rushing to his feet. For three weeks? And what the hell have you been doing all that time? Besides throwing parties and baking cookies and lying to everyone and dressing up like a—
Marc!
Julie glared at him. That’s enough. Stop it!
It’s a reasonable question,
Damian murmured, seemingly unaffected by Marc’s outburst. If anything, he appeared almost amused by it, his smile taking on a faintly ironic tilt. Given how little either of you really understand about us—how we live, what we are.
Vampire. The word whispered in Marc’s mind and, as usual, he fought to deny it. He knew they weren’t like other people. He’d always known that. But did that automatically make them monsters? Did it make them demons? Did it make them…something less than human? How often in the past had he tried to argue that point, until Julie would groan in frustration, clap her hands over her ears and refuse to hear any more.
I always said it was a mistake to keep you two so sheltered from the world you’d eventually have to re-enter.
Damian shook his head, his amusement deserting him. And, now… Ah, it’s impossible.
Shoving back his chair, he got to his feet and began to pace. "There’s too much you two don’t know, so much you need to know, and now, even if I had the time to explain it to you—which I don’t—I still don’t know how much he would want me to say."
Marc watched him, teeth aching to tear into…something, his stomach burning with an unaccustomed ferocity. The tug of Julie’s hand on his wrist, urging him to sit back down, finally registered. He gave in to it, but grudgingly.
"Damian, you said ‘that’s why we’re here’, Julie reminded him.
What did you mean? What makes you think we can find him if you haven’t been able to? Especially if you can’t tell us anything helpful."
"Because you have to, Damian snapped, eyes blazing as he turned to glare at them.
Because there’s no one else who can do it, no one else I can trust with the truth. Don’t you think I would have kept this from you if I could have? Do you have any idea how furious Conrad is likely to be when he learns I’ve brought you here? But it can’t be helped. There are reasons why I cannot look for him