A Distant Connection: Letters from Prisoners Concerned About Today's Youth
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From a hi-maximum security prison cell constructed to maximize human loneliness; a site designed to kill the mind; Kenneth Jamal Lighty manages to not only live, but thrive. Through self-cultivated intellect and hard-earned wisdom, he uses the single, most powerful weapon known to a prisoner -the ink pen- to not only bring the plight of the incarcerated into the consciousness of many throughout the world, but also to make a difference by inspiring and informing those whom he manages to come into contact with.
In his book debut, Kenneths efforts to warn a generation of youth who appear to be enamored with street life are nothing short of remarkable.
Reaching out to several of his peers, spanning several states across the country, and with various affiliations, he manages to create a pseudo-panel, providing a platform for prisoners to be able to share the hard-earned wisdom attained from years of making their own mistakes, in an effort to alter the trajectory of a generation that is seemingly on a road that will only lead to one or two places: the penitentiary or the cemetery.
Via letters, filled with rawness and empathy, each reader is challenged to try a different route to success. Each individual opens up to reveal the pain beneath the exterior, and offers sound advice on how not to end up a victim of bad choices, before it is too late.
Long overdue, A Distant Connection is a much needed intervention that will hopefully inspire change, and place our young people back on the path that will lead to a productive, healthy future.
Kenneth Jamal Lighty
There are a myriad of life-forces that are sealed off and preyed upon by a carceral onslaught tantamount to high-tech slavery, but there are very few souls that manage to convalesce despite such conditions. Kenneth Jamal Lighty is one of the few. As he sits on federal death row, a victim of the disproportionate injustice that continues to plague so many throughout this country, his voice remains uncompromising. From a super-maximum security cell constructed to maximize human loneliness, a site designed to kill the mind, he manages to not only live, but thrive. Through self-cultivated intellect and hard-earned wisdom, he uses the single, most powerful weapon known to an inmate—the ink pen—to not only bring the plight of the incarcerated into the consciousness of many throughout the world, but also to make a difference by inspiring change and informing those whom he comes into contact with. In his writings, Kenneth manages to provide an eloquent voice for the many that occupy the substratum of a society that is often met with contempt and indifference. His words reflect his profundity, gracefully removing the reader from the comfort of their own environment, and ushering them into the debilitating confines of a prison cell, confronting them with the nightmarish realities that one faces on a daily basis while incarcerated on death row. His unabashed willingness to articulate his own feelings about social issues that affect him and others, as well as his zeal to lead others in their collective quest for evolution, is nothing short of remarkable for a young man that spends 162 out of the 168 hours that constitute a single week on total lockdown, with no human contact. Having to endure such conditions, all the while professing his innocence, one would fully expect Kenneth to be extremely bitter, but he isn’t. When asked why, he replied via letter: I was extremely angry for quite some time, and it nearly destroyed me from the inside out. Ironically, it drove me to start reading, which is the moment that I attribute to my awakening. I discovered that I am a child claimed by extraordinary, resilient people. People such as the phenomenal Maya Angelou, Mumia Abu Jamal, Stanley “Tookie” Williams, George Jackson, and the Mandelas (Nelson and Winnie). Through their writings and personal journeys, they taught me that bitterness is counterproductive. Nothing of any substance can be conveyed through a bitter filter. It wasn’t until I was able to truly comprehend this that I was able to purge my heart of such a putrid disease and be able to communicate, and live, effectively. Incarcerated for the better part of the last decade, and virtually his entire adult life, Kenneth’s writings have journeyed from country to country (much like his spirit), landing in the homes of friends that he has made, as well as several educational institutions, where he stresses the importance of education, introspection, personal accountability, and solidarity. He has repeatedly said that he not only wants to inspire change before mistakes that could alter the trajectory of lives are made by those who may be headed down the wrong path, but he also wants to lessen the suspicion that discourages so many who try to atone for mistakes that have already been made. In a letter during which he addressed a high school graduating class in Dusseldorf, Germany, he spoke about the double standard that surrounds the concept of change in society: We are all works in progress, including myself. We have made and will continue to make mistakes, but we try. Everyone has the potential to grow, and believe me, redemption is possible. I see it, I hear it, and I live it. . . To many, change has a time limit. It has to be done before consequences are handed out, or it isn’t real. That is not realistic. Change is a process. It doesn’t occur on your time; it happens in time. Kenneth’s first publication, A Distant Connection: Letters from Prisoners Concerned about Today’s Youth, is a step in the right direction that hopefully will prove that change is for everyone and will show that generations are indeed willing to help one another be better people.
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A Distant Connection - Kenneth Jamal Lighty
Copyright 2013 Kenneth Jamal Lighty.
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted, in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without the written prior permission of the author.
ISBN: 978-1-4669-9215-3 (sc)
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Library of Congress Control Number: 2013908119
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Contents
Preface
Introduction: From: Kenneth Lighty
Chapter One: It’s All In The Mind
Chapter Two: You Have A Purpose
Chapter Three: Self-Love
Chapter Four: Positive Surroundings
Chapter Five: Tunnel Vision
Chapter Six: Listening
Chapter Seven: It’s Only The Beginning
Chapter Eight: Chances
Chapter Nine: Everyone Needs Help
Closing Words From The Author
Umuntu ngumuntu ngabantu.
(Zulu proverb)
A person is a person through other people.
Acknowledgements
authorphoto_fmt.jpegTo my creator: I’m still trying to do the right thing, even though I fall short sometimes. I guess I will always be a work in progress in that regard. Don’t let them pay more attention to me as opposed to the message that I hope to convey.
To my grandparents: Grandma, you’re my rock, simple as that. I’m always at a loss for words whenever I think of you. I hope that I continue to make you proud, I’m doing the best that I can. Rick, you know you’re my pops, I appreciate you for weathering the storms that I have created over the years. I love you both.
To my sisters: Toni, Lord knows you mean the world to me. They have you to thank because without your endless love, support, and commitment to holding me accountable, there would be nothing for them to read. I love you to death, no matter who doesn’t. Keisha, mommy is surely smiling down now that we are back together. I promise not to let go. I love you.
To every single man that participated in this project at my request: You all are priceless. I have learned so much from you over the course of putting this together. It took much longer than I expected, but I never gave up because I knew that we had a serious message to give to the next generation. I hope that I exceeded you expectations. If you are a friend of a friend, that contributed some wise words, thank you. If I can help any of you in any way, let me know!
Peace
Preface
I wish that I could start this book off by telling you that I am an accomplished author, with a host of accolades and a trophy case packed with honorary literary awards, but I can’t. To do so would damage the relationship that I hope to build with you over the course of reading this book, before it is even established.
The fact is, I am just someone who was once part of the problem, now trying to offer his help in finding a solution. I never set out to be a writer, I didn’t attend college, and I never graduated high school. To top it all off, every word that you have read thus far, and hopefully will continue to read, was written in prison where I currently reside. I am simply a young man who has managed to better myself through a little bit of reading, and a whole lot of living. I firmly believe that these two credentials are the only ones needed in order for me to achieve the goal that I have set for this book.
My goal for this book is to speak directly to, as well as for, today’s youth. It is my direct aim to provide some clarity as to why an overwhelming amount of our young brothers and sisters are currently entertaining, and for some, currently trapped inside of, a life of crime. There are two sources of inspiration that serve as the collective impetus behind this goal, both of which I managed to stumble upon by pure happenstance.
The first source came in the form of a television special that I found myself watching late one night while channel-surfing in my cell. Now I have to admit, I spent the first five minutes or so laughing to myself because what the television network had characterized as a special
, turned out to be nothing more than a heated (and often closed-minded) debate between young, inner city kids, and a panel of successful
African Americans labeled as Leaders
. It didn’t take long to see that both sides were so hell-bent on getting their points across to the other, that the art of listening had been omitted from the dialogue altogether.
Unbeknownst to myself at the time, I too had fallen victim to the same accusations that I had initially found myself hurling at the television screen, inadvertently rendering myself into a hypocrite. It wasn’t until I stopped laughing, and started listening myself, that I managed to see part of the problem. Upon a closer look, I saw an overwhelming unwillingness, on both parts, to approach the discussion void of the pre-conceived notions that each side had been indoctrinated with in an attempt to establish effective dialogue.
This very obstinacy, has long attributed to the growth in the gap between the people that have been tagged as Black Leaders
, and those who have been written off as troubled
or lost
, thus hindering the process of communication.
Through years of introspection and several botched relationships of my own, I have come to realize that to do such a thing is nothing more than a recipe for disaster from the start, no matter what your intentions are. The fact is, it is difficult to establish an effective bond or connection when you approach a situation, or in this case a person, with an already distorted point of view. You have to be willing to step into that dreaded gray area, that place of objectivity that allows you to effectively listen and analyze the topic in question, if you really want to understand the mindstate of an individual. So often people choose to lie to themselves, as well as other people, when faced with the difficult question: What would you do?
. It also helps when two people share a common denominator, such as a situational connection or a shared calamity, helping to avoid the feeling of being judged that often causes one to shut down and cut off communication immediately. Both empathy, and similarities in viewpoints and circumstances are important when trying to put the cause, as well as the effect, into the proper perspective in order to come up with a positive solution.
Today young people are exposed to everything under the sun, whether we as big homies, brothers, sisters, aunts, uncles, or parents, like it or not. Almost all of them can turn on the television and see whatever they may desire, but what about the overwhelming number of kids who are forced to take it one step further? What about those who day in and day out see murders and drug deals being committed on the way to school, or in front of their homes? What about those who choose to stay out as much as possible because they would rather hear gunshots and have the occasional fight in the streets than smell the foul stench of crack cocaine and watch those that they love slowly kill themselves? What about those who truly believe that you are defined by what you wear or drive, or how much money you can show at any given moment?
For these kids, there doesn’t appear to be an off switch like there is on a television. Each day that they witness these things, they sink deeper and deeper into the deep ditch of hopelessness. These sad and unfortunate experiences soon start to trigger what is known as the Domino Effect
because irrational perceptions start to form, which influences thought, which in turn influences behavior (which is the focal point for highlighting amongst young people by the media). This, is where it gets dangerous because the media has a tendency to bypass the cause and inflate the effect, creating a dangerous breeding ground for judgement and hatred between those who, if organized properly, could otherwise co-exist while simultaneously working towards bettering their common conditions. Now you have the very people who are supposed to be loving those who are troubled
, and doing what they can to understand and help, hating them and expecting nothing less than what is being perpetuated on television whenever they come in contact with them in their day to day lives. Negative expectations, mixed with perceptions shaped by hopelessness, are two of the main things that qualify young people for disaster and encourage them to try the street lifestyle.
Though I am now much older than when I was originally one of the young minds that I hope to reach, the fact still remains that I was one of them. This fact, as well as my obvious conditions of confinement, will help me to establish a connection with each reader as I share my thoughts and experiences in an attempt to pull back the curtains on a lot of false notions. Hopefully you will see that the experiences that you have endured, and the decisions that you have made, are not exclusive to just you. You share the plight of countless people not only in your city or town, but around the globe. We, like you, started to entertain, and eventually act on, thoughts of diving into the street lifestyle and all that came with it. This is what gives us all the credibility needed to share what has been learned throughout that journey, in an effort to spare you some of the bumps and bruises (if you’re lucky). Through the words that you will read, if you are willing to drop your pre-conceived notions for a moment, you will find that the lifestyle that appears to be glamorous and fun, that was initially viewed as a way out, is nothing but an illusion, a gateway to a world that is far more dangerous and painful than the one that you wish to escape from. I won’t sit here and lie in an attempt to get you to believe that some of it wasn’t fun, but I can guarantee that in the end, the amount of happy days will not measure up to the amount of sad ones.
In the midst of all that came with the way that I was living, I, like you, had numerous people that I couldn’t identify with telling me what I should do and what I should expect in the end. I shared the same ideology that I saw and heard those kids express that night on that television special when it came to positive advice from my elders and loved ones: That’s what they’re supposed to say. As family, they’re obligated to love me and care about my future. Times have changed anyway, they don’t know what it’s like, how they gonna tell me something?
It is at this very moment that I am reminded of something that an old timer whom I respect a great deal once told me years ago: Youngin’ I may have robbed some of the same places that you have years ago. The only difference is that y’all hold guns different these days.
Which brings me to my second source of inspiration, and the overall blueprint for this book. Shortly after seeing that special, it managed to stay lodged somewhere in my mind, even though I thought that I had long since moved on. About a year or so later, I came across a book that had piqued my interest for some reason. The book was titled: What Keeps Me Standing
by Dennis Kimbro. It was comprised of a compilation of letters from black grandmothers who had been called upon to share their wisdom and advice to their grandchildren, and the next generation in general. The author had put out a mass e-mail inviting any and everyone to participate, and received a tremendous response. To my surprise, it turned out to be one of the best books that I’ve read to date.
Shortly after reading that book, I had an idea one night as I was doing my daily pace in my cell. I went back as far as I could in retrospect, and realized that not one of the street dudes that I had idolized coming up, either family or friend, had ever encouraged me not to chase this lifestyle. Now I am not blaming anyone, because we were all lost in the moments that we believed that we were creating, but I found it interesting nonetheless when I started to wonder if it would have made a difference. I also realized that I had never saw a book that was aimed at the youth in the streets in an effort to curve their interests to more positive things where the advice was coming from the very dudes that were being idolized, or rather represented what was being idolized, the street game.
Not being one to sit on a thought for too long, and seeing this thought keep manifesting in my day to day life, I decided to do something about it. I bought several books of stamps, and sat down to write letters to a diverse group of solid, well respected men, all whom I have met and managed to establish good relationships with throughout my journey in the prison system. In each letter, I explained my goal, and asked a single question: If you could sit down and write a letter to one of today’s youth, who is aspiring to follow in the footsteps of the lifestyle that you lived, what would you say?
Now believe me when I tell you, I have love for, and am loved by a lot of individuals, but even I was somewhat shocked by the response that I received. I don’t mean shocked at the