Drive Here and Devastate Me
By Megan Falley
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It is clear that the author is madly in love, not only with her partner for whom she writes both idiosyncratic and sultry poems for, but in love with language, in love with queerness, in love with the therapeutic process of bankrupting the politics of shame. These poems tackle gun violence, toxic masculinity, LGBTQ* struggles, suicidality, and the oppression of women’s bodies, while maintaining a vivid wildness that the tongue aches to speak aloud. Known best for breathtaking last lines and truths that will bowl you over, Drive Here and Devastate Me will “relinquish you from the possibility of meeting who you could have been, and regretting who you became.”
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Drive Here and Devastate Me - Megan Falley
Author
I.
GRIEF
CARTOGRAPHER
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO RUIN ME
finish your film with a flashback scene.
Before that, something must end,
preferably with death, but heartbreak
will do.
The flashback should be of a scene so early on
I’ve forgotten it: one that stings more in new context,
the way a cut burns better in all the right water.
Bonus if there’s a carnival or carousel. Bonus
if the memory includes footage
not seen before, even a kiss, shot
at a new angle, as if seen by a bird
or dead thing. I am ruined more
by scenes in reverse: the body unfolds,
stands up from its wheelchair and walks
back into the arms of its love, who is young
and at a party, as if seeing her were the cure
for paralysis, or the girl pulls the gun
from her temple, which makes her love
undrink the poison. O show me
how it was before. O show me how
it could have been if we moved backwards
instead. Take my hand and drag me
through the garden of every step that led to this
impossible here. Rewind, watch you take
all my dresses, like flattened girls,
off the floor and hang them
back in the closet, as if we’re moving in
together again. The saltwater scaling my cheeks
and sneaking in through the windows of my whitening eyes
until I’m smiling in your face
that has never, and will never
break me.
APARTMENT SWEET APARTMENT
We must be doing something right
if, after a vacation, the only place I want to be
is the tiny island of our Brooklyn apartment:
overheated and too expensive and ours.
The familiar whiff of cat shit upon entering
because there was no other spot for the litter box.
The questionable expiration dates in our fridge.
Our fridge—I still like the way it sounds.
The windows that don’t lock,
the neighbor’s kitten who sometimes sneaks in
to our living room when we forget
about the fire escape. The fire escape.
Too many books bending the shelves,
and more, stacked on unused chairs.
Our old, loyal dog. Our full-sized bed
and the jar of shiny money
saving up to buy us a queen.
I know that every rent check mailed
is a promise. Every split grocery bill
says, I will be here tomorrow. I will save you
half of this perfect grapefruit.
Every time we complain
about the cost of this city
but don’t leave, we are saying,
Worse comes to worst, I will eat ramen noodles
from the bowls of your hands.
WHEN IT ENDED
You say you don’t think it would help to pinpoint the exact moment we fell out of love, but you know me: grief cartographer, plotting the coordinates of loss. Maybe it was the first time one of us needed to buy kitty litter, or toilet paper, or Drano to fish me back out of the sink. Maybe it was in our first apartment, fingers on a calculator, trying to split the electric bill down to the degree of heat. But I remember each breakfast we prepared as if it were a nursery for a new child. I remember dyeing each other’s hair the same boxed blonde. Maybe it was around the time you decided I must know I am pretty, wouldn’t look up from your phone as I took off my shirt and how quickly I got over my jealousy of Twitter, or Candy Crush, or whatever shiny thing you were looking at instead. But I remember when you got a mandolin and we started our own two-piece band, our only audience––the roaches in the wall. Maybe it was halfway through the series of Gilmore Girls or Game of Thrones or House of Cards or Friends or Bob’s Burgers or Dexter or Girls or Arrested Development or 30 Rock or Broad City or Six Feet Under or any of the shows we watched to distract ourselves from the fact that we shoved our sex in a time capsule and forgot where we buried it. Maybe it was when you took the overnight job and I got so used to the wideness of the bed that my arms grew like they were reaching for new people. Maybe it was all those parties I lingered at like smoke in the hair as you tugged on my sleeve and begged me home. But I remember our own secret language, how we could spend entire