Blood and Other Matter

By Kaitlin Bevis

Blood moon rising…

Derrick Hernandez and Tess D'Ovidio have been best friends forever. There's nothing they wouldn't do for one another. But their childhood bond is put to the test when Tess shows up on Derrick's porch covered in blood…

Tess has no memory of what happened. She'd gone to a bush party with one of the football players. She remembers the bonfire…and then, nothing. Working backward, Tess and Derrick learn that she and seven other players were the only ones to make it back from the party alive.

During the next few weeks, each of the survivors is plagued with nightmares that reveal fragments of memories from the horrific night. But when the young men start dying under mysterious circumstances, Derrick can't figure out if Tess is next--or if she's somehow responsible. All he knows is that he has to save his best friend--or die trying….

"Blood and Other Matter is chilling and compelling--the fastest page turner I've read in a long time! From the opening line to the unexpected conclusion, every page kept me guessing. And kept me up at night."--EJ Lawrence, contributing editor Unbound

Kaitlin Bevis spent her childhood curled up with a book and a pen. After graduating college with a Masters in English, Kaitlin went on to write The Daughters of Zeus series, and now a young adult horror novel, Blood and Other Matter.

• Language: English
• Publisher: BelleBooks
• Release date: Apr 17, 2019
• ISBN: 9781611949087

Kaitlin Bevis

Kaitlin Bevis spent her childhood curled up with a book, and a pen. If the ending didn't agree with her, she rewrote it. She's always wanted to be a writer, and spent high school and college learning everything she could so that one day she could achieve that goal. She graduated college with my BFA in English with a concentration in Creative Writing, and is pursuing her masters at the University of Georgia. Her young adult series "Daughters of Zeus" is available wherever ebooks are sold. She also writes for truuconfessions.com and Athens Parent Magazine.

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Praise for Kaitlin Bevis...

Move over Rick Riordan!

—Rita Webb, author of Daughter of the Goddess

A fun, imaginative, smart retelling of my favorite myth, fusing modern culture with a rich world of magic.

—Molly Ringle, author of Persephone’s Orchard

Of Blood and Other Matter . . .

Blood and Other Matter is chilling and compelling—the fastest page turner I’ve read in a long time! From the opening line to the unexpected conclusion, every page kept me guessing. And kept me up at night."

—E. J Lawrence, Unbound

Of Persephone . . .

Persephone might just be my new favorite version of Persephone. Haha. It’s fresh, it’s unique, it’s suspenseful, and a lot of unexpected and exciting things happen that will leave you craving the next book.

—That Artsy Reader Girl

I always find at least one YA book a year that keeps me entranced . . . and this was definitely one of them!

—Book Lovin’ Mamas

Of Aphrodite . . .

Aphrodite is such a complex character, and in Kaitlin’s capable hands, I feel like every major character was well developed; the pacing was fast and tight, there were no clichés, and the intricate plot threads kept me turning the pages well into the nights. Well done, well done!

—Tonnye Conner, reviewer

Books by Kaitlin Bevis

Daughters of Zeus series

Persephone

Daughter of Earth and Sky

The Iron Queen

Aphrodite

Love & War

Venus Rising

Also by Kaitlin Bevis

Blood and Other Matter

Blood and Other Matter

by

Kaitlin Bevis

ImaJinn Books

Copyright

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons (living or dead), events or locations is entirely coincidental.

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Dedication

To the amazing teachers and staff at Hilsman Middle School. I’d write a book about all you do, but no one would believe it wasn’t fiction.

Prologue

November, 25th. 1863

Brooks Tavern, Lawrence County Alabama

JENNY DIPPED HER fingers in her husband’s still warm blood and carefully traced over the symbol she’d scratched into the forest floor. The moon hung so low and fat in the sky that Jenny scarcely needed the torch she’d stuck in the ground, but the flames did keep the worst of the cold at bay. Her children watched, backs pressed against the road house, as though they wished the walls would swallow them whole.

You too, she chided them. C’mon.

Angeline, the oldest of the children, led the way, but soon all seven moved into the painstakingly maintained clearing, careful not to disturb the drawings. Since eight soldiers had hanged her husband then shot her eldest son, John, there were eight likenesses drawn on the ground.

Swallowing hard, Angeline dipped her finger in her father’s blood and carefully traced the symbol her mother had scratched into the dirt. One by one, each child followed suit.

Just as Henry, the youngest, finished tracing his symbol, a red shadow overtook the moon. It was time.

Jenny chanted an ancient invocation, offering her body as a vessel to the demon, Estrie in exchange for one thing. Vengeance.

She finished chanting and switched to English for her children’s benefit. We will not rest until these eight men . . . She motioned to the crudely drawn sketches of the soldiers.  . . . are dead. We demand vengeance.

Angeline met her mother’s eyes and gave a firm nod. I promise, Mother.

Each child echoed her vow.

The torch sputtered, then flared in a whoosh of flame so high, it seemed to touch the sky. The flames twisted and writhed, transforming into a shadow that filled the small clearing. Jenny ground her teeth, doing her best not to flinch as the shadow caressed her.

You shall have your vengeance, Estrie promised. For a price.

Jenny accepted the bargain then drew in a deep breath. The shadow flew into her open mouth, wriggling down her throat. She didn’t feel the pain of her loss anymore, nor the biting cold of the night. A low burn began in Jenny’s gut as the Estrie took residence then intensified, like the burn of a thousand flames.

And the fire felt good.

Chapter 1: Tess

Thursday, September 8th

Nowhere Road, Fairdealings, Alabama

THE LAST DAY OF my life started like any other—late. I woke to a horn honking and groaned, reaching for my phone to check the time.

Crap! Five missed calls and a billion texts from my best friend, Derrick. One minute, I texted, then jumped out of bed, my pulse racing with adrenaline as I grabbed a pair of jeans off the faded shag carpet and shimmied into them. Off went the nightshirt, on went a bra and the first top I could find. A dark red mid-drift tee.

I eyed my bare stomach in the chunks of mirrored closet doors that hadn’t been worn away into non-reflective grey patches. Not the worst look I’d ever thrown together, but . . . Yeah, Mrs. Atkins might have something to say about that.

Spotting a black tube-top under a pile of clothes, I yanked it free, pulled it over my jeans, and up, up, up until it was tucked just under my bra. There, stomach covered. I’d made two illegal articles of clothing dress code acceptable. Nice. Throwing my dark hair into a quick ponytail, I ignored the honking horn in my driveway and brushed my teeth.

Double crap! Out of deodorant. Wrinkling my nose, I dug my fingernail between the blue plastic seams and scraped as much of the greasy, white substance free as I could. Just enough. I made a mental note to pick up more from the health center after school.

Wait a minute. I frowned, tilting my chin to the side and examining my jawline in the mirror. Redness swelled toward my chin. With a sigh, I pulled open my makeup drawer and reached for my foundation. Empty. Fantastic.

Derrick laid on his horn. My heart skittered, and I whirled toward my mom’s room, relief almost knocking me over when I saw her door was open and the bed was empty. She wasn’t home yet.

The horn blared again, but this time, it sounded like it was right outside my kitchen door.

Coming! Coming! I called, though there was no way Derrick could hear me. Grabbing my book bag, I slipped on my paint-splattered Keds, ran to the kitchen, and opened the fridge.

A cold, stale scent filled the air as I stared at the near-empty shelves. Oh, that’s just fanfrickintastic. My stomach growled, and another honk of Derrick’s horn had me glancing around in desperation. Mom still hadn’t gone grocery shopping. Frazzled, I grabbed the last two cans of soda and shoved them in my book bag, then yanked open the fridge drawers in search of something, anything more than soy sauce and salad dressing. A few individually wrapped slices of cheese stuck to the bottom of one of the drawers. That’ll do. Grabbing the cheese and a half-empty pack of Hawaiian rolls from the counter, I dashed outside to meet Derrick, letting the aluminum screen door slam behind me.

What the hell, Tess? Derrick leaned out his window, his hands thrown up in exasperation.

Sorry, sorry! I slipped into the car, balancing my soda and tearing two Hawaiian rolls out of their package. My alarm didn’t go off. More likely, I’d slept through it. Can I charge this? I held up my phone.

Derrick nodded as his car lurched down the gravel driveway. I hurried to shut off the music that had connected from my phone before he could make fun of my playlist, and kept my breakfast in hand, as though I hadn’t taken a much larger gulp of soda than I’d intended.

Derrick kept his gaze locked to the road as the car shuddered down the street. Bread and cheese? Great breakfast.

Shrugging, I swallowed a sip of my Coke and inspected the Hawaiian roll I’d pulled from the package. Green spots bloomed along the bottom. My stomach turned as I tucked the rolls back into their package and shoved it into my book bag. I could pick the mold off later . . . when Derrick wasn’t watching.

But Derrick didn’t miss details. Ever. I knew he’d seen the mold, but he didn’t comment. We rode in silence until we reached Main Street, and he turned left instead of right.

Der? I craned my neck as we drifted farther from the school. Where are we going?

Derrick pushed his dark hair out of his eyes. I’m taking you to breakfast.

I didn’t bring any money, I objected, thinking again how much I needed to find a job. But without a car to get to work, applying for one was pretty much hopeless. Less than eight hundred people lived within the borders of Fairdealings, Alabama, and almost every one of them had to commute for work. Walking was not a thing here.

I’ll buy. He pulled into the Waffle House parking lot—the only place I’d ever been where you could get hash browns and eggs on top of a burger. Magical stuff.

My mouth watered thinking about it, but I couldn’t let him pay. Derrick . . .

Tess, you know you can’t miss meals. Derrick shifted the car into park. Last time you skipped breakfast, you passed out.

I fastened my gaze to my shoelaces, unwilling to tell him that last time, I’d missed a whole lot more than breakfast. I can raid the vending machines. Really, it’s fine. Last year, I’d figured out a way to trick the vending machines by cutting construction paper to the same size as a dollar bill, crumpling it up, and then getting it a bit wet. Unfortunately, the trick only worked on the oldest machines at our school.

You know that’s illegal, right? Derrick winced as soon as the words were out of his mouth.

Snickering at his discomfort, I pushed his shoulder. What are you gonna do, tell your mommy?

"About a misdemeanor so petty, the vending machine company will lose money if they press charges? He unbuckled his seatbelt. She has bigger fish to fry. But we are late. Again. That’s a detention—"

Not a detention, I gasped in mock horror.

—unless we . . . say, check in after a doctor’s appointment?

Our school was so stupid sometimes. You seriously got into less trouble for skipping classes completely than walking in the door five minutes late. But stupid school logic didn’t change the fact that I didn’t have enough money for Waffle House, much less a doc in a box. Still broke.

I said I’d pay. He flashed me a mischievous grin. Trust me, what you’re going to do is embarrassing enough to make up for it.

After a huge breakfast and a humiliating trip to the nearest Planned Parenthood for a false alarm, Derrick and I stood in the office of Willow County High School—home of the Cougars, y’all—looking suitably contrite.

Miss D’Ovidio. Mrs. Atkins’s voice went frigid as she launched into a lecture about my attendance record, which, to be fair, was pretty bad. But the fear of serious consequences wasn’t what had me squirming. It was the way she kept looking at me like I was some kind of a slut.

And you. She turned her attention to Derrick, her gaze frosty. You’re the sheriff’s son!

I bristled, waiting for the follow-up comment about how ironic it was the sheriff couldn’t control Derrick since he was such a delinquent. They loved to ignore the fact that he’d pretty much never done anything.

Derrick just smiled at her. Pretty sure that note’s supposed to stay confidential, no matter whose kid I am.

Mrs. Atkins’s gaze hardened. Get to class.

Derrick held the door open for me. My heart beat in my chest at an uncomfortable speed, and I could feel my face burning. Next time, you’re going in for VD.

They’ll either think you gave it to me, or you have it, too, he replied with a self-satisfied smirk.

Damn it, he was right. Derrick and I were not together, despite what the rumor mill believed. But I wasn’t sure if we could define ourselves as just friends anymore, either. Something had shifted in the way Derrick acted around me since our third-musketeer and best friend, Ainsley, died. We leaned on each other in a way we never had before.

Watching a road crew scrape her brains off the pavement had that effect.

In our grief, we’d brushed against something beyond friendship. Derrick tried to hide his feelings, but he wasn’t great at subtlety. And I’d be lying if I said I hadn’t thought about him in ways that weren’t purely platonic.

But romance wasn’t a line I could risk crossing. Not with him.

Erectile dysfunction then. Let the rumor mill chew on that.

When I’m the one who makes us late, you can make up whatever excuse you want.

Like Derrick would ever be late for anything.

When we reached a branch in the hallway, Derrick’s fingers brushed my wrist. I’m sorry. I tried to think of something else, really I did.

I know. I glanced down at the peeling tile floor. I didn’t like the looks we got. Here or at the clinic.

Ignore ’em. Easy for him to say. No one thought he was pregnant. We still on for the eclipse tonight? Derrick’s obsession of the month was stargazing. He did that. Got hyper-focused on one thing and researched it to death. Tunnel vision didn’t even begin to describe it.

Yeah, sure. I did owe him for breakfast.

See you at lunch. We headed off in opposite directions toward our classes.

Glad you could join us, Miss D’Ovidio. My art teacher, a balding white guy with an inflated sense of self-importance, sneered when I walked in. Why were all the art teachers I’d met such dicks? Was it a those that can’t do type of thing?

I found my seat and opened my sketchpad, looking at him expectantly. When I didn’t sputter or offer excuses, he narrowed his eyes at me and went back to the lecture.

Tonight— He scanned the classroom like a deranged cat tracking dust bunnies. —you’ll have an opportunity to view the world in a more unusual light, thanks to the blood moon. He paused dramatically as though memes announcing the lunar phenomenon hadn’t been floating around cyberspace for over a month. What do I mean when I say blood moon?

Lacey raised her hand. Well, technically, ‘blood moon’ is another name for the hunter’s moon, the full moon that occurs in November. But that’s next month. Colloquially, it can also be used to identify the moment the moon passes through the earth’s shadow in a lunar eclipse. It appears red because of the way light scatters when passing through our atmosphere.

Mr. Gilbert blinked as though he hadn’t been expecting a technical answer, and I struggled to hide a smile. Yes? Erm, in other words, tonight, during the eclipse, the moon will be red. Which means unusual lighting. Your homework tonight will be to draw— Lacey raised her hand. Yes, Lacey?

Sorry, it’s just . . . She flushed, squirming in her seat. "It um, doesn’t start until eleven, and the moon won’t be completely red until like, midnight? That’s really late to start an assignment on a school night."

He gave her a flat look. Extra credit then. It’s a unique opportunity, and one I think you’d all be wise to take advantage of.

Didn’t matter to me. I’d be watching anyway. Grabbing a stick of charcoal, I tuned out Mr. Gilbert and set to work bending lines and shadows to my whim. Losing myself in the picture didn’t take long. As I sketched, the tension of the morning eased away, and my shoulders relaxed. The drawing was stupid, really, just a dying, old tree in my backyard. But something about the way it stood in the middle of my overgrown grass spoke to me. Like it had tried so hard to thrive, to become something beautiful, but instead it twisted and bent under the weight of its failure.

Wow, that’s really good, a smooth, masculine voice murmured.

Josh Worthington. I let out a long breath and turned, steeling myself for the inevitable follow-up—that’s really good, for trailer trash—or something along that same old tired theme. He hadn’t always been the school douchebag. In fact, once he’d been neck-in-neck with Derrick and Ainsley for the title of best friend, but a lot changed once we all hit middle school.

Mostly him, though.

Way better than those creatures you drew in my closet, he finished.

The bunnies? Josh had been terrified of monsters when he was little, and everyone knew that no self-respecting monster would live in a closet that was decorated with bunnies.

Mr. Gilbert cleared his throat. Something I can help you with, Mr. Worthington? He straightened from where he’d been hunched over Lacey’s table, arguing about alternate extra credit opportunities.

Oh, yeah. Josh drew back, smile fading into a look of faux respect. Coach Russell sent me to collect some poster?

Ah, it’s . . . Mr. Gilbert ducked behind his desk, searching the shelves. One moment. He disappeared into his office.

You going to the bonfire tonight? Josh planted his hand firmly on the back of my chair.

I raised an eyebrow, acutely aware that everyone in the classroom was watching and wondering why someone like Josh was bothering to speak with lowly little me. We have bonfires?

Um . . . yeah. He laughed. And I could drive you. If you want. His eyes danced, indicating there was way more to his invitation than a simple drive.

Are you kidding me?

The class got so silent, I could hear the air blowing through the vents in the ceiling.

Josh’s eyebrows shot up in surprise. Um . . . no?

I stared at him with utter incredulity. "Did you seriously think you could just walk in here, say something nice about my drawing, and act like the last, what, five years haven’t happened?"

Josh may have stopped imagining monsters lurked in his closet, but only because he became one. Once he hit middle school and discovered he could play football, he’d decided he was too good for Derrick and me. That alone would have sucked, but he hadn’t just ignored us. He’d harassed and teased and made our lives miserable, until his adoring fans forgot we’d ever been anything more than his targets.

I was thinking more about the ten before that. He shoved his hands in his pockets. We’re painting the house, and I found those . . . things you drew in my closet. His voice lowered. And I couldn’t . . . I couldn’t paint over them. And I got to thinking about how long it’s been since we hung out, and about how we’re all about to graduate in a few months, and I just, I don’t know. Got nostalgic, I guess.

I knew the feeling. In a few months, everyone would drift away, and we might never see each other again. As much as I’d always hated school, the closer we got to the end, the more I felt like I was watching sand slip through an hourglass. What would become of us all when it was empty?

I missed you. Josh admitted, his voice so low I could barely hear it. And I think sometimes maybe you miss me, too.

I glanced up as Mr. Gilbert emerged from his office, muttering under his breath as he fought with a large, laminated poster. A dozen pencils began scratching across paper at once, as the class collectively stopped eavesdropping and got back to work.

Careful not to let it fold, Mr. Gilbert cautioned when he handed the poster over.

Josh didn’t take his eyes off me as he accepted the poster. Thanks, man.

You’re welcome . . . man. Mr. Gilbert’s voice sounded as dry as dust. He frowned when Josh didn’t immediately turn from the room. Was there something else?

Josh shot me an expectant look. It’ll be fun, he promised. Just like old times.

I fought back a smile. I’ll think about it.

Chapter 2: Derrick

Thursday, September 8th

AFTER SCHOOL, I waited for Tess outside the double metal doors closest to the parking lot, my mood dark. The whole school was buzzing with the news that Josh had asked Tess to the bonfire. God, I hated him.

Twenty-four hours ago, Tess would have admitted to hating him, too. She might have been more convincing if she could tear her gaze away when Josh passed her in the hallway, but at least out loud, she had higher standards.

Don’t start, Tess said the second she emerged from the double doors.

We have bonfires?

I know, right? Relief smoothed her features as she fell into step beside me. So . . . about the eclipse . . .

You’re not going to make it. I shoved my hands in my pockets.

I didn’t say that. The eclipse won’t get interesting until like, midnight, right?

My eyebrows shot up. Yeah, actually.

She laughed at my surprise. No, I didn’t look it up. Lacey was talking about it in art class. So . . . if I do go to the bonfire, then I should still make it in time, right?

Fresh from her date and brimming with details? Nah, it’s fine. I flashed her a smile, trying to recover my dignity. Something came up anyway.

Come on, Der. You expect me to believe you’re going to miss a . . . how did you phrase it? ‘Major celestial event?’ She bumped her shoulder to mine, a smirk parting her lips. I’ll swing by tonight if I can. If I miss it, let’s hang out tomorrow night, instead. We can marathon all those crappy horror movies you love. No school to worry about the next day, so I can stay over all night—

My mind went to R-rated places, and I struggled to rein in my thoughts before they showed on my face.

—just like when we were little, remember?

Yeah. I forced a smile to my face, reading her message loud and clear. It’ll be great.

We passed the football team practicing on the field. The way they looked at her, like hawks gazing at a field mouse, raised the hair on the back of my neck. It gave me the creeps, but Tess never seemed to notice.

Pick you up at six? Josh shouted.

Still thinking! Tess shouted back.

I rolled my eyes. You’re not going to sleep with him, are you? Josh went through V-cards like Pringles. Once you pop, you—Jesus Christ, why had I gone there? I winced, glad I hadn’t taken that analogy into the verbal realm.

Tess gave me a look so offended that I worried I’d spoken out loud. That is so not your business. She lifted her chin, eyes flashing as she sped up.

I kept pace, my eyes drawn to a flush of red against her jawline. What’s that?

Tess shrugged and rubbed at the spot. My skin isn’t a fan of our new dollar store laundry detergent. She scowled. I’m out of makeup, so I couldn’t—

You’ve been wearing a lot of makeup lately.

Really? Tess’s voice went sharp. Have I gained weight, too?

No, actually, you’ve los— I broke off realizing what she was getting at. Shutting up now.

No, no, you’re on such a roll with your super-tactful observations. She smiled as if to soften the blow, but I got the message loud and clear.

We fell into an awkward silence until we found the car.

I need a girlfriend, she murmured when the car jerked into drive. She caught my surprised look and laughed. Like a girl that’s a friend. You know, someone to talk about clothes, hair, makeup, and dating-type stuff.

Someone who wouldn’t sulk, she meant. I felt like a rock lodged itself in my stomach. A few months ago, she would have been able to talk to me about going out with Josh or anyone else for that matter. She hadn’t changed. I had, and that wasn’t fair to her. I don’t mind listening to you.

Liar. Her dark eyes sparkled as she plugged her phone in, silencing her weird, wordless songs before I could make fun of her for them. Ever since Ainsley— She broke off. We didn’t talk about our other neighbor, Ainsley, anymore. Not since the accident. Tess cleared her throat. I miss having a girl to talk to, is all. You’re great, but—

It’s different, I finished. Yeah, I get it.

Do you? She tilted her head. Need a guy friend, I mean.

Is there something you wish I’d stop talking to you about? I laughed.

She shook her head. But there’s stuff you don’t.

I shrugged, keeping my eyes on Highway 5. The lanes were narrow and the curves sharp. It wasn’t unusual to drive past crosses hammered into the banks beside the road. When I was little, I’d tried to hold my breath when we drove by, like you do with cemeteries. That phase hadn’t lasted long. The entire town of Fairdealings was a cemetery.

I’m not stupid, Derrick. I know he’s not . . . She dug her nails into her jeans. "I know it’s never going to be anything. It’s Josh, for God’s sake.