I've Been Watching You: The South Louisiana Serial Killer

By Susan D. Mustafa, Tony Clayton and Sue Israel

Rigor mortis had set in by the time police arrived, Special Prosecutor Tony Clayton told the jury, watching their eyes as they viewed the photograph of the bloodied arm of Geralyn Barr DeSoto. Geralyns clenched fist, frozen in death away from her body, held her secret. Geralyn was trying to tell us something. She was telling us how hard she fought. She was telling us who her killer is. Right here, she said. Right here I have the killer. Just open my hand. Just open my hand, and youll know who did it to me.

Two months later:

Charlotte Murray Pace fought from one room of that apartment to the other, Prosecutor John Sinquefield told jurors as they blinked tears away. She clawed, she hit, she fought. As her young, strong heart pumped its last blood out of the holes he cut out of her, she fought. And in the fight, he took her life, her body. But he could not take her honor. She preserved her honor by the way she lived and the way she died. That fight is not over, ladies and gentlemen of the jury. Charlotte Murray Pace has brought her fight to you.

These crimes are vividly depicted in this first comprehensive book about Derrick Todd Lee. Ive Been Watching YouThe South Louisiana Serial Killer dramatically tells the story of Lees life and follows the timeline of his reign of terror over South Louisiana. Readers will become intimately acquainted with the seven victims who have been linked to Lee by DNA, along with the frustrated investigators who could not catch this diabolical killer. This recounting also details the murders of ten other women who were not connected by DNA, but whom these authors believe should be included on the list of Lees victims due to strong circumstantial evidence.

There are many unanswered questions regarding these series of killings. How did Lee find his victims, and why did he choose them? Why didnt the Multi-Agency Homicide Task Force believe he was the killer when his name was brought repeatedly to its attention? What evil possessed him to rape and murder so many women? All of these questions are answered as Ive Been Watching You journeys for more than a decade through the small towns and swamps of South Louisiana to create a graphic accounting of Lees vicious rapes and homicides.

Ive Been Watching You vividly paints the portrait of this monster and the beautiful women who died as a result of his twisted compulsion to kill.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jan 25, 2006
• ISBN: 9781467811026

Susan D. Mustafa

Susan D. Mustafa is the executive editor of Southeast News in Baton Rouge, Louisiana. She is the award-winning co-author of No Such Thing as Impossible—From Adversity to Triumph, written with Jairo Álvarez Botero, and a freelance journalist for a variety of magazines throughout the South.

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I’ve Been

Watching You

The South Louisiana Serial Killer

Susan D. Mustafa

and

Special Prosecutor Tony Clayton

with Sue Israel

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© 2006 Susan D. Mustafa and Special Prosecutor Tony

Clayton with Sue Israel. All Rights Reserved.

No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.

First published by AuthorHouse 6/12/2006

ISBN: 1-4259-1327-X (sc)

ISBN: 1-4259-1326-1 (dj)

ISBN: 978-1-4678-1102-6 (ebk)

Printed in the United States of America

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So expertly written and reported…It scared the bejesus out of me!

–Alanna Nash, author of The Colonel: The Extraordinary Story of Colonel Tom Parker and Elvis Presley

"I’ve Been Watching You is just as ominous as the title sounds. It takes us into the mentally bizarre world of a real serial killer as he stalks and defiles beautiful and talented women whom he hates for being too good for him. While clearly sympathetic with the victims, the authors are never preachy or academic in their account of the long and frustrating hunt that finally brought him to justice. With its combination of first-rate reporting on actual police procedures and its novelistic eye for detail, this story is a healthy antidote to the unrealistically infallible CSI school of crime solving."

–Edward Morris, reviewer for BookPage and ForeWord magazines

"If you were at all affected by the terror Derrick Todd Lee brought to our beautiful city and lives, this book is a must read. The authors do not waste your time and do not waste words. I’ve Been Watching You does not just tell you the story, but takes you on the journey.

Derrick Todd Lee will go down in history as one of the most difficult serial killers to catch, much less profile. This book lays all of that on the table for you. There were certain parts I read without breathing."

–Jodi Carson, Clear Channel Radio, 96.1 The River

Mustafa invited horror into her home, looked it in the eye and squashed it with a creative energy used to produce a book that touches the soul.

–Dave Moormann, Southeast News

"Mustafa’s journalism background shines in this true crime book as she answers the questions for readers before they must ask. She tells the story as if she hovered overhead while it was happening, helpless as we all were to stop it. It was obvious that Mustafa walked the steps of the killer and the victims. With descriptions that could map the area, Mustafa draws pictures with her words of the terror, the crime scenes and the aftermath of each murder while keeping the victims in mind. The book holds readers by capturing their hearts, truly allowing them to know the victims and their family members. Mustafa showed that these women were wives, mothers, daughters, friends, aunts and pillars of the community in which they lived – and died.

Two other authors contributed their expertise to the book so much that they share the front cover with Mustafa. Tony Clayton, who supplied the insight and tactics used to convict Lee of murdering Geralyn DeSoto, was the special prosecutor in the case of the same. And Sue Israel brought 20 years of writing and editing experience to the book. Together, this dream team created a piece of history, detailing the horror that trapped Louisiana women for months, and unbeknownst to them, years on end. This chilling sequence of events will have women locking their doors and looking around corners for days upon its completion.

—Amber Reetz Narro, Ph.D., University of Louisiana at Lafayette

Contents

Genesis

Connie Lynn Warner

The Cemetery

Derrick Todd Lee

Randi Mebruer

David McDavid

Derrick Todd Lee—The 1990s

Collette Walker

Dannie Mixon

Gina Wilson Green

Geralyn Barr DeSoto

Darren DeSoto

Christine Moore

Charlotte Murray Pace

Eugenie Boisfontaine

Diane Alexander

Pamela Piglia Kinamore

Lynne Marino

Multi-Agency Homicide Task Force

Serial Killers

Sean Vincent Gillis

Trineisha Dené Colomb

Mari Ann Fowler

Carrie Lynn Yoder

An Unexpected Twist

Dannie Mixon: The Swabbing

Derrick Todd Lee—On the Run

A Wanted Man

Captured!

The Interrogation

The Aftermath

Tony Clayton

The Trial for Life

Geralyn’s Abuser and Her Killer

The Final Days

Life For a Life

The Trial for Death

Eight Days in Hell

No Defense

In Closing

The Jury Deliberates

Eye for an Eye

Death Row

Revelations

Authors’ Note

About the Authors:

For the victims

Genesis

On November 5, 1968, deep in the heart of bayou country, a monster was born.

Connie Lynn Warner

In late summer 1992, Louisiana residents were busily preparing for Hurricane Andrew, which had come through Florida and into the Gulf of Mexico only a few days before. There’s nothing that can raise tensions in the middle of a humid Louisiana summer faster than a strong approaching hurricane, and residents of Baton Rouge and its suburbs hurried to stock up on last minute supplies—water, gasoline, non-perishables, and plywood and tape to protect vulnerable windows. Andrew had carved a destructive path over the Bahamas and through the lower parts of Florida and was lurking in the gulf, carefully choosing its next victims.

The townspeople in Zachary, a small town about fourteen miles northeast of Baton Rouge, were not as concerned as those who lived in lower lying areas closer to the coastlines.

Connie Lynn Warner was a bit concerned, though not about the hurricane. She was worried about the black man she had seen peeping into the windows of her home in Oak Shadows subdivision. Connie had made a report to the police and had not seen the man since, but still, she worried.

Connie had moved to the subdivision only four years before, attracted to the pretty rows of starter homes that lined the streets of the neighborhood—streets named Job and Saul and Eli, Leviticus and Numbers, their names taken from the Bible. Connie lived on Job Avenue, on the corner, in a pretty pale brick home with a single carport and large yard. A privacy fence ran along the back edge of her property, separating her home from the backyards of those on the next street.

After many years of living with her parents, Jack and Betty Brooks, Connie was excited that she was finally making it on her own. She had divorced her husband when her daughter, Tracy, was only a baby. Zachary was the perfect place to raise the child around whom Connie had built her world.

In 1992, Zachary was much smaller than it is today, quiet and charming with old family homes situated on large properties in neighborhoods that lined country roads. There were not many commercial structures to be found beyond the town’s small business sector. The Zachary Police Department sat amidst a few businesses on the main road in the center of town. As Baton Rouge experienced the exodus of many middle- to high-income families searching for better schools in which to educate their children, the town experienced a boom, and construction accelerated. But in August of 1992, Zachary still retained its small town appeal, complete with low crime rates and friendly neighbors who enjoyed easy accessibility to Baton Rouge when things became too monotonous.

Connie was unaware that the safe neighborhood filled with other single mothers and families just starting out had already become fodder for a man who lived just down Highway 964 in St. Francisville, a man who liked to watch light-skinned women with dark hair.

Oak Shadows subdivision runs alongside Azalea Rest Cemetery, whose majestic oaks proudly cast shadows over the edge of the subdivision when the sun is positioned in the west. With huge roots sprawling above ground, these expansive oaks also provide shade for those buried in rows beneath their branches. Flowers and toys surround graves whose markers denote timelines back through the 1800s. While the dead peacefully rested, young mothers in Oak Shadows subdivision hurried about their lives in blissful ignorance of the danger that lurked in the shadows of the cemetery.

Connie couldn’t have been happier when she bought her home. Finally, she had a place where she and Tracy could build a life. That accomplishment had been difficult. She had gone into her marriage with high hopes, only to find herself alone with a child to raise. She had gotten a job with the Louisiana Department of Health and Hospitals as an accountant but was laid off shortly after she moved into Oak Shadows because she didn’t have a college degree. Upset by this setback, Connie once again enlisted her parents’ help, and they agreed to take care of her bills while she concentrated on earning her degree. In 1990, Connie graduated from Southeastern Louisiana University in Hammond, equipped with the diploma that would ensure her future. She soon found another job with the state, and she and Tracy at last had the financial security that Connie had worked so hard to achieve. Connie’s worries were put to rest—until she saw the man peeping into her window.

Connie was not one to go out much, especially at night. Her poor vision did not allow many excursions after dark because it was too difficult for her to see clearly. She went to work and went home, unless Tracy had an activity she needed to attend. Connie always made time to go to Tracy’s basketball and football games, proud that her daughter had been chosen for the cheerleading squad. But mostly her evenings consisted of cross-stitching and sewing and watching television.

Connie, although very attractive with her curly brown hair, pretty green eyes that were partly hidden behind large hard-rimmed glasses, and her open, friendly smile, preferred to stay home. She chose to devote her life to her seventeen-year-old daughter and was happy with her simple existence. She had worked hard in her forty-one years and was content with the peaceful life she had created.

A steamy night in August, one week before her forty-second birthday, would change all of that. Someone was watching, waiting for the right moment to strike. Police are not sure when Connie Warner’s world was invaded by an unknown man bent on her destruction—if it was August 23 or 24. But they know that she was alone that weekend. Tracy had gone to stay with her boyfriend, although Connie thought her daughter was staying at a friend’s while going through orientation at LSU. Connie knew the importance of a good education, and she was proud that Tracy would soon be attending the university.

Just five days before Connie disappeared, a husky black man who lived in St. Francisville, less than twenty miles up the road from Oak Shadows subdivision, lost his job with the Cecil Graves automobile dealership. Connie did not know this man, but he had worked in the construction industry in Zachary throughout the late 1980s and early 1990s. He knew the area well. He knew the subdivision. He was drawn to it through the young beautiful women who lived there.

He liked watching them.

And he was filled with an unending yearning to possess just one of them. The loss of his job only perpetuated the anger and rage he felt inside—the feelings of incompetence, of not being good enough. Though he tried, he could not keep a job or get the women he desired to take notice of him.

On that hot August weekend, the man’s hunger took on its own life, stirring and whirling about inside of him like the hurricane that lingered in the gulf. So he drove to Oak Shadows subdivision, determined to take possession of the slender woman upon whom he had spied.

Connie sat alone in the house on Job Avenue, cross-stitching what could possibly have been her vision of herself and Tracy—a southern room with a lady and young girl dressed in ruffled gowns with a window opened wide to a view of the world. The television provided a distraction from the needle that slowly wove in and out through the pattern. Perhaps it was a knock at the back door that prompted Connie to hook the needle in the pattern and lay it on the floor in front of her. Perhaps she opened the door to investigate a noise, nervous about the peeping Tom. There were no signs of forced entry, but telltale clues within the house would later provide a picture of what happened next.

It was about nine o’clock on the evening of August 24 when Tracy returned home. She noticed immediately that her mother was not there, but the teenager was not too concerned because the television was on. She thought that perhaps Connie had gone to visit a neighbor and would be home shortly.

By 10:30 PM, when Connie still had not come home, Tracy became worried and called her grandparents, but she could not reach them. She had noticed that things in the home were out of place. Tracy ran to several of her neighbors’ houses and asked if they had seen her mother. They had not.

By 11:30 PM, she finally got in touch with her grandparents. Jack Brooks rushed right over. Tracy showed him the washer and dryer, which appeared to have been pushed back, and pointed out spots of blood on the utility room floor. On the carport, Jack noticed three buttons that looked as if they had been ripped off of a shirt. He looked in Connie’s 1989 Chevy Cavalier and saw vomit on the back seat. Very worried, Jack called the police.

Officer D.L. Courtney was the first to arrive. He questioned Jack and Tracy, then began to inspect the home. Sergeant Bruce Chaisson arrived next.

Connie would not just go off at night without letting Tracy know where she was, Jack assured Chaisson. She wouldn’t do that.

The hood of the car told the officer that this was not just a case of a woman going out for the evening. There was brown hair stuck to the hood, where marks indicated that someone had laid across it. There was vomit on the right corner. The side of the car was dusty, but outlines in the dust indicated that someone had slid from the passenger door to the front door. Chaisson found vomit in the back seat as well as part of a belt buckle. He also saw the three lavender buttons.

Those belong to a striped blouse my mom always wears, Tracy said. And this door—it’s always locked. My mom never leaves a door unlocked, even when she’s here.

Chaisson examined the carport door and found no signs of forced entry. Opening it, he went into the utility room, where he noticed three blood spatters on the floor between the door and the washing machine. The washer was out of place, as if someone might have grabbed hold of it to keep from being pulled out of the house. Another piece of broken belt was found on the dryer.

Connie’s bedroom revealed more clues. The mattress of the bed had been pushed against the night stand; the bottom drawer where Connie always kept a can of Mace was partially opened. The top sheet that Connie always tucked in was tangled in the middle of the bed, indicating that some sort of a struggle had occurred there. Connie’s glasses were lying on the floor. Detectives later found a small bloodstain on the carpet beside the bed. A pair of pink pants and white panties bearing bloodstains were also entered into evidence.

Chaisson was convinced that Connie was missing and possibly harmed. He and other officers secured the crime scene. Tracy and her grandparents waited anxiously for Connie to come home, staring at the phone hoping for a call, pacing back and forth, asking everyone who knew Connie if they had seen her. But Connie never came home.

The vomit on the front of the car and in the back seat verified that Connie had been alive when she was taken. The buttons ripped from her shirt found lying on the ground indicated that she had put up a fight. Connie did not go with her attacker quietly, yet no one in the small neighborhood heard her cries. Her keys would never be found. A witness would later tell police that he had seen a man carrying a bundle walking toward Connie’s car that night, but the man had then placed the bundle into another vehicle parked behind hers—a red Buick.

Jack, Betty, and Tracy would never know exactly how it had happened, but they would eventually know who had done it, although the man who had so cruelly destroyed their lives would never be officially linked to Connie’s murder. Any clues that might have surfaced with the discovery of Connie’s body would be washed away by a hurricane.

Andrew roared through Baton Rouge on August 26, although its strength was diminished by its journey from the coast to Louisiana’s capital city. By the time Baton Rougeans were huddled in their homes, taking cover from the storm, Andrew’s winds were only seventy miles per hour, not enough to do serious damage to homes and residents. The storm moved on to the north, leaving behind some downed trees and homes without electricity for several days. But this hurricane would have a major impact on the investigation of a murder that happened only miles from Baton Rouge. Connie Warner’s body, exposed during the storm, would rapidly decompose, and clues to her attacker would disappear with Andrew. Meanwhile Connie’s parents and daughter would spend endless nights waiting for news that she had been found, hopefully alive.

For nine days, they waited.

On September 2, a truck driver discovered Connie’s corpse on Sorrel Street near downtown Baton Rouge. Her badly decomposed body, found by the Capitol Lake close to the state capitol building, did not offer much in the way of evidence for police. They could only determine that she had died from a skull fracture, apparently from a beating of some kind. There was no other evidence, no fingerprints or tracks in the grass, no DNA. Nothing. Andrew had washed away any clues that could have led police to the killer.

After Connie’s death, Tracy moved in with her grandparents once more and tried to go on with her life. It was difficult because there were no answers, no reasons why, no arrests. Connie was simply gone, and so was her killer. It would be eleven years before her family would get some inkling as to who had committed this despicable act. Eleven years of wondering.

But someone did know, and after he had dumped Connie’s body by the lake, he felt the satisfaction that comes with power, the power to hold a human life in his hands, the power to make another human being succumb to his whims. He had held the light-skinned woman, had felt her hair, had run his fingers along her cheekbones as she begged for mercy. He had made her his. His appetite had been appeased.

For a while.

It is possible that Connie Warner may not have been this man’s first victim, although it is widely thought that she was. A young LSU student, Melissa Montz, had disappeared many years before, in 1985, as she was jogging along River Road in Baton Rouge. Her decomposed body had been discovered close to the LSU golf course by a golfer retrieving a ball. She had been strangled. And another woman, Joyce Taylor, had been murdered in her home in Baton Rouge, stabbed to death, just three months before Connie’s abduction. Joyce had been a physical education teacher at the man’s high school.

Connie’s death was a shock to the small community of Zachary, a warning of things to come. But residents in Zachary and Baton Rouge would not know for many years that they had a much larger problem. A problem bigger than just one murder.

If this man was indeed responsible for Melissa and Joyce’s deaths, then Connie’s murder made three, and a serial killer had been born on that night in Oak Shadows subdivision. A killer who would hold a vast area of Louisiana in a grip of terror for many years to come. No one was safe. But back then, ignorance was bliss.

The Cemetery

The young man crouched low beside his car, surrounded by the dead, hiding among them. He was usually comfortable there, but not on this cool November night in 1992. It had been only three months since he had left the woman by the lake, but he hadn’t forgotten the feel of her—the taste of forbidden fruit. He had come back to Zachary for more. Even though the cool night air blew across the tombstones, he was sweating. He had ridden the girl’s bicycle hard to get back to his car. He heard the footsteps getting closer, saw the glare of flashlights illuminating the graveyard. He had to make his escape.

He jumped into his maroon Buick Electra, revved the engine, and sped out of the Azalea Rest Cemetery, heading down Highway 964. The police officers followed. The man threw his blue jacket out of the window as he drove, determined to outrun the officers. They caught him at Shellmire Lane.

Turn around and put your hands up, an officer commanded. The man complied. They had him.

The house in Fennwood subdivision, just across the highway from Oak Shadows, had looked like an easy mark. The man had been watching it. The golf course located behind the affluent homes had made watching easy. He had thought no one would be home, but the owner had arrived unexpectedly. The husky black man had tried to be friendly.

Hi, he’d told the frightened owner. I’m looking for Monroe, he said before running out of the house and jumping on the bike. The owner called police, who arrived immediately and gave chase.

The man they arrested would make bail in two days and soon return to Buhler Plains Cemetery located just behind Azalea Rest.

Water poured from the skies in steady streams over the blue Toyota Corolla in which the teenage couple was parked. They didn’t care. April always brought rain to South Louisiana, and 1993 was proving to be no different. A rainy night in a cemetery only added to the romance as they fumbled with each other’s clothing. The cemetery, with its tombstones made of concrete covered in drooping daisies and tulips and roses, was the perfect place for young love to blossom. They were determined to complete their union as the heat between them fogged the windows and the rain pelted the top of their vehicle.

The young boy kissed the girl as he helped her peel down her pants, first one leg, then the other. Hungry for closer contact, he rid himself of his jeans and lay on top of her in the back seat, loving the feel of her body so close to him, uninhibited by clothing. So focused was he on the girl that he did not hear the footsteps approaching through the patter of rain and the passionate whirring in his brain. When the door opened, he jumped up, startled.

He couldn’t see the man, but the dome light outlined the bush axe just before it bit into the boy’s scalp, cutting deeply. The girl screamed, putting up her arms to defend herself, but not before the axe raked across her leg. The axe kept coming as the young couple tried desperately to avoid its jagged edge. They were unsuccessful, the axe ravaging the boy’s arms, his hands as he tried to protect the girl, the ferocious man wielding the weapon determined to hack them to bits.

As suddenly as the attack had begun, it stopped. The man had spotted headlights coming his way. He grabbed the keys from the ignition and ran into the night, skirting in and out of the tombstones he knew so well, hidden by the darkness. The teenagers, in shock and afraid he would come back, locked the car doors.

Officer Troy Eubanks had passed by the cemetery only seconds before and noticed the light from the car shining in the darkness. He turned around to investigate, thinking that no one in his right mind would be in the cemetery on a night like this. Eubanks approached the car carefully and was startled when he shined his flashlight into the window and saw two half-dressed kids covered in blood. The girl started screaming, It’s him! It’s him! Eubanks understood her fear and turned the flashlight on himself so the hysterical girl could see his uniform. The girl cautiously unlocked the door.

Eubanks saw the severe laceration on the boy’s head and called for paramedics. The teenagers were transported to separate hospitals while police searched the cemetery, but they were unable to find any footprints or other clues of value because the rain had washed away any trace of the man with the axe. Only the back seat of the Corolla, covered in blood, gave witness to the fierceness and determination of the would-be butcher.

It would be six years before the girl would identify her attacker in a lineup. But it was too late by then. The statute of limitations for attempted murder was prescribing. The man she identified would be allowed to stay on the streets—free to roam about and kill at will. His name was Derrick Todd Lee.

Derrick Todd Lee

Don’t you move, Tarshia. You’re gonna scare the birds.

Tarshia moved, wiggling about in the tree, the sound of her movements rustling through the leaves.

Didn’t I tell you not to move? Todd warned, irritated with his little sister and wondering why he had brought her along. Next time, I’m leaving you at home.

But he never did. Todd liked bringing Tarshia along when he went bird hunting. He brought her with him most everywhere, and Tarshia loved that her big brother with the big smile let her hang around. She liked him even though they squabbled a bit. Her mother and stepfather would often laugh and say, That Todd and Tarshia, they argue and fuss today, and then tonight they’re back talking.

A year younger, Tarshia was smarter than Todd, catching up to him in the fourth grade when Todd was held back. He had always been a little slow in school, and Tarshia had fun teasing him that year. Miss Hammond’s gonna give you a paddlin’ when you don’t know how to spell your spelling words, she would laugh. Tarshia never misspelled her words. Miss Hammond said I’m the smartest girl in the class. I got an award, and you’re gonna get a paddlin’.

Though she teased him, she loved Todd—loved that he took her horseback riding on the horse their stepfather had given him, loved that he let her hang around him, that he took her through trails in the woods around their home. Together the two of them would gather old sheets to make tents in the yard. They liked to pretend they were camping out, and Tarshia would make sandwiches or pile leftovers onto plates to eat inside their tent. Tinita, their older sister, and Debra, the younger, would play with them sometimes, but Todd and Tarshia had a special bond. They shared the same father, although they didn’t know him.

In 1968, Samuel Ruth and Florence Lee were living with Florence’s mother in St. Francisville, Louisiana. They were only together for a couple of years and never married, but Florence gave birth to Derrick Todd Lee and Tarshia Lee during that time. Florence was only seventeen when Todd was born and didn’t even bother to list Samuel as the father on his birth certificate. Samuel soon took off to reunite with his first wife, Rosetta Ruth, with whom he had fathered five children.

It would be many years before Todd and Tarshia saw their father again, but perhaps that was for the best. Samuel Ruth had problems—severe mental problems. Samuel would go on to father three more children, one with his first wife and two with his second. It would be the testimony of his second wife that would result in his arrest for attempted manslaughter in 1991. Todd and Tarshia were lucky. They had Coleman Barrow.

Florence’s luck with men changed when she met Coleman, and when the couple wed, Coleman became a father to her children—a real father. He worked long hours driving a cement truck to provide for the family. He spent what time he could with the children, teaching them right from wrong, playing with them. He and Florence raised them in the church, taught them about God, about sin. Theirs was a normal family life set amidst a backdrop of beauty.

They made their home on the outskirts of St. Francisville in the little settlement of Independence in a small grouping of houses and mobile homes off of Blackmore Road known to the locals as Lee’s Quarters. They lived in a nice brick home in an alcove filled with trailers that housed many extended family members. Aunts, uncles, and cousins lived next door and across the street and down the block. Kenny Ray Lee, a cousin whom everyone called Ray, lived just across Highway 61, and he and Todd would often play together, basketball and baseball and drums. Todd played the snare. Together, the two boys marched in the band at school, and on weekends they fished at the sandy-bottomed Thompson Creek, which ran just behind Todd’s house. And though the red clay beneath the sand often muddied the water in the summertime turning it to hues of rust, the boys would gather their fishing poles and sit on the banks of the creek waiting for hungry fish to nibble on their lines.

Ray was a year older than Todd and about ten when he first heard the rumors. Todd was peeping into the windows of homes in the area, looking at girls, at his cousins in a way that nine-year-old boys shouldn’t be looking. Todd liked to watch girls just as he liked to watch birds. Shhh, Tarshia, don’t you move. Todd never moved when he was watching. He knew how to be very still, even at nine.

Growing up in St. Francisville should have been magical for the young boy, but the area was steeped in old southern traditions with reminders of the past whispering