Stolen: The True Story of a Sex Trafficking Survivor
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Stolen is the true story of one survivor who escaped--more than once. First recruited while staying with her family at a hotel in Miami Beach, Katariina Rosenblatt was already a lonely and abused young girl who was yearning to be loved. She fell into the hands of a confident young woman who pretended friendship but slowly lured her into a child prostitution ring. For years afterward, a cycle of false friendship, threats, drugs, and violence kept her trapped.
As Kat shares her harrowing experiences, readers will quickly realize the frightening truth that these terrible things could have happened to any child--a neighbor, a niece, a friend, a sister, a daughter. But beyond that, they will see that there is real hope for the victims of sex trafficking. Stolen is more than a warning. It is a celebration of survival that will inspire.
Katariina PhD Rosenblatt
Katariina Rosenblatt, PhD, is living proof of the promise she heard long ago at a Billy Graham crusade that God would never forsake her. Katariina has a PhD in conflict analysis and resolution and works closely with law enforcement agencies, such as the FBI and Homeland Security, to eliminate human slavery. She also founded There Is Hope for Me, a nonprofit organization dedicated to freeing other victims of human trafficking. She has been featured on CNN and in Today's Christian Woman and lives in California. For more information, visit www.drkat.net.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Sex trafficking has been around for a long time and in many countries even our own but it is growing by leaps and bounds. The number of children becoming victims has risen at a frightening rate. I wanted to read this book to know what we as a nation and families are truly up against. What I learned was surprising. Ms. Rosenblatt very tastefully and discreetly shared her heartbreaking story of being a casualty child sex trafficking. I gained even more insight by her telling her story through her eyes as a child, their confusion, vulnerability, and innocence. Her account is one of courage and strength. She was drawn in 3 times and with the Lord’s help escaped. This sordid business has been fueled by youth having unlimited access to the internet in emails, Facebook, private chatrooms cell phones and texting. These tools have made it easy for the traffickers to prey on our kids. I also learned that they look for certain characteristics in children they target. This means boys and girls, some as young as the age of 9, but the average age is 12 – 14 years.She said they seek out children that are from homes of abuse, neglect, unstable marriages, and unsupervised in their activities and friends. The recruiters offer a child the love, attention, listening ear, and concern they lack and crave. After securing the child’s trust, promising them the family they always wanted, they kidnap them and force them into being sex slaves. The children are held there by force, fear, addiction to drugs and even a twisted sense of loyalty, thinking their pimps are the only ones that care about them. This is not a mere autobiography; it goes much further. The author accepted Christ as her Savior at a Billy Graham crusade when she was 12. Just 1 year before her first involvement. Burned into her mind and heart from that night was Mr. Graham saying, “Remember this: God will never leave you or forsake you.” God was to speak this to her many times in the years to come when she did not know what to do or where to turn. I saw a beautiful testimony of God’s love and personal involvement our lives. No matter how far we go into sin, or distant we become to the Lord, He still loves us and seeks to draw us back to Him. God never gave up on her. She shares how He rescued her and set her life on track to serve Him. She went on to go to college and obtained a PhD in conflict analysis and resolution. In addition she earned a LLM graduate law degree in intercultural human rights. The author works close with the FBI and Homeland Security to intervene and free children. In government she initiated laws to reform the labels place on trafficked youth that made them the criminals. She also established contacts with Christian groups to help children saved with physical, emotional, and many other needs to heal and live a normal life. Every person, not just parents, that has children in their life they love and care about needs to read this book! No one can say “it won’t happen to us.” This book is a wakeup call not only to what is happening but also to the need to be very involved in our children’s lives. An excellent book!I received this book free from Revell, which requires an honest, though not necessarily positive, review. The opinions I have expressed are my own.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5When I think of sex trafficking, it appears to me to be a remote problem, removed from my every day life. I'm sure many of us think the same way. We think it can't possibly happen in our small town or neighborhood; it must be a problem in larger cities or across the border. We feel that the young ones at risk can't possibly be ones that we know--nieces, nephews, young cousins, friends' children, our children, kids in our neighborhoods or from our churches. But after reading this book, I've discovered just how wrong I am. Exploitation can happen anywhere, with anyone at any time...even under our noses. Wake up, readers! Read this book.From the back cover: "Katariina Rosenblatt was a lonely and abused young girl, yearning to be loved, wanting attention. That made her the perfect target. On an ordinary day, she met a confident young woman--someone Kat wished she could be like--who pretended to be a friend while slowly luring her into a child trafficking ring. A cycle of false friendships, threats, drugs, and violence kept her trapped. As Kat shares her harrowing experiences, her ultimate escapes, and her passionate efforts to now free other victims, you'll see that not only is sex trafficking happening frightening close to home--it's also something that can be stopped. Stolen is a warning, a celebration of survival, and a beacon of hope that will inspire you."There are three distinct sections in this book. The first is Katariina Rosenblatt's personal story--her abuse, how her loneliness attracted a recruiter right there in the hotel she lived in, how she was led, groomed, step-by-step into slavery by traffickers, her escape and recapture numerous times. In the second part, Katariina had left the lies and deceptions behind, but she still carried the scars and signs of abuse so that she didn't recognize the patterns within the context of marriage. While she was gaining confidence and recognition for her educational acumen, finding her footing as an advocate for girls and women coming out of sex slavery, she was still in denial of a private hell at home with her husband. It took her over twenty years to realize she was an abused wife, then she suffered through two years of a messy divorce before she gained her freedom and independence with her daughter. The third part of the book deals with how Ms. Rosenblatt got involved in inter-agency interventions, saving girls and even boys from traffickers. She helped create several intervention organizations, spearheaded law reforms that sought to label trafficked children and teens as victims rather than arrested as criminals, and helped create links with faith-based services to provide aid and mentorship to the abused young people, including counseling to help them learn to live a normal life outside of the only world most of the children have ever known. Her actions and ministry were sometimes likened to the Underground Railroad, because she would lead children from stations to station, trying to keep the abused safe from vengeful pimps and traffickers who would rather see their victims dead than escape alive.Stolen was a good hard slap to the face; certainly it was an eye opener for me. In the first two parts of the book, the story is told in simple terms. The author is careful to outline the psychological techniques the recruiters used, why she fell for them, what was on her mind when she complied with the demands of her new "family." As the story continued, I felt astonished how often she escaped the abuse, then was lured back into the life. It all seemed to revolve around the lack of self-worth. Her abusers knew exactly what these children needed to hear. Even when she escaped the final time, she wasn't truly free until her heart was transformed. But that took many years into adulthood.I view this book as an amazing tool for the Gospel of Christ. First, it should stir up slumbering Christians who are so self-absorbed that they are missing an opportunity to serve hurting children right under their noses. Second, this book could serve as a way to reach teenagers at risk, because this is a story of someone who has been in the trenches and survived. Third, it can be useful for alerting parents of the potential dangers their children may face. It is a how-not-to manual, teaching parents how to avoid putting their children at risk. Fourth, the final section should encourage our local churches to partner with organizations whose goal is to mentor young victims of trafficking how to live a normal life, especially one where they find their hope and fulfillment in Christ. I would love to see every church have several copies of this book in circulation or to give away as a ministry. The book is amazing, and could touch many hearts.Disclosure of Material Connection: I received a complimentary review copy of this book from Revell's reader's club blog review program. I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.”
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Stolen - Katariina PhD Rosenblatt
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Why Was I a Victim of Human Trafficking?
Sex trafficking doesn’t happen here, people often say, especially those from small towns. If it doesn’t happen where they live, they’re not personally affected.
It’s a terrible thing," they admit, but it’s also removed from them.
Or so they want to believe. And yet, sex trafficking happens everywhere, and no city or small town is immune. It happens to victim-prone children. For me it occurred in Miami, but it could have happened to any girl or boy in Cub Run, Kentucky, or Cedar Falls, Iowa.
My cowriter, Cecil Murphey, wasn’t caught in human trafficking—but even in Iowa where he grew up, he easily could have been lured into the sex trade. He had many of the same problems and conflicts as I did.
He also fit the profile. Every story is different; each victim and survivor has a distinctive experience, but most of us can be profiled easily enough. And it’s not a gender issue. The problems and needs of me (a female) and Cec (a male) weren’t much different. Our dissimilarities revolve around what happened after our early molestation.
I tell a little of Cec’s history because too many people assume that in human or sex trafficking, predators want only girls. That’s not true. In my organization (There Is H.O.P.E. For Me, Inc.) I have seen firsthand that at least one-third of sex slaves are boys.
Who are we? Why us?
We who were victimized didn’t know healthy ways to cope with others. Usually, we were the loners, the outcasts, the shy, the overweight, or the smaller kids. Because we were needy children, perpetrators sensed that vulnerability. Most of us didn’t meet some evil person lurking in the park, and we weren’t accosted by a stranger on a dark street.
If those who lured us were strangers, they groomed us by winning our trust before they took advantage of our vulnerability. The point is that we knew our perpetrators and they taught us to trust them.
As you’ll read in this book, my horrific childhood made me an excellent candidate. A woman named Mary groomed me—and grooming is the correct word. It means the perpetrator won my trust, showered me with attention, and made me feel important and special. That misplaced trust lured me into sex trafficking.
Why did Mary’s methods work? Like other victims, I didn’t feel I had anyone who understood or cared. I felt useless and worthless. When my new friend Mary asked questions, listened to my answers, and made promises, she implied we would be friends forever. I received the attention I yearned for.
Although every child needs to be loved, the entrapment is more than just expressing affection (even though it’s false affection). All children deserve to know they’re loved and that they’re special to their parents. It’s not only whether they are loved but also whether they believe they are loved. That knowledge makes the difference.
Even though I always knew my mother loved me, she was a victim of my father’s physical and verbal abuse. To make it worse, her submission to him was the only role model I had.
It’s easy enough to say that we victims fit the profile of kids who had little self-esteem, although that’s true. The label means we didn’t feel we were worth much or that anyone cared about us. (Remember, it’s how we assess the situation and not the reality.) If we don’t feel loved, we have a built-in human need to seek affection and attention. That’s how our victimization happens.
Several times I contemplated suicide. Another common theme is that most of us didn’t learn from our families how to set boundaries or to take control of our lives. As you read my story, you’ll realize that my father destroyed my boundaries, and so did those with whom I associated. Before I was out of my teens, I believed that females were inferior to males and deserved mistreatment. Why wouldn’t I have been a good candidate for trafficking?
That’s who we were as children: needy, insecure, anxious, lonely, and vulnerable. Without the maturity to make adult decisions, we didn’t always know what was right or wrong. Instead, we felt something was wrong with us and that we were inferior to other children.
With that background, we wanted to believe our perpetrators’ words and promises. When they flattered us, we believed them because we yearned to hear such words.
If you ask us, How could you allow the abuse to occur?
we don’t know how to respond. None of us wanted to be sexually assaulted; we never asked to be victimized. Who wants to be a sex slave? We wanted to feel worthwhile.
Our predators lied to and manipulated us. Worse, we believed their lies. We needed to believe someone—anyone—cared about us.
Because of my experience and my working directly with American children who have been victims of sex trafficking, I refer to the vulnerability factors that lead to recruitment of American children into sexual slavery.
Here are the most significant:
abuse within the home, which normalizes that type of maltreatment
economic disadvantages, such as coming from a single-parent home
exposure to drugs and alcohol in the home, which makes that lifestyle seem normal
seeking a father figure to fill a daddy hole
Opportunists are out there seeking to exploit genuine needs for love and affection as well as basic needs such as food, clothing, and shelter.
This book is about my experiences. Despite the terrible things that happened, I am one of the lucky ones. I’m a grateful survivor and want to be the voice for those who cannot or will not ever be able to speak for themselves.
Most human trafficking victims don’t survive. By the time they reach their twenties, they are worthless to the human trafficking trade. They’re either drug-addicted or they become recruiters themselves. Many die from disease, drug overdose, or murder. Sometimes they see that their only way out is through suicide. In many cases, once children are recruited, their families don’t hear from them again.
My story recounts a different ending. I survived because I escaped—more than once. The fact that I experienced human trafficking on more than one occasion is a phenomenon that should never have occurred. But once we’re hooked into the lifestyle, it takes a great deal of courage and persistence to get out for good. God’s pursuing love finally gave me that courage and enabled me to leave and to keep resisting the temptation to go back to slavery.
Many children never escape the life of commercial sexual exploitation. When their traffickers are finished with them, or if they run away, most of them—as I have seen many times—become deeply involved in the adult entertainment industry as a way of life. Because of the abuse and exploitation, that’s the only lifestyle they have known since childhood.
Just escaping isn’t enough, which is a major reason for this book. It took me years to believe in myself and to realize that God wanted me to have a good life that I deserved.
Since I escaped and grew in my faith, God has enabled me to use my painful experiences to reach out to those young girls and boys who remain trapped in a life of sex trafficking.
Two things I need to point out:
First, I’ve tried to tell my story as honestly as I can, and obviously sometimes I can say only how I perceived someone else’s actions.
Second, the stories about the girls and the traffickers in this book are true. For the safety of the girls, I have changed their names. Their lives may still be in danger, and I want to do everything I can to protect them.
After reading this book, I hope you’ll see the need to help people like me and organizations like There Is H.O.P.E. For Me, Inc. that seek to rescue enslaved children and teens.
2
My New Friend
Another boring day," I said as I lingered at the shallow end of the pool. I had few friends and didn’t know any kids to play with. We were living temporarily in the Dynasty, what I’d call a middle-class hotel in Miami Beach. It was moderately priced for the average American family to stay for a few nights, although a number of residents lived there permanently.
I wondered how long we’d stay. While I was growing up, my mother, brother, and I often moved. As a lonely, insecure, barely teenaged girl, I spent the summer days by the pool. I had nothing else to do except watch television.
I had already experienced sexual, physical, and verbal abuse, although I wasn’t aware that it was abnormal. I struggled with feelings of low self-worth. Each morning, Mom left early for work because she had to take two buses to get to her job. Since I had nothing to do and no responsibilities, every day was another day with no one to play with or talk to. I had cried so many times, it seemed I had no tears left.
A few hotel guests came to the pool, but none of them stayed long. Within a day or two they went back to Ohio or Maine.
One morning I was standing in the water at the edge of the pool. I closed my eyes, wishing the day were over. It was the same way I had felt the day before and the day before that.
Hello there,
a young woman said. I opened my eyes and stared at the smiling face of a beautiful blonde-haired woman with blue eyes. Thin and pretty, she looked like everything I wished I could be. She wore a red bikini and had the perfect figure for it.
Hi,
I said, surprised that she would talk to me.
I saw you here by yourself,
she said, and you seemed sad and alone. I thought I would keep you company.
I mumbled something and she smiled again.
Is it all right if we sit down and talk?
I nodded, too excited to know how to respond. She wants to talk to me. Maybe she wants to be my friend.
You must be lonely.
Before I answered, she said, My name is Mary, and I’m nineteen.
She held out her hand. What’s your name?
Katariina, but everyone calls me Kat.
I shook her soft hand and inhaled the sweet perfume she wore.
Katariina is a nice name. How old are you?
Thirteen.
Where’s your family?
Her voice was warm and she continued to smile as she looked at me. Mary bent forward as she spoke, and I sensed she really wanted to get to know me.
My mother’s at work and—well, my dad doesn’t live with us right now.
I shrugged.
I got out of the pool, dried off, and stood in front of her, engulfed in my own thoughts, wallowing in self-pity, discontent, and loneliness (my usual thinking pattern).
Immediately I liked her. She’s so beautiful and confident. She’s everything I would like to be.
I still couldn’t believe that she liked me, and I didn’t think she had any flaws or could understand or imagine the rough childhood I had experienced.
Even in that first meeting, I yearned to be exactly like her. Mary had intense, bright-blue eyes that made me feel as though she could see right through to my heart. I began to feel she was the older sister I never had.
Mary smiled at me again, as if to say, I understand, and I’m sorry.
Within those first minutes, Mary gave me hope and offered me friendship and support. No one had ever treated me that way. I was bullied both inside and outside of my home; I had never had anyone stand up for me.
Looking back, I now know she chose me even before she talked to me. I’m sure she spotted the longing in my eyes and the loneliness that I projected out of my hurts and agony. As I would learn later, predators watch their victims before they target them. They especially seek lonely and abused children who display their vulnerability by the way they walk, their clothes, their general demeanor, or the helplessness in their eyes. Predators sense the children’s lack of family support and their susceptibility. Only later could I see that my own identity was fragile and distorted. Then I would realize Mary had chosen me because she knew I was vulnerable and lonely.
For perhaps an hour, Mary sat on a lounge chair next to me and we talked. It didn’t take long for her to win my trust. She asked the right questions and focused on my eyes as I answered. No one had ever listened to me so intently before.
She told me almost nothing about herself, which I didn’t think about until weeks later. Her questions expressed interest in me, something no one had ever done. Even at school, no one paid attention to me. I was tall for my age, slightly overweight, and I constantly sought approval from adults and older kids. But that approval rarely came. Even when it did, the longing in my soul was so desperate, the acceptance was never enough.
As I stared at Mary, I kept wishing I looked like her. She seemed sophisticated, the type who could stand up for herself—nothing like me. I could tell she’d had a rough upbringing from her references to parents and those in authority. And like any naïve teenage girl, I opened up quickly and talked freely, deliriously happy to have someone older who would listen and care about my thoughts and feelings.
Mary related to my tales of abuse (although I didn’t know that word) with comments such as, Your dad hurt you, huh? I know what you mean. My dad did that too when I was growing up. That’s why I ran away.
After I told her a little more, she said, You shouldn’t be mistreated like that. It wasn’t fair what happened to you. You should have had somebody there to defend you and protect you. If I were your sister, if I had been there, I would have done that for you.
It wasn’t only her words, but the tender sound of her voice had exactly the right tone. I’d never met anyone whose hurts and wounds seemed to mirror my own. Of course, I didn’t realize it at the time, but she listened to my words and used them to describe herself so she’d appear to be like me. So I would relate to her.
As would be obvious later, I was being groomed for the life of sex trafficking.
As a naïve thirteen-year-old, I found it easy to like Mary. Why wouldn’t I like her? She showed interest in an affection-starved girl. She kept talking to me. The attention Mary gave me made me feel special. Here’s someone who cares about my feelings.
Before the end of our first meeting at the pool, I was convinced that Mary was someone who would stand up for me and love me. In her presence, I felt good—better than I had in a long time. I had come back to life again because someone liked me and cared for me. No longer was I alone. I had a true friend, someone to confide in, who would comfort me when I needed it.
My new friend told me about herself—or at least what she thought I wanted to know—to gain my trust. But when I asked a direct question, she seemed to avoid it and acted as if she was more interested in listening to me. Instead of being hurt by her indirectness, I thought she was mature and confident, able to keep things to herself. That made me want to be like her even more.
Instead of talking about herself the way most people did, she plied me with questions about what I thought and how I felt. Instead of noticing that I might be in danger, I thought it was sincere care and concern for my well-being. With her constant caring reactions to my hurts, we grew closer and closer each day, developing a strong bond and relationship.
No one else in my life seemed to have time for me. My mom was working many, many hours; my dad was abusive; and my older brother didn’t want me hanging around. With Mary, however, I felt loved, wanted, and valued.
What’s your home life like?
Mary asked, and didn’t look away from me. No one had ever paid so much attention to me. Tell me about your mother. What’s the relationship like with your dad?
She gained insight into all the hurts of my heart and found that my biggest wounds stemmed from what I now call a daddy hole.
Each day as Mary listened, I poured out my sad responses, and she