Jee Sun Kim
By Ariel Star
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Ariel Star
Autobiography of Jee Sun Kim. Adopted at the age of 2 from Seoul South Korea. This book describles my struggles with Bipolar/Schizophrenia. Currently pregnant and off my medications, which is a total leap of faith since I have been institutionalized about 5 times in the past 3 years.
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Jee Sun Kim - Ariel Star
Contents
High School
College
PPL
My time with Tom
My time in the mental institution
Some psychotic experiences
Living with Mom and Dad
The time I almost died
Living with My sister
Chaos during my early months of pregnancy
Journal Entries
Surprise!
Memories
Work history
Once upon a time
Ghost Stories
I was born in Seoul, South Korea. I was adopted when I was two years old. My Korean name was Jee Sun Kim.
I was diagnosed with Nervous Breakdown, Bipolar Disorder and Paranoid Schizophrenia in that order. I have been in and out of mental institutions at least 5 times in the past 2 years. I earned a Bachelors degree in Computer Engineering September 4th 2004.
Today is Friday, August 05, 2011. I am 18 weeks pregnant and 30 years old. It is my first baby and the first time I ever got pregnant. I was inspired to write this book because of Karen Arnold, Sam Williams and my baby.
After walking outside in my bra, underwear and winter coat, Karen said, You could write a book about your life.
I never really thought about it until Sam told me the same thing when I moved into my very first apartment. His eyes were bulging out of his head because he was so serious about it.
The psyche meds will deform the baby. I have stopped taking them. I was taking Ambilify, Depokote, and Lithium. Surprisingly, I am doing okay without them. I am taking a giant leap of faith. Everyone in my life told me to get an abortion. I am really scared that I am going to flip out without my medication. Part of me believes these diagnoses are bullshit and there is nothing wrong with me. Part of me thinks, what if it is true.
This book will not be organized in chronological order. You will experience my thoughts as they come to me. Consider this book as a compilation of short stories. The short stories could be memories, a journal entry, my thoughts, feelings, reactions or an experience.
High School
I had a good high school experience. I excelled in cheerleading and could have gone to the super bowl to perform in its halftime show. My secret was I had a big mirror at my house. I used to practice the cheers in front of the mirror. I played the clarinet in the band from 4th grade thru 11th grade, played soccer, and was on the bowling league. I was nominated for prom queen, homecoming queen and was rewarded with the one with the most school spirit
award. Well, it made my head big and that was my first mistake.
The bible says, Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall.
My first boyfriend Tom once told me, the higher you go, the harder you fall.
It is true.
College
After high school I decided to go to Drexel University for Computer Engineering. My mom inspired me to go into the computer field. She is smart. I was curious about the word ‘engineering’. I didn’t know what it meant. I knew it had to do with math and science. I was really good at math and science was interesting.
I cheated in College. My friend Peter helped me a lot with coding (C++ and Java). I still failed and had to take the night class. Luckily, that class really held your hand through it. I passed it and enjoyed the class. I believe the class was called Data Structures. Anyway, I could do all the other classes on my own but I really struggled with the computer languages.
My degree taught me two things. One, I can do almost anything if I put my mind to it. Two, it taught me that some people in your life don’t care to see you succeed. While going to college and after I graduated, I would get little comments about my efforts to succeed. The comments confused me at first. Now that I am older I have a better understanding of it all.
I remember being at some family gathering. My aunt Lori asked me, Are you happy?
I was naïve and didn’t understand her intentions of the question. I think she was