Living with Shadows

By Annette Heys

On her first day as a newly qualified teacher in a Category B prison, Kate Stuart meets Michael and is immediately struck by his uncanny resemblance to her son. Michael is shy and unmotivated in class, so Kate encourages him to write about his life prior to his murder conviction. His writing reveals a lifetime of abuse and disillusionment, and this stirs up memories from Kates own life.

When Michael falls into depression and attempts suicide, Kate believes she is to blame for asking him to revisit his past. On his return to class after a stay in hospital, Michael continues to write, but Kate soon realises that the now sexually explicit content of his letters is intended to arouse her. Her obsession with the young prisoners welfare makes her oblivious to what is happening closer to homeher sons drug addiction and husbands affair.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse UK
• Release date: Aug 1, 2012
• ISBN: 9781477218099

Annette Heys

Author Annette Heys has been writing for over thirty years and has had several short stories and poems published in anthologies and magazines. She has a BA in literature and philosophy and an MA in modern literary studies and has taught English and creative writing in prisons and colleges. Annette lives in Lancashire, England, and is married with three grown-up children.

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Living with

Shadows

Annette Heys

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Keys rattling in the grey steel door focused Kate’s attention. Twenty minutes had passed, broken only by the faint rustle of paper from the security office and the nervous rumbling of her stomach. And now at last the door swung open to reveal a diminutive man with cherubic features.

‘Education?’

‘That’s me.’ Her voice sounded hollow against the cheerful greeting she had practised in her head. Jumping to her feet she looked again into the low glass cabinet where a variety of crudely fashioned weapons lay, a subtle warning to all who entered this bleak establishment. Her insides lurched at the sight.

After a brief introduction, she picked up her case and followed Bill briskly along lifeless corridors. They passed through a series of metal doors that yielded to the swift turn of a key, its fellows jangling with each revolution. Kate’s eyes attended the silver chain which hung down from the bunch of keys in his hand and looped back up to a black leather pouch on his belt. She watched it swing back and forth against his trouser leg with each quick stride, her fear suppressed by its rhythmic motion.

When the final door opened, they were accosted by the smell of stale sweat mingled with disinfectant from recently mopped floors. A wide flight of stone steps faced them. Bill grabbed the metal rail and climbed them two at a time. He reached the top ahead of her, pushed open a door, and waited. Sitting behind a desk immediately outside the room, a prison officer looked up from his newspaper and watched as she hurried past.

Bill moved to one side and pushed the door back against the wall. ‘This is the staff room. No one here yet.’ She squeezed past him into a small rectangular room. ‘Help yourself to a brew while I finish my prep. T’lads won’t be up for another half hour.’ He indicated a sink crammed with an assortment of unwashed crockery.

Kate picked up a pan scrub and attacked the inside of one of the least stained mugs. Reaching for the kettle, she glanced out of the window. Below, in a square courtyard, a dozen or so men in pairs or alone, paced round and round. One man jogged, weaving inconspicuously between them. A black guy with long dreadlocks and the physique of a panther occasionally dropped to the floor and performed several press-ups before resuming his pacing. Some walked in silence, their heads bowed towards the concrete path, while others chatted to the person next to him between long drags on cigarettes. Beyond this enclosed area, green lawns stretched out into open space, but not free space, for this was fenced all around by steel mesh topped with razor wire.

‘Hello.’ Kate turned quickly as if caught in the act of something slightly wicked. A small, bearded man, fiftyish, flopped into a seat and began to sort through papers. ‘You’re watching the circus.’

‘They look pretty ordinary . . . just walking around out there.’

‘Ordinary? That lot are extraordinary. That’s why they’re here. Don’t ever think they’re ordinary or you won’t last two minutes. I’m Gordon, by the way.’ He walked across and stuck out his hand.

‘Kate . . . Kate Stuart.’ A plume of steam rose from the kettle and spread across the window obliterating her view. She wished she herself could be as easily obscured.

No sooner had she sat down with her drink than two women entered the room in conversation with a tall, thin man. Apart from a perfunctory glance towards her, they continued to chat amongst themselves. Gordon was quick to note the oversight. ‘This is Kate, everyone.’ He quickly introduced her to each of the staff.

Jean, a small woman with wavy blonde hair and generous hips, regarded her with a frank look, ‘Have you worked in a prison before?’

‘No, in fact this is my first teaching appointment.’

Jean raised her eyebrows but it was John, the tall man, who jumped in with a piece of advice, ‘Don’t take any nonsense from them. They might try it on once they find out you’re new. Just remember not to tell them anything about yourself, and if they ask you to do anything for them, check with someone first. Had your security talk yet?’

‘I had a brief chat with someone in education at my interview.’ A look passed between them and Kate felt she was enduring some sort of test devised to catch her out.

Once again, John spoke up. ‘Don’t worry; you should get the full works in a couple of weeks. ‘Till then, if you’re not sure about anything, just ask. Better safe than sorry.’

Cathy peered at her over half-moon glasses as if trying to work out whether she was the right material. ‘If you just keep in mind where you are, you should be OK.’ Cathy had been there nine years—a longer stretch than most convicts, Kate thought.

‘Provided you’re not too worried about the company you keep,’ quipped Gordon. ‘We have quite a mixed clientele in here.’

Bill came back into the room and greeted everyone before taking a seat in the corner. There was a familiarity to their conversation that was alien to an outsider. It made Kate feel every bit the newcomer, trying to smile in the right places but finding nothing to say. After a short discussion about inmates, the conversation turned to the weekend. Their voices became indistinct as she looked at their battered briefcases and then at her own, the newness of it telling its own story. Her stomach churned and she decided to pay a visit to the lavatory before the lessons started. She managed to attract Jean’s attention who nodded towards a door at the end of the staff room. It seemed embarrassingly close to where everyone was seated.

Their voices were still audible as she closed the door behind her. An empty toilet roll sat in the holder and she searched around for a spare. There wasn’t one. Bugger, she thought, as the aching in her bowels intensified. And then the warning shout, ‘They’re on their way up.’

‘Blast and bugger!’ She dashed outside to find everyone scooping up their folders and heading for the door, except for Cathy who was feverishly rummaging through her bag. Kate leaned over her and asked quietly where she might find some toilet paper. It seemed Cathy was far too occupied to concern herself with toilet paper as she continued her search, muttering to herself, ‘Where the hell have I put my whiteboard marker?’

Clearly, her loss was greater than Kate’s. She looked at the clock. 8.45 a.m. Classes finished at 11.30. She realised she would have to wait until after the lesson. Her sphincter tightened at the ordeal before her as she went out of the staff room into unknown territory.

The corridor was now thick with prisoners either making their way to classrooms or waiting to be frisked by a couple of officers who greeted them at the top of the stairs. Kate felt ridiculously small as she weaved her way through the men, the majority head and shoulders above her. That narrow passage was claustrophobic to her and the sense of relief when she walked into the empty classroom was like coming up for air.

She placed her briefcase on the floor beside her, sidled into a chair behind the desk and opened the register. Eight names leapt out at her in bold, black ink. She straightened her back and looked around the room. Eleven tables placed end to end formed a half square. Soon they would be occupied by prisoners bearing these names.

Through the open door she could see men passing by in their striped shirts and navy trousers, honed bodies without an ounce of spare fat on them. The absence of beer and junk food most likely contributed to their healthy looking torsos, but their pasty faces gave testimony to a lack of sunlight. Kate wondered how it might feel to be locked inside for years on end and decided she would rather be dead.

Realising her posture had descended into a slump, she decided she might appear more authoritative if she stood in front of the desk. A quick move had her standing with her buttocks firmly pressed against the solidness of its frame. It took only a few seconds for her to feel overtly conspicuous and she dashed back behind the desk, straightened up and clasped her hands in front of her.

The first students arrived and she noticed that they came into the room individually and made directly to a particular place without looking around them. From the determined way they entered the room and pulled out their chairs, she imagined they would not be challenged for that place. It seemed to her that the limited space they were allowed to occupy, whether outside in the courtyard or here in the classroom was regarded as their own.

She remembered her teacher training and wondered if this behaviour was so unusual; perhaps she just expected them to be territorial because of where they were. Like these prisoners her peers would gravitate to the same seat every lesson. After a few days the tutor asked them to move around so they would have to sit with somebody new each time. He disrupted their sense of security by making them interact with everyone, not just the people they felt comfortable with. As she cast her eyes over these students, she didn’t think she would follow his example.

She also noticed that no two prisoners sat next to each other. Kate imagined that to sit next to someone meant there would have to be some sort of friendship or trust between them. With these people, it wasn’t likely there would be much of either.

Waiting for the class to fill up was anathema to her. The furtive looks from those who had already taken their places, the hush in the classroom contrasting with the noise outside the door and her own real sense of presence induced a feeling of nausea and short of dashing from the room, there was nothing she could do about it.

When there was no more movement on the corridor and most seats were taken, Kate checked the register against the number of students to make sure everyone was present before introducing herself.

She got to her feet and placed both hands on the table. ‘Hi, I’m Kate Stuart, your new tutor.’ There was a slight tremor in her voice and she swallowed hard trying to regain composure, hoping no one had noticed. ‘I see you have your folders with you, so if you can be getting on with your work, I’ll come round and speak to you individually.’ Obediently, they opened their folders and she breathed a sigh of relief.

As she made her way around the classroom, chatting easily to each prisoner, her expectations of unruly behaviour diminished. They seemed keen to learn. Whether it was a desire to learn to read, write letters home or gain a qualification, they all seemed genuinely interested in their goals.

At break the students went out for a smoke but Kate stayed in the classroom reading through their learning plans. She looked up to find a group of men sitting casually around one of the tables, several of whom were not from her class. Though they saw her watching, they chose to ignore her and continued their conversation. Her sense of unease returned but she knew she would have to ask them to leave. As she approached, they gradually ceased talking. One of them, a dark haired youth with a closely trimmed beard looked up. For a moment she was thrown off guard by the uncanny resemblance to her son, some years older maybe, but the same colouring, dark hair, blue eyes, handsome.

‘Are you the new tutor for this class?’ He leaned back in his chair as if to get a better look at her.

‘Yes I am.’ Kate held his gaze. ‘What are you doing in here?’

‘I’m in for murder.’ He looked intently at her as if waiting for some reaction. Kate wondered if he’d deliberately misinterpreted her question. She felt the attention of the others on her. Some were grinning, eyes darting from him to her, looking for any trace of fear in her. A new tutor must be quite entertaining, she thought, especially a female one. She felt this was a test, one she knew she had to pass if she was to earn their respect.

‘I meant what are you doing in this class? You shouldn’t be here, should you?’

The chair legs thumped down hard as he swung forward. ‘The screws don’t bother when we’re on our break. What do you teach?’

‘Literacy.’ She noticed the group of men had lost interest. This obviously wasn’t exciting enough for them. She realised it could have been, but the bearded youth decided to be pleasant.

Her students drifted back into the classroom and Kate addressed the intruders casually but firmly, ‘Right lads, you’d better get back to your classes.’

Slowly they eased themselves off the desks and chairs and made towards the door. The inquisitive one smiled as he passed. Kate watched him leave, wondering at the fact he was a murderer; he looked so vulnerable himself. And there was something else. She was sure he hadn’t intended to shock her, or show off in front of the others when he told her his crime. It was as if he was trying to find out how she perceived him, whether or not she should despise him for what he’d done. But what she felt was pity; even though his crime was terrible, she pitied him, because she knew in those few moments, he despised himself.

It seemed no time at all before the bell rang for the end of class. The students pushed their morning’s work into their folders and stole quietly out of the room in the same manner they had entered. Kate packed away her things and looked around the empty class at the desks and chairs that only a few moments ago had accommodated some of the most hardened criminals in Britain. In spite of her initial fear, it hadn’t been such a terrible experience as she had imagined. Only one incident dominated her mind, the young man who blatantly told her his crime. Though their meeting was brief, there was something about him that intrigued her. It wasn’t just because of his remarkable likeness to her son. It was as though there was a kind of empathy between them, something that he, too, had recognised. She told herself it was madness but there was no denying he’d stirred something inside her.

Outside, she breathed in the fresh air. The sound of keys rattling in locks still lingered in her ears but as she strode across the car park she felt a sense of freedom far greater than she’d ever felt before.

The ache in her bowels had gone.

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It felt good to be back in familiar surroundings. Even the feted smell of the dog as Kate walked into the kitchen seemed less offensive than usual. It had been a tiring morning. Her own anxiety was to blame, for the actual teaching had been as normal as could be expected of any classroom environment, she supposed.

Most of her peers had chosen to work in colleges of further education but she had chosen a prison. She had always had a leaning towards things slightly taboo. It was more to do with having an inquisitive nature than simply wanting to pry, something in her she couldn’t help. As a child, it often got her into trouble. Her adventurous spirit had been irksome to her mother. ‘Kate’s forever interfering in things she shouldn’t’ she would complain.

And, of course, her interest went much further than simply wondering what lay behind the high prison walls, the strong iron gates that held fast the beasts of society. She wondered about their minds. What made them so different? At what stage in their lives did they begin their life of crime? What of nature versus nurture? Didn’t some psychologist once respond to the question, ‘Which contributes more to personality, nature or nurture?’ with ‘Which contributes more to the area of a rectangle, its length or its width?’ She could never get her head around those questions which posited a one or the other response. To her, nothing was ever black or white, especially in this day and age where boundaries were so much more blurred than they used to be.

She flung her bag down by the door and contemplated making herself some lunch, though her appetite was scant. On the worktop was a message from Jim saying he’d be late home as he’d gone to price up a job after work.

His business was thriving just now, a contrast to the penny-pinching days of twelve months ago when Jim was out of work. Things were desperate then. Her college grant and Jim’s benefits were hardly enough to live on. When he decided to start up his own business, she was sceptical, especially when he said it would mean re-mortgaging the house, yet it seemed the only way out of the financial crisis they were heading for. Jim had supported her through college, and now it was his chance. It had proved a good move and although they didn’t see much of each other, things were finally beginning to turn around.

She pulled open the fridge door but before she had time to consider what to eat, the doorbell rang accompanied by three ear splitting barks from Jade. Kate glanced at herself in the hall mirror as she passed and quickly fluffed up her hair with her fingertips.

‘Ben, what brings you here?’ she asked, delighted by this unexpected visit from her son.

‘The 11.15 train from Leeds,’ his grin broadening as he stepped into the hall.

Kate gave him a hug. ‘That’s the second time I’ve been misinterpreted today.’ Ben cocked his head to one side and frowned at her. ‘I was just about to have lunch. Fancy something?’

‘You’re OK thanks, Mum. I had a burger at the station.’

‘Tea then? I wasn’t really hungry anyway.’

‘Have you got a beer? Travelling doesn’t half give you a thirst.’

Kate laughed at his cheek and he followed her into the kitchen where she took one of Jim’s cans from the fridge. ‘So how come you’re here on a Monday afternoon?’ The unmistakable hiss of a split ring-tab sounded behind her and she filled the kettle before reaching for a glass.

‘Don’t worry, saves on the washing up.’ She turned to find Ben already swigging from the can and shook her head in mock disapproval. ‘Not sure how to tell you.’ He leaned against the worktop, arm outstretched, his long fingers wrapped tightly around his drink, making a barrier between them.

Kate threw a teabag from the caddy into her cup, poured in the boiling water and watched it swirl around before stabbing at it with a teaspoon. ‘Try me,’ she said, quietly.

‘Marianne and me . . . well, we’ve decided to split up.’

Kate remained silent for a moment as she squeezed out the teabag on the side of her cup. ‘Are you sure it’s a joint decision, Ben?’

‘What’s that supposed to mean?’ He drew his arm away and took a step back.

Was that aggression in his voice, surprise, or what? It threw her off guard and she wished she’d waited to hear him out. But it was too late. She would have to go on. ‘It’s just something she said . . . at Christmas, when we last saw you both.’

‘What did she say,—what could she say except we haven’t been getting on recently?’

Kate turned and looked him full in the face. He stared back but she was not convinced by his puzzled expression; was it fear she detected behind his eyes? Her old worries re-surfaced. ‘She just wondered what you did with your money, that’s all. Ben, if you haven’t been paying your way . . .’

‘But I have, of course I have. You know what it’s like, bills and stuff. OK, I have the odd night out, but doesn’t everyone? What would be the point if you can’t enjoy yourself once in a while?’ He felt in his pocket and pulled out a packet of cigarettes. ‘You know, Marianne has such high expectations. Just because her parents are well off, she expects me to give her the same lifestyle.’

Kate knew that wasn’t true. If anything, Marianne had always seemed quite thrifty, except when it came to Ben. The watch she’d bought him at Christmas must have cost several hundred pounds. It was easy to imagine how she had come to spend that much on him. He would have told her which designer watch he liked and then feigned surprise at the cost and told her she mustn’t buy it. But she wouldn’t want to disappoint him by buying something inferior. Seeing his delight on opening his present would take care of the extravagance.

Kate looked her son up and down. His clothes didn’t look particularly new and his trainers had seen better days whereas Marianne was always well turned out. She suddenly felt she was being slightly unfair to Ben. Whatever had happened between them was no business of hers and she mustn’t take sides. ‘Well, I’m sorry to hear it, Ben. You know how much I like Marianne but . . . are you sure it’s over?’

‘Yes, Mum, I’m sure.’ He twirled the can around before taking another swig and then took a long drag on his cigarette.

‘What about the flat?’

‘Marianne says she’ll move out.’

‘But you can’t afford it on your own, can you?’

‘Just about.’ He shook the can, squashed it in his hand and threw it into the bin.

‘Sounds like you’ll have to forego even the odd night out to me,’ Kate couldn’t resist telling him.

‘So be it. Look, Mum, I can’t make someone stay with me if they don’t want to.’

‘Then it is Marianne’s decision.’

‘What is this, the Spanish Inquisition? I came to let you know what’s going on. It isn’t easy for me, you know. I mean I do still have feelings for her.’ He went to the fridge and took out another can. Kate was about to say something but stopped herself. Ben couldn’t handle too much confrontation and it was obvious he was upset. If it was her decision he was bound to feel bad about it.

‘Why don’t you stay for dinner? I’m not sure what time Jim will be home but we needn’t wait. How does spag.bol. sound?’

‘OK, great. There’s just one other thing . . . I need a favour.’

‘Oh?’

‘I have to pay Marianne’s deposit on another place.’

‘And you’ve no money.’

‘I’ve worked everything out. We get a rise in a couple of months so I can start paying you back as soon as it comes through.’

‘How much?’

‘She’s seen a place she really likes but needs to put a thousand down before the end of next week or she might lose it.’

Kate turned and looked out of the window. She rested her elbows on the worktop and held her tea with both hands but she didn’t really see anything on the outside. A thousand pounds, just like that, yet what was the alternative? Come back home? No, that wouldn’t be an option. ‘When do you need it?’

‘Is it possible to have it today? Only it will have to be cash. A cheque will take too long to clear.’

She felt irritated. The pleasure at seeing him had all but gone. All she was aware of was the vast amount of money she was about to hand over to him on the strength of his story. There was nothing to back it up. It was all out of the blue. He certainly didn’t seem embarrassed about asking for it. Had he simply forgotten what had gone on before? She looked hard into his eyes. ‘I do want it back, Ben.’

‘Oh, course. I said, didn’t I, just as soon as I get my pay rise. You don’t know what a worry it is off my mind. Thanks, Mum.’

Kate picked up the dishcloth and wiped it over the worktop, though there wasn’t so much as a crumb on it. She didn’t want him to see the tears in her eyes or to detect the worry he’d just shifted from himself onto her.

They drove the short journey into town in silence. Kate couldn’t quite believe what she was doing but the wheels were in motion and she wouldn’t renege on her decision. There was no point in saying anything more about it. Once she’d handed the money over, perhaps she would feel better because then the unsavoury part of it would be behind her and they could behave naturally with one another again.

Ben stood outside the building society smoking while Kate went inside. She handed over her book and made her request. The whole transaction took no more than a couple of minutes. The cashier smiled at her as she handed over the money and asked if there was anything more she could do for her. Kate shook her head, took the wad of notes and walked straight out.

As soon as he saw her, Ben stubbed his cigarette out on the floor. Kate handed him the notes and watched him stuff them into his inside coat pocket.

‘Thanks a lot, Mum. Look, I’ve been thinking . . . do you mind if I take a rain check on dinner, only I’d like to give this to Marianne right away.’

‘Can’t you ring her . . . tell her she’ll have it later?’

‘She’s changed her mobile, and I don’t have her new number.’

‘But why . . . ?’

‘Sorry, Mum, I’ll have to dash. I’ll just about catch the 4.30 back home.’ He kissed her lightly on the cheek and sprinted off up the road.

Though the street was busy, Kate felt utterly alone. She carefully placed the small blue book into her handbag, its depleted balance praying on her mind. As she walked back to the car, a weariness came over her that was dreadful in its familiarity. She remembered their turbulent existence when Ben lived at home. Since he had moved to Leeds with Marianne, Kate hadn’t seen him more than once or twice a year. She felt she hardly knew him anymore; it was as though he was a stranger to her.

Aside from all these memories, what worried her more than anything was the thought of being unable to share any of this with Jim.

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Kate had barely slept more than a couple of hours all night. She now lay in the soft glow of the bedside lamp staring at the curtains, conjuring up grotesque faces of people or animals in the busy pattern. Anything was better than allowing her mind to wander back to the previous day’s events but still they thrust their way in. As if work hadn’t been stressful enough, there was now the added pressure of Ben’s problems, and not for the first time. Jim would be furious if he knew. To deceive him in any way was despicable to her. One thing they had both strongly agreed about when they first met was the importance of trust in a relationship. Without trust there was little hope of happiness. Yet Ben was her son; it was her duty to help him wasn’t it? And the money was hers. It had nothing to do with Jim. These thoughts went some way to appeasing her conscience but the fact she hadn’t told him would not allow her total peace of mind over her actions.

At the sound of footsteps on the stairs, Kate sat up and reached across for another pillow. She was struggling to arrange it behind her as Jim walked into the room.

‘Here’s your tea, though I wasn’t sure whether you’d prefer a beer.’ Placing the cup on the bedside table, he sat down on the edge of the divan and turned to look at her.

‘What?’ For a moment she thought he knew something and for a split second she was overcome with guilt.

‘In the bin . . . two empty cans; one of them looks as if you had it in for someone. Only you don’t usually drink beer.’

‘I know, but . . . well, you weren’t home and I was feeling a bit jaded.’

‘Hey, I’m not criticising.’ He pulled her towards him and held her close to his chest. ‘Poor love. You were asleep when I got in. Was it really that bad?’

‘I don’t suppose so. It was just such a relief to get the first day over with.’

‘Why you chose to work in a prison I’ll never know, but you don’t have to stick it out if you don’t like it. I’m sure you’d soon get a job in a college.’

She pulled away from him and reached for her tea. ‘It’s OK,—really.’

Jim looked at her for a moment and then reached across to brush away the hair that half covered her face. She quickly dipped her head down towards her cup and took a sip. ‘Right, best be off, I’ve a busy day ahead.’ He stooped and kissed her lightly on the forehead before leaving.

Kate lay still and listened to the front door closing behind him, the sputter of the engine as he started the van and the accelerating revs as he pulled away up the road. She hadn’t been sleeping when he came home last night. She’d been praying. During the three years Ben and Marianne had been together, her life had been fairly stress free. What was a few years of studying compared to the constant disruptions of an errant child? But ‘child’ was pushing it. He was, what, twenty years old when it started,—well past the stroppy adolescent stage. All that anger and frustration; where had it come from and why had it materialised at that stage in his life? He’d never been any trouble as a child or teenager. Jim had been patient but towards the end his patience had worn thin. If he hadn’t met Marianne when he did, Ben would have been thrown out. His antics had pushed their marriage to its limits but Marianne had been their saviour, and Ben’s. So what was she thinking by keeping Jim in the dark?

Deception had come all too easily to her. She had fobbed him off and he didn’t suspect a thing, had even shown compassion over her supposed awful first day at work. She flung back the duvet and slipped out of bed. Already she was pushing this matter to the back of her mind and thinking about the day ahead. What was done was done. She would let things ride, for the time being at least.

As she walked towards the gates, Kate saw John ahead of her. She soon caught up with him and they entered prison together. The huge iron gate slid to one side letting them into a windowless square space. Once the gate had closed behind them, another opened in front and they stepped out into the waiting room. The officer at the desk nudged one of his colleagues and called out jovially, ‘Here they are,—the folk who live off immoral earnings.’

Kate looked at John who was quick to respond. ‘It beats sitting around all day struggling with The Sun crossword.’ He winked at her, took his keys from his belt and opened the first door. They slipped through into the corridor.

‘I take