Heart of a Warrior Angel: From Darkness to Light

By Lali A. Love

Lali A. Love provides a supernatural thriller of metaphysical and visionary fantasy with her own revolutionary philosophy and unique narrative skills to produce this emotionally invoking, heart-wrenching and gripping tale of a family's rise from poverty, oppression and abuse.
Lilac Noble must face the traumatic experiences of her childhood before she can conquer the dark entities that have wreaked havoc on her family. On this epic journey, Lilac undergoes the destructive process of spiritual enlightenment in order to lift the veil of darkness and shame that has obscured her youth. As Lilac unlocks painful memories of abuse, suppressed in her subconscious from years of fear-based conditioning, she uncovers menacing secrets feeding the evil within her generational bloodline. In an attempt to vanquish the sinister energies, Lilac finds the courage to discover her inner truth, vulnerability, and authenticity, as she awakens her divine light and overcomes her debilitating fears of the past. Lilac's unconditional love for her family guides her through her process of healing and transformation, fuelling her instinct for survival and her burning desire to illuminate the world.
Spanning two continents and three generations, this inspirational novel portrays the best and worst of humanity and shows how the "tiniest spark of light can overcome the darkness of any magnitude," through forgiveness, compassion, and the most powerful force in the universe – Love.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Tellwell Talent
• Release date: Jul 31, 2019
• ISBN: 9780228813514

Lali A. Love

Lali A. Love lives in the capital city of Canada with her husband and two beautiful children who are her greatest source of pride, joy, and inspiration. As a debut author, Lali loves to write stimulating, character-based novels that invoke an emotional response in her readers. She has done extensive research into epistemology and metaphysics to further her understanding of the Universal Laws of Energy.In her spare time, Lali is committed to writing her visionary fiction/thriller trilogy about spiritual transformation. These mystical novels are based on the journeys of three incarnated Angels that have been brought together in the third-dimensional existence, to realize their Divine Feminine soul purpose. Each of them must experience unique self-actualization to overcome the dark demonic entities that are determined to destroy their inner light to derail their mission.As a lightworker, Lali has been called to fulfill her soul purpose to embody the light and share positive posts through social media to help uplift humanity. She is assisting this awakening process by projecting her messages of love, compassion, and unity consciousness to connect beautiful like-minded souls around the world. Through the study of the quantum energy field of transmutation, Lali has refined her energy clearing techniques based on powerful visual imagery to activate a healing response in others.With humility, compassion, and grace, Lali intends to elevate levels of consciousness for the highest good, empowering individuals to speak their authentic truth. She is an advocate for self-healing journeys, self-realization, and self-love. Lali is passionate about this universal call to action and continues to vibrate at high frequencies of loving awareness.

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Heart of a Warrior Angel

Copyright © 2019 by Lali A. Love

Original Artwork, Ascension by Olivia Mazeikis

Tarot Cards, Masters Collection by Michelle Aristocrat

All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of the author, except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical reviews and certain other non-commercial uses permitted by copyright law.

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ISBN

978-0-2288-1350-7 (Paperback)

978-0-2288-1351-4 (eBook)

Disclaimer

This is a work of fiction. Any resemblance to actual events or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner.

Reviews

"Articulate and full of spiritualism, Heart of a Warrior Angel by Lali A. Love is a journey not only in the world but within oneself. Our protagonist, Lilac, reflects on her life’s path as she reaches her twilight years. She recalls her journey through life as she crosses literal and metaphorical oceans to become the person she is in the moment. We learn her life story, her heartache, and her triumphs. We celebrate and grieve with her as this book lays bare the raw emotions that entangle themselves with the journey of life.

Heart of a Warrior Angel drips with dramatic tension, and excellent descriptions of the living situation Lilac regales us with is moving and heart rendering. It is a metaphysical thriller, with a touch of supernatural fantasy, following one woman’s journey through the hell on earth she was forced to live as she comes to terms with her ascension onto a spiritual plane deserving of her essence."

—Editorial Review, Literary Titan

"Heart of a Warrior Angel by Lali A. Love recounts the harrowing life and family history of Lilac Noble, a young girl from the country of Georgia, as she struggles to liberate herself from the shadows of her past. From the systemic abuse and repression that has long scarred her family tree to post-traumatic stress symptoms and the battle between traditional healing and modern therapy, this story touches on some of the most challenging issues people face today.

The raw emotions the author is able to manifest are palpable and unforgettable. As readers vicariously wade through financial hardship, loneliness, pain, death, and the long-term effects of grief, Lilac’s sheer determination becomes impossible to ignore. She is a modern-day heroine - far from perfect and layered with her own scars, but accepting of her emotional volatility and actively working to better herself and others. Some of the more graphic sections of abuse and trauma are disturbing, but they are never gratuitous, as they are core to Lilac’s story.

A thoughtful and challenging novel about perseverance, Heart of a Warrior Angel is a moving tale that should help others find their own inner strength in the face of life’s mounting hardships."

—Editorial Review, SPR

"I could not put this book down. Lilac Noble’s story of harrowing childhood abuse caused by generations of deep social conditioning and fear is gripping and real. The reader is transported into the protagonist’s mind as she re-lives her past to uncover her family’s dark truth. But this is not a tale of despair. In an age where so many are struggling with trauma, weak mental health and a lack of connection to their inner spirit, Lilac’s story is a reminder of the resilience of family and the human heart. She finds the courage to use the intuition she had suppressed for so long and to seek her own truth—her Soul purpose.

This book is for anyone who has struggled to find meaning in their darkest moments. As I read each chapter with anticipation, the words of Leonard Cohen played softly in the background until Lilac’s journey of the discovery reached its crescendo: There is a crack in everything; that’s how the light gets in. Indeed, Lali A. Love teaches a fundamental lesson: that the purest form of love is the one that comes from within."

—Reader Review, Lesley Warren

Hauntingly beautiful is how I can describe this book. The message of good vs. evil throughout each chapter is a reality most of us can relate to. However, the story digs deep beyond the scars and pain, but yet subtle poetry reveals itself from the power of unconditional love. There are so many lessons about higher self, love, and what spirituality is from the eyes of the main character. Beyond this world, a higher source is present… I recommend a highlighter, and a journal as this is not only a fictional novel but a foundation of self-healing for all divine feminine. Thank you for this emotionally-charged, compelling, and inspirational story.

—Blogger Review, Divine’s Purpose

"Heart of a Warrior Angel by Lali A. Love is an emotionally-riveting novel that has enthralled me so much that it reminded me of reading VC Andrew’s books. Lali A. Love’s intelligent and profound story-telling style will keep you captivated. I was so spellbound and inspired by the haunting story that I was unable to put the book down. It literally had me in tears. It is a fascinating and gripping story from start to finish."

—Amazon Verified Review

Heart of a

Warrior Angel

Metamorphosis

I AM star dust plucked from the cosmos,

Consciously transforming the realms of my bounds.

As I illuminate my divinity to heal old wounds,

I emerge with the wisdom of a thousand prophets,

So let it be known with elation and trumpets.

I AM a collection of souls primed by sacred flames,

But now you begin to define me with human names.

With calcium, carbon, nitrogen, and iron,

I form my vessel as a conduit for my soul mission.

Particles, atoms and cellular debris,

Producing a bundle of joy to fill your heart with glee.

Gifting my wholeness as my conditioning begins,

You imprint your ancestral scars and emotional casings.

Layer by layer my pureness starts to dimmer,

Wearing masks of pain and a phony glimmer.

The parasites rejoice as they begin to feast,

But I will not be enslaved by your insatiable beast.

I remember my wholeness as I awaken and heal,

Picking up the shattered pieces of my tender heart, I start to feel.

I’ve been stitched together with self-realization and love,

Honing my warrior radiance from the creator above.

With loving awareness, I intensify with explosive light,

It emanates brightly through the broken fragments of my might.

As my calcified ribs grow wings of illumination,

I rise above your shadows and your delusion.

I AM magic, love, kindness, and bliss,

Spreading messages of unity that you cannot miss.

With forgiveness and compassion, I set you free,

As I AM infinite energy transmuting with glee.

Radiating at high frequencies to heal this earthly dome,

I will love you eternally as I transform back home.

Lali A. Love

We cannot change the past, but we can change our attitude toward it. Uproot guilt and plant forgiveness. Tear out arrogance and seed humility. Exchange love for hate—thereby, making the present comfortable and the future promising.

—Maya Angelou

Your own Self-Realization is the greatest service you can render the world.

—Ramana Maharshi

Like a lotus flower, we too have the ability to rise from the mud, bloom out of the darkness and radiate into the world.

—Unknown

This book is dedicated to all the warrior queens and kings struggling to overcome traumatic events and obstacles in their lives due to their ancestral bloodlines and to free themselves of the emotional debris imprinted on their innocence. In the darkness of the shadow, there may be pain, suffering, abandonment, and rejection, but within you resides the magic and potential for transformation. You are a multi-dimensional divine being, a beautiful soul of infinite light worthy of love, abundance, tranquillity, and bliss.

Table of Contents

Acknowledgments

Chapter 1 Awakening

Chapter 2 The Old Country

Chapter 3 The Holy Land

Chapter 4 The Land of the Free

Chapter 5 The Good, the Bad, the Ugly

Chapter 6 The House of Horrors

Chapter 7 The Aftermath

Chapter 8 Resilience and Bliss

Chapter 9 Heart-Centred Consciousness

Chapter 10 Time Travel

Chapter 11 Phoenix Rising

Chapter 12 Love Conquers All

Afterword

Glossary

Works Cited

Acknowledgments

Thank you, God and the universe, for all my blessings and all the abundance that is yet to come. I am grateful to my angels and spirit guides for watching over me and surrounding me with love and the infinite light of protection throughout my soul journey. I embrace everything that comes with an open and loving heart. I surrender and trust the process of the universe and its divine timing. I appreciate all the experiences and lessons of growth in the evolution of my higher self.

I would like to extend my heartfelt appreciation to my mentors, life coaches, and spiritual teachers: Deepak Chopra, Oprah Winfrey, Eckhart Tolle, Dr. Joe Dispenza, and Gregg Braden for their daily inspiration and guidance during my spiritual transformation. I am grateful for the wisdom I have gained throughout this process, providing me with the necessary tools, methods, and practices to help me write this novel and achieve my ultimate state of being and enlightenment. A special acknowledgment for my dear friend Lesley, my second pair of beautiful eyes, providing meticulous review and attention to detail - I am so grateful for your generous heart and encouragement.

I would also like to acknowledge and thank all the energy healers, lightworkers, alchemists, and empaths who are transmuting negative energies into positive light vibrational frequencies, maintaining the balance of our planet, shifting it into a higher state of consciousness with unity, love, kindness, and compassion.

I am grateful to be blessed with the unconditional love and support of my family, friends, colleagues, and soul sisters, who empower me with kindness, respect, and unbreakable spiritual bonding. I am eternally thankful for the catalysts in my life who have triggered my awakening: my loving family, my incredibly resilient mother and amazing sisters who inspire me daily, my divine feminine and masculine souls who have sparked the infinite combustible light within my heart-centred consciousness to radiate at high vibrational frequencies every single day.

Mostly, words cannot express the depths of my gratitude for my remarkable, inspiring, smart, sassy, loving, kind, funny, artistic, compassionate, healing, stubborn, supportive and determined warrior daughters. Vic and Liv, you have unknowingly revived all the creativity within my heart and motivated me throughout this passionate evolution. I am overwhelmed with the unconditional love, pride, joy, and bliss that you bring to my life every day. You have both been my spiritual teachers on this journey, and I am continuously learning and expanding my awareness through your eyes and experiences. Thank you for your love and friendship. What a blessing and ultimate honour to be called your mother.

My soul honours the divinity, beauty, truth, and light of your soul; we are one, united in love.

Existence, Consciousness, Bliss.

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Chapter 1

Awakening

Awakening is not changing who you are but discarding who you are not.

—Deepak Chopra

On the eve of her milestone birthday, as Lilac sat in her studio admiring the abstract composition of her landscape painting, she could not help but reflect on her life’s journey over the past years. The textures and vibrant colours of the acrylic paint had provided her tranquillity and were quite therapeutic, especially during the moments she felt emotionally vulnerable. Lately, she had felt the anxiety of her youth that emanated from the post-traumatic stress of her upbringing take a stranglehold of her heart. The acrylic painting had helped her find temporary relief as she expressed her emotions creatively through her art while processing her complicated feelings.

Turning to look out her window, Lilac considered the reality of years gone by as her own reflection mirrored her authenticity. She was approaching her sunset years, as evidenced by deep lines on her forehead and dark circles around her eyes. Lilac pondered the meaning of life and her soul purpose in this world. She realized that she had not been alone in these reflections; these were questions that have mystified humans from the beginning of time. Lilac could not ascertain if she were having a mid-life crisis or a spiritual awakening.

She was standing at a crossroads in her life as unresolved issues from her past had recently resurfaced. Lilac intrinsically knew that she was about to be catapulted into an unknown event; however, she could not rationalize this instinct with her analytical mind. She was feeling discombobulated and confused, stuck between levels of consciousness and her perceived dimensional reality. Before she could move forward, Lilac found herself at a critical junction—she had to face the truth of her childhood and relinquish her victim mentality to truly ascend into a higher spiritual being.

Lilac had been blessed with a keen sense of intuition. Her ability to feel and be in touch with energetic vibrations around her had been uncanny; however, she had spent most of her life trying to ignore these precious gifts. In an effort to keep the darkness at a safe distance, she had been afraid to explore her instincts and their spiritual significance. But lately, the power of her senses had been robust, projecting shards of light in her mind’s eye as she practised her daily meditation.

Lilac had been sensing imminent, foreboding energy about to be revealed and realized that she could not hide from her spiritual ascension any longer. She knew that she needed to face her painful truth once and for all. The universe had been sending her signs for a reason—a call to action to fulfill her soul mission.

Her life journey had not been an easy one, but Lilac strongly believed in good and evil, the existence of a higher power, a divine energy source that surrounded all beings—a form of radiant light emanating from the goodness of human souls. She often thought about creation and had an inner knowing from a very young age that there were two very distinct scientific forces in this world—gravity and love. Lilac had never questioned the power of unconditional love, human kindness, and the sheer force of positive spiritual existence. She believed in karma, in putting out good energy into the vast universe and manifesting it back into her daily life.

Spirituality, for Lilac, had nothing to do with organized religion. She thought that these convictions had been created by humans to exert control and dominance over the masses. This was done by the exploitation of specific doctrines that propagated fear to foster division in the name of a deity. In her mind, religious dogma had caused war and genocide throughout history, all elements of darkness. Lilac, therefore, had never affiliated herself with any organized belief system, but she did respect traditions, values, and the fundamental laws of humanity. She felt that tradition was vital for family unity, and Lilac had done her best to continue the customs that were taught to her by her grandmother.

She wondered why she valued this heritage so much and questioned whether it was hypocritical, given her principles. Lilac knew she needed to unravel her past to fully comprehend her life path before she could discover any type of enlightenment. She needed to face the veracity of her childhood to discard the chains of her past—not gloss over her experiences—no matter how painful and complicated the process.

This quest would require her to tear down the dark curtains around her heart. She needed to unlock her suppressed memories to bravely face her fears and discover the depth of generational violence and cruelty of her upbringing. After all, she had been assured that the vicious cycle of abuse stemming from her paternal grandfather’s bloodline had been broken. However, her genetic history of darkness and heritage had shaped her identity, fuelled her instinct for survival and inspired her burning desire to illuminate messages of hope, kindness,