Dog-Kissed Tears: Songs of Friendship, Loss, and Healing
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I am wide-awake from a brief and troubled sleep."
This book explores the loss of a dear friend and companion-a remarkable fifteen-year-old retriever named Rosa.
Many people form deep attachments to their pets. Yet we wonder how to celebrate our friendships with them and how to grieve their death. Dog-Kissed Tears is a meditative memoir woven from life with Rosa. In stories that are funny, sad, moving, and honest, Lambert Zuidervaart links his attachment to his beloved dog and his love for human friends. Familiar songs help him trace his personal journey through the adoption, life, and death of a canine companion. As Lambert works through grief and longing for Rosa, he connects memories of childhood with self-discoveries in middle age.
Dog-Kissed Tears weaves a lyrical narrative of friendship, loss, and healing. Its spiritual undercurrent is subtle but profound.
Lambert Zuidervaart
Lambert Zuidervaart is emeritus professor of philosophy at the Institute for Christian Studies and the University of Toronto and a visiting scholar at Calvin University. He is the author of nine book in philosophy, including Artistic Truth, Social Philosophy after Adorno, and Religion, Truth, and Social Transformation. A resident of West Michigan, he sings in the Chamber Choir of Grand Rapids and two church choirs.
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Dog-Kissed Tears
Songs of Friendship, Loss, and Healing
Lambert Zuidervaart
2008.Resource_logo.jpgDog-Kissed Tears
Songs of Friendship, Loss, and Healing
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The Scripture quotations contained herein are from the New Revised Standard Version Bible: Catholic Edition, copyright © 1993 and 1989 by the Division of Christian Education of the National Council of the Churches of Christ in the U.S.A. Used by permission. All rights reserved.
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Festival of Friends
Written by Bruce Cockburn
Copyright © 1988 Golden Mountain Music Corp. (SOCAN)
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Healer of Our Every Ill
by Marty Haugen
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Fields of Gold
Music and Lyrics by Sting
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Fragile
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Precious Lord, Take My Hand
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I’m So Lonesome I Could Cry
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Table of Contents
Title Page
Chapter 1: Prelude: Songs of Benjamin
Chapter 2: Lead Me Home
Chapter 3: Retrieval
Chapter 4: Comfort
Chapter 5: Fragile
Chapter 6: Snow on Snow
Chapter 7: Blessing
Chapter 8: Rest Gently, Gently Rest
Chapter 9: Benediction
Chapter 10: Field of Love
Chapter 11: Healing
Chapter 12: Reunion
Chapter 13: Alone
Chapter 14: Homecoming
Chapter 15: Postlude: Elegy
Notes
For Joyce and to the memory of my parents
Thank you for gracing my life.
1
Prelude: Songs of Benjamin
An elegant song won’t hold up long When the palace falls and the parlour’s gone We all must leave but it’s not the end We’ll meet again at the festival of friends.
Smiles and laughter and pleasant times There’s love in the world but it’s hard to find I’m so glad I found you—I’d just like to extend An invitation to the festival of friends.¹
I did not plan to write this book. I needed to write it. I needed to celebrate the gift of friendship. And I wanted to lament the loss of a friend. The friend is a dog named Rosa. A beautiful Golden Retriever / Labrador Retriever mix whose noble bearing and affectionate ways would melt the stoniest heart, Rosa was my loving companion for fifteen years. Her gentle nudge and waving tail said that she welcomed all visitors both big and small.
Rosa lies at the center of my circle of human friends. I am connected to them through her. When Rosa died in February 2005, this circle drew near. They shared my grief and encouraged my journey without her. This book celebrates their friendship along with hers. Indirectly the book also laments two losses in this intimate circle. Jeanie Zinkand died at age 47 in August 2000. Esther Hart died at age 39 in April 2007. Jeanie, the mother of our goddaughter Kate; Esther, our own goddaughter, and the mother of a very special little girl named Sophie—both of them cut down by cancer, both of them best friends of my wife Joyce Recker, and my friends too. I do not know how to write directly about losing Jeanie and Esther and about our longing for their companionship. In writing about Rosa, I am also thinking of them.
There have been other losses. One of our friends lost his lover to a sudden heart attack. Two were abruptly and unjustly dismissed from jobs they enjoyed, by an institution they faithfully served. Another friend went through a devastating separation and divorce. Two others have lost both their mother and their best friend to cancer. This book celebrates their friendships with us and laments their losses too.
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