From Vegas to the Door of Hope: An Insider's Personal Account and Journal of the Vegas Sex Industry

By KiKi Forest

What is innocence? It takes many shapes it can be said that innocence is a benevolent form of ignorance. In each stage of our lives, then, we can have different kinds of innocence as we grow and learn there will always be things we dont know. This biography is a captivating journey through one womans consecutive stages of innocence in varied spheres: material wealth, foreign travels, romantic relationships and spiritual discernment. In an American society often fascinated by countries that can be seen as exotic and enchanting from a distance, this book will impact readers with what is not seen. Readers will experience Taiwan as the Taiwanese do, learning how different we are, but also learning how much we have in common as the children of Elohim (God). Readers will learn Kittys lessons, feel her pain, celebrate her triumphs and most importantly, meet her Maker.

This book is based on the authentic, true life of Kitty, a fictitious name for the author, and insightful accounts of the little known Las Vegas insider sex industry. If even one woman or man from anywhere in the world would read this book, and think twice before reducing themselves to this lifestyle; it will be a blessing, and this book would have served its purpose: to inform, enlighten and hopefully bless those individuals who are considering making big money in this sex industry.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Apr 19, 2013
• ISBN: 9781481724142

KiKi Forest

What is innocence? It takes many shapes… it can be said that innocence is a benevolent form of ignorance. In each stage of our lives, then, we can have different kinds of innocence – as we grow and learn there will always be things we don’t know. This biography is a captivating journey through one woman’s consecutive stages of innocence in varied spheres: material wealth, foreign travels, romantic relationships and spiritual discernment. In an American society often fascinated by countries that can be seen as exotic and enchanting from a distance, this book will impact readers with what is not seen. Readers will experience Taiwan as the Taiwanese do, learning how different we are, but also learning how much we have in common as the children of Elohim (God). Readers will learn Kitty’s lessons, feel her pain, celebrate her triumphs and most importantly, meet her Maker. This book is based on the authentic, true life of Kitty, a fictitious name for the author, and insightful accounts of the little known Las Vegas insider sex industry. If even one woman or man from anywhere in the world would read this book, and think twice before reducing themselves to this lifestyle; it will be a blessing, and this book would have served its purpose: to inform, enlighten and hopefully bless those individuals who are considering making “big” money in this sex industry. Born one of seven children, and rising out of abject poverty, the author established herself as one of Taiwan’s most successful real estate sales professionals in the 1990s in the infancy of her career, earning millions of dollars by the age of 22. At present, the author is the Senior Executive Vice President of CKBMAX, the global operational headquarters of CKBMAX Group, located in Hong Kong, China.

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Published by AuthorHouse 5/8/2013

ISBN: 978-1-4817-2412-8 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-4817-2413-5 (hc)

ISBN: 978-1-4817-2414-2 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2013904203

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Table of Contents

Preface…Kitty’s Story

Introduction…Brief Synoptic Analysis of Events

Prelude…The Party

Chapter 1…A Little Girl Who Loves to Dream

Chapter 2…Kitty’s Adolescent Years

Chapter 3…Little Rich Millionaire Lady

Chapter 4…Creditors from a Past Life

Chapter 5…Encounter in Beijing

Chapter 6…Frustration and Despair of Divorce

Chapter 7…LONG DISTANT ROMANCE

Chapter 8…First Time in Los Angeles

Chapter 9…VEGAS’ NIGHTS

Chapter 10…Encounter with Mr. Handsome

Chapter 11…Big Gambler from Japan

Chapter 12…Vegas Police

Chapter 13…The Mysterious Great Escape

Chapter 14…Massage Industry

Chapter 15…Pornographic Film Star

Chapter 16…The Lover of Her Dreams

Chapter 17…True Love is Hard to Find

Chapter 18…Encounter with a Fat Lawyer

Chapter 19…THE WESTERN WITCH

Chapter 20…Vegas Wedding

Confession…Heart Felt Words from the Author

Editor’s Note…The Epilogue

Author’s Background and Recent List of Achievements and Awards

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The author as a beauty contest winner organized by United States International Television in the USA 2010.

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The author with her two children in Taiwan before she left for the USA.

A Word of Encouragement

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Picture of Sam Santos and Author 2012

Dearest Kiki,

THANKS SO MUCH FOR THIS!

NOW it is ever so clear to me why the Lord put us together.

Know that I knew there was something special about you when I met you for the first time.

You have a gift. Thank you for having the courage.

My love, respect, admiration & gratitude, and yes, from dust to glory,

I will be there beside and behind you when you launch this book.

It is a story that needs to be told, heard and read.

SAM / Rayla Melchor Santos

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Sam / Rayla Melchor Santos

•   Founder and President of the I Am S.A.M. Foundation (IamSAM) whose mission is to lead and direct all efforts in the pursuit of uplifting women and children and to create life-changing awareness of their worth and entitlements as human beings through the IamSAM Prevention Protocol for Women and Children through Rights Respecting Schools www.iamsamfoundation.com

•   Founder and President of McKinley Hill International School and Leadership Academy for Children (McKL) in Manila; McKL is in partnership with Calvert School of Maryland, USA (known too as the Harvard for children) and, Stephen Covey & The Leader in Me Process www.mckinleyhill-lipa.edu.ph

•   Founder of CKBMAX; CKBMAX is her dream come true of providing an ascent in global education for children all over the world through the medium of the World Wide Web, cyber technology and the magic of animation. www.ckbMAX.com

The IamSAM Prevention Protocol for Children has been cited by global educators and advocates of children, women and families as Nobel Peace Prize winning material.

An Editor’s Note

When one suffers in the Valley of Troubling, our Creator Yahuwah has promised to His loved ones: I will allure her, bring her into the wilderness and speak kindly to her. Then I will give her vineyards from there, and the valley of Achor as a door of hope. And she will sing there as in the days of her youth. And it shall be at that day, says Yahuwah that you shall call Me, My Husband…  [Hosea 2:14-16].

On Becoming a Diamond under Pressure

Kiki has traveled a long journey through a series of adversities before she found her Door of Hope. Her soul was crushed repeatedly and her heart was greatly trampled, her emotions were trapped in deep depression, and to her way of understanding, her life was a total loss; she was confused and yet through her life’s circumstances, she was pushed into a vicious cycle of repetitious abuse by people she met. The only light throughout the dark tunnel of this book is that she finally knelt down and humbly reached out to the maker of her soul, saying, I know you are Elohim (God); I know you are good; I know you are in control.

The promise that she has in her Savior and Redeemer, Yahushua (Jesus) became real to her because of where she was… in the ‘Valley of Troubling.’ He responded to her cry and picked her up and transformed her.

Today, Kiki is no longer involved in the massage industry, or anything or anyone remotely related to it. She has employed her many talents and abilities in other much more diverse areas of life, becoming a highly successful business woman, and has not stopped moving and being transformed on her journey with Elohim. She has grown spiritually, intellectually, and emotionally, as well as financially since this book was written in 2006, revised in 2008; publishing her Chinese language manuscript in August, 2011.

She has triumphed victoriously over her past, and is not afraid to reveal her wounds. Kiki has determined to be Elohim’s vessel to reach lost souls, and to be a testimony of hope in this world of deep darkness. Her wounded heart was healed by her Master’s tender love; He has turned her scars into stars of His light as she is displaying them in this story of her life as an overcomer! Throughout her life, she had been looking for her true love, yet she could not meet him until she recognized the One who is Love Himself first [1 John 4:8].

As of the publishing of this book, Kiki is once again single, and has been preparing herself to be the ‘Bride’ of the Messiah to come. In addition, she has prepared herself to meet someone with a like mind of Messiah to come as well. She is that brilliant diamond that has progressed through her tests!

Yahn EL Stephenson, Chinese International Magazine Editor

A Reader’s Review

General Overview

A Taiwanese woman tells her story of growing up in poverty as a child and in wealth as an adult – and how it all contrasts with the life offered to us through Elohim (God) and His Word. Readers will learn golden lessons that will stay with them long after they finish the book, having traveled to exotic places and having experienced amazing moments from the author’s own life.

Manuscript’s Strengths

•   The title and subtitle were very well chosen. The title will strike readers with curiosity when they see it on bookshelves in the store or even on webpages as they browse the genre. The subtitle explains clearly what the book is about, but still contains a lot of intrigue that will make readers want to know more.

•   The entire book is full of very well written imagery that will pull readers in. There is nothing about the scenes that is hard to imagine since such vivid vocabulary has been used. This is very important for readers to be able to envision all the events of the story, since the locale and the lifestyle will both be very foreign to the average reader. The book reads more like a movie than a typical biography of facts that an audience might not be able to connect with.

•   The story feels honest and genuine. Readers can usually sense when a story is being embellished and although many things will surprise the readers about this biography, it never feels like it was misrepresented. Sometimes people have a hard time being open with their audience and leave things out of the story, or they do not let the story stand on its own and feel the need to add to history. This book strikes a fine balance and does not stray into either one of those areas.

Reflections Gleaned from this True Account of a Life Story

What is innocence? It takes many shapes… it can be said that innocence is a benevolent form of ignorance. In each stage of our lives, then, we can have different kinds of innocence – as we grow and learn there will always be things we don’t know. This biography is a captivating journey through one woman’s consecutive stages of innocence in varied spheres: material wealth, foreign travels, romantic relationships and spiritual discernment. In an American society often fascinated by countries that can be seen as exotic and enchanting from a distance, this book will impact readers with what is not seen. Readers will experience Taiwan as the Taiwanese do, learning how different we are, but also learning how much we have in common as the children of Elohim (God). Readers will learn Kiki Forrest’s lessons, feel her pain, celebrate her triumphs and most importantly, meet her Maker.

Vanessa Correa, Publishing House Editor, USA

Acknowledgments

First of all, I wish to express my gratitude to my Savior and Redeemer, Yahushua Ha Mashiach (Jesus) for saving my life countless times, and His great mercy in using my story as His instrument in reaching and helping many souls. After much soul searching, 2 Timothy 2:20-21 has come into focus: But in a great house there are not only vessels of gold and of silver, but also of wood and of earth; and some to honour, and some to dishonour. If a man therefore purges himself from these, he shall be a vessel unto honour, sanctified, and meet for the master’s use, and prepared unto every good work.

Secondly, I would like to express my appreciation to Sam / Rayla Melchor Santos, who has been a consistent inspiration to my life since I met her in 2011. When I finished the original, unpublished first draft of this manuscript in the Chinese language in 2006, later published in August of 2011, my heart was filled with deep compassion for many struggling single mothers with children, and hoped that my book would become an instrument of Elohim’s will to bring hope to this lost and lonely world that women face on a daily basis. But after six years when the first English manuscript was produced based on my Chinese manuscript, Sam is the first person that I asked for a comment on my English version book, my life, and my cause.

I was not sure if and subsequently how she would view me after the review of my book, my uncertainty due to her place in my life as a role model and a champion of just causes. The moment that I read of Sam’s prompt and positive response, I was moved to tears! Elohim (God) has worked through Sam, and reflected His true love for me. I felt as that I was truly the apple in the eyes of Elohim. When Sam hugged me with the love of the Father in the picture, I was immediately touched with His Presence operating through her. I came to realize that all my many years of suffering through many excruciatingly painful tests and trials, was in preparation for the many blessings that Elohim has in store for me.

Thus, I hereby commit that Ten Percent (10%) of all net profits resulting from the sale of this book shall be contributed to the I am S.A.M. Foundation whose mission is to lead and direct all efforts in the pursuit of uplifting women and children, and to create life-changing awareness of their worth and entitlements as human beings.

May all Glory and Honor be given to Yahushua ha Messiah, our Savior and Redeemer.

Additionally, I cannot have imagined how the English version of this book could have been made possible without the translation efforts, insights, editorial contribution, resources, and support of my good friend, Yahn EL Stephenson, (who together with her husband are in full- time prophetic ministry, and having received a divine revelation of the Man Child as identified in Revelation 12:5, have regulated their lives accordingly), and who has been a constant help and encouragement not only for this book to be published, but also to be used by Elohim for my spiritual growth. Yahn EL is a living demonstration of Elohim’s great mercies to others who trust in Him.

Jeremiah 1:10 provides, in part: . . . to root out, and to pull down, and to destroy, and to throw down, those elements of my life that were not of the Father, and to build, and to plant that which is of Elohim for my life. Yahn EL, as one of my true sisters who I met 2011, led me to know the mentor of the Set Apart Spirit (1 Corinthians 2:12-13), enabling me to reach an understanding of Elohim’s Word (Psalms 119:104-105): Through thy precepts I get understanding: therefore I hate every false way. Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.

Yahn EL, often on the phone, would spend several hours with me just to explain the scriptures and the Kingdom of Elohim and lead me to pray in the Spirit of Yahuwah with confidence and conviction that brought layer upon layer of healings to my inner self.

Prompted by the Set Apart Spirit, I have come to realize that my past is proof positive of Romans 8:1: There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Messiah Yahushua, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit. Romans 8:28 provides that, And we know that all things work together for good to them that love Elohim, to them who are called according to His purpose.

The Set Apart Spirit working through Yahn EL, has taught me how to dedicate my life to the Kingdom of Elohim, and to love whom He loves. Genesis 12: 3 states, And I will bless them that bless thee, and curse him that curseth thee: and in thee shall all families of the earth be blessed.

Thus, I hereby commit that Ten Percent (10%) of all net profits resulting from the sale of this book shall be contributed to the ministry couple, Eliyahu and Tinayah Chiles, who have been called by Elohim to bring the Good News of our Savior/Redeemer/ Messiah to the people of the country of Israel, and to proclaim the Father’s Set Apart Name to the nations. Their testimony can be found in the section entitled From Trash to Treasure at the following website: www.eagleshaveministry.com

I would also like to thank D. A. Stephenson for her contribution from the Chinese version the making of this book into the English version. Her efforts were supreme, tireless, and greatly appreciated as I know that she had worked on this project diligently. Finally, I would also like to thank all of the many different parties who have assisted in the preparation, production, proofreading, and publishing of this latest manuscript. Further, I would like to present this work according to Romans 12:1 as a living sacrifice on the altar of the Set Apart Elohim as my service unto Him.

May all the glory be unto the Father, Yahuwah, and His Son, Yahushua, for all that Elohim has done, and is doing now in each of our lives. Amein. (So be it).

Note: The Hebraic Names for our Creator Father Yahuwah, Savior-Messiah Yahushua, and the Ruach ha Qodesh, translated as the Set Apart Spirit, have been used throughout the Scriptural references, editorial, and personal comments, in lieu of the Greco-Roman names as used throughout most of the English Language Bible versions.

Preface…Kitty’s Story

Mark 8:36; Luke 9:25 For what does it profit a man if he gains the whole world but loses his own soul?

A Record of the Author’s Life

There is an old adage’ that has been circulated around Las Vegas, NV for decades; and that is, What Happens in Vegas Stays in Vegas. For many people, this saying is mildly humorous, suggesting the implicit expectation of the fulfillment of one’s more silent and personal desires, coupled with muted approval by any particular listener of the darker side of life. For anyone that’s been there, it can be fun; even more so, if you gamble and win from any of the many casinos, whether on or off the Strip… and return home. Vegas attracts some 40 million visitors a year; and some people do win a lot of money… sometimes thousands to millions of dollars! Often various casinos will spring for trips for some its more regular guests to return to the city, including perks of a free stay in any number of breath-taking hotel rooms fit for a king, queen or both! The more you play, the more you will be pampered to your heart’s desire with free bottles of champagne in VIP or regular guest rooms with Jacuzzis and spas, free food, booze, tickets to a variety of shows; all to encourage the visitor to return to the gambling capital of the world, and to return in grand style. Everything… from the shows and entertainment, casinos, and any measure of personal endeavor for the flesh… is provided on a very big scale, alive with conspicuous grandeur and curiosity. This is an adult playground where money floats around from hand to hand as fast as a person can blink. It can also be a nightmare if you lose more than you expected or could afford to; or even worse, for those who have borrowed money to satisfy a gambling addiction.

Regardless of whether or not you play in the casinos; the sights, sounds and activities around the city are uniquely enjoyable, fun and exciting. For added pleasure, the spectacular Grand Canyon, Death Valley, Boulder Dam, as well as other sights are all close by, as well as the entire Southern Californian expanse of Los Angeles, San Diego, and Palm Springs; these destinations too, are only a stone’s throw away. To these cities, one can also add San Francisco, Reno, and Phoenix as well; all being within a day’s drive. Apart from travel by automobile, Vegas has a large, modern airport, and has direct or connecting flights to virtually anywhere in the world.

The city itself is located in the middle of the desert, in the southern part of the state. Hot, dry weather and a shining sun fill the skies; and if driving, long stretches of road through barren landscape, often with little around except for smaller communities of everyday life, also spiced with its respective assortment of slot machines, restaurants and diners, gas stations and an occasional oddball attraction for the curious tourists. The population of Las Vegas was 558,383 as of the 2012 consensus, with the population of the entire state reaching over 2.6 million. People return to Vegas for a variety of reasons, in part because it offers a fast buck to be made for the occasional winner at the tables, board games, or slot machines. In addition, the Vegas atmosphere has been created to excuse and mitigate one’s financial losses through emotional and psychological damage control, arranged through mostly legal satisfaction of one’s vices.

In addition, many celebrities make appearances at the shows on the Strip, attracting onlookers who revel in being in close proximity to any number of stars that they ordinarily would not be able to see or meet. Moreover, Vegas’s star studded productions rival any large city, including New York City, and are performed on a massive scale. Some celebrities make their homes, or retain residences there for their occasional or frequent visits, as do many others due to the business environment, warm arid weather, and of course the work environment.

For purposes of hopefully illuminating a side of Las Vegas, Nevada that many people, especially women all over the globe should know… is why this book has been written; and to expose some undesirable, potentially life threatening or abusive experiences such as Kitty went through, so that others may avoid them. For the dreamy eyed girls in various countries looking for love in America that are overwhelmed (as most people are for the first time) by the opulence and excitement of Vegas, the city that never sleeps; there are a lot of things to be said for this one particular city in Nevada, also referred to as ‘Sin City.’

Kitty found that Vegas attracts people from all walks of life, and all for various reasons. Her story is unusual, given her background, and it is her hope to apprise any and all women to be alert to the perilous dangers that await anybody contemplating involvement in this side of life… such that they do not fall prey to the dangers of the darkened dust that lingers in the background. All is not what it appears to be.

This book is based on the authentic, true life accounts of Kitty, a fictitious name for the author of this book, and insights of the little known record of the Vegas insider sex industry; that few have ever talked about, much less read about. If even one woman or man from anywhere in the world would read this book, and think twice before reducing themselves to this lifestyle; it will be a blessing, and this book would have served its purpose. This is exactly why Kitty wrote this book; to inform, enlighten and hopefully bless those individuals who are considering going to Vegas to make big money in the sex industry.

The names of the various characters in her story have also been changed to protect the identities involved; but this story is a narrative of the true account of personal strength and hardy constitution of a woman who finds her way to Las Vegas from Taiwan. Escaping death, and continuing her search for her soul’s contentment through her understanding of true love, she finds anything but that. Kitty illustrates the determination and perseverance that are required to survive a world of darkness that exists as an open lie, distraction, and challenge to those who are familiar with the rigors of righteous living, and resistance to the temptations of this world, particularly the flesh in all of its debased forms.

Contrast of Life with Scripture

Kitty’s story is a vivid illustration of life without the exercise of wise discernment. One cannot practice discernment if one never opens their eyes to the truth, and yet each and every one of us is born with it. John 1:9 provides . . . that was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world. Kitty’s eyes never opened to the Truth until later in life, only then allowing her to realize her breakthrough. Moreover, John 6:63 clearly states that, It is the Spirit that quickeneth; the flesh profiteth nothing: the words that I speak unto you, they are spirit, and they are life. Kitty’s life was anything but in the Spirit, and if one does not listen to the Spirit of Elohim, who leads us into all Truth, then one does not enter upon the path of life and into His Glory, as He meant for us to live. In short, her life was devoid of the Spirit, with Kitty moving and regulating her life according to her own understanding. This in turn, produced the results as declared by Galatians 6:7-9 that provides, Do not be deceived, Elohim is not mocked. For whatever a man sows, that he also will reap. For he sowing to his flesh will reap corruption from the flesh. But he sowing to the Spirit will reap life everlasting from the Spirit. But we should not lose heart in well-doing, for in due season we shall reap, if we do not faint. Fortunately, Kitty did not allow her hope to faint.

Kitty’s life is not exceptional in the sense of what she has endured; rather, it is exceptional in how Elohim has preserved her despite her pattern and countenance of living a life in the flesh, and on an extreme basis continuously. While the flesh is at war with the Spirit, her eyes were never opened to the truth of Yahushua ha Messiah until much later in life. Hope was her only constant companion, coupled with a genuine attitude of serving to please others, particularly men… who she viewed as candidates for her redemption from her daily existence. One man out of all of them was destined to make her happy; and finding that man in particular became her quest. Redemption simply was not seen, or perceived, by and through the blood of Yahushua the Messiah, until much later.

Kitty’s remarkable story is presented here. Comments regarding her entrance into the Kingdom of Elohim have been deliberately left out so as to allow the reader to draw their own conclusions from the many lessons that seem to have replicated themselves over and over again; and in her final realization of the inherent mistakes in her life, and how to fix them.

Scripture does not change for anyone; it is constant. The author encourages everyone to examine the lessons that are presented through her life, and apply them as they are applicable. Luke 6:46 states: And why call ye me, Master, Lord, and do not the things which I say?

In Luke 2:41-45, we find an account of Mary and Joseph who had left Jerusalem to return home after celebrating the Feast of Passover. When they departed, they did not discover that Yahushua was not with them as they had supposed; this discovery being made a whole day following their departure, and after they had set their own plans in motion. As they sojourned on their journey home, they simply assumed that Yahushua was with them.

Isn’t it interesting today if one were to ask: How many people make that same assumption regarding their own respective lives; regulating them according to their own understanding, and supposing that Yahushua is with them also… because it suits their flesh! Thus, in reading this account of Kitty, despite the repetition of obvious patterns, each of us must also address the progress of his or her own path to Elohim with introspective inquiry, moving out of our respective delusions regarding each of our own fates.

Since all men have fallen short of the Glory of Elohim (Romans 3:23), the reader must remember not to judge Kitty. Yahushua clearly states in John 8:7, . . . He who is among you without sin, let him cast the first stone. Rather, since the Messiah has forgiven her when she accepted Him as her Savior and Redeemer, and has given her entrance into the Kingdom, who is man that he or she should judge her sin?

Discernment is not judgment, however, and we are called to make righteous discernment on an ongoing basis. Therefore, the author calls upon each reader to share in the rewards derived from Kitty’s lessons, so as to further their own respective path into the Glory of Elohim.

. . . The Editor

Introduction…Brief Synoptic Analysis of Events

Kitty was a strikingly beautiful, kindhearted and generous, hard-working professional, who had always longed for love since childhood; an ever present desire that would serve to shape her life in unforeseen ways that she could not have fathomed had she tried. This void in her life created a paradox; Kitty was a shrewd and astute business woman, earning a fortune in the real estate industry in Taiwan, and becoming a self-made multi-millionaire by the age of 22; and one of Taiwan’s most recognized professional elites in the infancy of her career. Despite her professional success, Kitty’s internal struggle for the peace and security that she had dreamed about since she was a toddler was always… elusive, even seemingly impossible.

Thus, the results of her struggles in life reinforced her proclivity to endure hardship by emphasizing her physical accomplishments as a remedy for her internal sorrows; largely brought about by lack of discernment coupled with wisdom, when and where it counted most. In the process, she drifted into a life of outward thought and pursuits, instead of addressing internal issues that would haunt her for years to come.

As a young adult and hopeless romantic, her beauty and her professional success brought her recognition in her hometown and throughout the country, enabling her to travel during those years mixing business with personal quests. Kitty attracted men in the same way that bees flock to honey, but for the wrong reasons, leaving an insatiable void in her heart for that true love that she desired so intensely, but yet had always escaped her.

Given her flair for business and insatiable desire for personal adventure, Kitty has supported charitable organizations, as well as personally assisted those of lesser means surrounding her, wherever she found herself at the moment.

In the midst of her professional exploits, her childhood dream and yearning for love delivered her into the matrimonial arms of a potentially good marriage partner turned bad. Much to her horror, Kitty experienced the bitter frustrations of an abusive marriage filled with acute disappointment, immeasurable lost hope, and mistaken judgment of character. In the midst of this, she gave birth to two children by her husband who would later prove to be a borderline sociopath and nearly psychotic in behavior; and upon their divorce, who refused to let go of her… and her money!

Living a life of flagrant fraud, her husband had kept many secrets, including his ever-increasing, unpaid gambling debts; his regular maintenance of many, many girlfriends, and his deep seated hatred of anything and everything remotely resembling love, honesty, truth, or at the very least… just thoughtful consideration. Each time, Kitty had bailed him out of trouble either financially or physically, mostly the former; yet he declared his recognition and acknowledgement of her assistance only when he needed help or was in danger. She saw that her hard earned money had repeatedly diminished faster than she could bear. Moreover, Kitty grew extremely weary of her plight amid safety concerns for her life and that of her children; finally realizing that she was rehearsing the same scenario over and over again.

Escape, Escape, Escape… ! had become her personal mantra. Although not consciously aware of her destiny, she knew deep in her spirit that there was more to life than a crude existence founded on fear and trembling. Thus, Kitty began to contemplate her options, and made plans to salvage what was left of her life as she knew it. These thoughts she kept to herself while quietly implementing the steps required so that she could leave; this time for good, but unfortunately… alone! Her plans, however, required her to leave her two children in the hands of their demented father and his deceitful parents; all parties consumed with evil of their own making, and who consistently conspired together against her, even to the point of attempting to take her life.

Amongst the extended family, the prize was money and material gain… at any and all expense that life could provide! Through this ordeal, her ex-husband hunted her throughout the country, including the hiring of organized crime figures to monitor her every move; inevitably, they would bring her back to her ex-husband so as to become a piece of meat on a chopping block!

While the results of her professional and personal endeavors lead to ruin at the hands of her ex-husband, her quest for the love of her heart had left her empty; but she never believed that a tragic destiny such as she had encountered albeit repeatedly, was to be her final outcome!

Suffering the psychological and emotional loss of marriage and family that is not unfamiliar to many people, she embarked on a journey of her own to find her one real, true love… somewhere, anywhere… where she would not be beaten or badly treated, betrayed or deceived, or otherwise used as a pawn for personal advantage by some other man.

Finally, Kitty took the leap and courageously embarked on finding her dream of true love elsewhere. Speaking little to no English, and having left with no money or financial resources, friends or relatives to help, nor personal identity, she found her way to the United States… but only to find herself in the chaotic quagmire of the Las Vegas sex industry!

Despite her arrival into another sociopathic cesspool of emptiness… a result of soulish, sexual desire hijacked by the pandering of human flesh, Kitty continued to believe that real love can and does exist despite her life’s experiences, and her newly discovered environment. Thus, armed only with a bright, optimistic attitude and hope in facing her harsh fate, Kitty moved forward towards the fulfillment of her personal mission, and what she knew was in store for anyone who refuses to give up on their respective dreams.

Las Vegas is the entertainment capital of the world, and is also known as Sin City. The city also provides many reasons why some women fall into the dust industry… many of them single mothers… those that work surreptitiously and circumspectly behind shades of darkness. Dust people are those that work in the underground or more specifically, people of the night who work as strip tease dancers, pole and lap dancers, etc., that make money off tips from people that come in from out of town for conventions, tradeshows, and to simply enjoy a 24 hour party atmosphere. Dust people are invisible people; the unknowns, those who fade in and out of other people’s lives to be deliberately forgotten, ignored, and dismissed as having no relevance, regardless of their worth as deemed by man or Elohim. Dust people are those who are used as human aphrodisiacs to appease the sensory appetites of the flesh, resulting in counterfeit levels of soulish and/or sexual gratification. After dust people are no longer of use, they are brushed off… as dust, hence, the term; never to be remembered again, or to be considered of value, in a very true personal or Godly sense; dust having originated from the dirt of the earth. The use of these dust people often serves to create an almost lifeless void in the hearts and minds of both the participating women, and theirs customers alike, as they slide into a bottomless pit of despair and hopelessness; as well as into a spiritual void of their own.

To emphasize this point, many men and women take advantage of their time while in Las Vegas and other cities to fulfill their lustful desires, while they are away from home believing that nobody would discover their lascivious, and frequently illicit sexual activities. Dust people as the Chinese term refers to… are there to accommodate the specific needs and desires of those who are in search of these vices… for a price of course. Once their services are rendered, then the customer is able to brush off their short lived affair like dust off of their clothing, in other words, being rid of the dirt or dust permanently; with the ultimate consequences to these dust women usually being tragic.

Their lack of confidence, fear of contact with social groups, worried about police and law enforcement traps, and other anxieties for their own safety, especially concerns from guests who rend violent treatment towards them, etc.; all serve to hinder them from enjoying a more mainstream life without the associated stress and danger.

The psychological and emotional pressures on these women are very intense, and as they strive to make a living apart from this environment, if they attempt to at all; their lifestyle often entraps them, causing them to return to this world of sex, drugs, money, greed, violence, envy of luxurious living; in short, a galvanized focus on nothing more than immediate gratification. Many become convinced that if they do not return to this profession, should they find a way to escape, then they would have no opportunity to live a better life as they envision it; their eyes having been blinded by the enemy of their souls; albeit, with or without their willingness of thought or purpose.

This book is a declaration, an announcement, and a warning to the unspeakable and fearful individuals hidden in the masses, so as to enable people to understand that masseuses in their succumbing to the temptations of fast and easy money must pay a heavy price. In addition to this goal, Kitty wishes to express her feelings: people, who live a simple and seemingly ordinary, unobtrusive life without glamor, are already in happiness; and to encourage people who are in an ill-fated, low ebb in their respective lives, to persevere in their quest for a bright and optimistic future, the clouds being dispersed to the end for all eternity, and that brilliant sunshine will come if they don’t give up!

. . . The Author, Kiki Forest

Prelude…The Party

Early in the evening of the grand celebration, a slight breeze whimsically blew through the tops of the tall palm trees along the extensive sun-bleached, concrete driveway, lined with solar powered lights all the way to the gate entrance. There, a camera and a talk box had been installed, which gave the impression of order, formal authority, and accountability. As the limo driver announced the arrival of invited guests inside the car, the guard inside promptly checked the list and large white wrought-iron gates slowly opened. Cameras hidden in the tall trees were designed to zero in and focus on the license plates, but remained unseen as the driver continued to find yet another long driveway once again lined with solar powered lights. The two lane road meandered around a handsomely manicured lawn set with aromatic flowers, bushes and trees, a shaded koi pond and a town-hall sized gazebo complete with Jacuzzi and large-palmed fans for press-conferences. A large, fashionable babbling fountain dimly lit with an array of a misty rainbow of colors was positioned near the drive to further add to the ambiance. Set back to the left of the two story villa was a large garage; and connected to it was a hallway of floor-to-ceiling, tinted and bulletproof glass windows leading to another hallway for housekeeping, cooks and maintenance workers that lead into the kitchen. The fresh delegate, aromatic smell of other floras lingered throughout the house that had been placed everywhere, literally in almost every room.

There were six chefs busily preparing for the party while a boxing match was playing low on the 60" television monitor hanging on the wall in the dining section of the kitchen that was set apart from the main dining area. Music channeled into various parts of the villa; into the bedrooms and powder rooms, including the formal conference room and a separate smoking bar. The kitchen itself was roughly the size of a small aircraft hangar. Fresh lobsters were boiling, blenders roaring, the aroma of fresh meats, vegetables, and other culinary delights cooking in their respective combinations of salvary dreamscapes. White aproned chefs ran to and fro, each one consumed with the preparation of their own particular specialized entrees for the evening, and each accompanied with assistants to expedite the process. Other workers, each with walkie-talkies on their belts, or wearing headsets waiting for their own work duties to start once the guests began to arrive, watched the boxing match, enthusiastically exchanging opinions about each of the fighters.

Even the tuxedoed barkeepers and attendants in the backyard who tended three Key West style tiki-bars outside the villa were watching the fight, chatting while polishing champagne glasses to handle 500 or more people. Judging by the sounds of the ‘ooh’s’ and ‘awe’s’ from the men and the expressions on their faces, the ladies lounging by the poolside could tell who was winning and losing the personal bets made on of the contestants. Each of the barkeep supervisors smoked a cigar, while checking his lists and stocks of carefully selected inventory, snatching glances at the various television sets stationed around the grounds, as well.

Get up! Get up! some of them shouted.

As the band practiced in advance, their current audience was the initial group of women lounging while the men’s eyes were glued to the fight! Occasionally, a band member would ask on the microphone, Who’s winning? and somebody watching would shout out the latest update.

There was also parking for the automobiles of those who stayed on; and there were large sheds for various and sundry lawn and pool supplies. To the right, was another large covered parking building setback for Vincent’s toys… his particular collection of rare, classic, and antique cars. Vincent was a car aficionado; Jay Leno had come over one night while in town, and discussed the idea of building this same garage design at his estate over a few casual drinks while sitting by the pool. Within a few months following that visit, the design concept became a reality, having been built the year before. Vincent was quite pleased to show off his possession of toys to anyone who had a similar passion and enthusiasm, and who enjoyed them as much as he did.

A few attendants dressed in white tuxedoes stood at the bottom of the driveway to welcome and open doors of those invited, checking the guest list, making notations, being ready to hand the limo driver a white envelope with Vincent’s initials imprinted on it with a gold seal, welcoming that individual guest to his own personal villa for the birthday party of Mr. Jack, Sr., the father of the King of Pop music star… Mr. Jack. The event was designed and engineered to be exquisitely lavish, generating the impression that no expense was to be spared as far as the guests were concerned, coupled with full media coverage! Vincent specifically desired this party to be the talk of the social elite in Las Vegas, and around the country; the gala affair being held in Vincent’s very own home!

Three steps up the rounded entry to the two story villa were building columns right out of a Greek stage setting, and a brilliant crystal chandelier could be seen shimmering through a high window as you sauntered slowly up the steps. As a finishing touch, Kitty decided to put out a red carpet from the driveway all the way into the marbled foyer.

All the women guests were delighted